Chapter 11
Jenna
I walk back in the house, hoping for the best.
I'm not preparing for the worst because that kind of thinking won't get me anywhere except broken hearted.
And right now, my heart isn't shattered, right now it's bursting with hope.
I walk through the door and see the farmhouse lights are low, candles flicker everywhere. A soft smile crosses my lips, wondering how Luke or Chris even found so many candles. And why they would have them all lit.
I listen closely as I close the door and hang up my purse, hearing soft music playing from the iPod docked on the counter. It's heavy bass and low beats, very sexy, but I can't see Luke or Chris anywhere.
Part of me is instantly relieved, I am not walking into a screaming battle, no brawl. Neither of them has bloodied faces.
Although, I don't technically see either of their faces.
I adjust my strapless dress and stand in the center of the living room.
"Hello? Luke? Chris? Where are you?"
I turn in a circle and as I do, they descend upon the room, grinning at me. They both wear low-slung jeans; their shirts are off. Their chests are ripped and my eyes are drawn to the deep V that forces my eyes to fixate on their cocks.
"We were just about to come looking for you." Chris walks toward me confidently, wraps his arms around my waist. I inhale him, and he smells like fresh grass and apple pies and hard work. My eyes look up to meet his, and his mouth presses tightly against mine. I sink into his kiss, so caught off guard by it. My mouth parts, his tongue finds mine, and he kisses me deeper than he had out in the barn.
I kiss him like it's a promise. I kiss him like it's a promise I intend to keep. When he pulls away I remember that it's not just him and I this room. And I have to make amends.
"I have to tell you something," he says, looking down at me with his soulful eyes. "Something I should've said when we were in the barn earlier today."
"What is it?" I ask my brows creasing.
"I love you, Jenna. I've loved you as long as I've known you and nothing is going to get in the way of that."
I swallow, pressing my hand to my chest, but unable to keep back the words I want so badly to say.
"I love you too, Chris. So much. I love you for wanting me for who I really am and wanting me despite my flaws."
"Flaws?" Luke asks. My eyes fall on my ex-stepfather, the man I have wanted since the day we met. The man I am scared I might lose.
He walks toward Chris and me. My heart starts hammering in my chest because this is the part that makes it all so complicated. I must tell Luke the same thing I just said to Chris and I don't know if they're going to understand that I can't choose between them.
"You have no flaws, Jenna." Luke reaches for my hand and Chris steps out of the way. Luke's hand cups my chin, and he pulls me close to him. So close I can feel his hard cock between us, so close I can take in his manly scent of sweet hay and gasoline and commitment.
"I have so many flaws. I messed up today ... for starters."
"Shush, that's not true. You didn't mess up anything." Luke shakes his head. But I look at him with confusion written on my face. How are they both so accepting of me?
"I love you, Jenna," Luke tells me. "I love you now and I love you forever."
My eyes fill with tears, unable to understand why both of these men love me. In my heart, though, I accept their love. It's the only love I've ever wanted.
"I love you too, Luke," I tell him. "More than you know. I love you so much, that's what makes me so scared. You know what I did with Chris and he knows what I did with you..."
But before I can say anymore, Luke kisses me. When we were in my room, he licked my pussy but he never licked my lips. And now he is. Electricity flows from my body to his I feel my body pressing tighter against him. Wanting this so badly. His tongue is on mine, his mouth warm and inviting. Waking up all of my senses as he makes love to my mouth.
When he pulls away I see Chris take a step closer toward us. I don't understand how neither of them seems offended by the fact I'm giving myself to them both.
"We didn't want to make you choose, Jenna. It isn't fair," Chris tells me.
"We both love you, and so you can have us both," Luke explains.
He wraps his arm around my waist, and Chris comes behind me and wraps his hands around me too. His mouth is on my ear and he's blowing soft air on me.
I exhale, allowing my shoulders to fall into Chris's chest the same time Luke's hands run up my thighs, lifting my dress to my hips.
"I can have you both?"
"Every day of your life," Chris tells me.
