“I have to use the bathroom. You wanna eat in the den, right?” Sway asked, already turning down the hall to drop their takeout in there. He was so glad Brian had gone with his plan. He had no intention on staying there and waiting for all the nurses and orderlies to get drunk off the open bar. Or for the doctors to start hitting on the drunk nurses and orderlies. It was just fuel for the gossip mill for the next two months. He wanted his Sunday night with Brian to be long and uninterrupted. It was only nine-thirty, but five a.m. came fast.

Sway came out of the guest bathroom. Passing Brian’s bedroom he saw him reaching up to remove the blue ribbon clasped behind his neck. Sway stood in front of Brian. “May I?”

Brian stared down at him a moment before he slowly dropped his hands and nodded. “Thank you.” His voice was rougher than earlier. The unusual vibrations still irritating his throat.

Sway held Brian’s eyes when he reached up and undid the gold clasp, removing the prestigious medal from around his neck and placing it in the keepsake box open on Brian’s dresser. Sway folded it neatly inside and closed the blue-felt lid. He turned back to Brian, those dark eyes watching him intently. Sway undid the first gold button on Brian’s collar and each one after. He took his time undressing his hero. His appetite for food had been replaced with love. He wanted to love on Brian all night… forever.

They stood naked in the center of Brian’s room, only touching with light fingertips and heated breaths on each other’s neck. With only a sliver of air between their bodies, Sway’s erection bumped Brian’s thigh eagerly. The drive to pounce was maddening, yet they didn’t rush this. Didn’t speak. Loved each other in silence.

It was a while before Brian’s deep voice broke through the peace. “I know there’s still some things you don’t know. Things you may be wondering about.”

Sway shook his head against Brian’s chest. “No. I’m not wondering. I know there’s a lot locked away inside you. Some stories you may want to tell and some you may not. There may even be some things you can never tell me because it’s too much. I will understand, and I will be okay with it. I don’t have to know, Brian. What matters is that you… and Ford. You’re here, and you’re with us. You’re with me, Brian.”

Brian pushed his tongue in for his first deep taste all night, making Sway moan around the thick appendage. His boyfriend… no his partner. That’s how he’d introduced Brian tonight. They were a couple, they were in love; he felt it in the depths of him. Brian was it. He was the real thing. He wouldn’t abandon Sway. He’d never leave him if things got too hard. Brian was too much man for that. And, as far as being safe, there was no one better suited to protect him. He experienced that the very first night they met. When it came time for him to go through his harassment battle with Dr. Dominick, he knew Brian would be there with him the whole way. His partner.

“Brian.” Sway caressed the deep scars on Brian’s cheek and down his throat. He swallowed before he could he speak, “I love you.”

Brian hefted Sway in his arms and took him to his bed. He placed him on the edge and stood in front of him. He was so distracted by Brian’s cock bobbing close to his face, he hadn’t realized Brian was waiting for him to look up. When he finally did, Brian’s eyes were like coal. He glared down at him, cupping his chin. Brian’s voice was like sandpaper, “I love you, too. Very much.” Brian frowned, then cleared his throat. He slowly released Sway’s face then lifted his hands and signed. “I wasn’t sure I’d ever get here. To this place in my head. A place where it’s calm. It took a long time to get here. I don’t feel the same way I used to. I was sure I’d be alone forever, Sway, before I met you. So, thank you.” Brian’s hand movements were full of the emotions he was feeling. “Thank you for being a fighter. You heard me, well before I could speak… and you never ran from me. I’ve searched for you for so long. I’ve traveled the world ten times over and I’ve never met anyone as brave and special as you. I’ve hunted you for forty years, Sway. You are who I’ve really been searching for all this time.”

Sway ran his hands up Brian’s thighs and let them rest on his waist. “Thank you for being a fighter. Thank you for coming home.” Sway leaned in and kissed the three-inch scar just over Brian’s hip bone. “And Brian, I’ll never run away from you. I promise.”

Brian’s head fell back when Sway kissed his way along his hip to his abdomen. Brian’s hard dick jutted and knocked hungrily against Sway’s chin while he licked and kissed around it until Brian was hissing and digging his hands in Sway’s hair. “Fuck, you smell so good, Brian.” Sway opened his mouth like a ravenous animal. Brian’s cock throbbed in his hand, and his growls only spurred Sway on to swallow more of the thickness.

Brian thrust his hips, pushing his head against the back of Sway’s throat. He gagged, pulling off Brian to gulp in some oxygen. He saw the heat in Brian’s eyes as he stared up at him. At his hunter. He opened his mouth and silently begged Brian to do it again. To dominate him. To show him who was in charge. Brian’s lip curled and a gleam of authority he’d yet to see flashed across his eyes. Challenge accepted.

