Anita
I woke up around three in the morning and knew two things simultaneously.
I needed a pain pill, and Bram had stayed.
His arm was still around me but had moved up my torso, his palm resting on my collarbone and his forearm pressed between my breasts. It felt good. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d spent the night with someone. Sex—yes. Sleepovers—no.
But as nice as having Bram’s arm around me felt, I needed to move it so I could get out of bed and grab some pain pills from the top of my dresser across the room.
“Hey,” Bram rasped as I tried to lift his arm off me. “You okay?”
“Yeah,” I whispered back, suddenly feeling awkward. “I just need to take a pill.”
“Oh!” He sat up behind me, and I immediately missed his warmth at my back. “Where are they? I’ll get ’em.”
He stood from the bed as I tried to protest, but my words were cut off on a giggle as he stumbled around trying to get his balance. I’d heard about Bram’s wake-up clumsiness, but I’d never actually seen it. “Are you drunk?” I asked, watching as he braced himself against the wall.
“No,” he shot back defensively. “It just takes me a minute to wake up.”
“That’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen,” I said seriously, sitting gingerly up in bed.
“Shut up.”
“No really, you’re like a newborn giraffe. It’s adorable.”
“I can’t fuck with you right now, but you know I have a good memory, right?”
“All wobbly legs and bewildered expression,” I teased, grinning as his expression became even more disgruntled.
“It’s dark in here, and I don’t know my way around,” he argued, taking a few tentative steps forward.
“It’s not that dark.”
“Then you have eyes like a fucking bat,” he mumbled. “Where are your pills?”
“Top of the dresser. I have a cup of water there too.”
He stumbled over to the dresser and grabbed my little orange bottle of pills and my cup from the hospital, but his steps became steadier as he came back to the bed.
“You found those pills pretty easy in this super-dark room,” I needled as he handed me the small bottle.
“Shut the fuck up,” he replied, handing me the water and crawling over the foot of the bed to climb back in behind me.
I snickered as he got comfortable, then took my pill, lying back down when I was finished. I wasn’t sure how to position my body. Bram was lying on his back with his hands behind his head, but I didn’t want to just assume he wanted me to snuggle into him. However, lying on my side with my back to him seemed kind of rude. Was that against bed-sharing etiquette? Whenever I saw a couple like that in a movie, it was when they were fighting—not that we were a couple or anything.
Finally I just lay down on my back next to him, even though it wasn’t exactly comfortable, and rested my hands on my stomach. That should work. Super nonchalant.
“Why did you have the surgery?” Bram asked quietly once I was settled.
“I have—had these things called fibroids. They’re painful, and I’ve had them for years, and it finally got to the point that I just couldn’t take it anymore,” I answered as simply as I could. I didn’t explain the long periods that left me feeling drained and depressed or the few times when it had hurt to have sex. I wasn’t going to go into the fact that I’d debated it in my head for over a year before I’d finally elected to have the surgery. How the thought of never carrying a baby had been completely abhorrent for a long time. That I’d finally come to the decision on my twenty-ninth birthday that I couldn’t keep dealing with the pain on the off chance that, at some point, I’d have a husband and I’d want children. That I’d cried about it for the two weeks leading up to the surgery, and even while they were putting me under, I’d wondered if I was doing the right thing.
“Is that—” He paused for a second. “Is that cancer, or—”
“No. Not cancer.” I turned my head to look at him, and found him staring at the ceiling.
“But they’ve been hurting you?”
“Yeah.”
“I didn’t know that.”
“Why would you?” I asked in confusion.
“Well, at least you won’t have to deal with that anymore, yeah?” He tilted his head down and met my eyes, his jaw tight.
“Yep,” I said quietly, nodding my head.
How did I explain that I almost wanted it back? It wouldn’t make any sense to him. Shit, I didn’t know if it would make sense to anyone.
“Come here,” Bram called, reaching out to grab my hand and pull it so that I rolled into his side, my arm around his waist. “That okay? It doesn’t hurt or anything?”
“No.” I shook my head before laying it on his shoulder. “They went through my vagina so I have some little incisions from the laparoscopy on my belly but most of it is—” My words cut off as I realized how absolutely still Bram was.
“Bram?”
“They—” His body shuddered. “They were—they cut you—”
“I’m fine,” I tried to reassure him, but his body didn’t relax. “Bram, seriously, they do it all the time.”
