It was all for a good cause. That’s what I had to tell myself.

All I had to do was get home, and this man whether he knew it or not was going to help me do just that.

It had happened so fast. I’d clicked on the site and once I’d gotten over my apprehension and stopped looking over my shoulder in case someone caught me, I started to navigate around.

There were wanted ads from men all around the world as well as women offering to be their brides. I skirted away from the latter to begin with and clicked on the wanted section. Almost immediately I was drawn to one ad in particular, the latest post. A man located in the same state where Gran was, only twenty minutes away. It seemed too good to be true. But the more I read his bio and request, the more I knew this was my one true shot to get home.

It also helped that his photo was intriguing. A candid photo of a tall man in a suit, caught off guard and a little put out if his expression was anything to go by, but still, his eyes shone at the camera. There was a light behind them, a hidden kindness. The photo came across as a real representation of him. So much so I found myself staring at the screen wanting to know more.

And so I took the plunge, clicked again. And now I was on a plane back home. I almost couldn’t believe it.

With the help of Sofia—who had caught me looking at the site—she offered to take my picture with her phone. After that it was a breeze; I’d managed to upload my photo and created my profile. But only so I could talk to this one man who needed a bride.

I partly felt sorry for him, the man who I now knew to be named Sebastian. Why would such a good looking guy, with gorgeous eyes, need to find a woman on the other side of the world? Surely America hadn’t run out of sassy, eligible women yet?

“There has to be something wrong with him,” I said as Sofia and I read over his profile and request again. It was a simple advert, direct and forthright, barely a paragraph long.

“Maybe he’s unlucky in love?” Sofia replied.

I shrugged, not yet convinced. Sebastian and I had emailed back and forth a couple of times within the space of a few hours, getting the lay of the land. He was an executive at a large commercial real estate firm, who didn’t have to time date and was tired of the whole process. He just wanted someone to share his life and home with. And though I felt shallow at the thought, he was also offering a weekly allowance, and a place to stay in a high-end apartment, all in exchange for companionship. Though I did suspect there was more to the story than he first presented. Especially because he was on a short deadline, much like myself. But he didn’t allude to why and I didn’t want to ask in case it ruined my chances to get home to Gran.

“It seems too good to be true, though. Don’t you think?”

Sofia sighed. “This is what you wanted? You’re lucky.”

“What do you mean?”

She shrugged. “You will not have to marry this man. Once you are home, you will have a choice to leave him. No risk to be sent back here, no? Though I do not see why you would want to. He has very nice eyes.”

“Maybe you should marry him then,” I said with a wry smile. I nodded, running the whole process through my mind. “I know what you’re saying, Sofia, but I would feel awful about it. Making a promise then ditching him.”

“You do not owe this man nothing. Besides, you can always pay him back, explain when you get there. Maybe he is a nice man, and he will understand?”

“You’re right. But I still feel like I should be honest from the start? Tell him I need to get home. Maybe he will take pity on me?”

“No,” Sofia said firmly, shaking her head. “Your number one priority right now is to get home. Worry about the rest later. Get home, see your grandmother. Then decide.”

She was right, I thought to myself again. If I had any chance of getting home and making it in time to get to Gran before the worst happened, then I had to take a risk and trust that the man at the other end would understand.

If I’d been in someone else’s shoes, someone who had no other choice—like Sofia’s cousin, who I’d learned would’ve been married off to a family friend, a man twice her age, if she’d stayed—then I would’ve wanted to talk to him some more, maybe even set up a Skype date to make sure we knew what we were both getting into. But I was lucky like Sofia had said. I didn’t have to marry him, I wasn’t in a position where becoming a mail-order bride was my actual reality. I could slink away at the airport if I wanted to.

But there was one thing I didn’t have and that was time. I didn’t have the luxury to get to know him. I didn’t have time to waste. I responded quickly to the advert and made it clear I would only come if it could be arranged in the next few days.

As I waited for a reply I spent that time toiling away, washing sheets and tidying up the hostel. I couldn’t risk it falling through and Darya kicking me out for not doing my job. Then I would be stuck.

But I didn’t have to worry. The email came with a resounding yes, along with details of the flights he’d booked. I was going home!

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My whole body buzzed, nervous as I entered the airport. What if it was all a hoax? What if there were no tickets there waiting for me? I’d foolishly gotten my hopes up, said my tearful goodbyes to all the wonderful people at the hostel and made the journey to the airport believing I’d soon be on my way home. Thankfully when I got to the counter and explained the situation the attendant didn’t look at me like I was a crazy person. Instead, she smiled gently, asked for my identification then slid over my tickets. The embassy had come through for me too, granting me a temporary passport to get back into the country. Everything seemed to be going right for a change.

I half expected when I boarded my flight that someone would come running down the aisle, pull me out of my seat, and drag me off. Telling me that there’d been a terrible mistake and that I would never step foot on US soil ever again. I gripped my armrest for dear life and waited for the plane to hurry up and start taxiing, my knee bouncing madly.

The passenger beside me kept glancing my way, I could almost feel her beady eyeballs burning a hole in my skull, but I paid her no mind. Instead, I dug into my jacket and pulled out the printout of Sebastian’s profile and studied it some more. Just looking at the grainy black and white picture made my heart thud. He was divine, almost too good to be true. And yet, the guilt swam in my belly again. He didn’t deserve to be deceived but what could I do? I was on the plane now, and only armed guards would be able to get me off!

I would just have to find some way to explain, to make it up to him. I smoothed the paper, folded it so only his picture showed. Then I actually sighed. My eyes widened as I caught myself wondering what it would be like to kiss him.

