CHAPTER NINETEEN
Loch
I pulled back and took a moment to look at Reagan while I calmed myself down. I wanted this to last. It had been too fucking long since the last time I’d been inside her.
I planted one last, soft kiss on her lips before threading my fingers through hers and headed up the stairs. I took my time with each step, loving the feeling of her soft palm against mine. Once we were inside of my bedroom, I cupped her face and brought it to mine. I made sure this kiss was slower, almost painfully so. I bounced off of her soft, plump lips, occasionally nibbling her bottom one.
My hands slid under her shirt, my fingertips grazing over her skin. She shivered and I smiled against her mouth. Her arms went up as I pulled her shirt off then tossed it aside. My fingers danced all over her skin as I kissed her neck. Her breathing sped up and I could feel her pulse under her skin. I unclasped her bra and let it slide to the floor. As I took one of her hard nipples into my mouth she wrapped her arms around my head. Her fingers threaded through my short hair.
“Nate,” she moaned my name in a breathless whisper.
I sucked her nipple harder, running my tongue in circles around the stiff peak. She clawed at my shirt and I stood up to remove it. She reached for my belt and I swatted her hand away. She looked up at me, confused, like a little puppy. I wanted this to be about her. I was more than willing to wait, even if I was hard and throbbing behind the zipper of my pants.
I unbuttoned her shorts with one hand while pushing the other inside her panties. She was wet, her panties soaked. I had a feeling she had been that way all night. And I knew it was all for me. I pulled down her shorts and panties, then removed her shoes. Standing back to my full height, my eyes raked over her whole body. I wanted to memorize everything. Every bump, dip, shadow, and curve. She was, by far, the sexiest woman I’d ever seen.
“You’re so fuckin’ beautiful,” I said low and deep. Even with only the moonlight spilling in through the windows I could see her blush. I smiled as my lips descended on hers again. With tentative fingers, she reached for my pants again and this time I let her. She broke the kiss to push my pants down. Once we were both standing there naked, she ran her fingers all over my body. I closed my eyes for a second at the warmth of her touch.
I’d never simply loved the touch of a woman. I’d never wanted to take my time with someone before. That was all I wanted to do with Reagan. I wanted time with her and I never wanted it to end.
She looked up at me and smiled as she bit the side of her bottom lip. Then she turned around and crawled up the bed, giving me a perfect shot of her ass and glistening pussy. I growled in the back of my throat and followed behind her. My hands slid up the sides of her body and up her arms. I moved her hands to the top of the headboard and wrapped my fingers around her to grip the edge. Her legs inched wider apart as I let go of her hands and moved in closer to her; the head of my cock bouncing at her entrance. I ran my finger down her spine and she arched further at my touch. Her head bent back as she let out a desperate moan.
“Please, Nate. I need you now,” she breathed out.
I grabbed my cock and ran it around the outside of her entrance. Fuck, I couldn’t get over how wet she was for me. And fucking hot she looked arched and waiting for me. Her body rocked back desperate to get me inside of her. I circled the head of my cock against her clit a few times before lining myself up right where we both wanted. Her body shook and pulsed with need.
“Tell me what you want, Rea.” My voice was gravely as I tried to regain my control. I wanted to push inside her and fuck us both into a coma. I wanted to feel her tighten and come around me right that second. But more than any of that, I wanted to us to enjoy this night like we would never get another. Because in the back of my mind, I was never sure if I would have Reagan again.
“You, Nate, I need to feel you inside of me,” she moaned out. Her words hit deep somewhere inside of me. The way she said it. The words she used. I pushed into her. Her pussy drenched and pulling me in as far as I could go. I let out a long breath of air as her tight pussy clenched around me.
“Fuck, you feel so good,” I said, my voice deep and strained. I leaned over and kissed up the back of her neck as I started slowly pumping in and out of her. Her back arched even more and moaned into the silent space. It was quickly becoming my favorite sound. One that I never wanted to forget and always wanted to hear.
I buried my nose in her neck, inhaling her intoxicating scent, as I continued to move in and out. My hands wrapped around her hips as she started to move with me in perfect rhythm.
“More,” she breathed out. “I need more, Nate. Oh, God, please.”
Her begging broke all of my control. I quickened my thrusts, gripping her a little harder. Her body slammed back into mine every time I pushed forward to bury myself deep inside of her. Her hands had a death grip on the headboard and I could see her knuckles turning white.
“Is this what you need, baby?” My voice was raw. It was all I could do to hold myself back. “Does this feel good?”
“Oh, yes! Right there Nate.” I felt her clench around me.
“Come for me, Rea,” I demanded.
Her arms shook. Her body trembled hard. I wrapped my arm around her waist to hold her upright as she called out to the Heavens. As much as I wanted to come with her, I held back. I wasn’t done yet. Her body pulsed around me and I stilled inside of her as she went rigid, then limp. I gave her a few seconds to recover. Our hard, panting breaths the only sounds around us. I slid my arms around her body and forcing her upright so that her back was against my chest.
“We’re not done yet,” I whispered in her ear and then kissed down her neck. She let out a satisfied sigh. Her arm came up and she gripped my hair as she started moving against me. She turned her face to the side and I saw a tiny smirk playing on her lips. My beautiful, evil temptress. My hand made its way to her jaw. I brought her face to mine and I captured her lips in a heated kiss. Her fingers gripped harder in my hair as she deepened the kiss. Her hips rolled against me faster as she moaned. Her mouth ripping away from mine as she laid it back on my shoulder.
