Chapter Thirty-Eight
Stryker
I watch her sleep, her hair fanned out over the pillow and my heart skips a beat at how in love I am with this woman. I never in a million years would have thought that I would find someone that I want in my life Twenty-Four-Seven. I think about her all the time day and night and when I'm fuckin’ her all my dreams have come true at once. I lean on my hand and just lay there for ages watchin’ her, her mouth opens just a tiny bit and she has the cutest little snore. I run my finger down her sternum around her tit than around her nipple, I can see her feedin’ my kid with these and I lean over and lick the tip of it. It puckers up and I see goose bumps form on her skin, I pull her to me and hug her tight not wanting to ever let her go.
*
When I wake the next mornin’, Lilly is still fast asleep. I pull her closer and kiss her neck, the hicky I gave her last night big purple marks that are goin’ to piss her off but I need fuckers to see she's takin’. I lift her leg and rub my dick on her pussy, she stirs turning to look at me
“Morning” she says and I thrust into her pussy
“Mornin’ baby” I don't move my dick just wanting to feel her body inside and out but she moves her hips “Fuck baby”
“No Stryker fuck me” I thrust up and she moans
“You like baby”
“Mmm-hum” is all she says, I fuck her slowly pinching her nipples and kissing her long and slow (fuck I’m so in love with this women)
**
The next week goes by fast when I get a call from Cuff askin’ if Lilly was with me
“What the fuck are talkin’ about Brother she's at work”
“Dude she went to get everyone lunch and she hasn't come back” I stand up fast
“How long ago” Colt turns to look at me mouthin’
“What?”
“She's been gone for over an hour” I look at my watch
“Where’d she go to get lunch?”
“Just to The Grill” he says
“Fuck did you look for her”
“Yeah man Socket went over to look for her they said she picked up the order and left”
“You call her phone”
“Of course, man but it goes straight to voice mail”
“Fuck you call Tiny”
“Nah man you think she went to the Den”
“I don't know man”
“Chelsea's workin’ on the women man so far no luck with Lena or Abbey”
“Ok I'll call around and I'll head over”
“Ok Brother see-ya soon” I hang up and start to feel sick and call her phone
“What's goin’ on?” Colt asks me
“Lilly's missin’”
“Shit I'll call Niya” Colt says, my hands are shakin’ when I lift the phone to my ear
“Yeah” Dad says answerin’ his phone
“Dad is Lilly with you”
“Why the fuck would she be with me?”
“She's missin’”
“How long” he asks me
“Over an hour” my heart racin’ (where the fuck, are you Lilly)
“Where'd she go?”
“To the Grill to get the shop lunch Socket said she picked the order up and left but she hasn't made it back to the shop yet”
“Fuck, meet me at The Grill and we'll go from there”
“Ok” I hang up and head out to my truck, I turn and look at Colt but he shakes his head (fuck). I grab my keys and head out Colt on my heels and Tucker closin’ the garage doors
“I'll follow you” Tucker says
“Where headin’ to The Grill first and we'll retrace her steps”
“Ok Brother” he says runnin’ to his bike. By the time I get to The Grill my heart is beatin’ out of step my hands are sweatin’ and I can hardly breath
“It's ok Brother we'll find her” Colt says to me. When we pull up I see Dad Socket and Cuff waitin’ we jump out Tucker pullin’ up behind us
“Well” I say and they shake their heads
“Nothin’ man spoke to Manny inside said she picked up the order and left”
“When?”
“Twenty minutes after we ordered”
“FUCK” I yell
“You sure she’s just not out shoppin’ or some shit” Dad asks me
“No Lilly wouldn’t worry us like this and she wouldn’t turn her phone off”
“Let’s spread out get the other Brothers lookin’ the women to, we'll find her son” Dad says and I nod (please be alright baby) We search the whole fuckin’ town twice and come up with nothin’, Tink won't stop cryin’ and I feel fuckin’ angry worried useless, I can't stop prayin’ that she'll be alright.
