Shepard’s entire body was tingling. From his toes, which were currently curling into the soft plush beige carpet, to his fingers, which were trying to find purchase in Nick’s messy hair, to his fucking earlobes. He was like a live wire, exposed and bare and sparking, ready to explode at a moment’s notice. He glanced down at the unbelievably handsome man who was swallowing his dick down to the balls, a feat that was not only incredibly hot, but also incredibly impressive. Shepard looked down even further, at Nick’s cock, jutting out from between his thighs, the head slick with precome, showing off just how turned on the man was. That was when Nick’s tongue gave a soft swirl over Shepard’s shaft, tickling at his balls, sending more electric shocks coursing through his body. Shepard gave another moan, one that came from deep in his chest, one he couldn’t hold back even if he wanted to. Nick was making him lose control of his body in more ways than one. Shepard wasn’t even sure if he could stay standing any longer.

“Mhmm, come, let me lie down,” Shepard said. “It’s hard for me to come standing up,” said playfully.

“Who said I wanted you to come yet?” Nick said, grinning as he took Shepard’s cock back in his mouth and kept him standing.

“Ohh, fuck,” Shepard said, “maybe I can come standing up.”

Nick smiled around his dick, his tongue working its magic along Shepard’s shaft. Shepard never felt so comfortable before. Especially not while he was naked. He worked hard to have a nice body, but that didn’t mean he was immune to feeling vulnerable when someone else had his cock balls deep down his throat. But with Nick, he wasn’t only harder than steel, but he felt like he was Play-Doh in Nick’s grip, too.

“Fuuuck, that feels so good,” Shepard said, as Nick moaned around his cock, the entire thing slick with his spit. He could practically feel himself pulsing in Nick’s warm mouth. It was bliss. Shepard couldn’t imagine anything better. Not only was the feeling intense, but the view was incredible. Having Nick look up at him with those captivating light brown eyes, mouth full of cock, smile on his lips. It was enough to make Shepard’s knees tremble. When he was able to steady himself, he grabbed onto Nick’s chin and lifted him up off his knees. His lips were wet and puffy and exactly what Shepard wanted against his own. He went in for a kiss, tasting himself on Nick’s tongue, melting into Nick’s body. They both moaned as Shepard led them backward toward the bed. Or, at least he thought it was toward the bed. Ten seconds later and Nick moved forward with a surprised grunt.

“Oh, sorry,” Shepard said, realizing he had steered them toward the dresser, which had rudely interrupted them by jabbing Nick in the ass with a corner.

“I think I just lost my virginity,” Nick said, rubbing his butt with a flushed face. They both started cracking up at that. Shepard went back in for kisses, but the laughs were almost too much.

“I hope the dresser was a gentle lover, at least,” Shepard toyed as he led them toward the bed, his eyes open this time.

“Oh, it knew what it was doing.”

This had Shepard laughing even more. He couldn’t believe he was almost in tears while his cock was functioning as a fucking flag pole, sticking out into the air and bouncing with his laughs.

“Alright, get down on that bed,” Nick said, his tone growing a little heavier. He still had a smile on his face, but it was quickly evolving into a hungry smirk. The kind he gave when he was attempting to swallow Shepard moments earlier. It was so damn sexy. Shepard felt the mattress against the back of his knees. He sat down and moved back on the bed, bringing his feet up, moving the pillow up with him so he could lean on the headboard. He opened his legs wide as Nick climbed on, his own cock hard and leaking. Shepard loved seeing him on all fours, moving toward him. He couldn’t get enough of how hot Nick was, especially when he was rock hard.

Nick leaned down and licked Shepard’s balls while his cock bounced on his taut stomach. Nick grabbed Shepard’s tight balls in his hands and lifted, exposing the sensitive skin underneath. Nick went to town and Shepard was seeing stars. He lifted his legs up higher in the air, giving Nick’s tongue a little more access. He fisted his own cock, squeezing out a rope of precome as Nick continued working wonders with his tongue. It was like he was casting a damn spell, Shepard completely and totally entranced. Nick could have asked Shepard to do anything in that moment and he would have done it without a question asked

“Fuck, Nick, I’m so close,” Shepard groaned into the dark bedroom. He could feel himself getting tighter, his body ready for the pending explosion. His toes were curling as Nick licked his way back up to the swollen head of Shepard’s cock. He popped it back into his mouth, the heat immediately consuming Shepard. He couldn’t take it. He was going to blow.

“That’s it, that’s it,” Shepard said, his eyes already beginning to roll back. “I’m gonna—“ Shepard couldn’t finish his sentence. His cock erupted down Nick’s throat as his entire body tensed, his legs kicked out straight, his toes curled, his fingers dug into the mattress, his hips twitched and spasmed. He could see stars. He was scared he had passed out for a second.

“Oh my god,” Shepard said on an exhale, his head body shifting back into that Play-Doh state. He tried moving his arms, but they lay useless at his sides. Nick came up from between Shepard’s thighs, a smile on his face. He kissed his way up to Shepard’s lips, spending a few extra moments on Shepard’s pebbled nipples. By the time Nick made it up to Shepard’s lips, Shepard thought he was ready to go again. His dick had barely gotten any softer, even after he just finished blowing his load.

“I want you,” Shepard whispered, nibbling on Nick’s earlobe as he pulled back. He grabbed Nick’s head in his hands and steered them together for another kiss. The overhead lights were set on their dimmest setting. Shepard pulled back, finding Nick’s glowing eyes in the soft light. His lips were still wet from the kiss, catching Shepard’s eyes for a moment before they flitted back up to Nick’s. “I want you to fuck me.”

