21
Adley
I got up and washed my face and changed into my lounge clothes. I still had that dreadful feeling inside. I knew the house had to be finished, it wouldn’t even be safe to live in if it wasn’t finished. I just didn’t know how I would do it.
I checked my phone and there were no messages. I was disappointed, but I wasn’t really surprised. I deserved it after what I did to them.
I made tea but it had no taste. The show on the television barely registered in my head. It seemed life was just going on around me and I was feeling none of it. There wasn’t anything I could do about it except come clean and let things fall where they may. But I couldn’t even bring myself to go and see them, or ask them to come here.
I felt a lot of things. Ashamed, confused. Worried that I had made the wrong choice, mostly. To leave them in the dark and hope they came back to me. I knew that in time, that if they did, I would never let them go again.
When there was a heavy knock on my door I told myself I was just being crazy, it couldn’t be them. I answered the door and it was. They had the same things on as before; Levi in a white polo and Tate in a blue one. Their jeans were faded and fitted.
“Tate. Levi. I didn’t expect you guys to come here.” I let them in and locked the door. Taking a deep breath, I turned to face them.
“What’s going on?” Levi asked first.
I sat on the edge of the bed and stared up at them both. They glanced at each other and then sat on the chairs by the table. They were only a few feet away, but they were still so imposing. Their scent had already permeated the room and surrounded me.
“I’m sorry for how I’ve been acting. It’s just…there has just been a lot going on.” I started.
Tate nodded. “We know. Your grandmother passed away,” he said.
I nodded. “Yes. And I had to leave my job because it was too far into the city. And I haven’t found another one yet. I’ve been trying but it’s been hard to do much of anything. I’ve been really down.” My voice was quiet and soft. I barely recognized it.
I couldn’t even look them in the eye as I talked. I grabbed a pillow and hugged it to my chest so I would have something to look at.
“We could tell you haven’t been happy. We hadn’t seen you before all this, but we knew something was wrong,” Levi said. His voice was deep and even; comforting.
“I wasn’t much better even before. My family…I wouldn’t even call it a family. I never knew my dad and my mom was a drug addict, she died from an overdose when I was little. My grandmother always took care of me. She was all I had left before she died. Now I have nothing.” My voice cracked and I tried not to cry. “Besides her house, she is as good as gone. All I wanted to do was fix it, and live there because I knew she wanted me to have it. But now I can’t even do that.”
“Sorry about your family, Adley. It sounds rough. I can’t believe you’ve gone through all of that.” Tate’s voice was so soft and caring, I didn’t even want to meet his eyes.
“Yeah, really…but why can’t you finish the house? There are barely two weeks left.” Levi said.
I huffed and the feeling of defeat came flooding back to me. I shook my head, I couldn’t say it yet. Levi came closer to me and knelt in front of me. He rested his hand on my knees and tilted my chin up so I was looking in his eyes.
“I know how you feel, Adley. Like everyone else in your family didn’t make it, so you won’t either. I felt the same way for a long time. My parents, they gave me up before I was even one. I grew up in foster care and watched everyone else get adopted. I thought I was just destined to be unwanted, to be broken. But it wasn’t true. I made something of myself, I fix things now and I love my job. You’ll find something you love too and you don’t have to do it alone. Tate and I, we are yours.”
I lost it then and the tears flowed freely. Levi poured himself out to me, opened his heart to me and it meant so much I could barely contain myself. He sat next to me and I felt two arms around me, Tate was beside me in a flash and they both held me as I cried.
“Shh, hun. It’s okay. You can let it out.” Levi kissed the top of my head.
Tate rubbed my back and wiped my tears away.
“We’re here for you, Adley. You can tell us anything,” Tate said.
I waited until my sobs died down and then I tried to speak.
“The money my grandmother left me. It isn’t enough to cover the rest of the expenses. My lawyer was the one who called me to tell me I had to make a decision. But I know I have to finish the house, I just don’t know how to pay for it. And I feel like this is all my fault because I let her live in such bad conditions to begin with.”
