I could not put the amount of anger that I felt into words if I had to. I was filled with rage over everything. First, when I stepped off of the ship and saw all of the Corillion warriors staring at a nearly naked Saramina, I wanted to pull my blaster gun and shoot every one of them in the face. I restrained myself and pulled on the chains trying to get her to go faster. But they all stared, and I had never felt more jealous. I wanted to grab a cloth and cover her, but that would give me away.
But that did not make me feel as angry as I did when Titeq slapped her. I took a step toward him, ready to strangle him to death with my own hands. I would ring his neck until he took his last breath of air. I stopped myself dead in my tracks, remembering where I was. I could not do it. So I had to watch as he inflicted pain on Saramina. I was helpless to stop it. I was helpless to do anything about it. But I could have killed him at that moment. I still wanted to kill him now.
The irony of it. She was being sentenced to death for killing our leader, and now I was the one that wanted to kill our leader. I had never felt so much hatred toward another Corillion warrior before. It was a new feeling, and I did not know how to process it.
So as I took the stairs down from the tower prison and walked the halls, I had to think of something else in order to calm my rage because I had to report to Titeq. I thought about the kiss at the bottom of the stairs. It would be the last time that I kissed her. The next time that I saw her, I would be ordered to kill her. I stopped in the hallway and leaned against the wall.
"Shit. I can't do it,” I whispered to myself. It was the first time that I had admitted out loud that I could not go through with an order. It would be the first time that I ever even thought about disobeying an order. This was not the loyal warrior that I had become. I was someone else entirely. But touching her cheek, wanting to take away the pain made me feel something that I had never felt before. Seeing the pain in her eyes and how proud and arrogant she remained even through the humiliation made my heart swell for her.
Her words in front of the Corillion and in front of Titeq telling every single one of us off made me want to burst into laughter. She was fierce and feisty, and I loved that about her. At that moment I wanted to scoop her up into my arms and kiss her and make love to her. But the slap from Titeq snapped me out of that. It snapped me from joy at her performance to extreme rage at his. Now I was walking into his office where I would have to speak with him as though I did not hate him.
"Viqer, come in come in,” Titeq said as he sat behind his desk. I stood in front of him at attention.
"Viqer, you have done well. You have done tremendously well. Now that I see for myself what a handful this human female assassin is, I can only commend you on getting her here successfully even more. She is a complete bitch. But you have done well, and you will be rewarded.”
I restrained anger at the fact that he was calling her a bitch. I clenched my teeth.
"Thank you, Leader Titeq,” I said again. I hoped that this meeting would be short because I could not take his insults about Saramina much longer.
"After you kill her in a ceremony in a few days, you will take her back to Earth as you know. But now we have coordinates for you. Here,” he said as he projected a map on the wall.
"You will be taking her here. This is the Earth Embassy over here. It is well guarded, of course, so you will not be able to get in unnoticed. I do not expect you to do that. Instead, you will be taking her here,” he pointed at another area on the map. “This is in view of the Earth Embassy. Anyone in the building of the Earth Embassy will see this wall of this building. On this wall is where you will pin the dead body of Saramina with the words that I send you with. I wanted to give you these coordinates so that you can plan your quiet entry there now."
"I understand,” I said as he handed me the projection device with the information. His words disgusted me. The thought of Saramina dead and hanging on the wall in display was an image that made me very angry. So much had changed since I first took on the mission. At first, I was glad to do this; I even considered it an honor to be able to give Cultan the vengeance he deserved. Now thinking about it made me sick to my stomach. I knew then that there was no way in hell that I was going to go through with this mission. I knew then that I had to come up with another plan. It would be a very dangerous plan, and I did not know if Saramina and I would live through it, but it was better than being forced to kill her. I knew that I could not do that not now or ever.
"When you return from this mission to Earth, Viqer, I have another mission waiting for you. As you know, our attempt to get more blaster guns to supply our army did not go as intended. I have another supplier in the Agason galaxy. When you return from Earth, that will be your next mission. But we will speak of the details then. For now, get some rest. You have been on a long journey with a horrible human female. It must have taken great restraint not to kill the human that killed our leader Cultan. I know that you two were close. I commend you on your restraint and allowing the rest of your brothers to enjoy the vengeance as well. You have put the rest of the Corillion tribe before your own desires for revenge. That makes a great leader, another reason why I will name you my second.”
