Chapter Six
Simone
I pause right at her entrance, needing to make sure she is still with me. “You okay, sweetheart?” With my free hand, I stroke up and down her bare leg, loving the way she begins to writhe under my touch. Being so close to the promised land and holding back is just about killing me. But now that I’ve had a taste of her to ease my raging need, I’ll be damned if I go any further without making sure my Sierra is one hundred percent comfortable.
“I think so. This is all just so weird.” She bites down on her lip, looking up at me with a shy gratitude that makes me want to do everything and anything for her. Her breath is coming in quick pants, and her skin is flushed from her face, down her neck, and over her chest, which I realize is still covered by the hot pink bra. “You didn’t have to do that. I would have gone through with it either way.”
Vulnerability is etched in every line of her face. Taking the camera from her hand, I place it on the bed beside us. They don’t need this part. I pull her up into my arms so that we are both kneeling on the bed, wrapped around each other. I place a gentle kiss on her lips, to reassure, to help her relax, and try desperately to ignore my throbbing dick.
“I would do anything for you. I know this is a weird situation, but I want this to be good for both of us. Not for the cameras. But for us.” I can tell she is confused, and I don’t know how to properly explain that I feel a well of emotion and protectiveness for her that is bottomless. I’ve known her less than a few hours, but I would do anything for her.
“Since I set eyes on you in that green room, I’ve felt more than ever before in my life. As if every messed up thing in the past few weeks which led me here was all predestined because we were meant to be here. I hate that we are both in this position, but we are. Since we can’t back out now, I am going to make this as memorable and pleasurable for you as possible. Then, once we walk out of this building, I am taking you home to my bed, where you will stay with me, hopefully forever, but definitely as long as you need to. We’ll get to know each other. We’ll learn each other’s bodies, without an audience. I can’t wait to see you in the morning with no makeup on and no fake extensions. Just you.”
“How is this possible? I felt the same when I saw you. Like I found where I belonged. But this is insanity. We came to film a porn, to get paid to have sex on camera, and you want me to leave here and, what, live with you?”
“Yes. I want you to live with me. I want to make you fall in love with me. I want a simple life with you after this wild start.” I glide my hands down to her ass and pull her hard against me. “But Jesus, what I want more than anything right now is to be inside you. Now. Do you still want that?”
“Yes. Absolutely fucking yes.” Something snaps, and we maul each other in that moment.
Reluctantly, Sierra pulls away, laying back down to her previous position, her legs spread wide for me. She reaches over, picking up the camera, and pointing it at me. “Do you want inside me?”
“Fuck, yes.” I reach down, gripping my length, and she makes the camera follow.
“Show me.” There is a sauciness to her voice which hadn’t been present before. As if now that it is just us, she has found her courage. And she is kind of liking bossing me around while filming me.
I kind of like it too.
With a groan, I pull my hand over my length, showing her the bead of precum that spills from the top. Swiping it up with the tip of her finger, she brings it to her lips and licks it off. My pace picks up as I work my cock up and down, watching as she closes her eyes and moans.
“Now you.” I pluck the camera from her hand and turn it around. “Show me how wet you are for my cock. Got to make sure you're ready.”
Her hands skate down her trim stomach and dives between her legs, dragging open the lips of her sex, showing me the glistening folds they hide. I capture the whole thing on camera and pretend this is just for us. The fingers of her other hand slide back and forth from her opening to her clit, spreading the moisture around.
“You saved that pretty little cunt just for me, didn’t you?” The camera might be pointed down where she is touching herself, and I’m slowly jacking off with my other hand, but my eyes are drawn to hers. “You didn’t even know it, but all this time, you were keeping that tight pussy pristine for a complete stranger. But I’m not going to be a stranger after this. I’m going to be yours. And you, you’re mine.”
“Yessss, make me yours.” She dips one finger into that hole, and I damn near lose it when that digit comes back out glistening with her arousal. Sierra writhes beneath me, lifting her hips up in an effort to get me closer. “Please, Simon, I need you inside me.”
All traces of the shy woman I met out in the green room are gone. Now that it is just the two of us, and she’s all worked up and in need of a release, Sierra has turned into a five-alarm siren.
“Guide me to you, sweetheart. You want it so bad? Take it.” Those soft hands grip my cock, and I actively work to keep from blowing my load all over her stomach before I can even get inside her.
I can’t help but stare as Sierra holds her sex open with the fingers of one hand, while the other points the tip of my dick home. She swirls my cock around her entrance, moaning and rocking her hips back and forth. I can’t take it, the need building within me to drive straight into her is too much. I don't want to hurt her. Jesus, that is the last thing I want, but I need to be one with her right fucking now.
“Hold tight, sweetheart.” Making sure to keep the camera pointed where we are about to be joined, I grip Sierra’s hip in my other hand and thrust hard into her in one solid movement. She gasps and whimpers, a single tear rolling down the side of her cheek.
The expression on her beautiful face in the moment we both give our virginities to the other is mine, and mine alone. There is joy, pain, and pleasure all mixed in her eyes. Her teeth are clamped down on her lip so hard, I’m a little afraid she’s going to draw blood.
“You okay, sweetheart?” I try to hold still. She’s so fucking tight around my cock, I might explode. I think about her pain, and how much I hate hurting her, and the need to come right now eases a little.
“I think so. I can’t, Christ, I can’t describe it.” I keep my eyes locked on Sierra’s, not giving two shits if I’m getting the footage the so-called filmmakers on the other side of the door need. All I care about is the woman beneath me, and what she needs. “There is pain, but I’m just so full. I can feel you everywhere. And that part is so good.”
Sierra tentatively shifts beneath me and hisses then moans as she adjusts.
