Kash
I SHOULD BE AT THE gym right now, meeting up with Styx, but I couldn’t start my day without seeing her first.
Eden’s been the only thing on my damn mind since I dropped her off last night and to be honest, I can’t even remember a time when a woman has had me all twisted up, needing to see her and talk to her.
My thoughts wouldn’t let me sleep for shit, so I jumped out of bed at one and hit the bags at the warehouse, needing some time to myself to relieve some tension.
Even after wearing myself out, I still didn’t get but maybe two hours of sleep after that.
All I wanted to do was text Eden or just show up at her house but I didn’t want to be that asshole who puts my needs first.
I almost allowed that to happen last night in my truck and I won’t do that to her again. Not until I know she’s ready.
She’s worth too much to me and I plan to do what I can to prove that to her.
Standing on the front porch, I take a deep breath and ring the doorbell, my heart fucking racing with anticipation.
I have no idea how she’s going to react to me showing up at her door unannounced, but I hope like hell she wants to see me right now just as much as I want to see her.
If it weren’t for the fact that I know Alec is gone, then I wouldn’t be here, but he is and I want to do something nice for her.
The door opens and my chest tightens at the sight of her, standing there in a pair of little white cotton shorts and a gray tank top shaking before me.
She’s doing her best to hold it together, but there’s no mistaking that someone upset her and left her pissed off and shaken up.
I don’t wait for her to invite me in. Fuck that. Someone messed with her and I need to know what the hell happened.
Tensing my jaw in anger, I step inside and toss the bag of pancakes down beside me, before reaching out to cup her face in my hands. It’s then that I notice her right cheek is red as if someone’s just slapped her.
“What the fuck happened? Did Knight hit you?” Rage takes over as I picture him putting his hands on her. “I’ll fucking kill him for hurting you, Eden. Where is he?”
She places her hands on mine in attempt to calm me down. “He stopped by about fifteen minutes ago . . . he’s gone.” Her hands squeeze mine as I run my thumbs over her cheek to comfort her. “He said some things that really got to me and made me lose it. I don’t get why I still allow him to get me so worked up but I do. He always knows exactly what to say to piss me the hell off. I shoved him to make him leave and he swung out and knocked me down.”
I tense my jaw again, knowing that I’ll need to take care of him later for placing his hands on her. Right now, I need to take care of her emotionally. “Tell me what that piece of shit said to upset you.”
She releases a breath and kisses my arm as if it’s so natural to do. I love that she feels comfortable with me right now, even with seeing how pissed off I am. “He threatened to pay you a visit so you’ll stop talking to me. The idea made me lose it.”
Pissed off, I close the door behind me and turn us around so that her back is now pressed against the door. “He’s mistaken if he thinks there’s anything he can do to keep me from you, Eden.” I lean in and press my forehead against hers. “I’m already in too deep to let anything fuck that up and scare me away.”
She smiles and wraps her arms around my neck, gently pressing her lips against mine, before speaking. “I care about you, Kash.” The feel of her lips brushing mine as she speaks, instantly has my cock hard, even though sex is the last thing I should be thinking about right now. “Doesn’t mean I expect you to stick around and fight my battles. You shouldn’t have to.”
“Fuck what I shouldn’t have to do. What you make me want to do is what matters to me.” I suck her bottom lip into my mouth, gently nibbling it, before I release it. “I’m here for as long as you want me to be. That’s no fucking lie, Eden. Let your ex try to run me off. That shit ain’t happening.”
My words have her breathing heavily against lips as if she wasn’t expecting that answer. “You’re so different than I expected. It scares me.”
I press my body into hers, while reaching down to grip her hips, digging my fingers in with need. “Don’t let it.”
Her heart is beating wildly against my chest, as her fingers dig into my shoulders, letting me know that she’s just as desperate to touch me as I am her right now.
As much as it turns me on; I can’t stop thinking about what that piece of shit did to her. The things he fucking said . . . his hands on her.
I need to get to him.
