Chapter 13

Andrew

 

As we enter the apartment, I notice Logan’s roommate Matt, whom I’ve yet to meet, is here. He looks at us when we walk in and immediately gets up from the couch when he sees me. Logan makes our introduction.

“Andrew, I’d like you to meet my best friend Matt. Matt, this is Andrew.” We shake hands and I notice Matt’s eyes are on me.

Logan asks me, “Have a seat, can I get you something? Beer, sparkling water?”

I decide to go ahead and have a beer. While sitting on the couch, I notice Matt enter the kitchen area and begin whispering to Logan.

I can see he’s grabbed one of Logan’s arms and he darts his head back and forth between the two of us. I decide to be a little cute and wave at him when he looks my way. And after doing so, he quickly turns his head back in embarrassment.

Finally, Logan comes back out of the kitchen and hands me a frosted mug filled with beer.

I call out to Matt and ask him, “So how do you like living here with Logan?” Logan hands me a coaster and takes a drink from his glass.

Still in the kitchen, Matt replies, “We’re having fun.” Then pauses. “Aren’t we Logan?”

“Hell yes we are,” Logan says playfully.

Matt finally enters the living area and stops, before resting his eyes on us. He asks, “Do you guys want to be alone?”

Then with a slightly softer tone, he adds, “I can leave…”

Logan looks at me and shrugs, then looks back at Matt. “You don’t have to leave.”

Then he pauses momentarily to contemplate, before looking directly at me. “Why don’t we go to my bedroom so Matt can get back to whatever he was doing?”

I like the sound of that.

“Nice meeting you.” Matt says.

As we’re walking into the bedroom, Matt call out to Logan, “You know what. I think I’m going to go out for a few hours. I do have a few things I need to pick up.” Then he winks. 

“Okay babe.” Logan says as he gives him a kiss. “See you later. Have fun.”

“Nice to meet you too,” I tell Matt as he walks out the door.

Once inside his bedroom, Logan shuts the door. That’s when I come up from behind him and wrap my arms around him and begin kissing him with light pecks on the back of his neck. Logan grabs a hold of my hand and leans his head back. My body is on fire and every nerve ending is stimulated with energy.

Never before have I been so attracted to someone. Never before have I wanted to be near to someone like I do Logan. I love the way his hair smells, I love the way his voice sounds and I love the feel of his big muscles and tight abs.

I whisper in his ear. “My God Logan, you feel so good.”

Then my hands begin exploring Logan’s big and firm pec muscles. I move my hands further down to his body and lift up his shirt to feel his defined abs. I move even further down and can feel that Logan is hard, so I grasp onto his cock.

Quietly, I say to Logan, “I want to see what it feels like to suck this.”

Deep down I already know that I’m going to like it, just because it belongs to Logan. And also because I don’t care anymore what people think I should be or do. Logan is mine and no one is going to stop me from fucking claiming what’s mine.

Logan turns his head to me and asks, “If you’re sure?”

He’s so thoughtful. But I’ve never been more sure about anything in my life. “Sit on the bed, Logan,” I tell him.

I begin by slowly lifting off his shirt, then take my own shirt off as well as my shorts until we’re in nothing but our underwear. Seeing Logan’s bare chest is making my already hard dick begin to pulsate. Last night in the dark room I could only imagine what Logan looked like, almost fully naked, but now I can see him in full view. And he’s everything I pictured he would be, and more.

Logan pulls down my underwear to take my cock into his hand. He begins stroking it slowly and studies it before looking up at me.

“Can I?” he asks.

I nod and he takes a hold of the shaft and brings his lips close to the head. He kisses it gently before placing the round head on his lips.

The way that he’s delicately handling it has me in a state of euphoria. I have goose bumps from feeling his tongue wiggle around on the head of my dick. He licks it starting at the base and up through to the top, several times.

Even though I’m enjoying it immensely, what I really want to do right now, Logan already knows. So I tell him, “It’s my turn, Logan.” 

He leans back on his elbows and with a sly grin says. “All right. It’s all yours.”

My excitement upon hearing those words nearly has me trembling. Not in fear, but more like a surge of adrenaline.

I lower my body down and in toward Logan’s face and begin kissing him on the lips. I stay there for a half a minute or so before making my way down his neck with soft kisses until I reach his chest. I can see below me how Logan’s cock is standing at full attention, making an outline against the cotton briefs, awaiting my gentle touch and eager lips.

Now placing my lips on his nipples I gently bite down, whereby I hear Logan emit a soft sigh. His nipples are hard and sensitive to my touch.

Then I travel down to his abs and kiss them before reaching the top of his underwear. I rub his swollen cock through the underwear while Logan once again leans back on his elbows and throws his head back.

