Chapter 7
Sabrina
Even hours later, I could still feel his lips moving against mine. Each time I closed my eyes, he appeared before me. Specifically, the expression on his face when I told the awful story about my husband’s affair. It was a humiliating tale, but for some reason talking to him about it was easy.
Laying in bed and thinking of Luca, was a sure-fire way to have sleep evade me. It was also the way to make me ache in places that hadn’t been touched by a man in over a year. On its own volition, my hand snuck its way under my sheet and rested on the apex of my thighs. I knew it wouldn’t take much to alleviate the pressure.
The lace fabric of my thong tickled my middle finger as I gently grazed it. Keeping my eyes closed, I pretended my finger was Luca’s. I imagined his strong arm resting on my stomach, his cologne engulfing me as he brought his lips, then tongue, to my oversensitive skin. For a moment, I hesitated when the palm of my hand moved past my stretchmarks. Dillon hated them and always wanted me to try different things to cover them up. Even when I wore his favorite bikini, that used to turn him on, it did the opposite.
My back arched when I slipped my finger under my panties and over my hot skin. I was wet, slick, and the longer I thought about him the more turned on my body became. I wanted him and needed him to touch me, to make me feel like a wanted woman again, just as he had when we kissed.
A frustrated moan escaped, my insides coiled like a snake ready to strike. Strike it did when I rolled my clit under the pad of my finger. In a hushed voice I whispered his name and my climax took hold. Sated, I brought my finger out from under the sheet, waited a beat for my legs to feel normal and not like Jell-O, and walked into the bathroom. I stared into the mirror as I washed my hands.
For the first time in a long time, I felt hopeful that maybe I found a great guy. Was it too soon to feel that way? I wasn’t sure. With Dillon it was a slow build of attraction and not an instant spark like I felt with Luca.
I crawled back into bed, pulled the comforter underneath my chin, closed my eyes, and drifted off to a nice peaceful sleep knowing I’d be seeing Luca in the morning.
The sun peeked through the sides of my window coverings. Normally when Mikey spent the weekend at my folks, I’d sleep in and catch up on all the hours I missed during the week, but today I was invigorated knowing I had a date.
After I showered, styled my hair, put on a minimal amount of makeup, I went to get dressed. My bed resembled a dressing room at Bloomingdales. Three different pair of jeans, four different tops, and a couple of different pairs of shoes were all strategically placed as if I was preparing for the runway. I couldn’t help but laugh at myself. For Christ’s sake, we were going to breakfast, not a night club. Deciding on my favorite pair of light washed boyfriend jeans, a blue V-neck sweater, and my favorite wedges, I was ready.
The buzzer on my intercom sounded. Nerves laced with adrenaline coursed through my body. I cleared my throat, pressed the white button on the speaker. “Yes?”
“Good morning, it’s Luca.” Like that sexy accent could belong to someone else?
“Come on up.” I checked my face in the small mirror next to my door. Quickly running my hands over my hair to calm any stray fly-away strands, I then grabbed a light-colored lipstick out of my bag and swiped it over my lips.
Three knocks sounded on my door. When I pulled it open, I wasn’t fully prepared for who stood before me. Holding a bouquet of pastel-colored flowers was the sexiest man I’d ever laid eyes on. I took a moment to rake my eyes over his body from head to toe. His dark denim jeans, accentuated the length of his legs ended at a pair of casual black loafers, a maroon crew neck sweater was covered by a black leather jacket. If it wasn’t for the gold chain peeking out of his neckline, and the silhouette of a cross under his sweater, he’d look sinful. “Come on in.”
He handed me the flowers and gave me a swift kiss on the cheek. “These are for you.”
“Thank you.” I brought my nose to the blooms and inhaled. When was the last time I received flowers from a man? “They’re lovely. Gerbera daisies are one of my favorite flowers. They remind me of when I was a little girl, and my grandfather would leave one for me on my swing set.” The memory hit me full force. I used to sit and pluck petal by petal, reciting the childhood limerick, he loves me, he loves me not. Even knowing they were my favorite, Dillon never gave me Gerbera daisies, which hadn’t occurred to me until now.
A proud smile graced his handsome face. “I’m glad you like them.”