“Fuck . . .” I bury my face into her neck, before trailing my lips up it, stopping at her ear. “Tell me where I can find Knight.”
“Kash, that’s not a good idea.” She releases my shoulders and grabs my hand pulling me through the house with her, until we’re in her bedroom. “He’s with a bunch of his friends right now. They’re all assholes and won’t hesitate to jump on his side.”
I stand in the doorway and watch as she changes into a small white sundress, before she walks over and kisses my cheek.
Seeing her dressed like this is making it even more impossible to not want her right now, but I need to keep my head where it belongs.
And that’s knocking Knight on his ass just like he did to Eden.
Growling, I cup her face and bend down so our lips are close. “I don’t care if he has a fucking army with him. Please . . . tell me where this piece of shit is.”
She lets out a defeated breath as I bury her face into my chest and rub the back of her head. “A warehouse over on Burrow Street.”
I kiss the top of her head and turn around to leave. “I’ll be back.”
Just as I’m about to pull out of the driveway, I look over at the sound of my passenger door opening.
Eden looks up at me and jumps inside, slamming the door behind her. “I’m not letting you go there alone, Kash. The only reason this is happening is because of me. I hate that.”
I close my eyes and take a few calming breaths, needing to do something before I lose it. As much as I hate this son of a bitch and want him to hurt; I can’t do what I want to him with Eden around.
With a growl, I reach over and grab Eden’s waist, pulling her into my lap so that she’s straddling me, our faces almost touching. “I want you, Eden. I’m not gonna let some asshole and his douche friends stop me from getting you. They can’t keep me away. I want you to know that.”
“I do now,” she whispers against my lips. “But I don’t want you fighting for me.”
I wrap my arms around her neck and pull her further down into me, tensing my jaw at the feel of her body against mine. “Fighting for the ones I care about is what I do. Nothing can stop me from doing that.”
Her eyes meet mine and the expression in them tells me just how badly she truly needs me right now.
She needs me just as badly as I need her and this time I know she’s ready. I can feel it.
Tangling my hands in her hair, I lean in and swipe my tongue over her lips, causing her to close her eyes and moan.
“You’re so hard, Kash.” She digs her nails into my shoulder and leans her head back. “You feel so damn good beneath me.”
I move my hands down her body to grip her waist as I begin grinding my hard cock against her pussy, showing her just how hard I really am. “I’ll feel even better inside you.”
My words have her body shaking above me as if that’s all that’s needed in this moment to set her off.
Her lips meet mine, roughly, with a need that has my cock fighting to break free from my denims.
Unable to hold back anymore, I lift her body up and undo my jeans with my free hand, allowing my erection to spring free.
Keeping my mouth on hers, I reach into the glove compartment and pull out a condom, before pulling away and ripping the wrapper open with my teeth.
I keep my right hand wrapped inside Eden’s hair as I struggle with rolling the condom on with my left. “Fuck, these things never fit right.”
“Forget the condom, Kash,” she breathes out in desperation. “I’m on the pill. Shit . . .” She stills for a second as if she’s not sure she said the right thing. “I trust you. You’ve given me every reason to.”
“Fuck . . . Eden.” My heart jumps around in my chest at the idea of being inside Eden bare. And the thought that she’s allowing me to; has me already wanting to come.
I trust her too. So . . .
Digging my teeth into her neck, I push her panties aside with my free hand and slowly push her down onto my cock, us both moaning out as I fill her.
Her wetness coats my dick, letting me know just how turned on she is by me being inside her this way.
“Holy fuck, Eden . . .” I grip her hips with both hands and squeeze. “You ready for me to move?”
She digs her nails into my shoulders and presses her forehead to mine, taking a few deep breaths. “Yes. I’m ready.”
Taking control, I lift her up and push her back down, hard and deep, causing her to scream out and bite my shoulder. I don’t move too fast though, not wanting to hurt her too much.
I do this a few more times, getting her used to my size, before I begin moving myself, meeting her body half-way with each thrust.
