Dante

 

I back off to the street opposite the main entrance, lying on my belly with my guns gathered around me, my ammo piled next to them, looking down the sights of my rifle and waiting. I’m hidden in the dark, a shadow lying in the shadows, but even so I’ll need to be accurate. If I give them enough time to find out where I am, it’ll mean my death.

 

The fire does its work for me. It eats the garage, chewing through it like red-yellow teeth, and then leaps from the garage to the clubhouse, shattering glass and clinging onto the rafters. A few flickers, spitting, and then the flickers rush into the air, kicking thirty feet toward the sky. I wait patiently, trying not to think about Selena and trying not to let the frantic beating of my heart distract me. Dimly, I hear men yelling. I think I hear Brose roaring at his men to do something.

 

And then the first Wraith comes running out of my clubhouse. He takes two steps forward before my bullet catches him in the forehead, sending him flying back into the door. He collapses, bleeding and gurgling. I don’t let myself feel anything at the sight of the dead man. It’s either the Wraiths or the Saints, and that ain’t a hard choice since the Wraiths killed my brother and tried to kill Selena, not to mention me. Two more Wraiths run out. I gather that the gunshots are hidden within the crackling of the fire since they look down at their fallen friend in confusion. Their confusion swiftly turns to death when I pull the trigger, a line of bullets cutting across both of them.

 

Then the return fire starts.

 

It comes from the windows, firing blindly into the dark. Bullets chip at the ground all around me, throwing up pieces of concrete like shrapnel. I duck my head and fire back, picking my shots carefully. My bullets crunch through glass and brick and flesh, killing three men from three windows, and when the bullets start again I just start firing again. When my rifle runs out of ammo I pick up my submachinegun and keep going, firing like a crazed man, not thinking, not feeling, just firing. I turn myself into a machine.

 

When the fire begins to chew through the clubhouse, I know I have to move. Smoke fills the building, gathering outside the windows like steam from a sauna. I pick up my shotgun and run across the street, barrel aimed, senses honed. A man charges out of the building. I pump him in the chest. Two more men; two more corpses. I push into the building, checking the corners, shirt pulled up around my mouth because there’s so much smoke.

 

When I reach the bar I run to Lion and drop my knife to him. He catches it in his clasped hands and cuts the ropes tying his wrists whilst I keep watch. Without saying anything, he goes around cutting the ropes of everybody else. When all the men are free, I turn to Lion. “Where the fuck is Brose?” I say, voice wheezing from the smoke.

 

“He ran out the back with four men,” Lion says. “Boss … he said something about Selena’s mom.”

 

“With me!” I roar. “Right now!”

 

“Boss.”

 

Lion and the men pick up whatever guns they can find and follow me. I kick through the door, the wood ash-black now, and charge into the night. He’s going to try and kill my woman. And it doesn’t even matter if he doesn’t know she’s here, because he knows about her mom, and he’ll take her mom hostage and … I grit my teeth at the thought. If he takes her mom hostage, we’ll be right back where we started. Brose will have all the leverage and I’ll be forced to call him sir again. I don’t know if I’ll be able to do that.

 

I sprint toward my jeep, head down, and then change direction as I see Brose and his men veer toward the basketball court. I fire a shot after them, catching two of the men in the lower halves, their legs snatched from under them. My men fire more rounds, killing them. Then the man beside Brose falls.

 

“Stop!” I roar, when only Brose remains, standing alone in the center of the court. His fancy outfit is in disarray, his jacket torn, and his cane nowhere to be seen. For a second, he looks like a kindly, lost old man. But then I remember Markus, and Selena, and me. I remember the years of fighting and death. I remember the pain and the misery.

 

My men stop firing. Brose looks down at his dead, and then up at me. He smooths down his jacket and stands straight. “So this is it, is it?” he says, watching me coldly. “This is how the great war ends?”

 

“There never was a great war,” I say, dropping my shotgun on the ground. “There was only you and your goddamn ego. We had a deal with your men. It seems like a damn long time ago now, but it was only a couple of days ago. They fired on us. They tried to kill us. You killed my brother. You think you’re bigger and better than a man, but the truth is you’re just a man, just a deranged old man with deranged appetites and a deranged sense of power. You were never the big bad wolf, Brose, and you never will be.”

 

“Your brother deserved to die,” Brose says. “You’ll never get me to take that back.”

 

“And you deserve to die, too,” I say, holding my hand out. “Knife.”

 

Brose’s eyes go wide, watching as Lion steps forward and places the blade in my hand.

 

“So you’re going to gut me, then?” Brose mumbles. Tears bead in his eyes, one sliding down his cheek, another clinging to his eyelashes. “That’s how it’s going to be.”

 

“That’s it,” I say. “Any last words?”

 

“I have a son!” Brose squeals. “His name is—James, and he’s a good boy. He’s only five and …”

 

“Stop,” I say. “I reckon you’ve heard about how I let Slug go, and maybe you think I’m gonna go soft again. But if Slug was guilty, it was of being an asshole who trusted the wrong asshole. You killed my brother. You tried to kill my woman. Do you really think there’s any coming back from that?”

 

“Just wait—”

 

I leap forward and stab Brose in the neck. Blood spurts over my face, pissing down my chest, drenching me. He stumbles backward. I stab him again, falling on him like a wolverine, stabbing so fast that I don’t even aim. I stab his neck and his face and his chest and his shoulder and his hands. I stab until parts of him have turned into red ribbons. I stab until his body goes from defense spasms to death spasms, and then I stab him again. I see Markus, leaving me, turning away to his bike. I see Selena lying dead in that cell.