I’ve been dreaming about this moment for a while and now I’m teasing myself by waiting to reveal it. I daydreamed about what Logan’s cock looked like and how it would feel in my mouth, well before the first time we ever kissed. But back then I was still ruled by my own fears.

I have fantasized about being with men in the past, but all too often my conscience got in the way, telling me it was bad or immoral. I would at times look at my own dick and imagine a guy sucking me off, or if I saw a man’s cock at the gym or a porno movie, I would fantasize what it would be like to suck the guy off.

But my fantasies remained just that and I never acted upon them. It was only through Logan’s patience and willingness to be gentle and subtle that brought me to this moment.

Finally, I take a hold of either side of Logan’s briefs and begin removing them. His cock springs out and is standing up straight. I take the shaft and squeeze before lowering my head to be closer to it. It’s perfectly straight and has a well-proportioned, meaty shape. He has a nice set of smooth balls as well.

I begin to make kisses on the head before making my way down the shaft. I do this for a few more minutes before finally placing my lips on the head. I take the head deeper into my mouth, careful to relax and not choke, then keep going further… very slowly down. And even further down until I’m nearly at his crotch.

As I’m coming up, Logan grabs onto my head and gently guides me on the way up. That’s when I decide that I want to be in a more comfortable position.

“Lay back Logan.” I tell him to prop some pillows behind his back so I can see him as well as he can see me in action. I move myself further on the bed and position my body so I’m laying down on my stomach, but also have access to his cock.

I grab onto the base and hold up his erection until it’s perfectly straight and stiff. That’s when I begin to suck on it again. It’s as hard as iron and throbbing. I lick every inch of it up and down before letting it glide smoothly down my throat. When I come up, my tongue begins to travel and circle all around the big, mushroom shaped head.

Logan is emitting groans of pleasure, then asks me. “How do you like my cock?”

I stop momentarily and say, “It’s yours and it’s beautiful like you,” and continue doing what I was doing.

“I want to suck you while you suck me,” Logan says.

The thought of it sounds hot because we can watch each other while we are sucking each other’s dick. I scoot my body around while keeping my head in the same position, until my crotch is now at Logan’s head.

Logan takes a hold of my cock and I take a hold of his and this heightens the sensation in my body even further. Now I have a full view as Logan is sucking my big dick while I’m sucking his.

Logan begins stroking me and sucking simultaneously so I copy his moves. “How am I doing Logan?” I ask.

He briefly stops. “Great. You’re like a pro,” he says with a grin. I smile back with the satisfaction that I’m making him feel as good as he’s making me feel. 

Logan begins to deep throat me and I do the same to him and the feeling is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. Logan has a lot of pre cum and I’m savoring the taste. “Let me swallow your cum” I tell him.

I want to do the same thing he did to me last night… swallow all of Logan, his cock and then all of his cum. I never imagined that sex could feel this good with a man. “Let me know when you’re ready,” I tell him.

“I’m ready,” he answers.

Both of us pick up the pace and are wildly going at each other. Suddenly I hear Logan moan and feel his body tighten and start to thrust. Like Logan, I also begin and we’re both emitting noises as our warm cum fills our throats. I have a mind blowing orgasm and it’s heightened even more as his juices enter my mouth.

Now I have a part of Logan inside me. I don’t ever want to let go of Logan and I only hope he feels the same way. This has sealed the deal and I love Logan right now more than ever.

I shift my body around again until we’re facing each other. He looks so serene and peaceful next to me that I don’t want this moment to end. I feel better than good… I feel great.

Many of the fears and doubts that were always going through my mind–– mostly sexual–– about my feelings for Logan have dissipated. I have been holding myself back for too long and am going to put an end to that.

I turn back around to face Logan and kiss him gently while feeling both euphoric and a newfound sense of freedom. I would be content to lay here for the rest of the day and night with my arms wrapped around his beautiful body.

I stare intently into Logan’s eyes and ask him. “So I guess we’re officially boyfriends?”

He sits up from the bed and asserts. “Yes! So let’s make it official! Today is October 15th and Logan Daniels is now my boyfriend!”

I go to rest my head on Logan’s lap, smiling contently, then seemingly out of nowhere I announce.

“I’m going to see a lawyer.”

And for the first time I actually mean it. Saying the words out loud feels empowering to me and fills me with hope. It’s helping me become more confident that Logan is going to be here to help me as I muddle through the mess of my life.

I just hope he knows what he’s getting into.

Logan smiles widely. “I believe you Andrew and that makes me happy to hear you say that.”

Now filled with emotion, I go to kiss Logan gently on the lips before telling him. “You have no idea how happy you’ve make me by trusting and having faith in me.”

If it wasn’t for Logan, I don’t know where I’d be right now. It’s the first time in a very long while I feel a glimmer of hope and I finally feel like I have that momentum going that Amanda was talking to me about.

I can’t wait to tell her the good news.