My heart races faster feeling Alex against me, smelling her, touching her.

I need comfort.

I need her.

My nose dips down into her hair as I close my eyes taking her all in. She’s my safe place. We’re in our own little Malex bubble, and nothing can hurt us here. My hands run up and down her back seeking her warmth, but it’s oozing off her in waves. She’s comforting me without even trying, and even though every inch of me is touching her, I want to be closer. I have no idea what’s happening right now, but I take it all in.

“Alex,” I murmur.

“Mmm?” she asks nuzzling into my chest seeming to need comfort from me too.

“Will you sleep in my bed with me tonight? I know that’s a weird thing for me to ask, but I just want to have you close to me.”

Alex looks up at me and smiles with a quick nod. She then grabs my hand, breaking our embrace, and leads me toward the stairs. I take a deep breath and walk with her toward my bedroom. The atmosphere’s changing around us as we take the stairs upward. There’s a silence between us, it’s deafening, but it speaks volumes.

I’m not sure what’s happening right now, but my thoughts are definitely not on friendship. Her hand squeezes in mine seeming to read my mind as we reach the top of the stairs, and she leads me to my room. We enter, and I had no clue that the bed that I made perfectly in case Madeline came back here tonight would have Alex in it instead. What a turn of events.

Swallowing hard, we get to the edge of the bed, and Alex turns to me looking me in the eyes. The buzz in the air is electric, as she licks her lips and stands there as if waiting for me to tell her what to do next. Everything in me is screaming at me that we’re friends—don’t do anything to fuck that up. But right now she’s looking so amazing, so astonishingly beautiful, and my body is aching to feel her touch.

I’m not sure why this is happening. I mean I know we’re best friends, we’ve been friends for a long time, but the events of today have me needing her, and right now she’s standing here looking at me with those fucking adorable big doe eyes.

That feeling of warmth I get from her is flooding through every inch of me, and all I want is for her to touch me. In every way. My hands reach out and run up her arms, caressing her skin softly, and she looks down at my touch that crosses over the border of our friend zone. Alex looks up into my eyes as her breathing hitches, and she steps closer to me, our bodies barely touching.

“Matt,” she murmurs, and I step closer curling my fingers around her biceps holding her to me as we stare into each other’s eyes, both practically panting for breath.

Her gaze holds mine, and her hands move up, her fingers lacing into the loops of my pants as we hold each other tight. The electricity surging through the room is unmistakable. Sure, I’ve felt the pull and the buzz with Alex before, but right here, right now, this is the most intense it’s ever felt. It’s like I’m on a high, and I’m seeing her, truly seeing her for the very first time. She’s my best friend, yes, but right now she’s also a woman, and I’m a man, and we both have needs. Needs that we can fill together. If the chemistry right now is anything to go by, we’ll be amazing together, and to be honest, if the swarm of butterflies that are raging in my stomach and the colossal thumping in my chest is anything to go by, then maybe this is something that’s been coming for a while. Something Alex and I need to give in to. We’ve been cuddle buddies for a long time. Maybe this is just the next evolutionary step for us.

My hand moves from her bicep, up her neck and into the back of her hair, gripping it through my fingers, in an almost forceful way, not too hard, but also not softly as she pants hard. Her thighs squeeze together as she presses herself closer to me. The tension between us is burning too hot, and I can’t stand it any longer. The hooded gaze in her eyes sends me over the edge, and I rush forward closing the tiny gap and forcing my lips to hers. The moment our lips meet, it’s like an avalanche of emotion washes over me. I’m kissing Alex, and my lips are tingling so fucking powerfully that it’s like she has popping candy lip gloss smothered over her lips. Her mouth opens instinctively, and our tongues battle to dance together. We work into an easy rhythm as I try to get a handle on what I’m feeling. Our bodies collide together in a fury of passion and excitement.

I’m kissing her—my friend or something more. I don’t know.

I can’t think of that right now as my hand tightens in her hair and the other runs up her back holding her to me. Alex’s hand wraps around my waist, and one slides under my jacket up my back holding me to her, as we kiss as if we’ve done it a thousand times before. We fit perfectly together. This is the most intense and pleasure filled kiss I’ve ever experienced, and a small moan echoes from Alex letting me know it’s the same for her.