"Thank you, Leader Titeq. I take your words as a great honor,” I saluted him.
"Now go and see your human wife. You deserve the rest and mating rituals she has waiting for you, I am sure. Go and enjoy her and enjoy your home; soon you will be off again to complete your mission."
"Thank you,” I said as I saluted him and left his office. I was glad to be out of his sight because I could not hear any more about killing Saramina. The mission was off. But he was right: I did need to go see my human wife; hell, I had almost forgotten about her. There was much to be done and little time to do it. I needed to get started right away.
I walked out of the fortress and into the village toward my home. It was a large dome-shaped mud brick home that was very comfortable. It was far on the outside of the village, which allowed it to have vast amounts of land surrounding it. It was private, and as soon as I walked in, I remembered how much I loved it. The entire curved glass wall in the back looked out toward the green grassy plains, and if you only looked in this direction, you would think there was no village around at all. It calmed my nerves to see it.
"Viqer, I saw you arrive. Did you see me? I was out in the town with my companion human female friend, Jennifer. We were gathering food,” Bethany said as she walked toward me as I entered the door of our home.
"Forgive me, Bethany, I did not see you. Who is Jennifer?” I asked her. We were fortunate to have over 30 human females on Krillis at this point and hearing the same name that Saramina gave me from my wife was promising.
"Jennifer is a human female that was brought here not too long ago. She is the wife mate of the Corillion warrior known as Barlo."
"Yes, Barlo I know him well,” I said already picturing where in the settlement he lived. I would go find this Jennifer and take her to Saramina. It would be the first step of my plan.
"Are you hungry?” she asked as she moved toward the food area of the home. It was then that I realized that she had not touched me at all. She did not give me an embrace or a kiss after not seeing me for so long.
She turned to me with shock on her face. “You have never asked me that before.”
"I guess because I did not think it needed asking. It didn't matter then. All that mattered was that I had a human female mate. Now I see that there should be more to it.”
"I care for you; I have learned to care for you these many months together, Viqer, but in truth, it is not love. I loved another on Earth, but I was taken before I could be with him. This is my fate now,” she said sadly.
"I understand, Bethany. I must go. I will return later, and we will continue this conversation,” I said, leaving the home. I needed to find this Jennifer. The longer that Saramina sat in that prison cell practically naked, the higher the chance that a guard would take advantage of her. I moved into the settlement and found the home of Barlo. I had to do this in secret. I found a human female outside the home cleaning cloth in a wash basin.
She turned around, and I knew that it was she. She answered to her name, and her hair was flaming red.
"Do not be afraid. I mean you no harm. I come in the name of your friend, Saramina," I whispered to her as I grew closer.
Her eyes grew wide, and she became excited, “Saramina. Is she all right? She is the one that is to be killed? It can't be,” she started to ramble.
"I cannot speak long. I promised her that you would bring her some of your clothes to wear. She has none. She wants to see you and speak with you. By bringing her clothes, it can be arranged. The guard at the prison tower is expecting you. I can take you inside the fortress myself and to her,” I said to her.
"I understand. Wait here; I will go inside and fetch clothing for her,” she said as she rushed inside her home. A few minutes later, she emerged with a small bag. I looked inside of it, and there were boots, a plain long dress, a jacket, and some food.
"Good, let's go. Quickly,” I said as she followed me to the fortress. I took her into a side entrance, letting each guard know that this human female was with me. No one ever questioned my orders. I took her to the stairs to the prison tower and walked her to the top. When we arrived outside Saramina's cell, I was glad to see that the guard was standing at attention against the wall and not paying any mind to her. She stood up when she saw us and her eyes lit up. I put my finger to my mouth as to let her know not to say the human females name.
"This human female is about your size, and she has come to dress you. Open the door,” I said to the guard. He nodded and opened the door and let Jennifer in.
"I will return in half an hour to fetch the human female," I said to the guard. He nodded, and I left them their privacy. I had work to do of my own. But seeing that smile and light in Saramina's eyes as I brought her Jennifer made me feel very good, very damn good. Making her happy was enjoyable. Because of this, I knew that I was doing the right thing. I was taking matters into my own hands, and it was going to rock the entire planet.