Being inside of Mia is paradise. Knowing she’s mine now, settles something inside of me. I don’t want to leave her body. I want to stay inside of this heaven forever. The fact that I’m inside of her without a condom, without anything between us, and her womb full of my seed… Fuck… just the thought alone makes my cock hard again. I don’t know how that’s possible. I just came so hard that my balls are hurting, but here I am needing to fuck her again.

I know I can’t. It’s too soon. I have to have control and take care of my woman. That’s my mission in life now—the reason I was put on this earth. I look down into her face and see the after effects of our combined orgasm, that sweet, and that delicious smile on her lips. I vow to always make her smile like that… for the rest of our lives.

As much as I don’t want to, I start to move, to disengage our bodies and get up. Mia surprises me by halting my progress. She pulls me down to kiss her and there’s no fucking way I won’t take those lips anytime she offers them.

“Thank you, Cash,” she murmurs, pulling back.

I slowly disengage and look down at her. “I’ll be right back, Darlin’. Don’t move,” I order. She looks up at me, blushing and I can now say I know exactly where that blush begins and ends.

I move quickly, going into the bathroom to get a washcloth, heating it with hot water. Then, I come back and crawl between her legs, not giving a fuck about the fact that I’m hard as a rock and my dick is swinging in the wind. I need to make sure she’s taken care of.

“Open those pretty thighs, Mia.” I tell her, and she does slowly. My heaven is right in front of me and as happy as I am that I was her first—that I took her virginity—right now, it’s kind of a curse because I’m dying to get back inside of her sweet pussy.

Gently, I clean her with the warm wash cloth and because I want more of her taste I bend down to lick her one last time.

When her body starts trembling, I’m tempted to make her come again, but I know that it would hurt her. Mia needs time to heal and I have to put that above my own needs.

“Come on Darlin’, let’s get in the shower and then find some breakfast,” I mumble, having a hard time taking my eyes off her naked body in my bed. Knowing, I don’t ever want her to leave it.

She slowly gets up and looks around the room. I know she’s searching for the shirt she had on earlier and I see it tossed in a corner. Mia looks like she’s ready to take off and make a run for it. Maybe it makes me a bastard, but I don’t let her. I want her to learn now that she will never need to shield her body from me.

I pick her up and carry her to the shower. I put her down, only to get the water warmed up, and then I help her into the walk-in shower, joining her.

It’s a huge shower, almost a room all on its own. I had it custom built with water cascading in all directions. I had this room and my bedroom updated a few years back because I knew if I ever found my woman, I wanted this to be our space away from the world and our sanctuary alone as we had children. Watching Mia stretch under the water, my eyes go to her flat stomach… A stomach that even now could be filled with our son or daughter, and everything just snaps into place with a feeling of rightness I’ve never known before.

“Umm,” Mia whispers, taking in my intense stare. “Cash, we didn’t use any protection and I’m not on the pill,” she whispers, her voice full of guilt.

I’m a bastard, I knew exactly what I was doing. I didn’t want a condom with Mia—I fucking never want one with her. I also knew that her being a virgin probably meant she wasn’t on the pill and I filled her with my cum because I liked that. I want her pregnant with my child. I want her tied to me. I also know I shouldn’t tell her all of that right now. It will come, but telling her I want her pregnant and tied to me in ways she can’t get free…should wait until I at least get my ring on her finger.

I take her hand in mine and kiss the spot where my ring will go. She may not know that’s what I’m doing—but I definitely do. Then, I search for the words that will put her at ease, without scaring her worse.

“Mia, Darlin’, whatever happens, happens. You’re mine now and I want you in my life permanently.” I say with vehemence, so she knows I want her and only her.

“Oh. Maybe we should be careful though? We’ve only known each other a short while Cash. I don’t want you to feel like you’re stuck. I mean, what if we don’t work out or what if I get pregnant?”

She’s working herself up for no reason. I grab ahold of her hips and look into her eyes.

“Mia, I only want you. I know it deep inside my soul. You’re in my heart and that’s where you’ll stay forever. This isn’t going to end. This thing between us is only the beginning.”

She looks into my eyes and I leave myself open to her, wanting her to see the truth that’s there. Finally, she responds.

“Okay, Cash. As long as you’re sure.”

My lips meet hers and I try to communicate just how sure I am about us. I pull her deeper into me and do my best to show her that she’s mine. I do this by going down on my knees and pushing my head between her legs—not stopping until she screams out my name.