When they walked into the room, Nate’s mouth ran dry and his pulse sped up. He knew what he wanted, he just had to ask for it. Nate was ready to give himself over to Gabe completely, and although the thought shot straight to his cock and made him harder than he’d ever been, he was so fucking nervous.
Gabe wrapped his arms around Nate from behind while nibbling on his earlobe. Then he slid his mouth down, kissing his neck and nuzzling against his skin. “You smell so good. Why are you so nervous? It’s only been a week.” Gabe chuckled.
“Because I want to…” Nate turned in Gabe’s arms and stared straight into those honey-brown eyes. “I want to switch things up. I want to give you something I’ve never given anyone else, but I’m not gonna lie. I’m nervous as hell.”
“You don’t have to, Nate. I’m perfectly fine keeping things the way they are.” Gabe leaned in and kissed Nate, and his whole body melted. God, how he’d missed this. The thought that he almost threw this away created a lump in his throat. They hadn’t truly kissed since the morning Gabe left for Boston. With that thought, Nate deepened the kiss, sweeping his tongue inside, and tasting his man again for the first time in over a week. They stood there for a long time, wrapped around each other, kissing as if they needed each other to exist.
Finally, Nate pulled back and whispered, “I really am sorry, Gabe. I hate that I doubted you. You didn’t have to forgive me, but you did and—”
Gabe jerked Nate’s face toward his, covering his mouth, and plunged his tongue in, effectively silencing Nate. When he pulled back, Gabe demanded, “No more apologies.”
Nate nodded, and those nervous butterflies came fluttering back again. He was vaguely aware of Gabe walking him back toward the bed—then completely aware when the mattress bumped the back of his legs. Seriously, what the fuck was he so nervous about? He grabbed the bottom of his shirt, and was about to pull it over his head, when Gabe stopped him. He wasn’t going to give him another chance to back out, was he? Nate knew if Gabe kept offering, he’d chicken out.
“I’ll do that. I like to unwrap my gifts slowly.” Gabe slowly pulled Nate’s shirt up over his head then kissed his chest, right over his heart.
Gabe placed soft kisses on Nate’s chest, making it harder to breathe. He slid his hands down Nate’s stomach and began to unbutton his pants. Every move Nate made to relieve Gabe of some piece of clothing was turned down. Gabe took complete control.
Nate closed his eyes and felt his pants and boxers being pulled down to his feet. Gabe pushed on his chest lightly, and Nate willingly sat down on the edge of the bed. When he slightly opened his eyes, he saw Gabe kneeling before him, taking off each shoe and sock then completely removing Nate’s pants. He stood back up and guided Nate completely on the bed, lifting his legs onto the mattress. Nate had never been taken care of like this before. He felt vulnerable and sexy all at the same time.
Gabe lay down on top of Nate, fully clothed and began to kiss him. “I can’t believe you’re mine,” Gabe whispered as his hands roamed every inch of Nate’s body.
“Gabe…” He sighed, the rest of the words failing him as Gabe cupped him then began to slowly stroke. Nate’s mind was scrambled. All he knew was how amazing he felt in this moment. The world melted away, only leaving the two of them. Gabe continued his exploration—his domination—still fully clothed, as he pushed his body down until his mouth was even with Nate’s aching cock. Nate closed his eyes, and when he felt Gabe’s hot breath on his cock, he nearly wept.
Very gently, Gabe’s tongue traveled up his cock from base to tip, then focused on the ridge of his crown. Nate clenched his eyes shut, the sensations intensified, not knowing what Gabe was going to do next. He slid into submission, completely allowing Gabe to take control. Soft kisses were placed up and down his hardened shaft, eliciting moans and panting breaths from Nate.
“This is mine.” Gabe licked up Nate’s cock and back down. Nate felt his legs being spread, and he tried his best not to tense up. He grabbed onto the sheets and allowed Gabe to push his knees up and back toward his chest. “And these are mine.” Gabe sucked in one of his balls and then the other. Releasing them, he moved down to that tender spot under his sac. “Look at me, Nate.” Nate pried his eyes open, grabbing onto the sheets even tighter as Gabe slid his tongue down even further. “And now, finally, this is mine too.”
“Oh, fuck,” Nate moaned, watching Gabe’s tongue lick at his entrance. He’d never felt anything like it before. Seeing Gabe between his legs—holy hell. He could come just from that.
Without warning, Gabe released him, and Nate watched him in a panic as Gabe stood up. Until he realized Gabe was finally undressing. Their eyes locked as each piece of clothing was removed, but Gabe’s eyes were suddenly filled with concern. “I wasn’t prepared for company.”
“Front pocket of my bag.” Nate pointed to the overnight bag he’d dropped by the door.
