CHAPTER 8
The afternoon passed in a blur. For the first time since the tornado, Elaine was grateful she wasn’t doing more than bussing tables and refilling drinks. She’d gone cold as ice when Steve Lawson’s red convertible drove down the parade route, and she still hadn’t recovered, even with the heat of the day. Her luck couldn’t be worse. Steve Lawson was the worst kind of cop. Sneaky. Manipulative. And worst of all, vindictive. She’d been given a chance at a fresh start here, and he could bring it crashing down around her. Her stomach churned at the thought.
Thank God Dax had been at the playground when he’d come prowling around the food truck. He’d have recognized her for sure, even without pink hair. As it was, Travis had pretty much saved her, but given the pissing match she’d witnessed between the two men, Lawson would be back. Especially now that Travis had announced he was running for sheriff. Lawson never lost, and the look of menace in his eye had been more frightening than the sound of the tornado when she’d been huddled in the diner’s storeroom.
She should turn down Travis’s offer. Put as much distance between them as possible. Maybe it would keep him safe from Lawson. Although who was she fooling? That wouldn’t stop Lawson from going after Travis. Travis had thrown down the gauntlet, and Lawson wouldn’t stop until he’d won. And if Lawson remembered her, it wouldn’t matter how far away she went, he’d still figure out a way to make her life a living hell.
From that standpoint, maybe accepting Travis’s offer was a good idea. Lawson only backed down because Travis had rescued her. Lawson might leave her alone if Travis was around all the time. A shiver rippled across Elaine’s shoulders as she carried a pile of plates to the trash bins. She chewed on the corner of her lip as she wiped down a table. Two-thousand dollars a month. The air whooshed out of her lungs just thinking about it. Even if she only worked for him one month, she’d be able to exhale a little more easily. And after two? Maybe she could go to community college after she earned her GED. For the first time, she wouldn’t have to rely on the principal’s charity for Dax’s school supplies. Maybe she could even buy a phone.
There was only one big problem with that fantasy.
Travis.
Her knees turned to rubber when he’d kissed her head. She’d almost fainted when he nearly kissed her mouth. She’d been so close to melting into him, overwhelmed by the scent of him. How could she work with him when the effect he had on her was so powerful? She’d make a math mistake. Or do something dumb, like throw herself at him. Her shoulders sagged as she moved to wipe down another table. No, she’d have to turn him down. It didn’t matter that he said he’d wanted her. A jagged ball of regret formed in her stomach. She’d never be so lucky in life, or in love. People like her never got what they wanted anyway. She’d have to content herself with pouring Travis coffee every day.
“Is Travis here yet?” Dax came bounding up still clutching his Transformer.
“No, sweetie. He’ll be here soon.”
A moment later, Elaine felt a presence behind her. Without turning to look, she knew it was Travis. How did he do that? Sneak up so quietly? Wiping her hands on her jeans, she took a fortifying breath, bracing for the onslaught of attraction that would sizzle through her body when she turned.
“You ready?”
She started when his hand landed on the small of her back and sent sparks zinging up her spine. She turned, the greeting she’d prepared sticking in her throat when he smiled. His aviators were tucked in his pocket, and he was close enough she could see the gold flecks in his hazel eyes. Heat flickered in his eyes, and her nipples tightened and pebbled in response. She went still, unsure of what to do next.
“Travis!” Dax bounded up, and Travis stepped back, dropping his hand.
He turned his megawatt smile to her son. “I see you’ve brought your friend with you.”
“His name is Travis.”
A look of confusion, then surprise flashed across Travis’s face.
Oh, God. She shut her eyes as heat crawled up her neck. “In case you weren’t sure about your superhero status.” She smiled faintly.
Travis chuckled, then squatted down, ruffling Dax’s hair. “Hey, that’s great. Maybe you should call him T, so I don’t get mixed up.”
“Okay.” Dax shrugged, and flew his Transformer in front of him.
“How would you like to ride in the back of a police car?”
“Yeah!” Dax crowed. “I wanna ride where the bad guys go.”
“Well, come on then.” Travis stood and turned the weight of his gaze back to her, making her insides swim. “All set?”
Her mouth had gone dry, so she nodded. “I’ll let Dottie know I’m leaving,” she mumbled, ducking her head. Heat flamed her face as she hurried around the corner of the truck to where Dottie was wiping down the counter inside the window.
“High time you got out of here, sweetie pie. Travis taking you two to the fireworks?”
How did she know? She should know better than to wonder. Dottie knew everything. “Yeah. I’ll be back first thing in the morning.”
Dottie leaned out the window. “One more thing, Elaine.”
“Yes?”
“I recommended Travis hire you to help him run for sheriff. If he asks you, you take it. He’ll make it worth your while.”
If she only knew.
