Chapter 22

I often times try to convince myself that I actually like people. Then I go to the grocery store at five o’clock and realize that I’m fooling myself.

-Krisney’s secret thoughts

Krisney

We’d both forgotten our cell phones at home.

Last night, after all that had gone on with Dante, we completely forgot to plug them in to charge, so of course they both were dead.

After a restless first night at home where neither of us slept well, we plugged our phones in to charge while we got dressed. But we had been in such a rush to leave that we forgot to grab them

It wasn’t until we had arrived at the hospital that Reed had realized our mistake.

“I have to go back and get them,” he said. “Everyone will freak if they can’t get a hold of us.”

I agreed.

“Okay,” I said, getting out of the car. Slowly. “I’ll start making my way up. You might catch me before I even get up there.”

He grinned. “You’re not that slow, but I’ll try to be quick.” He looked at me sternly. “And when you get there, make sure you find a chair. Don’t stand up the entire time I’m gone.”

I saluted him, causing his eyes to light with humor. “Be good.”

“Don’t forget the charger. They’re probably not fully charged yet, but I’m sure they have somewhere we can plug them in here.”

He winked and was gone, leaving me at the entrance staring at his truck driving away.

When I arrived on the NICU floor, I wasn’t prepared for the flurry of activity in the room.

“What’s going on?” I asked another one of the parents.

The mom looked tired, run down and scared.

“One of the babies stopped breathing and another followed shortly after,” she said. “When that happens, all of the parents have to leave.”

“Whose babies?” I blurted.

I didn’t have to guess who, though.

I could see that all the activity was centered around the two incubators in the back right corner of the room.

The exact same corner where Reed and I had spent nearly five hours yesterday after I’d been released from the hospital.

Reed had turned around to go get our phones, and now I was left standing here, watching my worst nightmare playing out in front of me.

“Are you okay?”

“Those are my babies,” I whispered.

The mother looked sad. Horrified.

“Oh, honey.”

I walked up to the glass and rested my head there, staring at what was happening.

I couldn’t think. Couldn’t breathe.

Turning on my heel, I rushed as fast as I could make my body go, ending up in a deserted hallway with only a door leading to the stairs at the end of it.

I pushed through the stairwell door, climbed up a flight of steps, and tried not to cry from both the physical and emotional pain.

“I thought you’d never come.”

I blinked, looked up, and came face-to-face with the woman who had nearly ruined my life.

The woman who was responsible for every awful thing that had happened to me over the last two weeks.

“You.”

Caria smiled.

“Me.”

I didn’t know what to say.

Didn’t know what to do.

Mainly because Caria had a fucking gun pointed at me, and I wanted to reach forward and yank her off the landing above me by her hair.

Then my stupid mouth took off before I could get it under control.

“You stupid, no good whore!” I screeched.

The deep breath I’d had to take made pain in my stomach and back explode, but it didn’t stop me from saying the words.

Mainly because Caria was a stupid whore, and she needed to hear them.

“Touchy,” she said as she cocked the hammer and then leaned forward. “Scream like that again, though, and I’ll have to use this.”

She waved the gun for emphasis.

I clamped my jaw shut and tried not to think about how my legs were starting to shake.

Not because she was scaring me—though she was—but because I still wasn’t at full strength yet.

Which reminded me that my babies were currently fighting for their lives.

“You know,” Caria smiled. “My badge still works. Still gets me into the hospital, and in locked places where I technically ‘shouldn’t’ be.”

Her smile was so fucking smug that I wanted to slap it off of her face.

“And since I worked on the baby floors, they freak out when you take kids out of the hospital.” She laughed. “But, I just took the stupid bracelet off. I don’t understand why they never thought of that. The sensors are good and all, but only if you leave them on their ankles. They’re so easy to take off that it’s almost comical, though.”

I had no clue what she was talking about. None at all.

“Did you know they have a healthy set of twins on the maternity floor?”

I wanted to cunt punch her.

“Unlike you.” Caria grinned, showing a row of perfectly white teeth.

I wanted to see those white teeth scattered on the floor after I slammed her head into the concrete a couple of hundred times.

“Unfortunately, they’d taken the boy of the twin set to go get his wiener skin chopped off—which might I add is a barbaric practice. I hate seeing circumcised men nowadays. So anyway, I had to find another.”

I shouldn’t have said it. I knew it, yet it came out anyway.

“You probably wouldn’t like Reed all that much then,” I told her. “He’s circumcised. It doesn’t affect the feeling in his dick at all, though. I’d say he’s perfectly functional down there.”