Brian tilted his hips forward, inviting Sway for another taste. When Sway brought his arm up, Brian grasped his wrist. Sway gulped, his mouth hanging open, his lips wet and panting. Brian took his other hand and placed them on his waist—his glower told Sway to keep them there. When he was sure that Sway would obey, Brian placed the head of his dick just inside Sway’s mouth and started shallow pumps. Controlling everything… controlling him. Sway’s pulse hammered, and his cock leaked. He just needed to touch himself. Shit, Brian standing over him like this was too much. Fierce and powerful. Sway took one of his hands from clenching Brian’s waist while he thrust his cock halfway inside his mouth. He squeezed his head and stroked himself twice before his hand was forcefully yanked away. Brian pulled his hips back and scowled down at him. He shook his head as if Sway should know better. Brian raised one finger and slowly waved it back and forth. ‘Bad boy,’ He mouthed.

“Oh fuck.” Sway’s eyes rolled, as his cock leaked some more. “Brian, I need—”

Brian pulled Sway forward, then pushed down on his shoulders, sending Sway to his knees. It was all done so fast and so effortlessly, Sway couldn’t keep up. Next thing he knew, his face was being buried in Brian’s thick bush while his hands were held tightly behind his head. Brian thrust against his face, making him feel like a detainee. Sway groaned loudly, rubbing his cheek all over Brian’s musk. “Please.” Sway wasn’t sure what he was begging for, but it had a lot to do with his dick and wanting it touched.

Brian’s laugh was sinister. “You aching, sweetbaby?”

Brian was gonna make him come all over himself talking to him like that. In that damn voice. He pushed his dick between Sway’s lips, hitting his throat and pulling back before he could choke. Only enough to gag him. Brian’s groans got louder. Suddenly he reached over and pulled the lube out his nightstand and placed it close by.

Sway whined when he saw it.

Brian continued to assault his face. It was such a sexy contradiction. Brian’s grip on his neck was punishing but the fingers caressing his lips that were stretched wide around his cock were gentle and sweet. No matter how roughly Brian handled him, his love shone through at all times. Sway opened his mouth wider, wanting to please his warrior, wanted to make him insane.

“You want all of me?” Brian moaned, pushing in more. Sway knew he couldn’t take all of Brian, but he’d be happy to try over and over until he could.

Sway gulped and slurped around Brian’s base; made noises that belonged to a porn star. Brian tasted so bold on his tongue. His taste was unique and strong. He kept his arms where Brian told him—he had no choice—nuzzling and nudging at Brian’s cock with his cheek until the head was back in his mouth. He sucked on it vigorously, pressing his lips tightly around the ridges, enough to make Brian buck and curse him.

“Fuuuck,” Brian groaned.

God, that voice. Sway’s cock was angry and neglected. He leaked continuously onto Brian’s carpet the more he spoke in that raspy growl. He was infatuated with everything about his boyfriend. He didn’t know how he could be in love with Brian’s silence… and his voice. One thing was certain, Brian would always keep him in some state of lust.

“I wanna come down your throat,” Brian whispered roughly but pulled Sway’s mouth off him a few seconds later.

Sway nodded eagerly. He wanted that too.

Brian released Sway’s hands, letting his arms drop to his sides before he was hefted up again. Sway stood shakily, trembling and perspiring. He didn’t get a chance to catch his breath when Brian lifted him off his feet and flipped him upside down. Sway cried out from the disorientation, his head now hanging in front of Brian’s navel. He tried to look up to see what the hell Brian was doing but as soon as his cock was engulfed and swallowed in Brian’s hot mouth, Sway dropped his head against Brian’s stomach and clenched his thighs around his head. “Oh God!”

Brian

Brian wasn’t sure how much longer he could torture himself. Sway had been on his knees for him. Went down there willingly, eagerly. For years he had hoped to find a man to quench and sate every one of his needs and kinks. He was over forty. It was past time for him to live out some of his fantasies. And right now, Sway was satisfying the most important one. Making him feel like a king. Like an alpha. With Sway on the floor before him, panting and writhing, his cock hanging burgundy and untouched. Fuck, Brian wanted nothing more than to bury himself so deep inside his lover that no one would ever find him. But, he loved playing this game as well. Sway’s mouth felt so good, he knew he was only seconds from coming.

So, he had to change the position. Slow things down and bring the roaring flames back to simmering embers. He had Sway’s long, solid cock right there for the taking… so he did. With his arms clamped around Sway like a boa constrictor, he pleasured him with slow, drawn out pulls that had his hot nurse clenching his head between those toned thighs. Controlling the flow, Brian pushed Sway in deep and held him there with his nose buried snug against him. Sway cried out to him again.

“You’re gonna make me come.” He sounded so wrung out and he hadn’t even got inside him yet.

Brian eased back, not wanting the happy ending to end too soon. Sway kept his thighs on Brian’s shoulders, and his arms clamped around his waist, clinging to him desperately. “Good,” Brian moaned, sucking Sway’s tight sac next.

“Unghhh.” Sway’s voice was muffled against Brian’s stomach.

He wanted to stay like this, flexing his muscles, surprising Sway with his strength. He never wanted to stop surprising him. But, he wasn’t going to be able to hold out much longer. He wanted inside. Brian circled his slick finger around Sway’s hole, then pushed one thick digit inside. Sway jerked violently but Brian held him secure. He kept his mouth on him, distracting him while he stretched him. Got him good and ready for what he was about to give him. He licked and sucked on Sway’s sweet dick like it was his first raw sugar cane.