She’d never be able to turn down the job now. She’d never hear the end of it if she did. Dottie had no idea she had a crush on Travis. She’d simply have to put on her big girl panties and suck it up. “Thanks, Dottie. I appreciate it.” Dottie only had her best interests at heart. She gave the older woman a smile and turned, unable to stop a grin from splitting her face at the picture of Travis and Dax in the throes of a thumb war. Did the man have to be so adorable with her son? It was unfair.
Travis flashed her a smile. “Let’s go.”
Oh yes, her panties sang. When he placed his hand at the small of her back again, thumb rubbing across her spine, a rush of heat flooded her, slicking what remained of the fabric between her legs.
Travis pulled a booster seat out of the trunk and placed it in the back. “Hop on in, kiddo. I’ll get you buckled.”
Dax bounded into the car, barely keeping still while Travis pulled the seatbelt across him.
“Do you want me to sit in the back with you, sweetie?”
Travis slid a look her direction. “He’ll be fine back here.”
“What if he gets scared?”
His eyebrows furrowed. “It’s only a few minutes. But we can stop.” He placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder, giving her a squeeze. “He’ll be fine.”
Her hands grew clammy.
She couldn’t sit up front with Travis. But the thought of sitting in the back of a police car again twisted her stomach in knots. She’d do it for Dax, though. “Dax?” He looked like he was having the time of his life in the back seat.
Travis’s voice cut through her confusion. “I’m gonna have your mom sit up front with me. Is that okay, buddy?”
Dax shrugged. “Sure.”
Great. Thrown under the bus by a seven-year-old. She slipped in the passenger door Travis held open for her, folding her hands close once she’d buckled herself in. She hadn’t missed the question in Travis’s eyes when she’d caught him staring at the scars on her arm earlier. Over the last two years, there were days she forgot they were there, a permanent and painful reminder of another life. A different Elaine. She made sure no one ever noticed them, but Travis never missed a detail, and she’d let her guard down, thrown off by Steve Lawson and Travis’s offer.
“What about you, Elaine?”
“Mmm?”
“When was the last time you were at a midway?”
She swallowed, avoiding his intense gaze. This isn’t an interrogation. Just conversation. She shrugged. “A long time. I don’t remember.” And she couldn’t. She’d blocked out so much of the past, she had a hard time even remembering the good things.
“So it’s like the first time for you, too.”
“Sure.” She liked that. A fresh start.
“Good thing I brought some of Mike McAllister’s root beers with me. We can enjoy them while we walk the midway.”
“I thought you had to work?”
“I do. But I have enough time before things get crazy, I’d like to show you around.”
Her pulse took off to the races. How could she concentrate with Travis right next to her? One whiff of his spicy cologne and she was reduced to a quivering mass of jello. But the worst part would be when he saw her meager ticket supply.
She’d brought enough tip money to buy two rolls of tickets, even though it would mean ramen and tuna helper for the next week. She wanted Dax to have fun, even if they could only pick a few rides. He’d been so serious since the tornado, and he was obviously excited right now. She missed his little boy laugh and his boundless energy.
Travis reached the ticket booth first, angling his body so she couldn’t step up with him. Elaine craned her neck trying to see, but he was too big. Her heart plummeted when he turned with a fistful of tickets and handed them to Dax. Dax’s eyes went wide with excitement.
She laid a hand on his arm, ignoring the heat that raced up her arm. “Travis.” She kept her voice low and firm. “I can’t let you do this. There’s no need.”
“There absolutely is.” His tone of voice brooked no argument. “First, if you’re going to come to the fairgrounds, you need to do everything. At least twice. And,” he shot her a slow, sexy grin. “It’s part of my plan to persuade you to be my treasurer.”
“By spoiling my son?”
“And you too.” He stroked the back of a finger down her cheek. Tingles cascaded straight to her core.
She had to say no. Needed to say no. For both their sakes. But the longer she spent with him, the weaker her resolve became.
“Please, mom?”
She pinched the bridge of her nose. Dax looked so… hopeful. How could she say no to him when he looked at her with those big saucer eyes? She blew out a rough breath and nodded. “Fine. Just this once.” She looked between the two and covered a laugh. Travis wore the same excited smile as Dax.
Dax slipped his hand into Travis’s and dragged him in the direction of a target game. She could enjoy these few hours. For Dax. How could she deny the boy an evening of rides and too much sugar? He’d be talking about this for weeks.
“Mom, mom, mom,” Dax called as she caught up with them. “Lookie! Travis won me a Minion.”
She pressed her lips together to stop the grin from crawling across her face. “That didn’t take long.” Travis gave her a sheepish smile and a shrug as he handed her the big yellow creature. “I don’t know who’s more excited,” she laughed, unable to hold back any longer. “You or Dax.”
His eyes gleamed. “It might be a toss-up.”
Her heart hiccupped. He didn’t smile often. But when he did, it stopped her in her tracks.
