Savy

Sipping my beer, I’m sitting in a plastic lawn chair next to the bonfire. The crackle of the fire serenades me as I zone out. It’s the first time in a long time that I don’t feel afraid. I feel nice and content. It’s a novel feeling after so many years of running.

“You doin’ okay, little bird?”

“Yes, Caleb. I’m good.”

“Good.”

“Can I ask you something?” I ask.

“Shoot.”

“I’m glad you said that,” I say. He raises an eyebrow in that sexy way of his. I hurry to continue before his sexiness distracts me.

“Can you teach me how to shoot better?” I ask.

A long pause dances between us. In the light of the fire, his tanned skin illuminates under its glow.

God, he’s gorgeous.

It’s still hard for me to believe he wants me, a battered and broken girl, who is still running from her demons.

“Yes,” he says.

“What the hell took you so long to answer?”

“Well, I was trying to decide if you wanted to learn to shoot so you can shoot me when I piss you off again.”

Punching him in his arm, he pulls me into his lap. “Of course not, baby. I’d only shoot you if you ever stick your dick in another woman,” I say with a straight face.

I mean it too.

I would shoot his dick off if he cheats on me. I don’t know what it is about Diablo, but I have raging jealously when I think about him touching another woman.

And we haven’t even slept together yet. I’m totally screwed.

Grabbing my hips, Caleb lifts me from my seat on his lap and turns my body toward his front so I am now straddling him. His face looks pained. He isn’t too happy by my confession of dick shooting.

Oh well.

“Listen little bird, and you listen good because I don’t want to have this conversation ever again.”

I shiver from the intensity in his eyes as he stares at me, despite the heat from the flames.

“I will never cheat on you, baby. Forget what you think you know about bikers. I’m a one-woman man when I’m committed. And I can say you are the only woman I have committed myself to since I was about twenty.”

His admission that he had a former lover shouldn’t have caused my chest to constrict, but it does. For the first time in weeks, the vice has returned, but this time it’s because there is someone else that Caleb loved. What if he still has feelings for her?

Caleb must have felt my body tense because his grip on my hips tightens, and his eyes are now razor sharp and focused on my face.

“Don’t.”

“I’m not doing anything,” I say.

“Bullshit, baby. You are pulling away. What is it? What did I say that caused you to tense?”

I don’t reply to his words because it’s stupid. How the hell can I get upset by his past when all he has done since the day we met was help me take care of mine?

“It’s nothing.” My attempt to avoid the confrontation is futile. He’s way too smart for his own good.

“Katie was my first love,” he says.

My neck becomes stiff and I try to jerk away, but his hold is steady. Him telling me about her shouldn’t bother me, but it does. I don’t want to think about a girl that had Caleb’s heart before me.

“Come on,” he says. His large hands tap both of my thighs and I swing my leg over and stand. Taking my hand, Caleb leads me toward the second large building on the Havoc property. I have not been inside this building, but it’s large and sits off to the side of the main building. Stepping inside, I see it’s a large garage where several bikes and cars are parked.

“In here no one will hear us talk,” he says. “Katie was my first love. We met when we were in high school. Dumb kids. I had shit parents. Dad was a full-time drug dealer and part time drug user. He kept my mom high so he could sleep with anyone he wanted. When he wasn’t fucking women in front of my mother, he was beating the shit out of her and us kids.”

Tears pool in my eyes as Caleb tells me more about his childhood. He hasn’t opened this much before, he only told me the basics, so I keep quiet, afraid that if I make a sound, Caleb will stop telling me his story.

“I got it worse than Nate. Being his older brother, it was my job to protect him. So when Dad got angry and beat Mom, I always stepped in. I knew if I could get his attention and anger directed at me, he would stop hitting them.” Taking a deep breath, Caleb continues, “Katie was an escape from the pain and beatings. She never judged me and we spent each waking minute together. As we got older, she went off to college, and I prospected for Havoc. She was becoming this new independent person, and I was just a biker. I didn’t want her to sacrifice her future for me, so I let her go.”

This is difficult for Caleb to talk about, so I reach out and grab his hand to comfort him. A small squeeze from him lets me know he wants my comfort.