“They don’t do it to you all the time.”
“Thank God for that. Shit hurts.”
Bram shuddered again, and his hand swept down my back, pushing me closer against his side.
“Let’s just go to sleep,” he said roughly, pulling the sheets up and over us.
My skin prickled. “What, are you grossed out now?” I said sharply, embarrassed at his reaction. “I didn’t ask you to stay. You can go at any time. Wouldn’t want to gross you out or anything with the surgery I just had, that I wasn’t even really sure I wanted, and—”
He cut my words off with a wet kiss, one that probably wasn’t appropriate considering the fact that I wouldn’t be able to have sex for a long time while I healed.
“I don’t like the idea of someone with a fucking scalpel up inside you, okay?” he hissed into my mouth, his hand coming up to tangle in my hair as he was careful to keep his weight off my body. “Can we just fucking drop it?”
His breath was ragged, and I could feel his heart racing where my face pressed against his chest. He was really freaked out. I could see it even though I didn’t understand it. By the look on his face, he didn’t understand the reaction, either.
“Okay,” I finally whispered with a nod, kissing his chin softly. “We can drop it.”
He nodded back, inhaling deeply as he pulled his fingers through my hair and then smoothed it away from my face.
His muscles relaxed as he leaned back to rest his head on my pillow, but his arm never released the tight hold on my back.
* * *
The next time I woke up, Bram was gone. I wasn’t surprised. He’d never struck me as a wake-up-the-next-morning-and-make-breakfast kind of guy. No, what surprised me was that he’d even stayed at all the night before.
I groaned as I leaned over the side of the bed and grabbed my pills and water cup from the bedside table. The cup was one of two that I’d brought home from the hospital with me, with a lid and a straw that had kept me from tipping it over and spilling it as I’d fumbled for it the first couple of days home. I leaned forward a little bit and paused with my lips around the straw.
The cup was cold and so was the water inside it. I shook it a little and heard ice cubes clicking against the plastic. I smiled. Bram had gotten me fresh water before he took off.
After another pull of the water, I set it down and lay back on my pillow. My pain was significantly better than when I’d first gotten home from the hospital, but I was still pretty sore. I wanted to give myself a few minutes before I tried walking around the house.
My eyes were just starting to grow heavy again when my foster brother Alex’s voice came from my phone somewhere near my pillow.
“Pick up the damn phone, Ani. Pick up the damn phone, Ani. Pick up the damn phone, Ani.” Jesus, I should have deleted the app that let people record their own ringtones.
“What do you want?” I answered when I finally found my phone inside a pillowcase.
“A stripper. Blond hair, blue eyes, and massive—”
“You called the wrong number…again,” I replied drily.
“Wait, are you sure?”
“Why exactly are you calling me at nine a.m. on a Saturday?”
“How you feeling?” Alex asked.
“Like I lost my ladybits,” I said, sighing as I relaxed back into the blankets.
“Oh, shit. You had the sex change at the same time? Your dick better not be bigger than mine or we can’t be friends anymore.”
“Do they even make dicks as small as yours anymore?” I smiled as Alex started laughing.
“You wish you had a dick as big as mine,” he guffawed.
“Nah, my balls are bigger.”
“Yeah, they are,” Alex said, his tone completely serious. “How are you, really? Everything okay?”
“Yeah, I’m good,” I reassured him. “Less sore today than I was yesterday.”
“What about, you know, emotionally?” he asked uncomfortably.
“Are you joking?” I snickered.
“Oh, shut the fuck up,” he replied.
We talked for another twenty minutes about everything and nothing before finally hanging up. I loved that guy.
When I’d finally decided to have the surgery, Alex was the first person I’d called. I’m sure that would be weird for most people, but it had made sense to me. I’d needed a friend who could look at the situation unemotionally, and I knew that Kate and Liz wouldn’t. They’d see it from a woman’s perspective. They would have known how hard it was for me to relinquish the right to ever carry a baby, to lose that part of myself.
I’d needed a friend who would tell me that it was okay without bursting into tears or smothering me with questions. Alex had been that friend.
I rolled out of bed and shuffled into the kitchen to make a cup of coffee, stopping dead as I noticed a familiar flat cardboard box sitting on the middle of the counter. I moved closer and found the top had been written on by what looked like a black marker.
Didn’t know what kind you liked.