Regret replaced the warmth in his eyes. “I have to take off, but meet me behind the scoreboard after the fireworks? You’ll see the patrol cars.” He squatted down in front of Dax, offering him a fist bump. “Thanks, buddy. I had fun. Now, make sure your mom has some fun?”
“Okey-dokey.”
“I’ll see you after the fireworks, ’kay?”
But Elaine wasn’t sure Dax heard. He was already dragging her away. “Mom, did you see? They have pony rides!”
When she peeked back over her shoulder, her stomach fluttered. He was still watching them.
Hours later, she and Dax made their way through the exiting throng to behind the scoreboard, stuffed with carnival food and pleasantly exhausted. A quick scan of the area showed no Travis. No Weston either. Her pulse quickened. Maybe she should go. She didn’t belong here.
“That you, Elaine?” Dottie’s daughter, Cassidy, called from her perch next to Parker Hansen on the back of the ambulance. “Travis told me to keep an eye out for you. He and Weston are directing traffic. Pull up a chair.”
Parker hopped off the back of the ambulance and pulled over a big folding chair. “You’re lucky, it’s been pretty slow tonight.”
She settled into the deep pocket of the chair and pulled Dax onto her lap. He was almost getting too big for this, but he could barely stand. And tonight, she’d glimpsed more of the boy he was before the tornado. Soft and snuggly. Enthusiastic. Happy.
“I heard he did great the other day.” Parker gestured to Dax.
Elaine warmed. It never ceased to surprise her how kind people were about Dax. One of the many things that made Prairie special. People seemed to really care about each other. “He had a great time.” She stroked his head as he burrowed into her shoulder, still clutching the Minion.
“Anything we can do to help… we mean it.”
She was starting to understand that their offers weren’t simply platitudes, but came from a genuine desire to help Dax recover from the trauma of the tornado. She didn’t deserve their kindness in the least, but she was grateful for it nonetheless. She dipped her head, letting Dax’s hair sweep against her cheek and inhaling his little boy essence. He’d need a bath tomorrow, but right now she didn’t care. Her baby was a happy boy. She shut her eyes, breathing in the quiet sweetness of the moment.
“Elaine. Time to go.” Travis shook her awake. She came fully alert as he lifted Dax off her lap, suddenly cold in the warm night air. Gone were the crowd noises. All that remained were the sounds and muted conversations of clean-up. She followed Travis to the car and waited while he settled Dax in the back seat before opening the passenger door for her. An easy silence settled between them on the ride back to her trailer, and sleep pulled at her eyelids.
“Wait here,” Travis ordered, once he’d pulled up to the trailer.
Before she could open her door, Travis hopped out and stalked up the short walkway mumbling something about ‘unlocked doors’ before disappearing into the trailer. As she opened the rear door, Travis stepped in to pull Dax from the back seat.
“You really don’t have to,”
The look he gave her said otherwise. Without a word, he carried Dax into the trailer. By the time she crossed the threshold, he stood in what passed for a living room, engulfing the entire space. “Thank you for today,” she murmured.
Travis stepped out of the shadows and into the pool of light cast by the lamppost through the open door. Her heart pounded in her ears. Could he hear it? She couldn’t hear anything else except the way her breath caught when she tilted her chin to look up at him. The hungry look in his eyes heated her blood, sending a shot of arousal to pool between her legs. She clenched her thighs to steady herself, but the ache only grew. His presence permeated the small space. She’d never look at her living room the same way again. She itched to run her hand across his jaw. Put a finger on the throbbing vein at his temple. Let the day’s stubble scratch her. Scrape over any number of tender spots. She’d never wanted a man before. Not like this. Never like this.
“Elaine.” His voice was tight. Rough. Like the first time she’d tried whiskey. “Say yes.”
How could she say no? She would regret saying yes until her dying day. She’d regret saying no for eternity. Tension radiated off him, like he was holding himself in check the same way she was. And yet he was in her space, so close his heat enveloped her, wound through her, weakening her resolve. His hand settled at her hip, thumb stroking through the thin cotton of her shirt. Her chest grew tight and she couldn’t breathe as the air around them electrified with possibility. She opened her mouth but no words came out – her mouth had turned to ash. She licked her lip at the same time a strangled noise came from his throat, and he brushed her mouth in the barest kiss. So light she must have imagined it.
But there was no imagining the electric shock that pulsed through her, hardening her nipples to tight peaks before liquefying her panties in a burst of desire. And she certainly didn’t imagine the second time it happened when his arm tightened around her and his breath skated across her cheek.
“Yes,” she breathed out on a sigh, leaning into him, her body buzzing as his lips brushed hers a third, then a fourth time.
But just like that it was over. Travis made another strangled noise and stepped back, taking with him the warmth that had so briefly encased her. He coughed and cleared his throat. “Good. Good. I’ll… ah… be in touch.”
He disappeared like a phantom, vanishing into the darkness. And long after his car pulled away, Elaine stood rooted to the floor, fingers pressed against a mouth still tingling from his touch.