Chapter four
Blaine
She watched me in my element and thinking of her during the weekend had caused me to jump back and forth on my decision to be with her in any regard. I did have the kind of body she would want to start at the top and work her way down to the bottom several times over. I felt like I was jumping into the deep end without water wings. I could hear what she was saying to her friend by staying close.
“I told you that he is worth the effort. There’s no telling what’s going to happen until you finally give into your curiosity. I was exactly like you and then something snapped inside me. I tapped into the sexual beast inside and I’ve never been the same again.” She was constantly looking in my direction and I was having second thoughts about doing anything to make her feel uncomfortable in her skin.
“I told you what happened and it scared me. I know that doesn’t seem possible, but I can’t control those emotions. It comes when you least expect them and you never know what kind of reaction you’re going to get.” She was biting the end of the pen in her hand. I imagined what it would feel like for her to assume the position up against the blackboard.
I could almost see the moisture between her legs. She had to shift noticeably like she had ants in her pants. It wasn’t lost on me and I was smiling despite her discomfort.
“The only thing that you have to fear is fear itself. Doing something out of the ordinary will feel like you have awakened from a dream. I probably would’ve gone after him myself had I not found something more to my liking. Just so you know, Damian is off limits and you better not have any designs on getting with him. We are friends, but I will tear the roots out of your hair if you come anywhere close to him.” Her friend was being territorial.
“I think that I was a little bit too hasty and maybe I should give him a second chance. I just didn’t like what he was saying and maybe my inexperience got the best of me. He got to talking about his unusual conquests and places where he had done the deed. I couldn’t even come up with one because I’ve never gone all the way.” I’ve had some memorable experiences.
“I don’t know if you’ve heard, but there are rumors swirling about Mr. Jensen and a certain unnamed student. There’s nothing concrete, but I have my thoughts about the identity of the student.” I came to the same painful conclusion and I felt somewhat responsible for introducing them.
“She might be thinking about it, but I can assure you it hasn’t gone anything beyond the planning stage. I would say that she has to be careful about what she says to who she considers her friends. It’s those kinds of friends that make it unnecessary to have enemies.” The rumor was hard to ignore and everybody was talking about it. It wouldn’t be long until her name became public knowledge.
“We might want to remind her that these things need to be private. There’s going to be an investigation. June, is it wrong of me to be slightly relieved that the attention is on Mr. Jensen? I feel guilty like his misfortune is going to take the heat off of Damian.” She was entitled to her feelings and there was nothing quite like an illicit affair under the noses of others.
“I had a young man who was the son of a family friend. We got close over several summers daring each other to do things which we would never even contemplate otherwise. It did turn sexual and we had a good time pursuing those pleasures by being orally inclined.” I couldn’t believe I was hearing her deepest darkest memories.
“Mr. Jensen is going on a three-month dig in Cairo and I get the feeling that he’s not going to be without female companionship.” I didn’t have to say her name and they had been quite vocal with one another about matters of the heart.
They were whispering, but I made my voice louder to make them aware that I didn’t like anyone interrupting my class. I suddenly got a vision of using a yardstick. I could practically feel it in my hand and the sound it would make against her raw skin. The heated embrace of the wood striking her ass was making it hard to stand still.
“I want everybody to come prepared for tomorrow’s test. I will be watching closely to make sure nobody decides that it’s in their best interest to cheat. Our lives are predicated on those decisions that we make right or wrong. They determine what path we’re going to go down and if we can look ourselves in the mirror and recognize the person looking back.” There were always shortcuts and it was just a matter of finding them in the darkest recesses of the university. It was the same in any educational facility.
She waited until everybody was out of the room and then she approached me at the blackboard.