I pulled the lid off the box and found a variety of donuts stuffed inside. Maple bars and chocolate bars and bear claws and glazed donuts and every other kind that the donut shop down the street carried.
I was twenty-nine years old, and a box of donuts may have been the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for me.
I glanced around the kitchen trying to spot anything else out of place as I picked up a maple bar and absently took a bite. God, that was good. Groaning, I took another bite as I started a cup of coffee.
I didn’t have anything to do since it was Saturday, but I could feel the nervous energy pumping through my veins. After spending almost a week in bed, the thought of crawling back in there to watch another movie sounded like complete crap. I was used to being busy, either working at the office or working on my house. I didn’t ever have downtime—I liked it that way—and the forced inactivity was beginning to wear thin.
I finished my donut and grabbed my cup of coffee, leaving my work-in-progress kitchen to head into my work-in-progress living room. After six months of working on my place, it didn’t seem like I was any closer to finishing it. Yes, the ugly shag carpeting was gone, and I now had a refrigerator and stove in the kitchen, but the old hardwood floors were still unfinished, and my countertops belonged in a ’70s porno complete with bow-chicka-wow-wow music.
I loved my house. It fit me, and I liked the fact that it was built so long ago. It had a history. Coming from foster care, I didn’t have much that had survived intact from childhood. Moving so much and living with different kids with all different problems meant that a lot of things were lost. Stolen. Broken. Forgotten.
I’d managed to keep ahold of two things. A backpack that I’d carried from home to home, and a pillowcase that I’d needed to sleep with when I was little. That was it. That was the extent of my family heirlooms. Walking around a house that had survived family after family for almost a hundred years was comforting. It wasn’t a cookie cutter in a new development. It was unique and built to last.
I glanced around my living room as I sipped my coffee. The walls were painted a light gray—I’d finished those the weekend before my surgery. The fireplace was one of the few things that hadn’t needed to be redone but I’d painted the mantel white. There wasn’t anything on the scuffed floor but a drop cloth and the paint I’d used on the mantel. I’d gotten enough to paint the trim around the windows and the baseboards.
I tilted my head as I looked at my brand-new windows. They’d cost a shit ton because the old windows had been a weird size, but I was happy with how the new ones had turned out. Now they just needed some nice white trim.
I looked back at the floor where my can of paint was stashed.
I could totally sit on a chair and paint the trim. I wouldn’t be exerting myself. If anything, it would be relaxing.
With my decision made, I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a little paint stick thing and a small brush from the tiny pantry. I’d paint for a while and then take another nap.
* * *
“What the fuck are you doing?” Bram’s voice boomed behind me, startling me into almost falling out of my chair.
I fumbled with the paintbrush in my hand, but eventually got it under control and turned to look at Bram as I dropped it on the stack of newspaper at my feet. Oh shit, I was sore. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d had a pain pill.
“What time is it?” I asked, ignoring his question as I set the lid back on the paint can and started to seal it with a hammer.
“Gimme that,” Bram muttered, taking the hammer from my hand and closing the paint with three hard whacks. “It’s almost three.”
No wonder I felt like shit—I hadn’t had a pain pill all day…or lunch, for that matter. Once I’d started painting, I’d fallen into a little bit of a trance. I liked working on the house. It relaxed me to know that I was building something that was unique. Something that was mine.
“Looks good, huh?” I said proudly, looking back at the lower half of my windows. I hadn’t painted the top halves because I’d known I should probably stay off my feet. Not that it mattered. I still felt like complete shit now that I’d stopped.
“You painted half the windows,” Bram answered flatly, crossing his arms over his chest.
“Why aren’t you a detective? Because that was seriously observant.” I climbed to my feet and tried to hide my wince. Yeah, I needed a pain pill.
“Why the fuck did you paint half the windows? Aren’t you supposed to be taking it easy?” Bram asked, stepping forward like he was going to help me.
“I was bored.” Shuffling around him, I took a deep breath. Pills first, then food.
“You were bored,” Bram growled as he followed me into my room.
“Yeah, I was bored.” I opened up my pills and forced myself to take only one. Two would be better, but I didn’t want to fall asleep and I knew they’d completely knock me out.
“How’d that work out for you?” Bram asked, leaning against my doorway.
“Great,” I replied stubbornly, lifting my chin. “I got half the windows done.”
“They look like shit.”