Our bodies are molded together, sweat coating our skins as I continue to move inside her, being sure to hit deep with each move of my hips.
“Kash . . .” she moans into my ear, before biting it. “I’ve fantasized about this moment since the day you showed up at my work. What it would feel like to have you inside of me . . . filling me.”
“Holy fuck, Eden.” I grab her shoulders and hold her down on my cock. “Seriously?”
She smiles against my ear before whispering, “Yes. I’ve touched myself to thoughts of you more times than I can count.”
“Fuuuuck.” I reach down and push the seat back as far as it can go. “Hold on, baby. It’s about to get rough.”
I grab the back of her head and slam my mouth against hers, biting her lip to keep her close as I begin bouncing her up and down on my dick so hard that she has to hold onto my shoulders to keep from banging her head on the roof.
Moaning out, I protect her head with my right hand, while holding her hip with my left.
“Kash . . .” she moans out. “I’m about to come . . . fuck . . . ohhhhh . . . fuck . . .”
“That’s good, baby. Come . . . come all over my dick for me.”
With a few more hard thrusts, I feel myself close to busting, so I slow down, wanting to make sure she comes before me.
I grip her ass with both hands and squeeze, guiding her body, slow and deep, hitting her where it counts. “I’m coming,” she moans out as the same time I feel her pussy squeezing my dick.
“Oh fuck . . .” I feel myself about to lose it from her pussy clenching around me, but throw my head back and tense my jaw, fighting it. “You good?”
She nods her head and presses her lips against mine. “So damn good, Kash. Holy shit . . .”
“Okay . . . good. I’m gonna bend you over the seat now.” I pick her up and adjust her how I want her, with her elbows on the passenger seat, her ass facing me. “Dig your nails into my leather if you have to. I’ll fucking replace it.”
Before she can say anything, I wrap an arm around her waist and grip her hair with my other hand, slamming into her so hard and deep that she screams out and buries her face into the seat.
I continue to fuck her hard just like I’m used to, taking her deeper than I hope that motherfucker has ever been.
I want my dick to erase any memories of that asshole ever being inside of her. I need it to feel so damn good that she’ll never want anyone other than me again.
Her nails dig into my leather as she screams out my name so loudly that it has me pulling out of her and releasing my load on her ass.
“Fuuuck me . . .” I rip my shirt off over my head and place it on her ass, while fighting to catch my breath. “Shit, Eden. I’m sorry if I hurt you. I can’t control myself when it comes to you.”
“Good,” she says breathlessly. “I don’t want you to.”
After cleaning her off and adjusting our clothing, I pull her back into my lap and kiss her. “I’m not going anywhere, Eden. I can promise you that sex isn’t what I want from you. I want you.”
“I know,” she says softly. “If I didn’t then what just happened wouldn’t have. I need to be careful for my son, but I feel like I can trust you. Please don’t let me down.”
I kiss the top of her head, before running my hands through her sweaty hair. “I won’t.”
At least I hope I won’t. I still haven’t told her about Alec yet, but now isn’t the time. Plus, I have no idea where to start.
“I should probably clean up and pick Alec up. It’s my only day off this week and I promised him we’d do lots of fun activities.” She runs her hands over my facial hair and smiles up at me. “I wish I could spend more time with you today, I really do, but you understand that I can’t have you around my son right now, right? It’s just too soon.”
I smile and lean my forehead against hers. “Yeah. I wish we could spend more time together too, but we have later tonight. I’ll come see you after Alec is sleeping. Is that okay?”
“I’d love that.” She wraps her arms around my neck, before gently pressing her lips against mine. “I’ll text you once he falls asleep.”
“I’ll be waiting.” I open the truck door and help her out to her feet, grabbing her face to kiss her, before she can walk away. “I’ll be at the gym with my buddy Styx if you need me. Promise me that you’ll call me if that asshole shows up again.”
“Kash . . .”
“Promise me.”
“I promise.”
I kiss her one last time, before jumping back into my truck. “Good.”
I have a feeling I’ll be seeing him tonight no matter what . . .