“You can’t blame yourself for that, Adley. Your grandmother was her own person.”
“But still, I didn’t come here. We always met halfway, I should have showed up. Random check ins or something. I can’t do anything about that now, but I have to figure out how to take out a loan or something to finish paying for it. But I know that won’t come in time either.” I huffed and tried to gather my thoughts. I was freaking out. And I broke down in front of them.
But it somehow felt better knowing that everything was out in the open. I had been honest and now I had to wait for the backlash.
“Relax, Adley. You don’t have to take all of that on. Your grandmother, she would never blame you for anything like that.”
I nodded as I thought. She was always very strong willed in that way. “She was always really stubborn. She might have told me to mind my own business.” I laughed humorlessly. I shook my head at the memory of her.
I had quite a few good ones. From me back in high school, and when I graduated and she forced me to wear her favorite dress of mine. I didn’t stand a chance. Even when I offered to move closer, she wouldn’t let me. She told me I should enjoy the city.
“See? Things happen the way they do for a reason. My dad taught me that, he always believed everything had a purpose.”
“He sounds nice.” I sniffled.
“He would have liked you.”
“Would have?” I glanced at him. He smiled sadly.
“He died a few years ago.”
“Oh. I’m sorry.”
The emotions in the room were too thick. Too heavy. I didn’t want to revel in them anymore.
“And you can finish the house,” Levi said.
“How?” I turned to him.
He looked to Tate before he continued, as if he was waiting for some kind of cue.
“We will cover the costs. Tate and I. Don’t worry about it.”
“Don’t worry about it?” I stood up and faced them, confused and shocked all at the same time. “It could be thousands of dollars.”
They shrugged like it was nothing. I didn’t want to ask but I knew contractors weren’t exactly millionaires. Still, they didn’t seem fazed at all.
“It’s fine, Adley. We have savings. We don’t live large. It will be fine,” Tate said.
I shook my head apprehensively. It was a lot to think over.
“I don’t know about that…” I looked fleetingly between them.
“Adley, it’s already decided. Let us do this for you,” Levi said firmly.
I sighed, knowing I was defeated. Once I accepted it I let the ease fall over me. It was decided. Everything that riddled me with worry was virtually gone. Levi and Tate, they were really going to take care of me.
I laughed and threw myself at them with a smile. “Thank you.” I smothered them both with kisses until we were all laughing. I was so happy. I could barely believe any of it was really happening.
“Adley, it’s fine.” Levi laughed.
I rolled my eyes but kissed him anyway. Then I kissed Tate and I felt the mood shift to something else. Something heavy and passionate. I wanted them both. I pulled back to look at them both.
“Are you ready to try, Adley?” Tate asked me.
I knew exactly what he was talking about and I felt my body heat in anticipation.
“I’m ready.” I bit my lip nervously, feeling my face grow hot.
They arched their brows. I sat between them on my knees, and they propped themselves on their elbows as they waited. Would they really make me say it?
“I want you both. At the same time.” I swallowed.
Levi practically growled and Tate tightened his jaw; he did that when he was aroused. They both nodded.
I stood up and took my clothes off, not stopping until I was naked before them. They looked at me like I held the key to life. I started to undress them both. They were in their boxers when they started touching me.
Levi was behind me as he trailed kisses across my neck and Tate kissed my lips. Levi palmed my breasts and Tate rubbed against my clit, his fingers slipping inside of me. I knew Levi was going to be the one to do it because he wasn’t too thick, but I knew I wanted to feel them both at some point.
Levi grabbed condoms and lube from his pocket. I guessed they had come prepared. I put the condom on Tate and felt Levi behind me.
“I’ll warm you up first,” Tate whispered.
He kissed me softly and pulled me onto him so that I straddled him, and my ass was still in the air. I looked into his eyes as he lowered me onto him. I felt so full already, and I wasn’t even sure I could do it. But I really wanted to.