“No they don’t. They look halfway finished.” I pushed past him and made my way back to the kitchen, eyeballing the donuts still sitting on my table. I wondered if I could get away with eating another one. Oh, fuck it. It’s not like I ever gained weight anyway. Even when I was trying to put on a few pounds, I couldn’t. I didn’t bitch about it—I knew people would kill to be able to eat whatever they wanted and not gain an ounce—but it wasn’t like it didn’t irritate me. Maybe I wanted boobs. Maybe I wanted a little junk in my trunk. Maybe I didn’t want old ladies to make comments at the grocery store about me starving myself.
“Thanks for the donuts,” I called, stuffing a glazed one in my mouth.
“You’re welcome,” Bram replied, coming to a stop at the entry of the kitchen.
I wanted to ask him why he was there. I didn’t understand his sudden need to visit my house and feed me. Was it nice? Sure. But we’d had sex one time. It wasn’t like we were together. Our relationship was the same as it had always been.
I grew irritated as he stood there silently watching me eat. I hated not knowing what to say or where to look. We were in my fucking kitchen. My comfort zone. My sanctuary.
When the silence finally became too much, I wiped my hands on my pajama pants and took a step forward.
“Look, I’m pretty tired, so—”
“Sure,” Bram cut in quickly, nodding his head as he scratched at his beard. That’s when I noticed that he was as uncomfortable as I was. He was fidgety. Awkward.
“So, I’ll see you Monday, right?”
“Yeah. Monday.” Without another word, he spun around and walked out of my house, closing the door quietly behind him. Then I heard him locking the dead bolt, reminding me that he had one of the spare keys to my place.
I had a key for his town house, too. I’d never needed to use it, but I had it.
The weight of our intertwined lives hit me with the force of a sledgehammer as I made my way back to bed.
We not only shared the same family, but I worked with Bram. I saw him every single day. Sure, we didn’t really speak to each other unless it was work-related—but I still saw him. When my best friends came to visit, he was there. When I went to see Liz and Dan, he was there. When I needed help on my house, he showed up with Dan, Mike, and Trevor, complete with a tool belt and a truck full of power tools.
For the first time since we’d met, I was nervous around Bram. My snarky mouth seemed to suddenly disappear when he looked at me, when before his presence was all I’d needed to smart off. After fourteen years of living parallel lives, we’d intersected, and now I had no idea how to get us running parallel again.
And the shittiest part of the whole deal was that there was no way I could avoid him, and I was pretty sure that there was going to be no way to avoid the fact that I’d held his dick in my hand, either.
* * *
I lied.
Apparently, it was super easy to avoid Bram.
To be fair, I wasn’t sure if I was avoiding him or he was avoiding me or we were both avoiding each other—but I’d barely seen him since the day in my kitchen when I’d pretty much kicked him out.
It had been almost four weeks. When we had family dinners, he was quiet. Not that that was unusual for Bram, but for obvious reasons, I noticed it more. He didn’t talk directly to me, and all signs of our ongoing verbal warfare had disappeared.
I knew that Trevor suspected something. Maybe Liz and Ellie, too, but no one said anything. They just watched us closely as we orbited each other, never getting close enough to actually interact. It drove me nuts. He needed to act normal if we were ever going to put that night behind us without alerting the whole family that we’d bumped uglies in the back of my Toyota.
I was lying.
I needed to get my shit together. Me.
Our dynamic was practically set in stone. I made the first comment. Always. I’d say something, then Bram would say something back, and then we’d trade jabs for as long as we were together.
But for the life of me, I couldn’t give him shit. I just couldn’t. I’d open my mouth to make some comment, and I’d snap it shut again at the memory of him crawling into bed behind me. I’d like to think that I could have moved past the fantastic sex, but it was the caring that shut me up quicker than a republican during a gay sex scandal. I’d look at him, remembering his soft words in my ear, and I just couldn’t make myself antagonize him.
“You’re quiet tonight,” Aunt Ellie said quietly as we sat down at another Friday night dinner. “Everything okay?”
“Yup,” I chirped, trying not to wince or look at Bram. They were going to know. I’d gotten through three weeks of family dinners, and I felt like, at any moment, the tension in my limbs was finally going to snap, and I’d stand up from the table and tell them that I’d fucked grumpy Bram on a side street in downtown Portland.
“Feeling okay?” she murmured, passing me a bowl of biscuits.