He unzips my dress and my breasts tumble out. From behind he reaches around me to hold both of my tits in his hands. He thumbs my now hard nipples while planting kisses along my neck.
And Luke is in front of me, his fingers moving between my legs, touching my pussy. He can feel how badly I want him.
"You're so wet," he says, looking at me dead on. Not seeming at all uncomfortable with the fact his best friend is behind me with his hands massaging my breasts.
"I'm so wet for both of you," I tell him. "I'm so wet and so horny."
"You want to be a naughty girl?" Chris asks me I feel his cock grinding into my ass. I whimper a yes. As I do, I hear him unzip his pants and dropping them to the floor. His massive cock is now right up against my ass and I want him inside of me. I want to taste him and ride him and be filled with him.
"You like that baby?" he asks.
"I want more," I tell him. "I want more and I want it now."
Luke growls in response and lets his pants drop as well. I look down and see another twelve-inch cock before me.
My pussy tightened, overwhelmed with the sight of two perfect cocks, rock-hard for me.
I reach out to touch Luke's. It's so hard and so big, and I'm glad my pussy has been worked over today so I can take them both.
"Your body is so perfect Jenna," Chris tells me, his voice hushed and reverent.
I shake my head blushing at his comments. But I love them. I love to hear him tell me how beautiful he finds me.
Luke's fingers press against my clit, and I sigh relishing in the sensation of four hands on my body. Four hands working to take care of me. I've never felt so loved or so wanted. So seen. Tears prick at my eyes as I try to accept how lucky I am.
"Don't make me wait any longer," I tell them. "I've waited long enough."
"I need you, baby," Luke tells me. I nod, wanting him to guide me wherever he wants me to go. He pulls me to the couch and I straddle him. My pussy aching for more, my pussy aching for everything. My pussy aching for him.
I sink down on his massive cock, whimpering as I do because it just feels so good, so right.
"Oh my God, Luke, that feels so good. Oh yeah," I tell him.
Chris follows us and stands behind the couch. His cock is at eye level, and I lean my body forward as Luke thrusts deep inside of me.
I let my lips wrap around Chris's cock as Luke's fingers graze my asshole. He rams his massive length inside my burning pussy. It feels so good. I'm on fire -- I'm burning up. And Chris's cock is in my mouth offering me the deepest pleasure I've ever imagined -- being filled by two men at once.
I bob my head up and down, up and down as I suck him. My lips stretching as wide as I can to take his girth. His cock hits the back of my throat and I love the way it burns. I want him more, I want to taste his come and swallow his seed. I want Luke's come to fill me up and shoot deep inside of me. I want all of them, I want all of them at once.
And I have it all right now.
Luke thrusts his cock into me harder and harder, until I'm groaning, making sounds I've never made before. Chris's hands are in my hair, and his cock is in my mouth, his length throbbing within me. My pussy throbs too, dripping wet, and oh, so hot.
"I'm coming so hard," I moan. "I'm coming for you. For both of you. You're so hot. Making me so wet. I've never come like this before. Oh, my God, ohhh," I scream, my nails digging into Luke shoulders and my mouth filling with Chris's creamy seed.
His come slides down my throat and I pull his length from my mouth wanting his come on my face too. Luke thrusts again inside my pussy, at the same time, Chris's come coats my face. My body is hot and slick with sex and sweat and come and Luke's body is riveted with mine. Chris walks around the couch, his still-hard cock a sight to behold.
Chris strokes himself as he watches me slide off of Luke, and then both men are sitting on the couch and I lay out over them both. My body still responding to our lovemaking. My heart beats fast and my pussy pounds with pleasure. The reverberations of the orgasm still working through me.
I lay down over Chris's lap, his cock against my cheek and his hands threading themselves through my hair. Luke's hand cups my pussy softly. Stroking me as I come down from the highest high I've ever felt. Both men look at my body as if it's the most beautiful thing they've ever seen.
My hand reaches down to hold Luke's still-hard cock, and I let them caress me until my eyes close and I fall asleep.
I sleep soundly, wrapped in the arms of the two men who love me.