Rocco
“Is everything ready?” I say, standing next to my bike in my leather with a shotgun slung over my back, trying to ignore the stabbing pain in my side. The doctor freaked when she saw me climbing out of bed and getting dressed, but there’s no way I’m about to let this war drag on for months while Simone waits in Venice. There’s no way I’m letting my kid come into an unsafe world.
“All the men are gathered,” Beast says. “Every single one. We have about eighty, pledges included. They’re going to be as surprised as a kid discovering Santa’s not real for the first time.”
“You know what, Beast,” I say, clapping him on the shoulder. “You’re about the nicest man named Beast I’ve ever met.”
“Who’s also an outlaw killer.” Beast smiles.
“Well, there is that.”
“Any complications?” I ask. “Once we go in, we go in. No fuckin’ around.” I pop the lid of the pain meds and dry-mouth two.
“Nothing,” Beast says. “The only thing is most of us have left our cells at home or in the clubhouse. We were in a rush to get you to the hospital, so we didn’t go back after the mansion hit to collect them. I only mention it because there are so many of us and we’re short of walkies.”
“Okay. Give every tenth man a walkie and make him responsible for reporting any orders to the men under him. Anything else?”
“No, we’re ready. We’re going to hit them hard and fast, Boss?”
I nod. “We’re ending this. Every fucker in their clubhouse is gonna die.”
I walk past Beast into the patch of desert where the men are gathered, clustered around their bikes. When they see me approaching—limping and resisting the urge to clutch my side—they stop their conversations and turn to face me.
“You all know what’s at stake here,” I say, hoping my voice carries over the crowd. Raising it too much makes the wound on my side feel like there’s still a knife in there. “The club, our territories, our dead. But I wanna be honest with all of you. I haven’t called you here tonight for any of that. I’ve called you here ’cause I recently found out I’m gonna be a father and I’m not bringing my kid into a world where Demons are hounding us every goddamn day. I know some of you have kids and families already, and some of you ain’t much older than kids yourself. So I’ll leave it up to each man to decide if he wants to leave now or come with us. I won’t force you to fight for me.”
I walk back to my bike without waiting for their response.
“You didn’t have to do that,” Beast whispers, climbing onto his bike.
“I did,” I reply. “Even outlaws need a little honor now and then.”
Beast glances behind us. “For what it’s worth, every man is on his bike. No one’s left.”
“Good.” I kick my bike to life. “Let’s get to it, then.”
We growl through Vegas, heading toward the Demons’ clubhouse. We’ve always known where the clubhouse is but haven’t attacked it en-masse since the risk of our men dying has been too high. Far better to fight skirmishes in back alleys. But now everything’s changed. Maybe it’s selfish of me that I’ve only considered the extreme resort after Simone’s news. If that’s the case, I’m selfish. I don’t care, as long as I get my shot at family.
All eighty of us stop a half-mile away from the clubhouse, hiding our bikes in the sparse forest and then approaching through the early-morning darkness. The moon and most of the stars are hidden behind the clouds. We could be shadows whispering across the darkness. The clubhouse is a bright beacon directly ahead of us. I imagine a Demon looking at the window. He’d see nothing, just a blank sheet. We jog until we’re almost at the rear of the clubhouse and then I take a knee in the dirt. I do this for two reasons. The first is that my side is roaring at me. The second is that I need to start issuing orders.
The clubhouse is similar to ours in layout: one big building containing the bar and the offices and a few dormitories and a separate garage off to one side. I study the landscape, making sure there are no trees close by. The last thing the Sinners need is the force of an enraged State at their asses. When I’m certain of my plan, I turn to the men.
“Beast,” I say.
“Boss.”
“Take Poker Face and start a fire in the garage. We’ll try and draw them out, pick them off as they come running.”
“Boss.”
The two men, along with the men under them, jog off to the left toward the garage.
“Jerry.”
“Me?” Jerry says, surprised to be called by name,
“Lead fifteen men off that way.” I point to the other end of the clubhouse where there’s raised land, a good vantage point. “Get ready to fire when the men start running.”
I turn to the rest of the men. “Remember that these are the bastards who’ve been killing us like dogs. This is war. These are the men who spiked our drinks and killed our president. Most of these bastards were there, taking advantage of us when we couldn’t defend ourselves. They made us look like idiots. We won’t look like idiots again. Follow me.”
We creep to the rear of the clubhouse, crouching down behind the fence and waiting for the fire to start. All around me, men check their weapons. From the clubhouse, loud music plays, and countless men roar and smash their glasses together.
Soon the fire rises from the garage, licking yellow flames that spit into the night. Beast and Poker Face return to me as the fire grows. “Go and join Jerry on that vantage,” I tell them. “Take twenty men.”
