CHAPTER FOUR

Emery

He was even better looking close up. I watched him talk, took in his perfect full lips as I sipped wine and nibbled on the food in front of me. I felt the way he was looking at me when I was on that stage, but I didn’t know who he was at the time. The lights were bright, and I could not see any faces, but I felt the intensity of his gaze the entire time. It was the same way that he was looking at me now as I watched him.

Sebastian was a secure man. He spoke confidently, and oozed sexuality and wealth and I memorized it. I’d never forget the amount of money that he spends on me and how much it would help me. I never did this for the money as much as listening to Mollie talked about it and suggested it for some fun in my life.

When we were finished eating, he suggested a nearby club. I agreed, and he paid the bill before offering me his arm. I took it, breathing in his masculine scent of soap and peppermint as I felt the heat radiating through his clothes. We walked out to the sidewalk and down the street as he talked about New York and what he loved about it. He made me regret moving as he spoke, describing the city in a way that made me see it in a different light.

We entered the club ahead of everyone else as Sebastian greeted the bouncer with a smile. He took my hand and led me to the bar, asking what I’d like to drink over the loud music. I asked for a glass of wine, knowing how good it made me feel. I felt so good with Sebastian and I never wanted that feeling to end. I sipped it slowly, staring into his face as he sipped a beer.

I wanted Sebastian as much as I had last night before I knew who he was. He let us finish our drinks before slipping off his jacket and draping it over a table that was free. He then loosened his tie and top buttons and rolled his sleeves up before grinning at me.

“Can I have this dance, Emery?” He held out his hand, and I took it, letting him lead me to the dance floor as a sensual Justin Timberlake song started playing. I watched as he started to move skillfully and sexually, making me move my hips to get closer to him. I raised my arms up and danced closer to him, needing his heat and his scent.

We danced for a few songs, slow and fast. The way that he danced was seductive without him even trying and I melted into his arms as he pulled me closer for a slow dance. I slipped my arms around his neck, the combination of wine and desire hitting me full force as I slipped my hands into his thick hair. Sebastian stared down at me, into my eyes before looking at my lips and tightening his hold on me.

“Are you a virgin, Emery?” He asked me as I nodded.

“I don’t want to be anymore,” I told him as he smiled weakly. Sebastian looked around before he slipped his hand down my body, grabbing my fingers and pulling me off the dance floor. He led me down a hallway and found the dark, empty end before pressing me against the wall gently.

“I didn’t want to kiss you out there,” he told me in a husky voice before catching my mouth in a hungry kiss. He was taller than I was but not so much that he had to hunch over me. His hands moved to cup my face as he kept kissing me, his lips soft and warm. I felt his tongue stroking my lower lip just before he drew it between his teeth with a gentle tug. I parted my lips, trembling a bit as he slipped his tongue into my mouth slow and sweet. My nipples pebbled, and thighs tensed as I wrapped my arms around his waist to pull him closer.

Ned never kissed me like this. He was demanding and always too hard, but this was soft and felt so good. Sebastian tilted his head and deepened the kiss as I gasped and pressed against him. He dropped one hand down my body and stroked my side before gripping my hip tightly. I bucked against him, needing the friction against my sex as he reached around to grab my ass. “I want you,” I whispered as he kissed down to my jaw, pulling me against his hard cock. I moaned, and he lifted me up, urging me to wrap my legs around him as he pushed into me. I let out a long moan, and he sucked my earlobe into his mouth, avoiding the chandelier earring as I breathed in deeply.

“Not here. Let’s get out of here,” he told me as he dropped me and straightened my dress. “Let’s go.”

I held onto his hand and followed him to the door, asking about his jacket. Sebastian walked outside and across the street to a sleek black car that I couldn’t even identify. He waved as a man stepped out of the driver’s seat, opening the door for me himself. I slipped inside, seeing a bench seat with one across from it that was a soft leather. I scooted to the window and looked out, wondering where we were going. Sebastian closed the door and moved beside me, turning my face to his for a soft kiss.

“I’ll get my stuff later. Someone will get it, or I’ll just buy new ones. I don’t fucking care because I have wanted you since I saw you last night, Emery. I want you, but you need to want this as well.” His eyes stared down at me as he pulled away slightly to speak, imploring me to speak.

“I do.” I replied, leaning up to kiss him.

Sebastian told the driver to take us to his place, and I breathed in nervously in the moment I had before he kissed me again. I moved eagerly towards him and he pulled me over his lap as he arranged my skirt around me. I was pressed against him with only pants and the underwear that I had on between us. His kissed were primal and needy as I moved my head to meet his tongue with mine. I knew that this was right, despite any lingering fear. I knew that he was going to be the first man inside of me.

By the time the car stopped, I’d unbuttoned his shirt to the waist and his hands were all over my body. He’d managed to unzip my dress in the back but otherwise I was dressed, and I pulled away to look around. We were in a parking garage with just a few cars parked around us, otherwise empty.