“Yeah. Went to the doctor yesterday and I’m all healed up. She said to take it easy for a while longer but I’m mostly back to normal now,” I replied quietly, passing the bowl to Trevor on my left.
“Really? That seems fast,” Ellie said, giving me a small smile as I shrugged. “Well, I’m glad you’re feeling better.”
She leaned over and patted my leg a couple times before getting back to her dinner, and I was reminded of the fact that Ellie had never been able to carry a baby, either. I wasn’t sure what the problem had been, and I’d never felt it was my place to ask. She and Mike had eventually become foster parents and adopted Trevor and Henry, but I wondered if she’d ever had regrets.
I shook myself out of those thoughts. Ellie hadn’t had a choice. I knew that much. Our situations weren’t the same.
“Two more weeks,” Liz sang out across the table, diverting my attention. She rubbed her hands together in glee. “I can’t wait to hold my grandbabies.”
“Is Shane coming up with her?” Trev asked, leaning forward to blow on the hot chili in front of him. “He’s got a deployment coming up, doesn’t he?”
“Yep,” Uncle Mike answered, leaning back in his chair. “He’s taking leave so they can come up here, then he’ll have about a week at home getting shit at the house ready before they start gearing up to go.”
“I don’t know how Kate does it,” I said, shaking my head as everyone’s attention landed on me. “‘Hey, why don’t you go play in the sand for a bit while I take care of everything back home, and then, when you get back, I’ll jump into your arms like I haven’t just killed myself for the last six months.’”
“Are you fucking joking?” Bram rumbled, glaring at me from across the table.
“No. I mean, I get it—”
“Obviously, you don’t,” Bram snapped, dropping his spoon into his bowl with a splat. “He’s carrying a gun over there. People are shooting at him. Blowing up his friends. You think he wants to leave his family for six months at a time?”
“Bram,” Liz said, glancing between us, “knock it off.”
My jaw clenched as I tried to hold back my anger. If he had let me speak, I would’ve said that I knew it was hard on Shane, too. That it was dangerous and scary. I understood it. I did. I just wouldn’t ever be able to do it.
“Please, Bram,” I hissed through my teeth, “tell us all about how much you know about the military from all your time cutting wood in the fucking forests of America.”
“Is everything a fucking joke to you?” His voice rose. “You tell Alex how much you respect his sacrifice? How about Henry? I’m sure he’d love to hear your opinion on that.”
“Oh, fuck you,” I shot back, getting to my feet.
“Sit down, Anita,” Liz ordered.
“I’m going to go—wouldn’t want Bram here to get fucking indigestion,” I sneered, glaring at Bram across the table.
“Sit the hell down!” Dan roared, dropping me to my seat without conscious thought. “We don’t talk politics at the fucking table.”
“It’s not politics. It’s—”
“Bram, I swear to Christ if you don’t shut up I’m going to lose it,” Dan warned, breathing deeply as Liz laid her hand on his arm and rubbed it softly.
My heart pounded as I stared at my chili, and I could feel tears building at the back of my eyes. I could count on one hand the amount of times Dan had lost his temper in my presence—but he’d never lost it at me. He was such a mellow guy. He loved his wife, his kids, his company, and food—in that order. There wasn’t a lot of shit that got under his skin. But talking about the military—or fighting about it the way Bram and I were—was enough to completely wipe the look of perpetual calm off his face.
I didn’t like being yelled at. I really didn’t like it.
I sat there, swallowing against the sob building in my throat, my hands trembling in my lap while everyone at the table was silent.
“There’s no one at this table that disrespects the sacrifice our boys have made for their country,” Dan said roughly after a few moments, his voice at a normal level. “I wouldn’t let them in my goddamn house.”
I bit the inside of my cheek, refusing to look at anyone. When I saw Ellie’s hand reach toward me, I flinched away, and she dropped it.
“Ani knows better than to make light of what Shane does,” Dan said. I didn’t know if that was a warning to keep my mouth shut or his way of saying that he knew I wasn’t being disrespectful.
“Sorry, Dad,” Bram said quietly.
Dinner resumed, and the family started talking again, but I couldn’t move my eyes from my bowl. I was still shaking. I couldn’t get it under control.
For so long, I’d used my smart mouth to keep people from getting too close. I’d done it my entire life, starting before I’d ever been taken from my mom. It worked. I didn’t seem like I took anything seriously, and I liked it that way. It made me funny.
