CHRIS
Small lanterns snake a path across the sand, decorating Tony’s part of the beach. The lighting is soft, but enough for me see Red from where I stand on the patio. I’m not close enough to see her features, but I know it’s her. I smile and step into the sand. The moon sits high and reflects brightly on the crashing waves, but shines delicately over Red’s body. She’s lying on a towel facing the ocean as music flows softly from her iPad.
For some unknown reason, I can’t get my heart to cooperate.
Watching her lay there, looking the way she does, causes me to lose control of it. By now, I would have said something, touched her, or even kissed her. Instead I’ve been standing here, stuck in the sand ten feet away, with my heart in my throat. She’s stunning. Her hair hangs long over her shoulder and moonlight brushes her silhouette causing my dick to take attention.
I can’t deny it anymore; I’m in love with this girl.
I feel like a pussy. Mindlessly fucking the fan girls from the strip club, until they got too clingy, taught me to be on guard. Fucking girls like Haley, who are fucked up in their own way kept me solid, but not her, not with this girl.
Two code: No falling.
It’s always been the rule.
No fucking falling.
Girls are usually the ones that fall, because nothing has been more important to me than keeping things perfect for MJ.
No drama. No arguing. No bullshit.
Now, I look at Red as she lies there, knowing that when I kiss her, she will moan. I know that after we have sex, she will look at me like there's nothing else better, and she's right, it is god damn perfect, but it’s not enough, not anymore. I want all of those things, and all the other things too. All the laughs, all the tears, I want every part of her, every part that’s not mine to have.
“You’ve been really quiet tonight,” I say as I approach.
And there’s the smile.
“Sorry. I guess I’ve had a lot on my mind.”
“Everything ok?” I ask, lying down next to her causing the towel to shift in the sand.
“Yeah, just thinking.”
“About what?”
“You… actually,” she moves her gaze from the moonlit ocean and meets my eyes.
“Me?” I smile.
“Yeah. Does anything ever keep you down long? You are always so positive, it’s amazing.”
“I try not to let it. For me, life is about perspective. Bad things can only have as much control over you as you let it.”
She nods thoughtfully, as I drag my hand across the sand.
“You know, sexy,” I say, moving my hand up her leg, “this bikini is the best I’ve ever seen you wear.”
She laughs, “Oh really?”
“Fuck yeah. I mean, I’ll always prefer you naked, of course, but this is a close second.”
“I think I prefer you naked too,” she says softly, leaning forward, brushing her lips against mine.
Dick behave.
I smile and finger the small tie on her hip that keeps her bikini together, “If we weren’t out here, I’d be taking this off of you with my teeth right about now.”
“Well take it off baby, I’ll never stop you,” a devilish grin spreads across her face and I chuckle recognizing her use of my words.
The beginning chord for a song starts on her iPad and it gives me an idea. Grabbing it, I find the song I’m looking for and sit on my knees facing her. The look of confusion passes her gaze, but just as quick as it does it is replaced with the look of understanding.
“Are you going to dance for me?” she asks, eyes wide.
“It will start with a dance,” I smile. “Can’t promise where it’s going to end up,” I smirk.
“Earned It” by The Weeknd starts, and I crawl up her body shifting her to lie back on the towel. I tease her with a kiss, and she leans forward wanting more but I pull away. Red props herself up on her elbows and watches me under a heated gaze. Starting at her ankle, I hold her eyes captive in mine as I nip and kiss my way up her leg, over her calf, behind her knee. She draws in a sharp breath and pulls the towel into her fist. Once I make it to her inner thigh, I tickle it with my tongue. Taking my time, I lick a trail up her thigh. She praises me with moans and breathy sounds as I enjoy the smooth feel of her body. Continuing forward, I kiss her pussy over her bathing suit and her head falls back. I start to get lost there, kneading her heat with my lips. She grows hotter, wetter. Remembering where we are, I move away, kissing my way up over her stomach, between her breasts. She squeezes my biceps and whimpers as my dick pushes hard against my swim trunks.
“God. You do this for all the girls?” she whispers.
“Just the one that drives me fucking crazy.”
She smiles. “Go turn off our lantern.”
My heart pounds fast, contradicting the slow melody of the song. I realize that this is less of a lap dance and more like full blown foreplay, but everything is foreplay with Red. She could be making me eggs and I’d still want to fuck her. As soon as I return from blowing out our lanterns, she pulls me too her and kisses me hard. I groan, she’s so hungry and I’m fucking starving. Now that I’m sure we are mere shadows to anyone who could possibly see us, I take the gloves off. I kiss my way back down her neck and to her hard nipples. Pulling the swim top aside, I take one into my mouth. The song flows through the air, her breathing picks up and the waves crash nearby. My nose grazes her rib cage and she sucks in a rush of air arching her back.
“Mmm,” she moans louder, and I fight not to lose myself in the sound.
Sitting back again on my knees, I wrap both of her legs around my waist and pull her on top of me. She’s flushed, breathing deep and careful breaths as I hold her eye contact and grind against her to the slow beat of the music. The thin fabric of her bikini provides a ‘barely there’ barrier, and I know she has to feel every hard inch of me as I slide against her. Lowering her again, I flip her onto her stomach and my knees dig a little deeper into the sand. I pull her back against my chest as I move rhythmically with the song against her from behind. My hands trail down the front of her body as her skin turns hot. Her head falls back against my shoulder and her body hums. I love getting her like this, so open, so willing. I kiss and nibble her ear, while she curls my swim trunks in her fist and moans. No sooner than the sound escapes her, I push her down, causing her to bend at the waist into my favorite fucking position. My breathing is deep as I squeeze her hips, trying to keep control. It would be so easy to fuck her right now. My hand flirts with the tie of her bikini.