The sound of her moaning only turns me on more, and my cock starts to harden against Alex as her body is pressed completely against mine. I have no idea what she’s thinking, or where she wants to go with this tonight, but I want her. Every inch of me is aching for Alex.

I need her.

“I need you, Alex,” I murmur, breaking our kiss as I pull back and look into her eyes and she pants heavily, but simply nods with a small smile.

“I need you, too,” she whispers reaching in and shifting my jacket off over my shoulders. I let it fall to the ground as I look into her eyes making sure this is what she really wants. There’s no coming back from this once it’s done. But the intense longing in her eyes lets me know she’s in this with me.

I move in to start unbuttoning my shirt, and she smiles while leaning down and grabbing the hem of her yellow dress. She pulls it up and over the top of her head. I stop unbuttoning as she stands in front of me wearing only a strapless nude bra and a G-string. She rolls her eyes and moves in helping me with my buttons as she kicks off her shoes, and I chuckle while I frantically race to get out of my clothes.

Finally, we lose the shirt—fucking buttons—and I throw it to the floor. Alex grabs my belt and undoes it, then my fly, and drops my pants to the floor. I step out of them along with my shoes and socks leaving me in my boxer briefs.

We stand for a moment taking in the fact that we’re both almost naked in front of each other. This is the most we’ve seen of each other and it’s a big step for us. Sure, I’ve seen her back naked, but seeing her full body like this, she really is stunningly gorgeous.

Reaching out for her, I grab her hands and pull them together and loop them over my head. She wraps her arms around my neck as I move in taking hold of her ass and lifting her. She bursts out laughing while wrapping her legs around me like a monkey, and holds on for dear life as I walk her over to my desk. She tilts her head as I sit her ass down on the edge, and then I lean in gently kissing her lips. My hand runs up her back, flicking her bra undone with one hand as the other moves to the front to caress her medium sized breast. It’s plump and perfect in my hand, and I tweak her nipple as I draw her bottom lip in by my teeth and bite lightly. She moans as I draw back and stand up taller in front of her while her legs dangle from the desk.

“What are you up to, Matthew?” she murmurs.

I reach up to her G-string and snatch the edges, pulling it down and off, and throwing it to the floor with reckless abandon. She sits before me completely naked, and I swear to God she’s utterly perfect in every way. Alex cocks her brow as if annoyed that I’m not answering her, when I drop to my knees in front of her, my face right in line with her pussy and I grin widely.

Reaching up, I shift her legs either side of my head over my shoulders, and her fingers run through my hair as I move in kissing up her thigh on my way in. Her skin is a silky texture, and she smells so utterly delicious that I can’t wait to get inside of her, but I want to take my time to pleasure her first before I get mine.

My lips move toward her pussy, and my tongue flicks out as she wriggles on the desk, her breaths are the only sound echoing through the room. My cock is so fucking hard, I feel like he might burst from excitement as he throbs and aches in preparation for her. My tongue connects with Alex’s clit, and she arches her back, fisting her fingers in my hair as I circle my tongue on her in a motion I know works. She moves slowly against the movements of my tongue, and I know I’m doing it just as she likes. Torturously slow, I edge my fingers up, and I slide them along the seam of her pussy feeling her slick wetness. I love that she’s worked up for me.

I push my fingers up and inside of her and move them in motion along with my tongue. She gasps and moans loudly, her hips bucking and swaying with the new found pressure. I love that I can do this to her and that she’s so reactive to my touch. And fuck, if it doesn’t turn me the fuck on. She tastes so fucking sweet, and this could become highly addictive.

“Oh, Matt, please,” she begs, and I almost come on the spot. Alex is begging for it, and it makes me even harder as I push up into her faster. She reacts just as I thought she would, riding against my face and hand as she gets closer and closer to her peak.

“Yes… God, yes,” she calls out as her hands in my hair clench almost too tightly when I hit the right spot. Her body tenses, every part of her going completely rigid, as she cries out in absolute ecstasy. Alex shatters into a million pieces as she comes hard and her body relaxes. Her hands fall to her sides, and her legs go limp over my shoulders as I look up at her through my lashes to see her panting, her chest heaving, and her eyes closed with a satisfied smirk adorning her face.

I pull my fingers from her and kiss her thigh, shifting her legs from my shoulders and stand up stretching my legs. She lazily opens her eyes just in time to see me pull my briefs down. Her eyes widen to the size of dinner plates as she takes in the size of my fully erect cock, and she grins even wider.