“Katie got caught up with the wrong people in college. She started dating this guy who supplied her with any and every drug you can imagine. She called me in the middle of the night and begged me to help her. Said she wanted to get clean and start over with me. I believed her. It turns out she was just setting me up. Her druggie boyfriend tried to rob and kill me.”

I squeeze his hand tighter, unable to control my response to his words.

“I shot her boyfriend and then called my president, Chino. We took Katie back to the club, and I had one choice. Kill Katie for setting up a member of Havoc. Chino didn’t give me any options. You never fuck with a member of Havoc, even a prospect.” His beautiful black eyes are boring into mine as he delivers his final words.

“I killed Katie.”

My breathing is loud in the quiet garage, and tears roll down my cheeks.

“Savannah, I don’t feel sorry for killing her. She wasn’t the girl I once knew, and she set me up to be murdered. The drugs were the most important part of her life. Nothing else mattered. All I ever did was love her. I let her go, let her have a normal life, and she repaid me with a death warrant from some son of a bitch she met in college.

“I was patched into Havoc a few months later and then I moved my way up to president.”

Reaching out to wipe the tears from my face, Caleb continues, “I told you all of this to say I don’t care about some bitch from my past. Her death still haunts me because it was my first kill, but I made it quick. Even though she deserved to suffer for what she did.”

“Baby, it’s okay,” I say. Not knowing what else to say to the man I love. Not wanting to verbalize that she got what was coming to her.

“I’m not a good man, but I’d never hurt you, Savy,” he says. The sincerity is clear in his tone. He’s told me before, but now I can believe his words are true.

“You are a good man,” I say.

“I’m not.”

“You. Are,” I grit out, daring him to challenge me. “Would a bad man take in a scared, broken women and her seventeen-year-old sister? Would a bad man work hard as hell to make that same girl feel safe and loved? Would a bad man vow to hunt down that girl’s father and exact revenge for her?”

He busts out laughing and I follow, “Okay, maybe a bad man would do that last one, but you are a good man Caleb Masterson. Don’t tell me you are a bad man. Are you perfect? No, of course not. None of us are. Are there things you do that I wouldn’t agree with? Probably. But you are a wonderful, kind, caring, amazing, sexy man that I love.”

I immediately stop talking. The words just popped out. I’ve been telling myself I love Caleb, but I’ve never said the words to him. I just told Caleb I loved him, and it’s true. I love him and now he knows.

Caleb slams his mouth down on mine, and he thrusts his hands into my thick hair, gently pulling on my tresses. My sex gushes at the gentle forcefulness he displays.

“I love you too, baby,” he says. His breath is coming in quickly. “I love you so fucking much, I didn’t want to scare you off, so I never said the words.”

Now it is my turn to slam my mouth down on his. Running my hands up his sides, under his cut and shirt. The feel of his bulging muscles, making me wetter.

“Caleb, I need you now,” I say. “Please fuck me.”

Lost in the moment, I don’t think about what it would mean for Caleb to fuck me. I go with what I’m feeling. I want to follow my gut and it’s telling me that it is time to make things official with Caleb Masterson.

Running his hands down my sides, he lifts the hem of my shirt, pulling it above my head.

“I want to see all of you, baby,” he says. “I wanted our first time to be in a bed, but my cock is so hard, I can’t wait to get inside that sweet pussy.”

My pussy clenches at his words. “Yes. Take me right here. Fill me with your big cock.”

“Take your pants off, baby, but leave your panties on. I want to fuck you with them on.”

I quickly do as he says, unzipping my tight pants and slowly peel them off my hips and thighs. I’m standing in the middle of an industrial garage in only my bra and panties. It’s the sexiest I’ve felt in my entire life.

“So sexy, baby. Come here.”

Walking the few short steps to his embrace, Caleb kisses me again, though this time it is slow and sensual. Something I never would have expected from this rugged biker. Gently nibbling on my bottom lip, Caleb caresses my breast and slips his large hands inside the cup of my lace bra, caressing each mound. The gentle kneading, pulling a soft moan from my lips.

As his gentle caresses become firmer, he unhooks my bra and begins sucking my nipples, alternating between each breast. The wet, hot sensation of his mouth draws goose bumps across my almost naked body.

“You taste so fucking good, Savy,” he says. Continuing his exploration of my breast, I explore his firm body as well.