“I love them. Let me put these in water and then we can leave.”
The air was crisp, the sun was shining making for a perfect New York morning. As we approached where his car was parked, it looked even sleeker in the daylight. It was then I noticed the make and model—a Jaguar F-Type. My eyes went wide thinking Mikey had something similar in his collection of Matchbox cars. Of course, being the gentleman he was, he opened my door and waited for me to slide in before closing it behind me.
The black, supple leather seat formed around my body. Just as I thought last night, this was the perfect car for a single man—two seats, pristine interior, no crumbs on the carpet, or an errant French fry left behind from a kid’s meal. It even smelled clean and masculine, like Luca. And not like a pair of soccer cleats that had been worn in the rain and forgotten under the back seat.
Luca slid into the driver’s side, and I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. “What?” He smiled at me and pushed the start button on center console. Listening to his car rumble to life was exhilarating—I really needed to get out more.
“Mikey would love this car.”
“It’s my pride and joy. I’ll need to take him for a ride one day.” Luca pulled away from the curb and we were off to the Seaport. Although a two-seater Jaguar was not child friendly, the way he wanted to include my son warmed my heart.
“Or, you can save yourself from being harassed and just let him sit in it,” I suggested to avoid the hassle of a booster seat messing up his leather. “He’s at a very obsessive age right now.”
A chuckle filled the small area, “That’s fine. I’d be the same way if I was his age. Hell, I’m the same way now on some days, thus explaining the impractical sports car in New York City.”
Our conversation was easy during our drive. It wasn’t long before we pulled into the lot, left the keys with the parking attendant, and walked to the restaurant.
The narrow path the hostess led us through in the crowded restaurant ended with a table in the corner. The warmth of Luca’s knuckles on my skin as he helped me remove my jacket elicited goosebumps to emerge. After he pulled out my chair and we sat, I ordered a cup of coffee and Luca ordered an espresso.
We each took a few minutes to study the menu. Deciding on something simple, I set my menu down and admired the man sitting across from me. The waiter came back and with him the aroma of rich coffee wafted around us. He placed a large mug of my morning drug before me and a small demitasse cup in front of Luca. We placed our orders, pancakes for me and Nutella French toast for him.
Once our server took the menus from us and retreated, I said, “Thank you for taking me out this morning.”
He reached across the small square table to rest his hand on top of mine. “Thank you for coming.” With our gazes tethered, the fluttering I felt whenever he looked me directly in the eyes began. Along with it, came the chagrin I felt telling him about my husband’s infidelity. Sensing something was off, he squeezed my hand. “Sabrina, what’s wrong?”
I hesitated a bit before admitting, “After all I dumped on you last night, I wasn’t sure you’d still want to go out with me.”
That was the god’s honest truth. Having a woman tell another man her husband had been cheating on her didn’t bode well. Did he wonder why? What would make Dillon want or feel the need to be with someone else? Didn’t I satisfy him? Wasn’t I pretty enough? Loving enough? These were all the things I thought of—how could he not?
“Sabrina, why would you think that? If anything, I commend you for your honesty.” He flipped my hand so that our fingers linked together. “I enjoy spending time with you. I know we just met, but I feel like we’ve known each other for a while. It’s strange.” I felt the same and smiled at his admitting that to me. “Plus, Mikey is a great kid and I can’t wait to start teaching him some soccer moves. By the time I’m done with him, he’ll be the captain of his team.”
Once again, I respected the genuine fondness he had for my son. “He’s so excited about it. You know, he didn’t stop talking about you last week after lunch. He even called my parents and told them about a cool guy he met at his soccer game that was going to be his private coach. My father has bad knees and can’t help him with sports.” I omitted the part where my mom grilled me on who this man was. My parents knew what Dillon had done; there was no way not to tell them since I didn’t show much sadness after his funeral. Yes, I was sad he wouldn’t be around to see our son grow into a man, but my heart no longer held love for him, just gratitude for our little boy.
“Does he have a game next week?” he asked, his fingers tightened between mine. It was obvious Luca was a very affectionate person, something I wasn’t used to. Each time he squeezed, an electric current ran right through me.
Remembering what he had asked, I nodded. “Yes, but it’s later in the day on Saturday.”