Her back arched into me as she let out a slow moan. My legs widened as I settled myself down on the bed between them. I pulled her down on me harder. She rocked against me as her core clung to me, pulling me in deep. I kissed and nibbled her neck, enjoying the salty taste on my tongue.
My fingers roamed over her skin, taking in everything about it. The softness of her curves. The firmness of her breasts. The hardness of her nipples. She began to rock faster. Her breasts bounced with every thrust. The rosiness of her nipples contrasted against the paleness of her skin. The moonlight lit up her milky complexion with an almost translucent glow. Her breaths came out short and desperate next to my ear. I couldn’t get enough of it.
I kissed her shoulder and up the side of her neck as I ran my fingers down her arm. My hand covered hers and I interlaced our fingers. I snaked our hands down her body. Our bodies were slick with sweat. I opened up our hands and started rubbing light circles over her clit, my finger pressing into hers.
“Nate…” Her eyes opened then fluttered closed again. Her arms started to shake again. Her legs trembled beside mine, clinging as tight as they could against me. I pushed her finger to rub her hard nub faster. She was close. I knew it. I could feel it as her pussy tightened up around me.
“I’m here, baby,” I whispered against her skin.
“Come with me.” Her eyes opened and turned her head to the side to look at me. “I need you to come with me. Please.”
“Oh, fuck, baby.” My voice sounded raw. “You feel so fuckin’ good.” I thrust harder and faster into her. The sound of our skin slapping together filled the room and spurred me on. I could feel her toes curl next to my ankles. My hand splayed over her soft stomach, holding her to me as her body arched away. Her moans turned high and loud.
“Right there. Don’t stop. Please, don’t ever stop,” she called out.
“Never, baby,” I said so low that I wasn’t even sure she heard me. “That’s it. Let me feel you come all over my cock.”
Her hand fisted my hair tighter, her finger moved faster of her clit. Then a high roar came from her lips and she came hard around me. I gripped her hips and thrust hard into her three more times. I planted myself as deep as I could and spilled everything I had inside of her. Wrapping my arms around her body, I held her until she stopped shaking. I wasn’t ready to let her go. I sure as fuck wasn’t ready to lose our connection. And somewhere inside my fucking closed-off heart, I hoped she wasn’t going to run off on me again.
“Oh, wow. I mean…” She started to giggle in between her pants. “That was just...” She paused trying to catch her breath.
Every part of me was vibrating. I swear I almost blacked out. I don’t know what it was about being with Reagan, but nothing could ever compare. The way she felt. The way she called out my name. The sounds of her moaning. How hard we could make each other come.
She slid out of my arms and fell forward, her legs still wrapped around mine and my cock still buried inside her. Her giggles turned into a fit of laughter, only slightly muffled by the sheets. I fell to the side, keeping my body locked with hers, and rested my head on the pillow. I didn’t want to leave her just yet. My body curled around hers doing my best to hold her still.
“I think your dick makes me turn crazy.” Her laughter had slowed. I chuckled against her shoulder. My lips brushed lightly over her skin, still tipped up in a smile. “I think I love your dick.”
As if she realized what she’d just said, her body froze. I knew she didn’t say that she loved me. But I couldn’t deny that hearing that word spill from her lips made something deep inside of me warm.
“Is that all you love?” The words came out of my mouth before I could process them.
She turned in my arms and looked up at me. There was a vulnerability in her eyes I had never seen before. She was scared and hesitant. Deep down I could tell there was more. She wasn’t ready and I wasn’t going to force it on her. Hell, maybe she didn’t even feel that way. That shit could have all been in my head, for all I knew. I placed a light kiss on her lips, giving her an out to answering.
“Well, that works out,” I said, smirking. “Because my dick loves your pussy. And clearly, I do too.” I slid out of her and leaned up on one arm. Her body fell so she was on her back. Her eyes looked up at me, wide, and full of something I couldn’t decipher.
I kissed down her body as I crawled backwards down the bed. I settled between her legs before she had time to register what was gone on. I licked up her slit, then sucked her clit into my mouth. I loved the way she tasted. And as Neanderthal as it might sound, I loved tasting my cum mixed in with her sweet juices. Because, fuck, as much as we were trying to fight it, she was mine. And I wanted to mark her in every way possible. Fuck, thinking about her being stuffed full of my seed made my cock stir again. But that was just going to have to wait.
“Oh, Nate, shit. I don’t think I can... Oh!” Her hands fisted my hair. Her hips moved, grinding into my face. Her moans grew louder until she came around my mouth.
I crawled back up the bed and pulled her into my arms. We stayed like that for a long time, our fingers tracing lazy lines over one another’s bodies. I didn’t want her to leave. I knew it was late and she was tired. I also knew that she was more than likely going to sneak out the moment I fell asleep. Sadness crept into my chest at the thought of not waking up to her. I couldn’t ask her to stay, as much as I wanted to. She turned in my arms and propped her chin on my chest, pulling me from my thoughts.
“What are you thinking about?” she quietly asked, leaving me to wonder if I should just tell her everything.