Chapter Seven – Nick

I stir in my bed, waking up as the sunlight streams into my room. I’m usually really good at closing the curtains, especially on the weekends when I don’t have to be up for the school run and I can have a lie in, so I don’t know why I didn’t last night… oh! All of a sudden, the moment I see the body lay spread across my sheets, very naked, it all comes screaming back to me. The event, the date, the kiss… and everything else.

I prop myself up onto my elbow and smile down at her sleeping body. She looks more like herself now without the fancy clothes and the make up. Her hair is messier, just like it usually is, and I have to admit she looks better. But it’s also a stark reminder that we probably shouldn’t be here. I mean, she’s my friend, not someone to have sex with. We have a history together, one that I don’t want to throw down the drain for nothing. Just because the sex was amazing last night, and fuck me was it good, and not just because I haven’t been laid in forever, doesn’t mean we have to start something, does it? If we stop now, we can put it down to a one time moment of madness, a minute where everything went crazy before normal service resumed. We can be friends again.

Do I want that though? I ask myself curiously. Or do I want more? I need to figure it out.

“Mmm…” Melissa stirs and pries her eyes open just a little bit. I could use some more time to work my feelings out, but I suppose seeing how she reacts to me will help too. “Good morning, you.”

“Yeah…” I rasp back. “Morning.” I pause for a moment and stare at her. Right now, she looks happy, but she isn’t giving too much away. “I need to break her walls down. So, erm… yeah… that was a bit nuts, wasn’t it?”

She giggles girlishly and I join in with her. It feels much better to laugh than anything else, if we don’t it could end up getting really complicated. I don’t know what else I can do. This is just so wild.

“Do you feel good?” she asks me, shocking me. I open and close my mouth a couple of times just wondering how to answer that. “About Liz, I mean. You finally told her off last night. That must feel pretty good?”

I can’t stop the big smile from spreading across my lips. I really do feel good. I guess I’ve been thinking a lot about Liz recently, confused as to why she’s left me and her son behind, but now I don’t care anymore. She isn’t worth my thoughts and time, I’m done. She isn’t a maternal figure, she doesn’t have a loving bone in her body, anyone who does couldn’t give up their parental rights, so she doesn’t deserve us. We can move on, finally.

“Oh, I’m so glad,” I reply. “I didn’t really shout, I wasn’t angry, I just told her calmly what a bitch she is. I let everybody know what she’s like and now I can walk away with my head held high. I feel great.”

“And you’re…” She blushes furiously and glances downwards. “Ready to move past it all now?”

I nod slowly, really soaking this in. “Yes, I am. I really think that I am.”

Her lips move towards mine and I find myself faced with a dilemma. This is the moment that I decide is this to be a one night stand, or a fling of some sorts. I need to make the choice, but with her coming towards me in such an intense way, it’s hard for my brain to think straight. I become a slave to the sensations instead…

We kiss hard and fast. There isn’t any delicacy this time, no romance, just sheer hardcore passion. The morning and the new sober light has unleashed something very unexpected in Melissa and I have to say I like it a lot. I grab her, I yank her onto my lap, and I can feel her warm, wet desire, pressing against my morning glory. It sends my brain spinning, I lose all control of my thoughts, I’m completely wild for her already.

Her hands move all over me, she kisses down my body at the speed of light, and I fling my hands behind her head as I watch her go. There are time constraints here, this is far more dangerous than last night, we have much more chance of being caught, but I like it. It adds to the taboo nature of this and amps up the thrill. Her fingers feel me everywhere, and because we’re both already naked, it isn’t long until her fingers brush against my rock hard cock. My back flips, I have a spasm of a reaction, which makes her smile to herself.

Melissa looks at me, giving me an intense stare, and she runs her tongue along her lips. It shocks me, I can hardly believe that I haven’t noticed how sexy she is. How have I been only friend with her until now? Fuck, if I knew she would look like this in bed then I would have been doing this a whole lot sooner.

She bends her head forwards, pushing her butt into the air as she goes and she wraps her gorgeous plump lips tightly around my length. Her tongue darts over the tip, making my ears burn with passion. She touches my most sensitive are and I honestly feel like I’m about to fucking explode already. I might well lose my mind. I fist the sheets beneath me and buck my hips, forcing my cock further into her mouth. I hit the back of her throat without meaning to, but it’s like I’m an animal without any control over my body anymore. I’m driven by desire.