“Perfect, we can go to the park in the morning and get ready. Then have an early lunch before he needs to play. If that’s okay.”
I smiled wide at his suggestion, even more so because he wanted to see me next week. “Yes, he’d love that.”
My gaze drifted to the view outside. “It’s beautiful here.” The restaurant Luca picked was in the heart of the Seaport. From where we sat, the view was of the Brooklyn Bridge and various sized boats leaving white-capped slices in the dark blue water of the East River.
“It’s a tourist trap,” he said, staring out the window as well. “But it reminds me of a little place in Venice that I enjoyed, less the Brooklyn Bridge, of course.”
“I’ve never been to Italy. Sadly, that was one country we didn’t visit while stationed overseas.”
“You should go one day. I go back once a year, although my parents don’t think that’s frequent enough.”
“That’s a dream of mine. Mikey would love it—especially all the gelato.”
“We can go to a place in Little Italy that makes the best Nutella gelato.”
“See, Nutella gelato makes sense… Nutella French toast, not so much.”
“You have no idea what you’re missing. It’s my favorite. You may want to be forewarned, I’m a Nutella junkie.”
Before he could go on, the waiter appeared with our breakfast. My three-stack of pancakes seemed boring compared to his culinary masterpiece. Luca twisted his plate so the fresh berries were at the top and the powdered sugar dusted bread was in front of him.
With the side of his fork, he cut into it. Soft chocolate oozed from the slice he speared and offered to me across the table. My nose crinkled with uncertainty. “Trust me.”
Tentatively, I leaned forward, opened my mouth, and watched Luca eyes focus on my lips as they dragged the piece off the fork. The nutty confection assaulted my taste buds. I wasn’t expecting it to taste so delicious. My soft moan followed by my tongue poking out to lick my lips proved as much.
“It’s good, right?”
“Yes, very. I’m regretting my decision.” Out of nowhere, he swapped our meals. “What are you doing? You said it was your favorite.”
His brown eyes met mine. “I’d rather watch you enjoy them. Plus, I make it for myself all the time.”
“You cook?” As we eased into conversation, I nonchalantly gave him one of the halves. He cocked a brow. “I can share, too. So, cooking?”
“Yes, my mother wouldn’t have it any other way. She taught all of her kids how to make a meal.”
“I love to cook. Though, I don’t often enough, because of Mikey’s unsophisticated palate. How many siblings do you have?”
“Two. An older brother and younger sister.”
“Ahh… middle child. Do they also live in New York?”
He shook his head as he chewed. “No, my brother lives in Chicago, but he’s barely there. My parents and sister live in Milan. I do have an uncle who owns a restaurant uptown. We rarely see each other because he’s always working. How about you? Siblings?”
“Yes, I have a younger brother. Michael lives with his girlfriend in Denver.”
“That’s nice, you named your son after your brother?”
“Yes, much to Dillon’s dismay. But, Michael and I were always very close. He wanted to move back after Dillon passed away to help with Mikey. I told him no, and he needs to live his own life. I’d never expect anyone to alter their goals because of what happened here. He does come to visit. Actually, he was just here last month.”
“That must have been fun.”
I nodded over my last bite. “That was delicious. Thank you for sharing.”
“I’ll turn you into a Nutella addict one way or another.” He finished the rest of his half and dove into the pancakes. “You sure you don’t want some?”
“Are you kidding? I couldn’t eat another bite, but thank you.”
“Do you have plans for the rest of the day?”
“Yes, my first client comes in at two.”
“Okay, until then, we can take a walk and enjoy the spring weather. Then I’ll drive you to work. Do you have an appointment after your two o’clock?”
“Yes, but I should be done by four-thirty.”
“I’ll drop you off and be there when you’re done. We’ll have dinner together.” It wasn’t a question. I wasn’t used to a man taking control, but because it was Luca I liked it.
“Are you asking me out tonight? You’re assuming I’m not busy?” I teased.
His brows furrowed, “My apologies, would you like to have dinner with me this evening?” He paused a beat. “That is, if you’re available.”
I could feel the corners of my lips turn up. “I’m teasing you. I am available, and I’d love to. But no need to pick me up at the salon. You can pick me up at my apartment.”
“Sounds good. Now, how about that walk?”