“Mmm nice,” she moans and rolls her hips taunting me. I’m too hot. I have to stop or things will get a lot louder on this empty beach.
With her back against my chest again, she turns slightly and her mouth finds mine, draining me of the last bit of control I held. My hand slides down. I’m seeking. I need to touch what I know is already there. I want to feel her. My fingers dance beneath the fabric of her bikini and she gasps as soon as I find my prize.
She’s so wet. My fingers glide through her wetness as I make small circles over her clit. She grinds against my hand, pulling her mouth away. Raw throaty moans echo through her body as she shutters, rocking against me.
“Oh god. I love how-how...” she stutters, before falling back into moans.
I love you.
I almost say it. I will never stop wanting to do this to her. I kiss her. I kiss her because I can’t say what I want to say. I slide two fingers into her, and as if someone flipped a switch, she breaks. With one hand I cover her mouth and with the other hand I fuck her as she calls out to me from behind my palm. Her chest heaves and her body tenses as she comes. I kiss her as her body shakes. She lies back opening up to me, I climb between her legs, and my mouth crushes down against hers.
I love you.
The music stopped a long time ago, but our bodies still move rhythmically against each other. I need to be in this girl, if not, I might say something I shouldn’t. My hand begins tugging at her waistband.
“Teeth,” she says. I pause, not following.
“You said you’d remove them with your teeth.”
I smile.
“I love how good you feel right now,” she says, “but still… teeth.”
“Using my teeth will just make it quicker for my tongue to find your pussy.”
Her eyes widen and I slide down her body. After leaving small kisses across her hip, I bite down onto the fine rope of her bikini bottom. She watches intently, as I gently pull at the tie and it begins to loosen. With one side untied, I use my nose to push the fabric aside and I kiss across the soft skin of her pussy. A long, shaky breath leaves her lips as I kiss and suck on the gold I plan to be buried deep in very soon.
She groans and pushes against my mouth, begging me to lick her and I will, I so fucking will, but I’ve got to get the rest of this bathing suit off. My mouth travels to the other tie and she looks down. I tug at it as I fall into her heated stare. Right before the strings fall loose, loud laughter rings out from the patio, reminding me of where we are. We both watch as two silhouettes, stumble down the patio and toward the sand.
“Oh shit,” she giggles, and moves to tie the suit back in place.
My hand stops her. “I’m sorry, sexy, but you are NOT putting that back on.”
“What?” she laughs.
“Those fuckers will be away from the patio in a second, then I’ll be wrapping that towel around you and carrying you in.”
She smiles and straddles me as I kiss her. Minutes later, I carry her through the house, kick our bedroom door shut and completely ravish her. Sex for me is usually best had loud and wild, but tonight was different. I found myself kissing her deep, savoring in her body and melting into her. Instead of my usual dirty banter, I told her how amazing, beautiful, and strong she was. I was able to bite back the words that were fighting to get out, but my feelings poured out in every other way. For the first time ever, I made love to a woman. It was intense, incredible, and very clearly out of my control.
Sunlight bleeds through the window from the balcony the next morning. The view is amazing. Tony made sure each of his guest bedrooms had an ocean front balcony, but it’s not that view I’m talking about. Red’s head bobs under the covers as she proceeds to wake me in the best fucking way possible. I groan and snatch the covers off of her. The moment the light hits her she looks at me and grins.
“Morning,” she says, and pulls me back into her mouth.
Holy fuck.
I don’t respond, she doesn’t give me time. She works me over with her mouth until I find my hands in her hair, my toes curled tight, my breathing out of control. Her tongue teases me, her hands stroke me and her mouth drives me over the edge. After she’s done she climbs up my body and lies on my chest. I pull her chin upward and kiss her lips.
“If this is how all mornings are with you at the beach,” I smile, “keep a swimsuit in your bag from now on.”
She laughs and slaps my chest. “I just… well… I don’t know. I just wanted to.” She blushes.
“Hell, you can do that as much as you want.”
“Oh I bet,” she laughs.
My phone vibrates on the nightstand alerting me of an incoming text, I glance at it. Red hops off the bed still totally naked, stealing my attention as she heads for the bathroom. After she’s out of view, I fall back onto the pillow. How in the fuck am I going to tell her? Nard’s advice, “Hey I fucked around and fell in love,” doesn’t seem to cut it. This is big. It’s too much, if I don’t find a way to say it when the time is right, I’ll fuck it up and say it when it isn’t.
Fuck.
My phone buzzes, reminding me that I have an unviewed message. I unlock the phone.
“Hey you,” my eyes flick to Red, who’s standing the in doorway.
NEW MESSAGE.
SHAYLA: I’ll be dropping MJ off at your house at Noon.
“Want to shower with me?” Red smiles.
9:38 a.m.
If we leave now I’ll have enough time drop Red off at home and make it to MJ right at noon.
If I shower with her, I won’t be able to do both. She will have to come with me.
“Come on, you know you want too.”
Am I ready for that? For her to meet MJ?
Red holds her smile and my heart beats out of my damn chest.
“Yes, but afterward, we are making a stop.”