I shook my head. He may be my unwilling savior but that didn’t mean I should be thinking like this. Was I actually considering becoming a mail-order bride for real? I almost snorted. Of course not. That would be insane. I could never marry someone I didn’t know. Not in this lifetime or the next, regardless of the situation.

I had to admit though he was handsome. There had to be something wrong with him.

The plane juddered slightly, the engines spinning up into an audible roar. This was it. And in a few hours and I would find out precisely what Sebastian Rhodes was like in real life, face to face.

My connecting flight was on time, and I had no issues with my temporary passport or my tickets, they seemed to wave me right on board without even looking at my face. And soon enough, after what seemed like days of traveling, the large plane touched down with a bump and squeal. God knows why, but I’d taken time before the flight attendants told us we were about to land to freshen up in the cramped bathroom. Did they make them this small to dissuaded people from getting their mile-high jollies? I bruised my elbow turning around, trying to study my reflection. I looked beat, certainly not as pretty as some of the mail-order brides that I’d seen on the site. Would Sebastian be disappointed? I hoped not…

I locked eyes with myself. “You’re an idiot. Stop it. You’re not actually meeting your husband-to-be!”

If only talking to myself would get the idea out of my head. For some reason I kept musing, touching the thought over and over like it was a tiny scratch on the roof of my mouth. I had to keep niggling at it, worrying it. Before I left the sardine tin that was the bathroom, I glared at myself once more for good measure. No matter how gorgeous he is, you’re not going to marry him. Don’t even think about it, Anna.

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My hands shook as the plane approached the airport. Not from fear of flying or the aircraft skidding off the runway and bursting into flames but from the thought in a few short minutes, I would meet him. He’d dominated my thoughts for the entire journey. There certainly was no turning back now.

Processing through security passed by in a matter minutes, then my rucksack was the second bag to appear out of rubber curtain, falling with a light thud on the carousel. A world record had been set. I hauled the sack onto my shoulders, clutching the straps as if the whole thing was a parachute.

Up ahead the doors leading out to the arrivals section of Logan airport loomed before me. I can do this I told myself. If I didn’t like what I saw, I could walk away and hitchhike to town, and somehow figure out a way to see Gran.

Weary passengers pushed by me shooting me dirty looks as I stood in their way.

I sucked in a huge breath and took a step forward. The automatic doors slid open. A small crowd waited at the barrier. Scanning the faces of each one I found no one familiar.

Had he not come? Maybe he’d chickened out and decided he didn’t want a mail-order bride after all?

I furrowed my brows and glanced around again. How could Sebastian not be here after he said he would be? I couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t even imagine what a real mail-order bride would be thinking in a moment like this. How scared she must be, in a foreign country, with the expectation that she’d come for a better life only to be ditched. Anger boiled inside me. I had an urge to track down Sebastian Rhodes and give him a piece of my mind.

Of course, I was highly conflicted since his money had brought me here, gotten me home. But still, if I ever met him, I would have several unladylike words for him.

I was about to leave the arrival area when I saw a white placard with “Anna Pavlov” printed on it in black letters, bold and striking. I stopped short, causing a few people to grumble but I paid them no mind. I stared at the sign, then at the man holding it.

Oh god.

He had lied to me!

Not only had he tricked me, or some expectant woman to get on a plane for him, but he had outright lied! The irony didn’t elude me. Yet his lie was so much worse. The man holding the sign was not the same man he’d pretended to be. And he certainly was not the handsome bloke that depicted on his profile, the picture of which was still in my pocket. Had he used a photo of a model from a magazine to deceive me? Because the man holding my name was rumpled, short, and extremely overweight. The polar opposite of the man I was supposed to meet and become engaged to.

The fury overwhelmed me. I had a good mind to go over there and give him a piece of my mind! But that would mean getting in his face and confronting him. Did I want to go down that road when I could merely walk away?

Granted I was relying on his promised money to help Gran but there was no way I could convince myself to go home with him after his betrayal. I was on home soil, that was the only thing that mattered. I would find some other way to keep Gran safe and looked after at the Sunset Hill nursing home. I’d call in every favor I could, call anyone who might remember me and beg for a spot on their couch for a night or two. I’d get a job, it wouldn’t matter what. Anything that could hold off Gran’s eviction. And eventually, if necessary, Gran could move in with me if I could find and afford a place.

Suddenly I felt exhausted as if a mountain had risen out of the ground, blocking my way. It all seemed too much. But other people got by, I could do this. And yet they normally had a support system, a family to help them in some small way. I had no one but Gran. I glanced over to the rumpled man again who held my name in his hands. The anger had passed, and the desperation was seeping back in. Maybe I could do it. If only for a few weeks? Swallow my pride and accept that this would be a sure fire way of solving at least some of my problems?

But my gran would be appalled if she knew what I’d done to get home and worse feel guilty. She wouldn’t want me to. Neither would my mom, for that matter. She’d tell me to find another way. The thought of her almost brought me to tears right there in the airport. I was doing the right thing walking away. I hefted my pack on my shoulders, my decision made, and headed for the exit as fast as I could without Sebastian spotting me.

I turned away from him, eyes pinned on my escape. Once I was outside somehow, I knew I’d figure something out. Stick my thumb out and hitch-hike to the city and go from there, I just had to get outside first. The exit wasn’t far. But with all the commuters, holiday goers, and waiting greeters the process was slower than it should’ve been. It was like suddenly everyone wanted to get in my way. As if I was being kept inside the airport by an unknown force.

I wanted to scream and yell at them to move but kept my temper under lock and key.

Suddenly a man stepped in my path and I was just about to open my mouth to tell him to get out of my way, but he pinned me with a crystal-blue-eyed stare. My breath hitched in my throat.

“Where do you think you’re going?” he asked with a low timbre as he cocked an eyebrow.