Staring into space from my spot on the sofa in Kasey’s apartment, I never expected today to be ending the way that it has. My brother pissed at the world because he’s in the hospital, wondering what’s going to happen to him and his career. It’s the same worry that I have as well as wondering if he’ll ever accept my relationship with Kasey.

For the first time in my life though, I’m going to hold on to what I want as well as being there for my brother. He needs me now more than ever, and no matter how much he tries to push a wedge between Kasey and me, it isn’t going to work. I won’t let it, and Kasey has promised me that he won’t either.

Sighing, I kick my boots off and stretch out along the plush sofa while I enjoy the quiet. Everyone at the hospital was so loud that my ears ached and my head had started to pound, but luckily it isn’t as bad right now, thanks to the Tylenol that Roger went and found me.

My eyes now watch Kasey as he moves toward me with a steaming mug of coffee in his hands and a sandwich. He sets them down on the coffee table and sits next to my hip. He places his hands on either side of my head on the cushion, and leaning over, he places the sweetest of kisses against my lips. He searches my eyes, laying a palm against my cheek. “Are you really okay?”

Offering him a wry smile, I take his free hand into mine and bring it to my lips. “I’m always okay when I’m with you. You make everything seem possible and you take my loneliness away.”

“I’m here for you, and I want you to make my apartment yours, okay? Don’t feel like you have to tip toe around or anything. I mean, hell, when Andie’s here, it always looks like a tornado hit it.” He laughs. “She’s only visited a couple of times, but I always know when she’s here.”

“She’s a good friend to you?”

“Yeah, she is. I’m close to all my brothers, but closer to Diego, who is only a few years younger than me, and Andie and I just hit it off. Her mom is amazing and certainly tamed my brother. She’s obviously older than Diego, so it didn’t go down well with Mom at the time. They’re back on track, and we always try and make Andie feel as though she’s one of us. We always end up doing shit together if we’re home at the same time. She’s basically another sister, one who isn’t as bitchy as Emelia, don’t tell her I said that.” He winces.

Laughing, I ask, “What’s wrong with Emelia?”

“She’s heavily pregnant and looks like she’s having twins. She’s pissed at everything right now, apart from our brother, her husband.” I shake my head. “I’m not going to lie though, I want what they have one day.”

My heart starts to pound with the intense look that he’s giving me, and I don’t miss the way his eyes roam over my stomach before he holds my gaze. “You’re broadcasting rather loudly.” Still holding his hand, I kiss his palm and lay it on my stomach. “One day,” I whisper.

“I’m not frightening you with my feelings?”

I shake my head.

“I never thought I’d be like I am with you, with anyone. I’ve never been much of the touching type. With you, I can’t keep my hands to myself. I need to touch you to make sure you’re real and not a figment of my imagination. I want so much with you and today has only been the third time we’ve spent time together. It’s crazy really, but there’s something about you that makes me want you forever.” He chuckles. “I’m glad that my brothers are nowhere close because they’d have a field day with this.”

Sitting up, my stomach grumbles, and Kasey laughs, passing me the sandwich. “I think you need this.” He sits beside me, quietly drinking his coffee while I polish off the chicken and bacon sandwich that he’s made me. Once I’m finished, I rest my head against his shoulder and wrap my arms around his waist.

Kasey really does feel like home to me, and I know that wherever he goes, I’ll follow. I kiss his shoulder, and admit, “I’m in the same place that you’re in, Kasey. It scares me some because of how strong my feelings are for you.” I smile. “I want us to stay together.”

“Good.” He kisses my forehead. “Let’s go and get some rest.” Yawning, he takes my hand and tugs me toward his bedroom where we’ve already stashed my clothes. Kasey had been so happy to get my clothes in his closet that I’m sure if I hadn’t intervened he’d have just tossed them in.

“What about Roger?” I ask as he closes the door behind us.

“You both have keys for the elevator and the apartment, he’ll be able to let himself in.”

“Okay.”

Kasey gives me a sideways look. “Are you nervous to be here with me?”

“I feel a bit out of sorts. Everything is happening so quickly that my head is spinning.” I drop to the bed. “My brother is going to be okay and I’m praying really hard that the loss of feeling in his legs isn’t going to be permanent. I’ve moved in with you, and don’t get me wrong, it’s a place that I want to be, I’m just not used to going at such a fast pace. I’m a little out of my depth.” I brush my hands through my hair before lying back against the bed.

Kasey stands over me with his hands on his hips, looking the sexy man that he is. “You know that I’m really sorry about your brother, but I’m not going to lie, I’m glad the outcome sees you moving in with me.”