“A bit presumptuous, don’t you think?” Gabe said with a raised eyebrow.
Nate laughed remembering their first time together. “Nah, just fingers-crossed-hopeful.” He crossed his fingers and flashed Gabe a big cheesy grin. He’d never had that before. A comfort level of talking and even joking around in bed. It made it all seem more intimate.
Gabe let out a short laugh as he crossed the room to get the condoms and lube from Nate’s bag. As he walked back to the bed, those butterflies were swarming again in Nate’s stomach. Gabe put the foil packets and bottle of lube down then surprised Nate by laying down on top of him, rather than going back to what he’d been doing.
He kissed Nate slowly and passionately, and Nate knew Gabe had realized he was nervous again. The feel of Gabe’s body against his was incredible. He never wanted to go another night without feeling that again. His body relaxed into the mattress, and he slid his fingers through Gabe’s dark hair, tilting his head slightly to deepen the kiss. A soft gasp escaped when Gabe pushed their cocks together. He gripped Nate’s thighs, pushing them back toward his chest. Gabe pumped his hips, creating friction as he thrust against Nate.
With a growl deep in Gabe’s chest—unlike Nate had ever heard before—Gabe pushed his whole body down the length of Nate’s. He swallowed Nate’s cock, making his eyes cross. He worked him fast and furious with his mouth then abruptly released his cock and moved down to work his hole. His movements were primal and fierce, and Nate fucking loved it.
“Shit, Gabe.” Nate could barely hold himself back from release. He never imagined it would be like this.
Gabe let go of one of Nate’s legs, and he watched as Gabe slowly put his own finger in his mouth, getting it wet. Then without saying a word, Gabe leaned back down and brushed over Nate’s hole with both his tongue and finger. Nate pulled up the leg that Gabe had released, giving him as much access as he needed. His wicked tongue made Nate feel things he’d never felt before.
Gabe kept his tongue on Nate while he patted the mattress, finding the lube next to him. Nate held on to his own legs, pulling them back as Gabe put lube in his fingers. The first penetration Nate ever felt was Gabe’s fantastic finger. He slowly pushed it in, and a mixture of discomfort and pleasure washed over him. There was a lot of pressure and it was unlike anything he’d ever felt…and he didn’t want Gabe to stop.
Slowly, Gabe slid in another one, and again there was that uncomfortable pressure, followed by slow spreading pleasure. Nate cursed when Gabe’s tongue decided to join the party again. Nate was gripping his own thighs, holding on for dear life, never wanting it to end. By the time Gabe got three fingers in, Nate was practically begging for more. Fuck it, he’d beg if he had to.
He didn’t have to.
Gabe slipped his fingers out and began to fuck Nate with his tongue. Nate was breathing so hard he thought he might hyperventilate. If Gabe kept this up, he was going to come. He was damn near begging again when Gabe stopped.
This time, when he opened his eyes, the nervousness didn’t come back as Gabe put the condom on. He wanted this so fucking bad nothing could shake him. Gabe lined himself up and looked back up at Nate. There was question in his eyes as he hesitated, but Nate simply nodded his head and lifted his hips to put a pillow underneath him.
For the rest of his life, Nate would never forget the moment when Gabe pushed inside him for the first time. It was the sweetest kind of pain, and emotionally, he felt on the edge. The burning stretch of his body wrapped around Gabe’s hard shaft took him to a place he’d never been before. Gabe took his time, letting Nate adjust, gradually working himself in until their connection was complete. Nate tried to control his breathing through the pain and focused on Gabe. They stared at each other, connected in a way Nate had never been connected to anyone else.
Nate reached up and placed both of his hands on Gabe’s face. Kissing him softly and whispered, “I love you so much.”
Gabe’s arms were shaking as he held himself above Nate, holding himself back from thrusting yet. His voice was trembling as he said, “I love you too.” Then, as if he’d been holding his breath, he released a long sigh and began to move.
His movements were slow, taking his time, going easy on Nate. It wasn’t long before the pain fell away and all Nate was left with was an unbelievable feeling. Gabe was on his knees in front of him, pumping his hips while he held onto to Nate’s thighs. His muscles flexed with every movement; his chest moved in and out with every panting breath. He’s beautiful, and he’s all mine.
“Holy shit,” Nate cried out, as bolts of electricity coursed throughout his body. He didn’t want to come yet, but that sure as hell made him damn near close.
“Ah. There it is,” Gabe said on a sigh. “That’s how I feel every time you’re inside me. I know you know it’s there, and what it does to me…how I react to it.” Gabe brushed up against it again, and Nate moaned. “You’re an excellent marksman. Had no idea what I was feeling on the other end though, did you?” Gabe thrust back in and rubbed up against his prostate again.
Nate arched his back and begged, “Do it again. Please, do it… Oh fuck…” He was a mumbling mess of raw need.