They had already done this once before, but this time, things felt so much more potent. There was way more involved. The stakes were so much higher. A year ago, back in the on-call room, Shepard felt like he was simply living out a fantasy. As much as he daydreamed about the sexy, elusive doctor, he felt as though them being together had as much chance of happening as him being killed by a falling toilet seat. It was a good thing he wasn’t a betting man, because those odds weren’t as skewed as he once assumed. Now, being with Nick felt almost like a certainty. Something that was bound to happen, woven into the fabric of their destinies. They worked too well together, their chemistry never flickering and their feelings already knowing no bounds.

And so this felt very different to the first time they hooked up.

Nick didn’t need much more encouragement. He reached over to his nightstand and opened the drawer, pulling out a small bottle of lube and a condom. He got to work with the rubber while Shepard squeezed a dime-sized amount of lube on his palm. He rubbed it on his still-hard dick before slipping his lubed fingers down past his balls and over his hole. He pressed two fingers against his ass, slipping inside and getting himself ready for Nick. He bit his lower lip as he pushed his fingers in a little deeper. He took a breath, working them farther. Nick was now standing at the edge of the bed, watching Shepard finger himself. Shepard enjoyed putting on a show. He lifted his ass off the bed so Nick could have a better view as Shepard found his swollen P-spot and started massaging it, his head falling back and his eyes closing with the pleasure.

Shepard felt the bed sink. He opened his eyes and saw Nick sitting on his knees, his hard cock sticking up straight. He reached for the bottle of lube and squirted some in his hands, which he rubbed over his dick as Shepard continued to probe himself. With Nick all lubed up, he grabbed Shepard’s wrist and pulled him out slowly, his fingers coming out with a small pop. Shepard moaned, immediately feeling a sense of emptiness that had to be filled, and he knew exactly how he wanted it to be filled.

Nick grabbed Shepard’s ankles and lifted him up, exposing his tight ass. He held his feet up in the air as he maneuvered his hips so that the head of his cock was pressing up against Shepard’s ready hole. Shepard took a breath and relaxed even further, granting Nick full access. He felt Nick’s cock push past the tight ring of muscle. A sharp sting coursed through him. Shepard winced slightly, causing Nick to freeze in his tracks.

“You ok?” Nick asked, the head of his cock successfully buried in Shepard’s ass.

“More than ok,” Shepard encouraged. He knew some slight discomfort came with the territory, and that it would quickly give way to intense pleasure. He reached up and grabbed Nick’s shoulders, pulling him down for another kiss. This spurred Nick on. He pushed in a little deeper. He was slow, tender. Shepard loved it. He loved feeling Nick slowly enter him, giving him that sweet sensation of being filled with his lover’s cock.

“Right there,” Shepard said as Nick hit his spot.

“Yeah?” Nick asked, grinning as he picked up his pace. He pulled almost completely out before sinking back in, still slow but working in deeper now. Shepard’s fingernails dug into Nick’s broad shoulders. Nick was thrusting faster now. He was entirely inside of Shepard, his cock stretching Shepard in a way that made him forget the fucking English language. Shepard’s brain turned to mush as Nick started to pound at his ass. Shepard’s legs were still high up in the air, held onto by Nick, who began to kiss his ankles as he continued to fuck him. Harder. Faster. Shepard opened his eyes and saw a completely different Nick. One that was filled to the brim with a heated passion, it burned in his gaze. Shepard couldn’t even jerk himself off, even though his cock was still hard and bouncing against his stomach. He was so overwhelmed with pleasure, he just lay there and took it all. Everything that Nick was giving, he was a receptive vessel.

“Fuck, you’re so hot,” Nick said over the sounds of his thighs slapping against Shepard’s ass.

“Keep going,” Shepard was able to say, past the stars that clouded his brain. He reached a hand up and grabbed Nick’s chest, feeling the soft hair on his palm, the hard nipples, the fast heartbeat. Everything that reminded Shepard he was with his perfect man. “You’re going to make me come again,” Shepard said, a little surprised at how good Nick was at fucking him. He never came twice, and not in such a quic—

“Oh, fuck, fuck,” Shepard said, feeling his cock erupt again. It was a hands-free orgasm, something else that never happened to Shepard. His cock jerked against his stomach as it emptied his balls. His ass clenched around Nick with every orgasmic wave.

“Fuuuck,” Nick said, running his hand over the puddle of come Shepard had created around his belly button. He spread it over Shepard’s chest as he continued to fuck him. “I’m going to come,” Nick warned.

“Keep fucking me,” Shepard said, his cock now softening but his body still ready for more. Nick listened to Shepard, continuing to drive his thickness into Shepard’s ass. A few more thrusts, and Nick dropped his head and tightened his grip around Shepard’s ankles. His hips gave three twitches, each one a shot of come into the condom.

When everything was over, a sweaty and breathless Nick pulled out of Shepard, threw out the condom, and collapsed onto the bed. Shepard was equally sweaty and breathless. They both chuckled as the postorgasmic bliss started to take over. Shepard rolled on his side and threw an arm over Nick’s chest, enjoying the feeling of his chest rising and falling with his breaths.

“That was… something else,” Shepard said.

“I’m honestly speechless,” Nick replied with another laugh.

“I’ve never came twice like that before.” Shepard sounded clearly impressed. Nick looked his way and smiled.

“Want to make it three times?”