“Wow! I thought you’d be packing, but damn,” she says, and I grin while stepping into her and she chews on her bottom lip.

“You said you were on the Depo?” I ask, and she nods. “I’m clean, I’d really love to go bareback with you.”

She smiles and nods. “I’m clean, and just shut up and fuck me will you?” she demands.

I let out a small laugh, stepping up, grabbing her under her knees and pulling her toward the edge of the desk again. She squeals and I reach down grabbing under her ass, and she reaches up linking her arms around my neck. I lift her up, and she wraps her legs around my waist.

I line my cock up with her pussy, and as I stare into her eyes, I slowly ease into her. The warmth I feel around her normally is nothing compared to now. She encompasses me completely, and for the first time in my life, I feel like I’m whole. It’s weird to feel that in just a matter of seconds, but staring at her and being locked together as one, something changes in me. Energy pulses through us, emotions overflowing, but not completely understanding what this means is a little overwhelming.

I almost stumble on the spot as she tightens her grip around me shocking me back into reality, and I realize where I am and what’s happening, and so I start to move. I walk with her attached to me over to my bed, as I lean in and kiss her. Alex kisses me back, and this kiss certainly isn’t how friends kiss. This is how lover’s kiss. People who are deeply connected and have been in love for ages.

I lay her down under me and shift us up the bed. She puts her head on the pillow and her aqua hair fans out, and fuck if this isn’t the sexiest thing I think I’ve ever seen—me seated deep inside of her and her gazing up at me full of lust.

While kissing her again, I look into her eyes as her fingers thread through my hair, and I begin to move inside of her. Her heels dig into my ass as I grind into her. This is definitely not my normal style of fucking. I’m typically into a touch of kink, hard and fast, but with Alex, I want to treat her right. She’s not some easy lay I can use and abuse. I need to do this the right way. Not the bad boy rocker way.

She feels so fucking good around my cock, and even though everything in my head is telling me this is friends fucking, it feels like more. Like there’s more in this than I’m willing to acknowledge. My chest is squeezing tight, and my stomach is fluttering the entire time. My skin prickles with goosebumps as the air continues to buzz and flicker with the electricity circulating around us.

As I thrust inside of her, I can’t help but let out a moan into her mouth as we continue to kiss. My hand moves to hers, interlocking our fingers next to her head as we strive toward our climaxes together. We feel so connected, I notice we’re really bonding, and we can only get stronger from this. Her warmth encases me as her pussy begins to tighten around my cock.

Her kisses begin to lag, and I know she’s getting close, as I pull my lips from hers and trail kisses down her jaw to her neck. She moans loudly as she rides out the start of her orgasm. Her nails scratch into my hand and down my back as her heels dig into my ass.

Alex’s muscles clench, her pussy constricts, and she throws her head back in a fit of passion. Her back arches off the bed letting me hit the right spot, as I thrust up inside of her and she screams out my name as she explodes in a massive orgasm. Her eyes clench shut as her body relaxes, but her pussy grips tightly all around my cock making me gasp, and immediately it sends off a chain reaction for me. A tingle shoots down my spine, my balls tighten and pull up, as a layer of sweat coats my skin. I shudder as I feel the pressure build up, my balls squeeze, and I explode inside her with a long drawn out moan as I bite down on her collar bone. Not hard, just enough to make her moan out in delight.

We both pant as she drops her legs from around me and I plant feather light kisses along her collarbone and jaw as I slowly make my way back up to look at her. When I gaze into her eyes, they’re heavy and lazy, but she looks so happy as she smiles at me.

“Wow,” she murmurs, and I chuckle and lean in pressing my lips to hers and kiss her passionately.

“You’re amazing,” I murmur, and she shakes her head.

“I’m exhausted is what I am,” she answers, and I chuckle and kiss her gently again while I pull out of her and roll to her side.

“I’m not done with you yet, one more, then you can rest,” I say, and she opens her eyes wide.

“Matt!” she berates, and I roll her on her side away from me and move in spooning her from behind. My cock is still semi-hard, but right now this is about Alex again as she relaxes her back into me and I move her top leg up and over mine and then slide my hand between her legs to find her clit.

“I’m going to make you feel so good, Alex,” I whisper in her ear then bite her lobe.

“You already have,” she whispers back and then moans as I flick her clit.