 

When I’m done, I collapse to the side, panting heavily and lying on my back, looking up at the stars. The sky is clear tonight, the stars beautiful. The smell of blood surrounds me, the taste of blood strong on my tongue. I stretch my arms out and just keep watching the sky, waiting for the stars to fall to mark this moment. Something should mark it. My brother’s killer is dead. The Wraiths are dead. The Saints are the biggest club in Austin. A big moment.

 

And yet most of all I think about Selena and how I want to be with her right now. How I want to hold her and kiss her. How I wish she was here to tell me everything is okay.

 

Then Lion leans over and looks down at me. “Boss?” he says.

 

“Lion,” I reply.

 

“You all right down there?”

 

“The guns,” I say, cogs turning in my mind. “And the money! Goddamn, Lion, tell me you have the guns and the—”

 

“We do, boss.” Timmy peers down at me. “We grabbed them before we followed you out. No worries. Everything’s safe.”

 

“You’re a good man, Timmy,” I say. “Both of you are good men. Help me up, will you?”

 

Lion gives me his hand. I grab him by the wrist and he pulls me to my feet. Timmy holds one of the duffle bags in his hand, and the others rest on the floor near the men. I take the bag from Timmy and go to the men, and then unzip all of the bags.

 

“Spread out the cash and the guns,” I say. “Equal share to all patched members.”

 

“Boss.”

 

I walk to the front of the men, wad of cash in one hand and weapon in the other. “Listen to me, fellas,” I say. “I know it looked for a while there like I was selling you down the river, but you gotta know there was a plan.” I peel the tracker off the pistol. “We were meant to get these back right away …” I explain to them about Whisper and the plan. “But sometimes plans don’t go to plan. If I’ve learned anything these past couple’a days, it’s that.” Sometimes plans don’t go to plans: sometimes a woman a man meets to fuck and have a fun night with turns into a woman he cannot live without, sometimes a woman who he thought was just going to be some fun turns into everything for him.

 

“What now, boss?” Lion asks, squinting at the clubhouse, fire lighting his face up.

 

“We rebuild,” I say. “Call the police and the fire office, get them to rule it an accident, get in touch with the insurance people, and don’t let them fuck us around. You know what to do with the bodies. In the meantime, we’ll use the basketball court for any meetings. It’s business as usual, except for the clubhouse. All right?”

 

“Boss. And where’re you going?”

 

“I’ve got a lady to see,” I say.

 

I walk down the street, the blood drying to my skin now, sticking to my cheeks and my forehead and my lips and my chin, my neck and my knuckles and the backs of my hand. I feel light and yet heavy; I feel heavy because I always dreamed I’d feel light the day I killed Brose. I guess some part of me believed that when I killed Brose, Markus would come back to life, and even if I knew that was complete horseshit it didn’t stop some hopeful part of me believing it. But Brose is dead and the clubhouse is burning and nothing has changed except that there’s fire in my heart now, too. A blazing fire which wasn’t there before. The chance at a life. And I’m alive, I remind myself. I got through this alive.

 

I spot Whisper’s old junk car a few yards back from mine. I wonder how she was so damn good at following me, and then decide it’s because that’s what she wanted to do. She set her mind to it and so it happened. That’s Selena, I’m swiftly learning. When she wants something, she knows how to go after it. Maybe it pisses me off when I’m trying to save her. But I wouldn’t change it.

 

I crouch down so she can’t see me, and then creep up to the car. I knock on the door, hard, twice. Inside the car she lets out a yelp and leaps up, hands over her face. When she sees that it’s me her lips curl for a moment, and then she kicks the car door open and runs at me, hands flailing. “You monster!” she snaps. “You animal! You beast! What’s the matter with you? What the hell is the matter with you? You’re an animal! You’re an absolute animal!”

 

“I think you already said that,” I say, catching her hands and restraining her. She goes at me with her knee. I twist my body, blocking her, and then bring my face close to hers. “You don’t want to get in the habit of repeating yourself, ma’am. Listening to you the first time around is torture enough.”

 

“You’re a pig,” she says, and then loses control of herself and kisses me.

 

I kiss her back, letting her hands go and moving my hands down her body, grabbing her legs and her ass and pressing her against me, hard. She moans through the kiss, and then disentangles herself. “We need to get you cleaned up,” she says, wiping her mouth. “I want you, not Brose’s blood.”

 

“Fair enough.” I step back.

 

“And that is Brose’s blood, right?”

 

“It is,” I confirm. “The Gentleman is dead. He’s never going to capture or torture or kill anybody ever again. It’s strange, though, ’cause …” I tell her about thinking my brother would come back to life.

 

“I understand,” she says. “I guess we always believe in fairytales. even when we live in a horror story.”

 

I nod, and then lead her to the jeep. “We’ll take this one,” I say. “I’ll reimburse Whisper for the junker. Knowing him, he’ll charge me double.”

 

“Can we make a stop on the way?” Selena asks, climbing into the car.

 

“The hospital?”

 

“The hospital.”

 

“Of course we can. Probably better if I stay in the car, though. Might want to look a little more presentable before meeting my lady’s momma.”

 

“Your lady.” She strokes my arm. “That makes me go tingly all over.”

 

“Normally I’d vomit in my mouth at the word ‘tingly,’ but do you know what?” I start the engine. “It makes me a little tingly as well.”