“Take this off,” I pant. “I want to see your body.”

He quickly takes off his cut and lays it across the workbench. Then he removes his shirt and pants, allowing them to fall to the floor. I hold my breath as he removes his boxers, revealing his member. His cock is large and thick, much larger than anything I’ve ever seen. Let alone had inside me.

“Don’t worry, baby. I’ll be gentle, this time.”

“I’m not worried.”

“Good. Now get over here and let me make you feel good.”

Running his hands all over my body leaves a tingling sensation in his hand’s wake. I’m jittery and craving his huge cock to fill me, but he takes his time and my patience begins running out.

“Get up here,” he says. Lifting me up onto the hood of a car. “I want to taste you.”

Caleb licks my pussy from front to back, taking his time and getting his fill. He sucks in my clit and presses down with his tongue. My pussy gushes again.

“Mmm. You taste so good,” he groans. Continuing his exploration with his tongue.

I have to admit it feels amazing; Caleb licking my pussy is one of the best feelings in the world. He’s pro at this, combining his fingers and tongue, both gently stroking me. His tongue outside on my clit, and his fingers stroking deep inside my pussy, hitting the rough patch that brings me to climax almost as quickly as he started, but instead of letting me come, he pulls back, removing his fingers.

“Motherfucker!” I mutter.

“Not yet, little bird. I want you begging me before I let you come.”

Letting out a frustrated cry, Caleb continues his exploration, inserting a finger into my ass. I tense from his entrance.

“Shh. I’m just preparing you. Trust me, little bird.”

I’ve never had anal sex. My eyes pool with tears at the thought.

Diablo must have sensed the change in me and he immediately stops. “What’s wrong, baby? Did I hurt you?”

“No,” I choke out of my constricted throat.

“Then what is it? Do you want to stop?”

“No. It feels so good. It’s just this is the first time I’ve ever had sex on my own terms. And I’ve never had anal. I was just thinking I’d be able to give you that gift. It’s something I never thought I’d be comfortable enough to give.”

“Oh, Savy. It’s a beautiful gift. One I don’t deserve, but I’m a selfish bastard and I’m going to take it when you’re ready. For tonight, we’re gonna take it slow.”

“No please, take me anyway you want me. I like the idea of rough sex with you.” It’s the first time I ever admitted it to myself, let alone anyone else. I’d love for Caleb to grab my hair and tug. It can be something that I enjoy with a man I love and trust. “Please make me feel good, Caleb.”

“I’m clean, baby, I haven’t been with anyone since I met you. I want to feel you. Are you okay with no condom?”

“Yes,” I whisper my reply.

And he does just what I need.

He lines up his shaft and slams home. Pausing to allow me to adjust to his length and size. Once I’ve adjusted, I begin moving my hips. Trying to force him to move. But he starts out slow and gradually increases his pace, slamming his dick into me while also rubbing my clit with his thumb. It doesn’t take me long to feel my climax build.

“Oh god, please, please don’t stop.”

“Never.” He continues to punish my pussy. His hips slamming into mine as a bead of sweat drips down his forehead.

“I’m close, baby, you better come with me,” he says.

With the next few pumps, he lowers his head and sucks my nipple into his mouth, adding extra suction. As I begin to spasm, he bites down on my nipple as he catches my clit between his fingers and pinches. The sensation sets me off and I scream out as I gush all over his dick. He continues to slam home a few more times and then with one final slam, he comes too.

“Fuck!” he yells.

Pulling me to the surprisingly clean floor of the garage, he lays me across his broad chest as we catch our breath.

“Fuck, babe. You have the sweetest pussy I’ve ever had.”

My cheeks flame at his words. “Thank you.”

“Don’t go being shy now,” he teases.

“Oh hush,” I say. “I’m just trying to catch my breath.”

“Not so fast,” he says. “I’m ready for round two.”

“Ooh, me too,” I squeal.

Taking control, I shimmy down his body and engulf this long thick member into my mouth. Tasting myself and his cum mixed together is exhilarating.

“Oh shit,” he says.

Looking up toward the man I love, our eyes connect and he lets me take control as I bring him to pleasure.

I feel like a powerful goddess for the first time in my life.