Melissa lifts her eyes up to meet mine as she devours my length with ease, and the image of her like that, so submissive and eager to please, is one that I will keep locked in the back of my mind forever. It’s phenomenal, the best thing I’ve ever seen in my life and it leaves me about ready to explode.

“N… not like this,” I plead as the tension in my thighs get too much. “I want to be inside of you.”

Melissa takes one slow drag as she pulls her mouth away from me, giving me a tantalizing look as she goes. Then, once her lips are too far away from me, making me regret my words, she gives me a cheeky wink and turns around, still on her hands and knees, giving me a brand new view of her gorgeous body.

“This is one position we didn’t try last night,” she gushes while wiggling her ass at me. “You up for it.”

“Oh, fuck yeah,” I growl while scrambling to my knees. “Of course, I am!”

As I reach into my night stand drawer to grab a condom, I can’t help admire the number of wrappers sitting there open. I know it’s been a long time but I’m still impressed by both of us and our appetite. I don’t think anything can stop us now, being sated for a moment isn’t long enough. I still want her afterwards, I always need her again. I just can’t get enough of her, it’s wild. I shake my head and smile to myself as I cover up my erection, unable to get over how long we’ve avoided giving in to this temptation.

Once I’m ready for her, I press one hand onto the small of her back and I slide in, groaning with sheer relief as I do. My fingers curl tightly around her hips so I can drag her ass back to meet me half way when I thrust and the way that her body slams into mine sets me on fire. I’m about ready to explode instantly.

The little purrs and moans that fly out of Melissa’s mouth leave me animalistic and unhinged. A guttural groan flies past my mouth, I can’t control myself at all, the hot bliss is already burning in my balls. One of my hands automatically fists up into her hair and as I tug lightly I can feel the new yet familiar sensation of her walls contracting around me. She puts so much pressure on my cock that I cannot contain it anymore. I get a rush of release, the hot desire races from my body like lava leaving a volcano. I collapse and deflate into her.

“Oh my God,” I gasp out as I fall against her. “Oh, Melissa, you’re just too much.”

She falls forward, her face pressing into the pillow as she pants breathlessly. We lie in the moment of post coital bliss, just brushing our hand against one another.

“What was that?” Melissa bolts upright and she yanks the sheet over her. “That noise?”

Reality rushes back as I think about my son finally coming out of bed. Of course! How could I forget! I’ve been so wrapped up in Melissa that everything else faded away. Now I need to deal with that. Toby likes Melissa a whole lot but I don’t know how he’ll feel about us being in bed together. Can I explain it away?

“I better go.” Melissa jumps up and starts grappling around for clothing, but of course she doesn’t have anything because I tore it off in the heat of the moment last night. I softly push myself out of the bed and move over to the cupboard to get het something. Immediately I find some sweat pants and a tee shirt. They will swamp her tiny frame, but I’ll call her a cab right to the door so she isn’t seen by anyone.

“Here. Wear these.” I hand her the clothes and watch with sad eyes as she puts them on. The magic of the moment is shattered now and I miss it already. “I better go and see Toby.”

“Yeah of course.” She can’t even look me in the eye. “You go. I’ll sneak out.”

I don’t want to leave, I feel my heart strings tugging as I walk backwards. This is awful but my son needs me. As last night proved again I’m the only one here for him, Toby needs me. I should say something, anything to keep this feeling going between us, but I don’t know what the words are. I dress myself in just some shorts and I go, cursing myself as I walk. I feel like I’ve done all the wrong things.

At least Melissa isn’t Liz though, making a mistake doesn’t have to be the end of anything. I can get things back, I’m sure of it. I suppose I need to work out how much I want first. Right now, I feel like I want it all, but that might just be the post orgasmic feeling circling me. I don’t want to get sucked in by that in case it doesn’t work out in the end. I need to be smart in every single way.

“Hey, Daddy!” Toby jumps into my arms, cheering me up. “Can we play a board game?”

I want to call Melissa down, to join us playing a game but from the way she reacted she doesn’t seem to want to rush into everything just yet. I would love to cook for her as well, but that isn’t possible I’m afraid. “Of course, we can, but after breakfast. You go and set it up and I’ll sort it out. What do you want?”

“Soup!” he yelled back making me roll my eyes. “I want soup, that’s my favorite!”

I do as he asks with one ear open the entire time, I’m trying to hear Melissa sneak out, but it hasn’t happened quite yet. Personally, I would prefer her to stay but I suppose that can’t happen.