“Are we going to do it here?” I asked him as Sebastian chuckled.

“No. This is where I live. I wouldn’t let your first time be in the car.” He rolled me off him gently and I pulled my dress up as he zipped me, leaving his shirt the way it was. He opened the car door, and I grabbed my purse before sliding out to follow him to an elevator. He pushed the button and slipped an arm around my back while we waited. The door slid open silently, and he guided me in before pushing the button for the top floor. I looked up at him with wonder in my eyes, reaching around his neck. I kissed Sebastian, tasting the liquor on his breath and the mint of the gum that he was chewing earlier.

He pushed me against the glass of the door, his tongue dancing with mine as he pulled me close. The elevator ride was smooth, and I gasped as the door opened and he pulled away, his eyes dark with heat. Sebastian pulled me into the foyer of a big apartment with a sunken living room and a view that made my mouth drop open. I could see the city from where we were and turned to look at him as he slipped his shirt off.

His body was muscled and perfect without being too big. He was a man that kept himself in shape and I watched him nervously as he stalked towards me. Sebastian was obviously the one that liked to be in control and in this moment, that frightened me a bit. He cupped my face and looked into my eyes for a moment before kissing me tenderly. I felt desire wash over me, replacing the fear and wrapped my arms around him. Sebastian kissed me hungrily and slowly moved me across the room, guiding and securing me so I didn’t fall. I gasped as he pressed me against something, moving his lips down my neck. Sebastian slipped his hands down to clasp mine and held them to the cold surface as I moaned softly.

“Do you want to come over the city?” He whispered as I opened my eyes to look at him for a second. He kissed me again and his tongue swept my mouth as his hands began running over my body. My sex started to ache as I kissed him back, my thighs growing slick with need. I’d never wanted anybody this much, and he lifted me up with his hands tightly clasping my ass. One moved under my skirt, tracing my skin softly as I groaned. I had no idea how he could hold me like this, but I felt safe as he pressed between my legs.

Sebastian slowly undressed me in between kisses and let my dress slide to the floor, his eyes raking over my body in just a thin lace bra and underwear. They were the sexiest set I’d ever worn. I turned my head to see that I was pressed against the cool window and I took in the lights as he cupped my heavy breasts in his hands. Sebastian stroked my aching nipples with his thumbs as I closed my eyes, arching forward.

“I won’t fall through this, will I?” I asked him as he chuckled.

“No. They’re designed to be strong.” He kissed my neck, and I smiled as I felt him release the front clasp of my bra. “Are you all right with this?” He asked me as I let out a whimper.

“It feels so good,” I replied as he nibbled at my jaw.

“Just say the word if it isn’t.” He drew my skin between his teeth and tugged gently. I moaned his name as he moved one hand down to stroke my chest, focusing on the nipple as I let out another cry. Sebastian moved his mouth down, supporting himself on powerful legs as he sucked a nipple into his mouth, pressing me against the glass. I slipped my hands into his hair and moaned as he sucked at me, then drew his teeth across my sensitive skin.

“Sebastian. Oh, god.” I gripped his hair and pulled him closer, feeling something inside of me needing to break apart. It was a new sensation and scary, but also with a promise of carnal pleasure. I tore at him as he bit down, whispering for me to not rip out his hair. I dropped my hands helplessly as he moved to the other nipple to suck and nip. I was weak with needing to come and desire when he pulled away and looked at me.

“Turn towards the window.” I widened my eyes at him as he moved up to hold me up, kissing me. “You’re safe, Emery. Nobody can see through the glass, but you can see everything while I stroke your hot, swollen clit.” He helped me to turn around, pressing my breasts against the glass as I hissed. He spread my legs apart, so I could stand a bit better and wrapped one arm around my waist. I felt the other one slip inside of my underwear and slide over my folds as I dropped my head back. I felt dizzy as he moved his fingers over me, slowly working towards my needy nub as I moaned weakly. He knew what he was doing as he circled me, giving me enough friction to beg for more. I opened my eyes and looked out at the lights of the city with dazed eyes as he kept moving against me.

I never knew that it was supposed to feel like this. I worried about what it would be like if this pleasure was never a part of my life again. He kept moving, my pussy getting slicker as he pressed his fingers harder into me. I bucked against him as something inside of me came apart and I cried out his name, held up only by his arm around me. It washed through me, tightening me as I cried his name.

When I was silent again, he wrapped his arms around me and started to move through the apartment. I clung to his neck as I closed my eyes, memorizing the feeling of his bare skin against mine. I opened my eyes as we walked into a room, seeing a large bedroom. There were windows all along one wall giving us another angle of the city. The room was lit in a warm amber light and I looked around to see a large fireplace with a TV on the opposite wall. There was a large bed, probably a king, against the wall that faced everything, and he set me down on it gently before kissing me.