He straddles my waist and grabbing my wrists pins them above my head. “I have a feeling that now I’ve had you in my bed I’m not going to be able to sleep unless you’re with me. By morning, your scent will be all over me and these sheets.” He grins. “I’m never washing them again.”

I giggle, which eventually turns into a lustful moan when I feel the evidence of Kasey’s arousal against my stomach. He’s hard and proud, sticking out from the front of his sweats. Looking up at the delicious man, I meet his heated gaze before moving my eyes back to his straining erection.

I wiggle one hand free from his grasp and trace the hardness through his sweat pants. He shudders as my hand wraps around him and when I quickly shove the band down, fishing out his balls, his dick jerks with precum pooling on the tip.

My breath catches in the back of my throat at the sight and my mouth waters at the thought of tasting him.

“Felicity,” he growls, another shudder works its way through his body. “Having your hands on my cock is going to make me come. Soon.”

“Good.” I push him off me, and when he stands, his sweats fall to his ankles and he yanks his shirt over his head.

Kasey, completely naked, has me speechless. I can’t believe that he’s, “all mine.”

He smirks and steps between my spread thighs. “I really am.”

I laugh, realizing I said it out loud, and when I meet his gaze, his eyes are full of amusement. They soon cloud with lust when I cup his sac with my palm. He feels good against my hand and the sight of his cock jerking the more I massage between his legs, gives me the confidence to lean forward.

“Oh fuck!” Kasey curses, as his legs lock when my intention is made clear.

I grin and holding his stare, I lick the precum from the crown. His stomach quivers and his fists clench at his sides. I love that I make him react in this way, so I do it again and feel the whole length of him bounce against my tongue.

“You need to stop,” Kasey hisses between clenched teeth, but does nothing to make me, so I continue licking him.

Trailing my tongue from crown to balls, Kasey groans and pants, his dick becoming harder, which I didn’t think was possible. I swirl my tongue around him and once I reach the head, I take just the tip inside of my mouth, wiggling my tongue into the slit.

He gasps and his whole body twitches and strains the more I suck, and then I remove my mouth and he sags in relief and frustration. I dip to his sac and massage his balls with my tongue before I slowly make my way back up to the weeping head.

“I’m going to blow you and then sleep.”

He chokes and gasps when I suck the majority of his length into my mouth. I don’t let up, and I increase the pressure around him, my fingers now digging into his ass.

“Felicity,” he mumbles, straining forward. “Felicity, fuck!” He holds onto my shoulders. “I can’t…Oh God, Felicity!” he practically roars as his release spills down my throat. I swallow everything he gives, continuing to suck and massage him with my tongue. “No more.” He heavily pants, managing to slip free of my mouth.

I meet his satisfied gaze and watch as he crawls on the bed beside me, and slumps onto his back. “Fuck me.”

Giggling, I strip, dropping my clothes to the floor for now and crawl up to join him, grinning when I see the smile on his lips and his eyes closed. “I thought I already had.”

He blindly reaches out and pulls me against him, but he curses again and sits up when he feels my naked form rub up against him. “Felicity, you are seriously killing me.” He closes his eyes and breathes before snapping them open again. “My intention tonight was to put you to bed to rest because I know that you’re tired, and we’re back at the hospital tomorrow…but, hot damn, you’re not making it easy.”

“No one ever said that anything worth having was easy.” I smile and watch him while his brain ticks over. “I also think that I give the best blowjobs ever. That was my first as well.”

His gaze narrows. “Please stop talking about blowing me. That isn’t helping.”

We glance down at his pelvis and he’s no longer satisfied.

He looks up to the ceiling and then moves, kneeling between my legs. Kissing my thigh, he mumbles, “I’m going to make you come so hard that you fall asleep straight afterward…then, I’m going to shower and rub one off so that I can sleep. You make me so damn horny that I can’t see straight.”

My eyes widen at his admission about the shower but I find that it turns me on as well, which I think Kasey catches.

He wraps his hand around his dick and starts stroking back and forth. “You like the sound of that, huh?”

Daring, I tease, “I really like the sound of you bringing yourself to orgasm over my boobs.” His body freezes at my words, so I continue, “And then I want you to rub your release into my skin. I want to get really dirty with you, Kasey De La Fuente.”

He opens and closes his mouth before he bursts out laughing and pounces on me. Before his lips seal over mine, he whispers, “I’m all for getting dirty with you.” His tongue pushes for access as I wrap myself around his body, his penis trapped between us, and it feels so good.