Sway wasn’t the type to consume all the pleasure for himself. Brian felt him reach down and stroke him while he hung suspended from his shoulders. He gathered the moisture on the head of his cock and massaged his fist around it. Squeezed his dick and stimulated the head as if he was a Shiatsu masseuse. Brian locked his knees and grunted around Sway’s balls. He hadn’t been ready for that sensation. A feeling that made blessed light flare up his spine. Sway was too much shorter than him to put his mouth on him, but he could reach him with those skilled hands. Brian moaned in the crease of Sway’s thigh, sucked him hard enough to leave a mark before he went back to work. Worked their vertical sixty-nine.

Sway tightened his legs around Brian’s neck when he got to the third finger. He’d all but abandoned his massage, his fingers merely skimming over Brian’s hot flesh, teasing and tormenting him. Brian realized it was time to lay Sway down. Their foreplay was exhilarating, and it had Brian’s blood pumping harder than water through a firehose. But, he wanted to make love to his partner, now. He slowly removed his fingers and placed Sway onto his bed.

Sway’s hair was damp around the crown of his head and he was breathing with quick bursts of air. His chest rising and falling rapidly, each of his moans louder than the last. Brian hurried to put on the condom. Rolling the tight latex down his shaft, he’d been tempted to suggest they didn’t need it, but Sway was a nurse. Brian would do it the right way and show Sway his clean results first before he proposed that. He wanted all the full benefits of monogamy and having a partner. Brian nudged Sway’s restless legs apart with his own and settled between his thighs. He was going to make love for the first time in his life. And for the first time in his life, he felt no panic, no stress, no guilt and no pain… just love.

Brian bent over Sway’s beautiful body, dipped his head and ran the flat his tongue over one of Sway’s stiff nipples, sucking on one, then the other before he lined himself up. He moaned drunkenly. Sway’s skin tasted like it was doused in honey. Tasted so rich and earthy. A taste only he’d enjoy. Possessiveness roared inside him, but he still didn’t press forward. Just sat there at heaven’s door and rode out those last few seconds of silence before his world tilted.

“Yesss.” Sway arched, his pleading eyes locked on Brian. He moved his shaking hands to Brian’s hips and coaxed him forward. His angel glowed in the moon’s light. Spread wide and completely submissive. “My silent hunter.”

Brian entered Sway’s heat in one, slow, continuous drive, not stopping until they were sealed together. Flesh on searing, tender flesh. Sway released a full shudder before he wrapped his long legs around his waist. Brian kissed him on top of his head then down his temple. He’d never known love; didn’t know what his eternity would be like. However, he never expected his lover to be like this. Brian cradled Sway to him and moved his hips up and down, only a fraction, needing to stay consumed inside. It was so much incredible pleasure that he felt he was living in a new existence. Sway had been the last piece to put his jumbled life together. Brian took one of Sway’s thighs and hooked it over his shoulder, plunging to deeper depths. Impossibly deep. Brian squeezed hold of his heart, of the man in his arms, “Je t'aime tellement, Tu représentes tout pour moi,” Brian moaned against Sway’s ear.

“Brian, baby. You can’t talk like… ungh… you feel so good…” Sway cursed and sobbed at the same time as Brian hit his spot over and over in a languid rhythm that made Sway sing.

Brian told him how much he loved him, he told Sway he meant the world to him. He’d already told him in English, now he’d told him in French. Maybe tomorrow he’d tell him in Portuguese. Brian’s hips sped up all on their own. He’d come to the point of no return. From the moment he’d seen Sway all dressed in black and white, he’d wanted to come deep inside him. All night he’d waited for this exact moment. He felt the churning in his balls and the warmth in his groin. He set loose his own coarse moans that sounded about as sexy as a fender scraping the curb. A drastic countermelody to his angel’s. However, Sway seemed to disagree. Brian didn’t get a chance to reach between them when Sway arched, almost painfully, and erupted all over their stomachs, his seed searing Brian’s flesh like hot wax.

It wasn’t long before Brian felt Sway sag against him. He peppered sated, adoring kisses over Brian’s face while he rode his erotic journey to the finish line. Hands roamed all over his back and shoulders, hands that didn’t feel ugly scars, but wounds that held pride. Brian would never hide them again, and he knew there’d never be a need. He buried himself inside Sway’s body until he knew no other existence and let his love flow from him. He jerked spastically as he shot jet after jet of his seed into the condom, wanting that barrier gone as soon as possible. Brian shook when Sway’s fingers danced over his throat. He struggled to catch his breath as he eased his heart rate down. Brian’s cock began to soften and ease out of its warm home while Sway lay pinned beneath him.

“I love you, too.” Sway curled into him, resting his hand against Brian’s chest.

Brian rolled them onto their sides, both of them still panting heavily, their intense breaths the only sounds in the room. He never thought the quiet would ever again bring him such peace. Brian kissed Sway’s forehead and closed his eyes. He knew they needed to get cleaned up, but he decided to linger in the bliss for just a moment longer.

There was no rush. They had a lifetime.