I was asking for it, I know that I was.

“I could lick on you until you scream my name, and then fuck you until you can't walk. I guarantee after a few orgasm, you will sleep like a baby.”

Yeah, I knew that was coming. I shouldn't have said what I did, I know that now. The last thing I wanted to do was get started on this road. That's why we're going for a walk.

“How about we go for a walk instead Craig? I think that would be the safer bet, don't you?”

Craig didn't want to agree with me, but he went for a walk with me anyways. From the way he acted at the beach, I'm sure that he was just going with me because he was afraid some guy was going to look at me. I was still wearing his ring, but I hadn't said anything else about it. I liked to wear it at, and I still wasn't sure why, but I did.

I noticed rather quickly that Craig was turned on like always. He was always very quick to show his desires, and I'm pretty sure that it was because he couldn't hide them. They were always bigger than the container that they were in, and tonight was no different. It was quite clear that Craig was turned on. And then of course, I got turned on just thinking about it.

We got down to the beach and it had a completely different feel in the dark. I don't know if it was because of the moon coming up, with the sun going down, but I wanted to get in the water. It was a magic time, with everything reflecting off of the water. It was calling to me and I convinced Craig that he should get in with me. I was up to no good of course, and as soon as I started to see him take his clothes off, I knew where this was going to go.

For something that I had tried to avoid for the last week, I had learned a few things. For one hour I wasn't going to deny myself any longer. I wanted what I wanted, and in that moment, I wanted him. I wanted my husband.

I knew as soon as I started to see his hard body and felt the cool breeze on my own, I knew that this was going to end in the way that he wanted it to. Craig had been trying for days to get me into bed with him and there was nothing that I could do about it now. I was lost in the moment and the more I tried to fight it, the more useless it all became.

Something changed in me, had been changing in me and I didn’t want to fight it any more. I don’t know what the real intention of making us live together had been, but it had certainly brought us closer together.

When I first heard about having to stay with Craig, I’d thought that it was going to be the worst thing ever. But now I was starting to see that it may very well be, the best thing that we had decided to do. I knew that it was complicated, but wanting to be with Craig, didn’t have to be that complicated.

The only thing that wasn’t complicated with Craig was how we were together. When I was in his arms and his lips were on mine, I knew that everything that was supposed to happen, was happening. It felt right, freeing, that was right. But then there was this other side of it all, the side that remembered all of the things that had happened between us and wanted to change it. That was the complicated part of it.

The complication was what I was trying to forget about. I knew that if I tried hard enough, if I let myself get swept off of my feet, that I was going to be able to lose myself and forget it all. That was one of the good things about Craig. He was able to help me forget it all. All he had to do was touch me and all I had to do was allow it to happen. It was all just too easy if I really thought about it.

Now we were getting undressed under the moonlight and I couldn’t keep my eyes off of his hard body. I knew every single inch of it by heart and I wanted nothing more than to touch the ridges that were in front of me now.

My eyes followed down in a natural progression and his thick thighs were covered in the same soft black hair that covered the rest of him. I knew from experience that while they looked wired and unruly, they were ridiculously soft.

I waited for him to finish up, but he was looking at me expectantly. I didn’t know what was going through his mind, but I knew suddenly what was going through mine.

I didn’t have to check between my legs to know that I was ready for Craig. I’d been ready for him for a week now and every day, I had went to sleep with wet panties on. Now I didn’t have to hold back anymore, and it was one of the best decisions that I had made in a long time.

Not knowing if it was all going to blow up in my face by morning, I was determined to ride out the good as best as I could. Once I decided that I was going to finally have Craig again, something in me clicked and I wasn’t worried about the future anymore. Right now was looking pretty damn good.