“Boss.”
The fire grows to ten feet, and then twenty, and then suddenly erupts to thirty or thirty-five feet when the flames catch onto some surplus gas.
Soon the gunfire starts. From their vantage point, Poker Face, Beast, and Jerry and their men pick off the Demons as they spill out of the clubhouse to see what’s going on. When around five Demons have fallen, they realize what’s going on and start firing from the front windows. I’m about to tell my men to advance on the rear when the flames do us a favor by leaping from the garage to the clubhouse. I wave my men down and wait. Soon the Demons will have no choice but to come running out.
We’re lucky that damn near all of the Demons seem to be in the clubhouse tonight. From my crouching spot, I watch as Beast and the others pick off the fleeing Demons. After a few minutes I send almost all my remaining men to the vantage point. The flames are chewing through the structure of the clubhouse, crumbling the rafters and collapsing entire portions of the building. Smoke seeps out of the windows. During a brief break in the gunfire, I shout over to Beast on the walkie, “Has Gerald come out?”
“Not that I’ve seen!”
I stalk to the back windows of the clubhouse, peering in. If Gerald doesn’t die, the Demons will come back. Even if we get every single bastard, Gerald will find a way to recruit more and return with a vengeance. He’s the mastermind. His men have been just as cruel as him over these past months, slaughtering our men brutally, but all of it has been guided by Gerald’s hand.
The smoke is thick in the building but I see him running through the bar area, head low, pistol at his side. I should wait out here for him, pick him off like the rest. But before I know exactly what I’m doing, anger has propelled me through the window. I crash through the glass and pull my jacket around my mouth, blocking the smoke.
“Ah!” Gerald cries when he sees me, ducking his head and running for the kitchen.
I chase him, sliding over the bar and tackling him onto the kitchen counter. He tries to shoot me. I grab his wrist and squeeze as hard as I can, crushing his bone and causing him to drop the pistol. Then I pick him up and slam him onto the kitchen counter, his face exploding in a shower of blood, pissing everywhere. As I throw him to the floor and level my shotgun at his face, I think of Simone. I’m stepping down after this, I decide. Right here and now I decide that. I’m done with this life once my family is safe.
“You killed the only father I ever knew,” I growl. “Maybe you didn’t pull the trigger, but—”
Gerald laughs wildly, staring up at me with a twisted grin on his face. “But I did pull the trigger,” he says. “I was there. You didn’t see me because you were too busy with . . .” He grips his sides, laughing like a madman. “Oh, Christ! Oh, no! And I thought you were the dumb one. We’re not too smart either, are we?”
“What are you talking about?” I snap.
“You were too busy with Cecilia, but of course you weren’t, not then. Cecilia must’ve been that whore leaning against Shotgun’s shoulder. Which means . . . she doesn’t, does she? Please tell me Cecilia doesn’t have a twin. That’s just too much!”
I kick him in the gut, pressing the barrel of the shotgun to his face. “Any last words?”
“Only that sweet Cecilia’s sweet sister is in the next room. I hope you haven’t choked her to death.”
I look into his eyes, trying to gauge if he’s telling the truth. He stares back up at me honestly. He killed Shotgun. Simone is on the next room. Goddamn, Simone is in the next room! I pull the trigger, blowing Gerald out of this world, and then toss my shotgun to the floor and sprint for the door. It’s locked so I kick it, hard, over and over until it snaps inwards off its hinges.
As I run across the smoke-filled room, I’m certain I’ve killed Simone. She’s lying on her side, eyes closed, tied to a chair at an awkward angle. I think about my life stretching ahead of me with the knowledge that it was my orders which killed the mother of my child, which killed the baby in her belly and made the rest of my life not worth living. She’ll die here, I panic as I kneel down next to her, she’ll die here and it’ll be my fault.
But when I pick her up—picking up the chair with her because there’s no time to untie her—I feel her breathing against me. Shallow breaths, hollow breaths, but breaths all the same. I charge through the clubhouse, cursing myself every step of the way, cursing the life that brought me here, cursing the bloodshed and the violence. Cursing the whole damn lot of it. It’s wrong, all of it. It can’t be right if it leads here, to this. It can’t be right if it makes a man wonder if his baby is smoked-out and lifeless in its mother’s womb.
I carry her out the front of the clubhouse, roaring, “It’s me. Don’t shoot! Get a fucking car! Get a car right this fucking second!”
As the men run to carry out my orders I sit Simone down and start untying her bindings. Her eyes open briefly when her hands are free. “The baby,” she moans. “The baby. Protect us. Please. Protect us . . .”
“I will,” I promise, not sure if sorrow or smoke is causing tears to slide down my cheeks.