Touching her, and having my fingers inside of her pussy, has my own release climbing up my spine. The wetness coating my fingers feels good and I’m imagining how good it will feel to have all that wetness surrounding my cock as I make love to her. She drives me crazy as she continues to rub me with her hand. And as my orgasm starts building in my balls, the little whimpers coming out of Felicity’s mouth is my undoing.

And then she floods my hand with her release, her pussy pulsating around my fingers so tightly that I can hardly move them. At the feel and sound of her coming, my release suddenly hits and I squirt over her wrist, and as she tightens her hand around my iron hard cock, I can’t stop coming. I rock into her fist as we both ride out our phenomenal release.

“I should apologize.” Dropping my face, I nuzzle against the curve of her neck. “But that felt too amazing to apologize.”

“If you apologize, I’d have to hurt you.” She chuckles, tickling the base of my dick. “I’ve never felt anything like that before, and to know that I brought you so much pleasure just by rubbing you, makes me so happy, Kasey.”

“I made a mess,” I admit, slowly moving my sluggish body from hers and quickly closing my eyes as she caresses me while moving her hand away.

“I see that.” She pushes me to my back. “Let me go clean up and I’ll bring a cloth back for you.”

I watch her pad toward the bathroom, and being able to see the smooth skin of her bottom isn’t helping any with my body’s reaction to her. I throw my arm over my eyes and try to finally catch my breath while she’s out of sight. My heart pounds with the fear of losing her. I can’t lose her. She’s my girl now. Mine to love and keep safe. My head also spins with how fast I’m moving with her. I just know that she’s the one, and after going crazy with missing her these past few months, I’m not prepared to let her go. I feel as though I need her to breathe.

“Your turn,” she says just as I feel the zipper on my slacks being lowered. I grab her wrist and smile when I see her with a washcloth in hand. “I’m just cleaning you.” She blushes.

“I could do with a shower.”

“Oh.” She hides her eyes and turns away. “It’s through there.”

Without taking my eyes from her, I slowly move from the bed and ignoring the bathroom for now, I wrap an arm around her shoulders from behind. “Talk to me.”

There’s a pause and then she says, “I wanted to touch you, and…I wanted to watch as I cleaned your release from you.”

I smile and notice the flush to her beautiful face. So I turn her in my arms and hold her gaze as I remove the rest of my clothing. Once I’ve stepped out of them, I move her to sit on the edge of the bed and step between her thighs, thankful that she’s pulled on a pair of sleep shorts.

“Look at me, Felicity. Every part of me belongs to you.” I smile. “Even the sticky mess.”

She chuckles and licking her lips, leans in, cleaning my groin with the washcloth. The small gasp that leaves her lips brushes against my wakening cock, arousing me all over again.

“Please, ignore him.”

She looks up at me and while refusing to move her eyes from mine, she takes my cock and kisses the tip.

Fuck!

My eyes roll back and when she brushes against me, my dick jumps and twitches, trying to follow her as she disappears into the bathroom.

I clench my fists and inhale deeply through my nose to try and will my arousal to deflate. Not sure that’s going to happen anytime soon though. And when Felicity comes back into the room, looking sexy as fuck, I realize that there is no way I can climb under the covers with her without a barrier between us.

I kiss her on the forehead. “I’m going to have a quick shower and then we’ll sleep.” I trail kisses down her cheek and after placing a gentle kiss to her lips, I force myself to grab my bag and escape into the bathroom.

Out of sight doesn’t help with my arousal for her though, and as I enter the shower, I grab the shower gel and wrap my hand around my cock. I’m a horny ass around her, and just the thought of being between her thighs has precum running in steady streams from the slit. My eyes roll as I drop forward with an arm on the wall to hold myself up. The pleasure rapidly rises, and just the thought of Felicity’s mouth wrapped around my cock as she sucks me off is enough to have my balls bursting as my release streams out, hitting the wall of the shower.

My legs tremble, struggling to hold me up, but finally I’m able to catch my breath and quickly shower before yanking on a pair of clean briefs.

When I walk into the bedroom, Felicity is curled up in the middle of the bed, and as though she senses me watching her, her eyes open, followed by a soft smile. “That was quick.”

I laugh and climb into bed, tugging her into my arms. “I had an incentive.” I kiss the top of her head and refrain from admitting that I’d just jerked off to thoughts of her.

“I’m scared, Kasey,” she whispers into my chest. “I’m afraid of leaving this hotel room, and of what tomorrow will bring.”

Wrapping myself around her, I sigh when she snuggles deeply against my body, and the whisper of her breath tickles my throat. Holding her like this gives me the courage that I was lacking, and I admit, “No matter what tomorrow brings, I’m not going to be walking away from you. I know that what is happening between us is super fast and as scary as it feels, I want you with me, Felicity. You’re under my skin and I don’t ever want you out. I know we have to keep this between us for now because of your brother, but I don’t want you thinking that I’m going to walk at the first sign of trouble. All I need and want from you right now is your promise that you won’t either. That you won’t run again, no matter what happens. I really can’t take you doing that to me again, okay?” I kiss her forehead and let my lips hover.

Felicity tips her face up to mine and I notice tears swimming in her eyes. “You know that you’re the first person who I’ve ever felt such a connection with?” She pauses and gauging my response, continues, “That isn’t going to change overnight. I know I’m afraid of what’s going to happen, but that’s only because I know how my brother will react when he finds out. It all comes down to him really. It scares me that I live in Cleveland and you live here, and that the day after the shoot, I’ll be travelling back there with Blake…when all I want to do is stay here with you.”

Her words mean the world to me, and it’s on the tip of my tongue to tell her to stay here with me…to move in and make my apartment our home. I don’t though. Not yet because I don’t want to make her life more difficult than what I imagine it is right now. “We’ll make it work,” I reassure her. “We both want this relationship to work, so it will. Trust me.” I tuck her head beneath my chin, and say, “Sleep,” while I wonder what the hell my brothers, especially Diego, will say when they know that I’ve lost my heart to a beautiful nineteen year old.