Chapter Fifteen

Secrets

Grayson

Looking down at her, my cock halfway in that beautiful mouth of hers, I want to stop her. She’s not some hookup, she’s not a place to fucking dump off a load. That girl, Mandee, for all intents and purposes, is my fucking first. I want to stop her, but I can’t make it happen. It feels too fucking good.

Her big, brown doe eyes are cloudier than ever before. She’s stoking what doesn’t fit in her mouth while licking and sucking what does. My fucking cock is a beautiful thing, but right now, it’s beyond beautiful. And she’s not sucking dick to impress me, to get me to fuck her. She’s sucking it in a way that I am damn sure is as hot to her as it is to me.

“Fuck yes.” I thrust forward, and she gags a bit. “Christ, I’m so—”

She takes me deeper and swallows.

I fist her hair and pull her back.

“Did I—”

“Don’t wanna blow it too fucking soon. You keep sucking me like that...that fucking amazing, and I’m not ready to stop yet. Don’t want to come on your face, Mandee,” I say as I kneel, one hand still fisted in her hair as I pull back to lie her down.

I’m straddling her, one hand full of cock, the other full of tit. I rub my head over her nipple, and she moans, biting her lip.

“Gonna fuck those tits,” I tell her, rocking my hips slowly, rubbing my dick against one.

She grabs her tits and holds them together nice and fucking tightly. “Like this?”

Her chest is rising and falling, her face is flush, her eyes...Christ, her eyes are almost lost in those clouds, and she seems just as lost.

“Grayson?”

“Yeah, fucking perfect.” I rub those lips with my thumb, and she slides her tongue across it then sucks on it. “Fuck.”

I rub my hands across her tits, and then pull my hand away from her mouth and lick it before rubbing my slickened hand up and down my cock. As I push it between her tits, she arches her back as I thrust up and down between them.

Reaching behind me with one hand, I rub a finger between her legs and push it inside her. The sound she releases calls for more, so I push another inside, and her pussy contracts around it while I fuck her tits with my cock and her pussy with my fingers. Her eyes flutter shut as she rocks against my hand and I rock against her sexy as fuck body.

When she holds her breath and stiffens, her eyes spring open, confusion amongst the clouds. When they widen and she begins to close her legs, I stop fucking those tits and focus on the task at hand...literally.

“Gray? Oh, no. Oh—”

“Come for me,” I demand, curling my fingers up inside her. “Come for me like I have for you over and over again.”

“Gray?” she cries, thighs clenching around my hand.

“I got you. I fucking got you,” I promise, watching her perfect as fuck face as she falls apart.

“Kiss!” she cries. “Kiss me, dammit!”

I lean in close, anticipating what it will be like to kiss those lips, take them in mine, suck on them, hear and taste her whimpers, her cries.

“Who’s out there?” I hear and look up.

“Fuck,” I mumble.

“Who is it?” she gasps.

“Fucking Gage,” I curse.

“Oh, my God,” she gasps. “Oh, my God, he’ll know our secrets.” She pushes me up then slides out from under me.

“Hey! Who’s out there?” Gage yells.

I stand up and immediately feel hands on my chest, right before my body hits the water.

When I come up gasping, I see her lowering herself off the dock.

“What the hell are you doing?” I whisper.

“Swim, Gray, swim,” she says, pushing me.

“No fucking sense in—”

“Go!”

“I asked who’s out there!”

I start to respond when she covers my mouth.

I pull it back. “You kidding me right now?”

“This is...not what you...” She stops when we hear footsteps on the dock.

I can’t help laughing when I see her glare at me, right before she pushes herself back and under the overhang of the dock.

A light hits my face as I hear Gage ask, “What the fuck, man? Can’t you answer?”

I laugh harder. “You mind shining that somewhere else? You’re blinding me.”

He moves the light left and squats down. “Damn fool. Didn’t anyone ever tell you not to swim alone at night, especially when you’ve been drinking all day? And why the fuck didn’t you answer me?”

“Think I’ve heard that before, but I’m not actually alone,” I tell Gage then feel what is a hand on my sac.

“No?” Gage asks, and that hand tightens.

“Nah, I’m never alone. Got company right now as a matter of fact.”

Her grip tightens on my balls. I move closer, rest one arm on the dock, and use the other to reach down and grab her hand.

“I think she’s angry at me. Got me by the balls and all.”

Gage laughs at the same time she gasps.

I take her hand, wrap it around my dick, and begin stroking.

“Thinking it’s a small mouth. Lake Hopatcong bass,” I say on a laugh.

“Too bad it wasn’t a wide mouth,” Gage jokes. “Teeth scrape and shit.”

“Your small mouth got a big mouth?” I ask, referring to Phoenix.

Mandee must get that because nails dig in a little.

“Perfect fucking everything, man,” he answers.

“Well, stop fucking around down here and go.”

“Good idea.” He nods as he stands. When he turns and begins to walk back up the dock, he turns his head left and his eyes stop on something, then he looks back. “You be really careful, man.”

“Always,” I tell him.

“Waters could be fucking treacherous if you don’t handle them well.” Then he turns and walks away.

“Always respect the lake!” I call after him.

When he’s off the dock and walking up the hill, I push back and pull her hand, still on my dick, toward me.

“You scratched my dick, hot lips,” I tell her, gripping her hip.

“You were gonna tell him?” she whisper-hisses.

I shrug. “Not sure.” I can’t stop looking at her lips.

“No, Grayson, you do not want that. You wanted—”

She stops when I kiss her. Her mouth opens immediately, and I give her a quick lick before grabbing her lower lip between mine and sucking on it. Her hot, sweet breath hits my face when she whimpers.

I grab her ass and lift a leg, pulling it around my hip. Then I do the same with the other. I kiss down her jaw, her neck, licking, tasting. She tastes fucking good everywhere. I make my way back to her mouth when she clenches my hair.

I kiss her harder this time. I fucking kiss her because I fucking need to, which is completely foreign to me.

Another need I can’t ignore is the throbbing of my cock, so I reach down and rub it against her. Then, really fucking slowly, I push in.

Her head falls back, and she digs her nails into my scalp and whimpers. “So. Full.”

“That’s just the tip,” I tell her, warning her of what’s to come. “Can’t fuckin’ wait to be all in you. So fucking tight. Fucking hot. Fucking dreamed about this.”

As soon as those words fall out of my mouth, she releases a held breath, puts her forehead to mine, eyes wide and staring into mine. “Take it,” she whispers.

“Fucking plan on it.” I grip those sexy, curvy hips and thrust into her fully.

Her eyes are even wider. Pain? Surprise?

Fuck!

“Breathe, sweetheart.”

Finally, she breathes out.

“You good?”

She doesn’t say a word.

I push my forehead harder against hers. “Speak, sweetheart.”

She nods, and I start fucking her slow, gentle, while kissing those lips. Finally, she’s moaning again.

She’s going to ruin me.

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She’s spent, I’m fucking exhausted, but I want more.

She doesn’t fight it when I carry her out of the water, her hands linked behind my neck. She doesn’t say shit until, “Clothes. Boots.”

I nod. “Hang on.” I reach down and shove her clothes in her boots. Then I carry her up the fucking dirt road, completely and totally bare-assed.

When I lay her in the bed, she begins to roll to her side.

“I don’t think so, Mandee, I don’t fucking think so.”

She smiles as she rolls onto her back. “Better get a towel. We aren’t in the water this time.”

“You better not fall asleep, or you’ll wake up to me forcing myself in there again.”

She smiles. “If I fall asleep, I expect you to do just that.”

She has ruined me.