He gave me long, slow pumps. It felt like I was coming apart too soon. My nipples ran against his chest as I moved my hips. Tate groaned and I felt it against my chest. Levi rubbed my ass softly, then gripped me hard and I moaned low and long in anticipation.
I felt the coolness of the lube against my opening and I clenched in response.
“Relax, hun. I’ll go slow. Just tell me if you want me to stop.” Levi said.
I nodded in response.
I felt pressure there and realized it was his finger. He started kissing up my spine slowly, tracing the curve of my breasts on the sides. He added another finger. It was intense. I felt very full and uncomfortable.
Tate felt so good inside of me, moving slow and deep but it was hard to focus on that when I was experiencing something I never felt before. If just his fingers felt like that, how the hell would his cock feel? He could sense something was wrong and he stopped.
“We don’t have to,” Levi said.
I froze on Tate when he was fully inside of me. I rested my forehead against his and shook my head.
“No. I want to. I want to feel you both inside of me at the same time. I belong to you both. I want to feel it.” I meant every word, so it wasn’t hard to convince or anything.
Tate growled that sexy deep drawl and kept moving his fingers. The lube helped and it started to feel good after a little bit. Tate dove deep inside of me and then paused. Levi moved his fingers and I felt nothing until I felt harder pressure, wider. The tip of his cock was against me. I wished I could feel all of him but he was sheathed in a condom. I was sure they were clean, and I took the pill; we needed to get rid of these things.
“Fuck,” I mewled. Tate kissed me softly as Levi moved a little farther in.
Whoa. It was very, very tight. I felt like I was being torn open, and trying to close off at the same time. Levi rubbed my ass cheeks slowly and parted me open so I was bared to him.
“You have to relax, baby.” Tate said.
He reached down and started rubbing my clit. I shuddered at the feeling but it felt so good I did relax even more and Levi could press deeper. Tate held my hips steady and thrust into me from below, slow and deep just like before. I felt myself opening up more and more and Levi was taking more of me by the second.
“You’re so big. Oh my god…you’re both so big.” I breathed.
My eyes closed and I surrendered to the pleasure of feeling them both, even though Levi wasn’t all the way in yet. He was taking it slow.
“Please. I want all of you.” I buried myself in Tate’s neck and relaxed into his body.
Levi hissed and I felt him drive into me until he was at the hilt. I cried out, adjusting to the new feeling. It was amazing and different and new and I was feeling so much I was shaking. Every nerve of my body was on fire. Then he started to move. They moved in tandem and I exploded in orgasm unexpectedly.
“Oh yes—god, yes!” I cried out. Everything felt so good I didn’t even know where to begin.
I had adjusted and felt nothing but pleasure as Levi claimed my ass. Tate moved a little faster but kept his even pace as he fucked me. I guess we were making love too. After this, I couldn’t imagine having sex any other way with them. To have them both at the same time was like an explosion of feelings and pleasure that I could barely contain. But I loved it.
Being between them and claimed by them both was like something out of a fictitious story, but I was there living it.
“You feel so fucking good Adley. Fuck!” Levi growled and I felt him tremble; he was so close already.
Tate breathed heavier, faster, and I knew he was close too. I was so pressed between them my clit was rubbing against Tate’s pelvis each time and it only heightened my pleasure. It was exactly what I needed, what I wanted. I came apart between them yet again. That warm, sweet bliss fell over my body and wrapped me in fast trembles as my body shook.
Tate trapped me in a kiss as his thrusts grew erratic and I knew he was close. Then he was there. He froze as he came and I felt his cock twitch. Levi stopped as well and the sensation was different, but it was very close together because of the tightness.
Tate’s body went slack and Levi gripped my hips as he came down. They set me down gently as they discarded the condom and laid me between them. Levi took me in a kiss by surprise and I laughed against his lips. Tate turned me and kissed me as well. They released me and I sighed.
“Adley, you’re perfection.” Tate nuzzled my neck and I giggled.
I couldn’t believe how happy I felt.
I said with a smile, “You’re both perfect.”