Gabe was more than willing to oblige. Before long, he was thrusting faster and hitting that magnificent little gland over and over again. He reached between them and began to stroke Nate’s cock. That was all it took. Nate’s body shook, and he came so hard he thought he was going to pop a vein. Gabe cried out, and Nate could feel his cock pulse inside of him. He thrust a couple more times before he collapsed on top of Nate.
They were both trying to catch their breath. Gabe slowly pulled out, grabbing a tissue from the nightstand to discard the condom. He went into the bathroom to get a towel to clean them both and then lay down on the bed beside Nate. Nate rolled so they were facing each other. He had a feeling he was going to be tender for a while. “That was intense,” he whispered.
“And amazing?” Gabe asked.
“Completely amazing.” Nate leaned in and kissed Gabe then pulled him, rolling on his back so Gabe’s head was on his chest. They lay like that for a few minutes, their breathing regulating. Nate’s mind wandered back over everything that had happened within the last few hours…the last week, really. He couldn’t completely silence the guilt he still felt for the way he’d treated Gabe, or the fear that was creeping its way in. Would Gabe ever regret everything he gave up for them?
“Gabe?”
“Hmm?”
“I still can’t believe what you did for me…for us. Are you sure you want to write your family off, though? I just never want you to regret the choice you made to protect me and Lily. I’m—” Shit, he was screwing this up. “I don’t want you to regret all you lost or…I don’t know…” He scrubbed a hand over his face then through his hair.
Gabe placed a hand on Nate’s cheek. “I haven’t lost anything. If anything, I’ve gained so much with you both in my life. I’ve always been a D’Angelo in name only. If I could get rid of that too, I would,” Gabe said in a soft voice.
Nate didn’t know until that very moment, but the idea popped into his head so naturally, so loud and clear. He wanted forever with Gabe. He knew he could raise Lily alone and had proven that, but he didn’t want to go it alone anymore. Nate hesitated for a second then said, “That’s possible, you know.”
Gabe looked up at him in confusion. “What is?”
“Getting rid of your name,” Nate clarified. “Gabriel Black is kinda sexy.” He held his breath, worried he’d jump the gun, but this time it was instinct he listened to, not fear. Gabe had given up his entire life for Nate and his daughter. There was never going to be another person who would love them that much. And there was never going to be another person Nate loved as much as he loved Gabe.
Gabe picked his head up and stared at Nate in amazement. Did he really just ask me…? “Are you asking what I think you’re asking? Because if you’re not I’ll kick your ass, Nathan Francis Black.”
“What do you think I’m asking?” Nate was teasing him now.
Gabe sat up and slapped Nate on his chest. “Oh, no. No sir. I’m not going to tell you what I think you’re asking. You’re going to ask, or I’m going to kick your ass.”
Nate was laughing at him now, and Gabe was trying to hold back his own laughter and keep a straight face.
“You keep threatening to kick my ass, but I’m pretty sure I just handed it to you a minute ago,” Nate retorted.
Gabe rolled his eyes and huffed out in annoyance. “If you’re not going to take this seriously, then…” He tried to climb over Nate to get off the bed, but Nate pulled him down again.
“Marry me.” Immediately, Nate’s expression turned to one of shy insecurity.
Two simple words and they’d changed Gabe’s life as soon as they were uttered. “Are…are you serious?”
Nate released the breath he’d apparently been holding. “Very. Cut the last tie to the people you used to call family and take the name of your new family—your real family. It feels right, Gabe. At least, for me it does, but you have to make that decision.” Nate cupped Gabe’s face and was gently rubbing his cheek with his thumb. “You don’t have to answer right now. Just think about it. I know I’ve given you reason to doubt me, but I can promise you…hard to get, easy to get…makes no difference. The result is still the same. You’re mine, and I’m yours. However long it takes for you to decide, I’ll wait. We have forever, and I’m not going anywhere. Not without you.”
Gabe’s heart melted right there on the bed, in a B&B on Cape Cod…the first of many new, happy memories they were going to build there. As far as Gabe was concerned, time for thinking was done. “Well, at least I know you’re not marrying me for my money.”
“Wait, so is that a yes?”
“Yes, that’s a yes.” Gabe barely had the words out when Nate pulled him back down and planted kisses all over his face. “I can’t breathe! You’re suffocating me! Ugh, is this what being married to you is going to be like?” Gabe was laughing, turning his head so Nate could kiss everywhere. “We clearly have to set some boundaries,” Gabe teased then yelped as Nate tossed him on his back and lay on top of him.
“Till death do us part, pretty boy. Think you can handle that?” Nate brushed their noses together and kissed him softly.
“Hmm…it will be my pleasure, Mr. Black.”