*
By the next mornin’ there’s still no sign of her, Razor calls in Nico for his help “Fuck can't you guys keep your women safe” the fucker says and Colt holds me back from layin’ the motherfucker out
“Are you ganna fuckin’ help or just swing your dick around asshole” I say to the smug fucker
“Calm your jets, I'm here to help, so Razor gave me the information over the phone and Seth tapped into the security at The Grill like the guy said she walks in picks up the order and walks out”
“We know that did you find anything else” Razor asks him
“Not yet but we will” I pace for the next hour as I watch Cuff and Nico's man Seth work on their computers tryin’ to trace her phone
“Here man drink this” Colt hands me a shot and I down it
“Fuck man what if we don't find her” I hear someone gasp behind me and I turn to see Tink shakin’ her head
“Don't say that Stryker” she says, tears runnin’ down her cheeks I pull her to me and her sobs become louder and she grips my shirt like she needs a tether to keep her here. I know that Tink can get lost in her own mind when she's drawing and when she gets upset, she can just cheek out so I hold her tight rubbin’ her back
“We'll find her Tink don't you worry” I tell her as Colt looks at me shakin’ his head
“Maggie can you take Tink to my room”
“NO” she yells I need to be here if you find her”
“Tink”
“No Stryker I need to be here please” and the look of desperation makes me give in
“Ok Tink ok”
“Dad” I say and hand her off to him and he pulls her to him and she latches onto him and sits next to him
“Brother” Colt says but I shake my head
“Where ganna find her” is all I say (we have to she's my future)
****
Lilly
I wake up tired to a bed my head killing me, I pull on my arms and legs to see how much room I have but the bindings are tight “ARGH” I yell, I look around and notice that it's night out (shit how long have I been here) the room is dark but I can still make out the things in the room a dresser a curtain hanging off the hook peeling wallpaper and a door, a tear slides down my cheek when the door opens in walks Rochelle smiling “Well well well look who's awake” I rub the tear away on my arm there's no way I'm giving this bitch the satisfaction of seeing me cry
“Rochelle what are you doing?”
“I'm getting my man back”
“And how are you going to do that?”
“By killing you of course and then being there for him” I start to laugh and she storms up next to me and punches me in the face “YOU FUCKING BITCH WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LAUGHING AT” she yells at me tasering me again and I black out. I don't know how long I was out when I wake up again and the sun is coming up and I look around and Rochelle is standing over me
“Rochelle just let me go”
“You made me kill my baby” I look at her
“What?”
“I had it all planned Stryker would find out I was pregnant and we would get back together than you came along and ruined it”
“Rochelle, it wasn't his baby”
“SO, HE WOULD HAVE LOVED ME”
“No, he would have hated you more”
“YOU DON'T KNOW THAT”
“Rochelle, you and I know Stryker he's not a guy you fuck with”
“He loved me until you came and ruined everything and now my babies gone and you have to go so I can get him back”
“What are you talking about how is your baby gone”
“I had a termination done” she says
“Why would you do that?”
“Because it wasn't his, but once you’re gone we can have our own baby together and get back to where we were” (god she’s lost her mind)
“Rochelle please just let me go” she starts to pace back and forth
“No, you need to go” she’s twitching as she talks and I wonder if she’s on something
“How could you get rid of the baby why would you do that it was still part of you”
“BECAUSE IT WASN’T STRYKER’S” she yells
“So”
“So….so I planned everything put holes in all of his condoms and still nothing” I watch her pace the room murmuring to herself (she put wholes in all of his condoms)
“I PLANNED IT” she screams at me and comes over and punches me in the face and stomach over and over I brace myself for more but she stops and storms out of the room crying, I take a deep breath my stomach cramping from her blows
“Fuck I need to get out of here” I whisper to myself. I pull harder on the cuffs they pinch my wrists making them bleed (fuck) I look down at my legs and there tired by ropes, I rub my foot on the bed (thank god, I wore my chucks today) my shoe comes off and I can slip my legs out of the ropes (ok legs free) I look at the bed head and it's a tubular metal frame and. I lift my arms up and bring my arms together and sit up I search the floor to use anything and notice that the bed is an older style with springs, I stand up and pull the end of the mattress up and pull one of the springs off and it falls to the floor with a loud bang and I freeze (fuck) I listen but no one comes up I grab the spring that's fallen under the bed with my toes. When I get it, I straighten the round end and start to work on the cuffs, I have no idea what I'm doing but I move the spring inside the lock for ages when it gives way and I smile and bounce on the bed but catch myself before I make any more noise. It takes another half an hour before the other one give way and I'm free (yes) I grab my shoes and pull them both back on and get up quietly and head to the window to see where I am.