“That’s it, beautiful. You move when you’re ready.” I release my hand from her hip and brush it down her tummy to that swollen nub nestled between her thighs. I don’t touch it directly, not wanting to overwhelm her right now. Instead, I rub little circles around it, then down to where we are joined, gathering some of her sweet juices on my fingers. There is a little pink tinge to them now, and it makes me want to beat my chest with primal pride.
Gradually, her breathing relaxes to a more calm cadence. Her muscles loosen slightly, but she’s still tight as hell around me. Before I expect it, Sierra arches her back and shifts off my cock a little only to circle around and plunge down, so I’m buried to the hilt inside her again. The move has us both moaning, staring down at where she works here hips taking me deep inside over and over.
“Look how perfect I fit inside you. Your pretty pussy keeps sucking me back in, not wanting me to leave. This cock was made for you. Only you.” It's the truth. I know at this moment I will never be inside another woman for the rest of my life. Even the thought makes me angry and nauseous at the same time.
Now that the pain seems to have passed, I give Sierra a tentative thrust, meeting her halfway so that we slam together at the top of her arch. Her head slams back, and her eyes squeeze closed. Panic surges inside me, and I hold still, terrified I misjudged and just hurt her even more. But then a low throaty moan escapes her lips, and I know the opposite is true.
“Oh fuck, do that again.” Sierra’s hands grasp at the sheets, then come up to grip my ass as I pull back a little, then flex pushing inside her once more as she rises up against my hips. “I never thought it would feel this good.”
I wish I had both my hands free, I want to touch her everywhere. Trace her lips with my fingers. Pull her closer so there isn’t an inch between us. I resent the goddamn camera in my hand more than anything else in my life. But if I abandon it now, we will have gone through all this for nothing. Sierra will have put herself through losing her virginity in the most awkward of settings and still not have the money she needs to care for herself. And I won't get the money to provide for her like she deserves. So no matter how much I hate it, I have to keep going.
Seeming to read my thoughts, my girl pauses our slow thrusting and reaches up to place her hand on my chest, right over my pounding heart. “Hey, it is just us here. You and me. That camera is just an extra little bit of fun we decided to try. Think how fun it will be to play it back, relive fucking for the first time.”
Just like that, she’s changed everything. I can actually picture it: the two of us married for a couple years, popping in the tape on our anniversary, getting back in this moment where everything is new and unfamiliar. Then making love while we watch the tape. Showing the young ignorant us what we’ve learned in the years since this moment. Suddenly, I want to give that version of us something good.
“You have any idea how beautiful you look right now, through this lens?” I bring the camera a little more in front of me, no longer trying to make it fade into the background. If we’re going to do this, let's do it. I slide my hand up from her pussy, over her stomach. “This skin is so smooth, it looks like silk on the screen. But not even this camera can capture how you taste.”
Sierra’s mouth drops open just as my fingers reach her lips, and her tongue comes out to taste a little of her flavor. She moans and sucks my digits in deep, just like she did to my cock not twenty minutes ago.
“You like how you taste?”
Her eyes pop open, and she nods with this wide-eyed innocence that spears me straight through the heart. I swing the camera back down to her tits, taking my saliva slicked fingers from her mouth to pinch and twist at those sweet pink nipples.
“The way these beauties move, it’s fucking mesmerizing. I could watch them on slow-mo for hours. How they shake as I shove my fat cock inside you.” I snap my hips forward, showing her what I mean. Her eyes follow mine, taking in the way her own chest jiggles and shakes with each of my movements. “Someday, I’m going to fuck these too. Push them together and slide my cock between.”
“God. That sounds sexy. Can I lick you while you do it?” Her voice is so hopeful, as if I could say no to a request like that.
“Hell yes, you’ll be chasing the tip of my cock with your little pink tongue, beginning for me to give you my cum.”
“Yes, oh God, I want it so much.”
Words become difficult to force out, the slapping of our skin together as we fuck each other drowning out our poor attempts as the pleasure ratchets up higher and higher. I can feel her right there with me, racing toward the edge of an unknown bliss for us both.
Sierra’s tight walls are fluttering against my cock, getting tighter and tighter until I can’t take it anymore. To be honest, I’m shocked I’ve lasted this long. But I want her to come with me, don’t want to go anywhere without her, even over the edge of ecstasy.
“So close, sweetheart, touch yourself for me. I want you to soak my cock with your juices while I fill you with my cum.”
Like the good girl she is, Sierra reaches down between her thighs and frantically rubs at her throbbing clit. It doesn’t take long until she’s screaming and clamping down around me. That’s it. I’m done. With a roar I didn’t know I was capable of, I thrust hard into her one more time, gripping her ass with my free hand to keep her tight against me as I let loose inside her. Every ounce of blood rushes to my cock, leaving me dizzy and dazed. Even though I’m buried deep inside Sierra’s little virgin pussy, my hips keep trying to push me just that little further, to claim every single spot inside her.
The intensity of the orgasm begins to fade just a little bit, so that reason creeps in ever so slightly. I realize I have no idea where the camera was pointing when we came, but quickly point it to where we are joined.
Slowly, I pull out from her warm, tight body, regretting that I have to leave that place that feels like my safe haven. The head of my cock pops free from her still pulsing pussy, and three more ropes of cum shoot from the tip, splashing onto her stomach and hips. I love seeing it there, marking her as mine, and only mine.
Her fingers reach down, swirling in the viscous liquid and quickly retreating back to her mouth, where she sucks and licks it all up. I make sure the camera catches every second of that little show. “You taste a little salty, but sweet. Next time, I want to drink it right from the source.”
Fuck me.