Caria screamed an inhuman scream and came down two steps, leaving the bag that’d been at her side on the landing.

Something was off about it.

Was it moving?

Before I could so much as glance at it, though, Caria came down two more steps.

“You think you’re cute, don’t you?” She sneered. “Well, let me tell you something.” She took another step. “You’re not.”

And she swung her right fist at my face.

I ducked, but once I was down, I couldn’t get back up.

***

Reed

I couldn’t wait to stop feeling those twinges that would remind me that I wasn’t in the top shape that I used to be.

I would be one day, though.

And wouldn’t be winded by climbing a simple flight of stairs.

Well, technically, it was two flights. Ten stairs a piece that led to the second level. Twenty total.

There’d been a power surge of some kind that had caused the left bank of elevators that led to the floors above to stop working. That meant that the right bank of elevators was backed up with people waiting to get on it.

Anxious to get to Krisney and the boys, this delay led to me taking the freakin’ stairs when I didn’t really want anything to do with them for the time being.

I used to take these stairs in a flash as I made my way into the hospital and up to the labor and delivery floor. Now I was taking them so slow that I was sure I looked like an old man.

“Oh, man.” I groaned.

The pinch was setting into a prominent twinge, which was what caused me to pause at the top of the first flight of stairs and take a short breather.

My eyes were trained ahead as I looked up at the number two painted on the wall above my head when I heard the screams.

“You stupid, no good whore!”

My head tilted to the side, and I leaned over the stairs to look up.

I couldn’t see anything.

I could hear voices, though.

The voice sounded familiar, but with the way that the stairwell contorted voices, I couldn’t even begin to tell you who, or what floor they were even on.

I started up to the next landing, the voices getting louder, and paused when my phone vibrated in my pocket.

I reached in and pulled it out, seeing that it wasn’t my phone, but Krisney’s.

I pressed the green accept button and put it to my ear just as another screech rent the air.

I leaned over the stairwell again, looked up, and immediately brought my head in just in time for a body to come flying over the stairwell.

The body screamed on her way down—and it was a her because I could see her long hair streaming upwards as she fell—to the ground at basement level.

My mouth fell open.

“Holy shit,” I breathed, the phone to my ear.

“Krisney?” the woman on the other end of the line said.

“Uh, no,” I said. “This is her fiancé, Reed. Mom?”

I didn’t know what to do.

The minute that my mom asked for Krisney, I knew that she was working. The other nurse had said she worked opposite shifts from my mother, meaning that my mom was there. Where Krisney should be…

“Reed,” my mother breathed.

I looked down at the body that was writhing two floors below, then up, still seeing nothing.

I climbed two sets of stairs, my suspicions getting to the point of screaming inside of me.

“The babies both had bouts of apnea today,” she said, making my foot stall on the third floor. “Both of their lungs collapsed. The right one on Baxter, and the left one on Dash.”

At the same time?

My eyes went up, and I froze.

Krisney was down on the ground, crying.

Her eyes met mine.

I looked over the landing again and studied the woman on the ground.

Caria.

My eyes flicked back up to Krisney.

“Are they okay?” I rasped.

There was so much going on that I didn’t know what to do. Who to go to first.

One part of me was wanting to run up to Krisney, while the other wanted to run down to the NICU where my babies were. The other, and this was a very minute part, wanted to go all the way down the flight of stairs and see to the woman—Caria—who had fallen.

“We were able to get the lungs reinflated…” she paused. “You know that this is pretty common in premies, correct?”

“Yes,” I croaked.

What else was common in ones so young? Brain bleeds. Digestive problems. Mental delays.

The list went on and on and on, and I had tried really hard not to think about that. To think about the fact that these babies had such a hard road in front of them.

“Okay,” she said. “Today, they’re restricting visitation due to the problems, but I’ll keep you updated, and let you know if anything else goes wrong, okay?”

“Yeah, Mom.” I croaked. “Thank you.”

She hung up, and immediately I got a text from her, but I didn’t have time to look at it.

After shoving the phone back into my pocket, I took the last eight steps that led me to Krisney, and looked down at her.

“Kris…”

“She had a gun.”

“What?”

Krisney gestured to the side where Caria had plunged down from, but her eyes were on the bag that was two steps up on the landing.

“She had a gun.” Then she tilted her head. “Reed, I think there’s something alive in that bag.”

The bag was one of those boho bags that crossed over the shoulder. A huge monstrosity that did appear to be moving.

“What the fuck?”

“Go look.”