All I see are trees, trees and more trees (shit I must be up in the mountains somewhere) I slowly open the window and listen, the wind through the trees is all I can hear but I see my car (yes) I search my pockets for my keys (idiot why would you have your keys) I berate myself the bitch walked out in the middle of the road and I had to slam on my brakes to not hit her (should have ran the fucking bitch over) than she tasered me (the fucking bitch) I walk to the door and slowly open it, I can hear someone talking down stairs and I make my way down the hall checking each room for anyone else (nothing thank god) the first step creaks and I freeze again but I can hear Rochelle talking maybe she's on the phone. I put my foot on the second step and slowly make my way down the stairs.
I see my purse sitting on the coffee table my keys next to my bag, as I get to the second last step Rochelle comes around the corner and we come eye to eye and she pulls out a gun from her back but I grab her arm and a shot hits the roof, we wrestle to the ground both of us fighting for the gun that has slipped out of her hand. I punch her in the stomach (this is a fight for survival) she grunts when I hit her and her grip loosens on the gun, but so does mine and it goes flying across the room under the sofa. I punch her in the mouth and crawl to the sofa and reach under it and grab the gun, I spin around fast but Rochelle's gone (shit). I stand up and put my back to the wall and look around the door like the cops do in movies, I listen to see which directions she gone in but the house is quiet
“Your dead bitch” is yelled out but I'm not sure where she is, I make my way around the wall and try the front door but it's locked (shit) I move towards the end of the hall when the door flies open and Rochelle runs at me screaming. I raise my hand and pull the trigger at her but miss (fuck) she runs at me with a knife in her hand and our bodies crash together and we fall to the floor “you fucking bitch” she yells and where back to wrestling again, I feel a sharp pain in my side and look down. Blood is seeping through my shirt
“You fucking bitch you cut me” I yell at her, she smiles and I grab her hair and slam her head to the ground. She kicks me and I fly back and hit the wall she reaches for the gun that I dropped, I run into the living room as a shot hits the wall just above my head (shit). I run through the room through another door and end up in the kitchen, blood now soaking my legs and I put pressure on the wound.
“Bitch I know where you are your blood trail is too easy to follow” she yells and I look down and theirs a blood trail everywhere (god dammit), I rummage through the draws looking for a weapon (nothing, fuck). I plaster myself up against the wall as I hear her coming closer to the kitchen, the door slowly opens and she looks around at the floor but the blood trail is not so clear it's just everywhere
“I know your here bitch you’re going to pay for making me kill my baby” she yells out, my heart is beating a hundred miles a minute making the blood flow out of me faster but my adrenaline is up keeping me moving. I slow my breathing trying to listen for her
“Come out come out where ever you are” she says and I move my back further to the wall, I can feel her getting closer when I see a broom handle in the crevices behind me. I grab it and lift it up as she comes around the corner and I bring it down hard and fast as she pulls the trigger over and over, I swing again and she drops the gun screaming with the pain. I swing again and again and she drops to the ground covering her head, I keep hitting her over and over the fight for survival over riding my need to get this bitch back. It's the blood that stops me and I look down and see Rochelle's head bleeding blood coating the floor (shit).
I drop the handle and lean against the wall for support and look down, I'm covered in blood from head to toe and I'm not sure who's blood is who's (fuck). I lift my shirt up and notice three bullet holes in my torso and one knife wound to my side (Oh god I'm going to die) my knees feel weak but I make my way past Rochelle's body and slip on the blood pool, I can feel how much blood I've lost, I feel dizzy and cold all of a sudden, light headed and I pull myself up but it takes me a few times to get my feet underneath me so I crawl to my bag for my phone. It's off and my fingers fumble with the buttons, my head feels so light and I feel sick my phone turns on and I dial Stryker with the last of my strength
“BABY WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?” he yells but my mind is weak and he feels further away
“Stryker” is all I manage to say as blackness comes to my eyes and I feel myself falling... falling into the depths of nothingness.