I was the funny girl, not the sad foster care girl.
When I’d moved to Dan and Liz’s, my personality was already set. I was irreverent. I made jokes at funerals and laughed in people’s faces. But the Evans family seemed to like me anyway. That, in turn, had made it worse because I felt comfortable being myself there. They didn’t care if I jokingly called Trevor our token black man. They didn’t care when I told people that pretty Henry was born a girl or convinced them that Alex and Abraham only spoke Spanish, then watched them try to converse in Spanish as the twins looked at them in confusion. They didn’t care when I called them fat—even though they weren’t—and said I ended up with the wrong family because I was so much smaller than they were. They didn’t care when I referred to the logging business as Dan and Mike’s little hobby.
Because they knew that every time I teased and every time I made fun, it wasn’t malicious. I loved the family that had taken me in. I’d kill for them. And every time someone looked at our family, with slender me and curvy Kate, and blond Henry, and identical Hispanic Alex and Abraham, and dark-skinned Trevor, I made a joke of it.
Because it didn’t matter to me. I wasn’t making fun of them—I was making fun of the world. The society we lived in. The people who stared. The people who cared how much we weighed and how successful the logging company was. The ones who asked questions with their noses turned up.
If I had a dollar for every time someone asked me what nationality I was, I’d buy a fucking Dutch Bros. coffee trailer just so they could make me an iced Caramelizer whenever I wanted without having to wait in line. Actually, you fucking busybody, I have no idea what nationality I am because I have no idea who my father was. None. My mom was fucking so many men that she had no idea, either. For all I knew, I may have been filling out forms wrong that asked if I was Native American for my entire life.
I inhaled deeply through my nose.
I was hard to take. I knew that. But I’d never felt judged by these people. They’d never taken me at face value—they’d always read between the lines. They’d heard what I meant, not what I said.
But all of a sudden, after fourteen years, I didn’t feel safe in the Evans house. I felt like I was coming out of my skin. Like they hated me. Like they didn’t understand me. Like I didn’t belong.
I lifted a shaking hand to my spoon and stirred my chili, trying to control my breathing as the voices droned on around me. I needed to leave. I needed to get away from them. But I was afraid of calling attention to myself by getting up from the table.
What if Dan yelled at me again?
I was twenty-nine years old and afraid of getting scolded like a child. I clenched the hand on my lap into a fist and shuddered.
“We gotta head out, Mom,” Bram said as I continued to stir my food.
“We?”
“Yeah, I told Ani I’d take her to Jay’s bar.” I jerked in surprise as I heard Bram say my name, but I didn’t lift my head.
“But, you just—”
“We’ll see you later.” He was quiet for a second, and I could picture him kissing the side of his mom’s head the way he always did. “Thanks for dinner.”
I sat frozen as he came around the table, but climbed to my feet when his hand reached out. I gripped it as he pulled me out of the room while I successfully avoided everyone’s eyes.
“Shit!” Dan roared in the kitchen as we were walking out the front door.
I couldn’t stop the sob that bubbled out of my mouth, and I instantly slapped my hand over it.
“Hey,” Bram said quietly.
“It’s fine. Fun dinner, huh?” I said jokingly, taking a couple steps toward my car without looking at him. “I figure it’s a success if I can piss off the guy with the lobotomy. I mean, really. That’s skill.”
“Ani,” Bram cut in warningly.
“Just another day of being me—pissing off war veterans and their children. It’s a gift.”
“Anita,” Bram called.
“What?” I snapped back, raising my eyes to meet his.
“Where are you going?”
I looked at my car, then back to Bram. “Uh, home?”
“You don’t want to go to Jay’s?” he asked gruffly.
“Wait, that was a real thing? I thought you were just getting me out of there—thanks for that by the way—”
“Do you want to go or not?” he asked in irritation.
I looked at my car again, then back at Bram.
“Sure, okay,” I finally answered.
“Then get in the fucking truck.”
I scowled, then stomped past him.
“You have to bring me back to get my car tomorrow. I’m sure as shit not coming back here tonight,” I ordered, moving around the hood of the truck.
“Fine.”
“Fine.” I turned on my heel and ran back to my car to grab my purse as Bram grumbled behind me, climbing into the truck and honking the horn as he started it.
What a fucking gentleman.