I reached into my pocket and handed her the phone. “Call 911.”

“Were you talking to your mother?”

“Yeah,” I croaked. “The babies…their lungs collapsed. Mom said that they’re okay now, stable. But they’re restricting visitation for today until they can be sure that they really are stable before letting us in.”

Her head dropped. “I was so scared. That’s why I’m in here…Reed, I think that she was on her way to the NICU floor. I don’t know what she was going to do, but I feel like she was headed to our babies.”

I didn’t know what to say to that, so I continued to make my way to the bag.

“She didn’t make it,” I growled, then dropped down on one knee to look into the bag.

My heart literally stalled in my chest when I saw skin.

Then a hand. A head. Two heads. Two more hands.

“Oh, fuck.”

***

“The babies have sensors on their feet, usually around one ankle,” I murmured, looking as the parents were reunited with their healthy babies. “Caria had access to the tools needed to take them off without setting off the alarm. She’s put them on multiple times before.”

My heart wasn’t in the explanation, though.

No, it was upstairs with my own children who were, as of right now, stable. However, they couldn’t have any visitors. The doctor said if all went well through the night that we would be able to visit in the morning during regular visiting hours.

“Can you give me any more information?” Detective Cree asked.

I shook my head.

“You’re free to go, then.” He gestured to the door with a flick of his hand. “I’m going to question Caria.”

I didn’t give one flying fuck what she said. The cameras in the stairwell disproved any wrongdoing on Krisney’s part, and the damning evidence of Caria walking out of the maternity floor with a bag that just happened to have two newborn babies in it was effectively going to put her away for quite a long fucking time.

Though, she could possibly be paralyzed from the waist down, so there was that, too.

And I couldn’t find it in me to care.

“Let’s go,” I said, holding out my hand for Krisney.

She placed her hand in mine, and together we walked out of the hospital.

***

Two hours, and hundreds of questions later, Krisney and I were sitting on the couch in my living room.

“We need to order some baby stuff,” I found myself saying.

Krisney shook her head, and I looked at her. “I don’t want to get anything. I want to…wait.”

“Krisney…”

“If they…if they don’t make it…I don’t want the reminder that they didn’t.”

I didn’t have anything to say to that.

I couldn’t come up with anything that would make her feel better, because she was right.

Getting baby stuff meant that they were coming home, and there was a slight possibility that they wouldn’t make it.

They were so young.

So, so young.

“Okay,” I murmured.

“That’s stupid,” Dante said.

I blinked, surprised to find him standing in my kitchen doorway.

“You’re already writing them off,” Dante continued as if we’d argued with him. “They’re Hails. Fucking fighters. Don’t write them off. They’re gonna be here. They’re gonna come home, and then you’ll feel stupid because you should’ve started to buy shit for them and didn’t.”

“Can I hold her?” Krisney asked.

Dante didn’t hesitate.

Where he did with the rest of us, me included, he handed Mary right over to Krisney as if he’d been doing it from day one.

Dante had always had a soft spot for Krisney.

They’d bonded over ice cream one day and had a special connection ever since.

I didn’t understand it and never pretended to.

“She’s gotten so big from the last pictures you sent me,” Krisney murmured, surprising the shit out of me.

“He’s sent you pictures?”

Krisney frowned. “Yeah, he has. Why?”

I looked over to Dante to see that his expression was entirely closed off.

Whatever.

I sighed and rubbed my hands over my eyes.

“You’re getting baby shit.” He paused. “And I went through your woods with a few friends. Found two more traps. Don’t think there are any more, but I’ll spend some time out there every once in a while, to make sure.”

On that, we were agreed.

I’d already gone out there myself and did a sweep of the area after Pepé had died. I had planned on doing it again myself every spare chance I had, but then Caria carried out her plan to rid me of my pesky family. So, if Dante was offering to head out there again to look around, I’d take him up on it.

I never, not ever, wanted to see that expression on Krisney’s face again.

I didn’t want to ever see her hurt again.

“Speaking of that old place,” Dante continued as if we’d had this discussion hundreds of times.

I immediately shook my head. I didn’t want Dante to say anything more. Not yet, anyway.

“Where was Rafe?” I asked.

“Rafe had a little accident last night,” Dante said, looking away.

“What kind of accident?” I questioned, tensing.

“The kind where he’s incapacitated at the moment.”

“What?”

Dante looked away.

“Dante,” I growled. “What have you gotten yourself involved in?”

Dante grimaced. “It’ll be okay.”

Call me crazy, but I didn’t fucking believe him.