Chapter Thirty-Seven
Ember
Under the cloudless Colorado sky, during a sunset in June, I kicked my feet on the ski lift like an over-excited five-year-old.
“You’re going to lose a shoe,” April chastised.
“Ease up, April,” Gus said from the other side of me. He stretched his neck, trying to shove his fingers between his collar and light blue tie that perfectly matched the ribbons around my bouquet of white calla lilies. “I love you, Ember. I do. But this thing sucks.”
“Don’t say sucks,” I chastised, handing my bouquet to April so I could loosen Gus’s tie enough for him to breathe.
“Does it at least match Josh’s?” he asked as I finished.
“It does,” I promised. “Just think. In a few minutes, you’ll have a brother.”
A grin lit up his face, and he leaned into the slight breeze ruffling his strawberry-blond curls. I sent a silent thank-you to my hairdresser for shellacking my up-do to my head. “I like that idea.”
“Good.” April laughed, bringing my bouquet to her nose. “Everything is perfect, Ember. I couldn’t be happier for you.”
I squeezed her hand as she handed me back the flowers. “I think we turned out okay.”
“Yeah.” She smiled. “You don’t mind that Mom brought that new guy?”
I looked at the chair in front of us, where Mom currently wore a smile that could light the world. “No, I’m just glad to see her happy.”
“Me, too,” Gus agreed. “I like Paul. Plus, he said his intentions are honorable.”
April leaned forward, her mouth dropping open. “You asked him that?”
“You can never be too sure,” he said with a straight face.
April and I burst into snorting fits of laughter that lasted just about until the chair stopped at the top of the mountain. Gus hopped down, and then April waited, offering her arm to keep me steady as my feet reached the step. Then she cleared the lace train of my gown and lifted it as we walked down to the path.
Butterflies took flight in my stomach as she adjusted the thick lace straps of my sweetheart neckline and then made sure the jeweled belt was secure. “One moment…” She bit her lip in concentration and pushed something into my hair. “One of the crystals had come loose.”
“What?” I asked as she blinked.
“You’re just…beautiful.”
“I’m proud of you, April. Everything you’ve fought through, and going to CU, getting great grades… I couldn’t be prouder to have you as a sister.” Our hug was short, since I saw Mom approaching us over her shoulder, and then Paisley and Sam came off the next chair.
They all sniffled, dabbing at their eyes, but I was too excited to cry. Too ready to be Josh’s wife. Wife! I used to think “fiancée” was the prettiest word until I became one, then I realized that “wife” was quite possibly the best word in the English language next to “husband.”
“Okay, ladies, the clock is a-tickin’,” Gus called out.
“Never rush a lady, August.” Grams clucked. “You have never looked lovelier, December,” she said with a kiss on my cheek.
“December, you are radiant,” Mrs. Patricks said, earpiece in and clipboard in hand. “Are you ready to become Mrs. Walker?”
“I’ve always been ready,” I answered with an effortless smile.
We walked to the area just before the aisle, hidden by the large trellis. Mom kissed me on the cheek. “Your father would be so proud of you. So happy with the love you’ve found.” Her eyes glistened as she pulled back. “I love you. This marriage only means that we gain Josh. You’ll always be my baby girl.”
“I know, Mom,” I answered. “I love you, too.”
She walked down the aisle with Grams as the music played, followed by Josh’s mom, who blew me a kiss as she walked by. Morgan sat next to Mom, Peyton happily chewing on part of her dress as he sat in her lap. Paisley and Sam readied themselves to walk, and Gus gently tugged my hand.
“What’s up, little man?”
“I wish Dad was here. Is that okay?”
Tears pricked at my eyes. “I wish he was, too, Gus. But I know that he’s really happy that you’re walking me down the aisle.”
April fixed his hair, leaning down in her pale blue dress. “He’s here, Gus. Trust me, he’s watching, because he wouldn’t miss this for the world. Not after all the work he did to get these two together.”
I squeezed her hand, and our eyes locked, so similar yet so different. “Thank you.”
“You’re up, April,” Mrs. Patricks said, and April nodded, then walked down the aisle.
“Shall we?” Gus said, tilting his chin and offering his arm.
I took it, marveling that he was already approaching my jaw in height. “We shall.”
The music changed, and we stepped into the arch.
Josh came into view, and it was all I could do not to race toward him when his mouth dropped slightly. I kept my eyes locked on his and my steps measured, but my heart flew higher than the mountains around us.
Josh in a hockey uniform, hell, Josh in MultiCam didn’t quite compare to Josh in a tux, waiting for me at the end of the large deck.
Gus nodded to Josh as we approached, and Josh leaned down as my little brother whispered in his ear. With raised eyebrows, he nodded then shook Gus’s hand. Only then did Gus give my hand over to Josh.
“I think Dad’s happy,” he whispered to me.
“I do, too,” I said, kissing his cheek before he walked to stand between Jagger and Grayson.
Then the world faded away as Josh looked into my eyes and said, “You…you’re perfection.”
I saw forever in those brown eyes. “You, too. What did Gus whisper?”
Josh’s eyes danced. “That if I ever hurt you, he has a BB-gun and knows where I sleep.”
I leaned around Josh and widened my eyes at Gus. He had the nerve to smile and throw me a thumbs-up.
Josh and I were both laughing as we turned to the minister.
In front of seventy-five of our closest friends and family, we pledged our love, verbalizing everything we’d known from the start—we were meant for each other.
Josh vowed to love me forever, cherish me above all, and always come home to me.
I vowed to love him for eternity, adore him when he was wrinkled, and to always be waiting for him…unless I was digging up something really old. Then he’d have to do the waiting.
“I now pronounce you man and wife,” the minister said. “You may kiss your bride.”
My heart sang, feeling as if it was made entirely of joy.
Josh paused, his eyes alight with wonder and love as they skimmed over my face, as if he was trying to remember every detail of this moment. Then he stepped forward, cupping one hand behind my neck and the other at my waist. My free hand came around his neck, and as he dipped me backward, my bouquet almost brushed the floor in the other.
He kissed me, filling me with promise, and hope, and so much love that I thought my heart might burst from the sheer volume of emotion pouring through me. I was vaguely aware of an uproar of applause as he deepened the kiss for the smallest of seconds before pulling me back to a standing position, my lips still clinging to his.
The claps became even louder as we drew apart, and I saw his arm lifted above us, his fist clenched in victory.
“You and me?” he whispered against my lips.
“Against the world,” I promised.
And what a beautiful world it was. Our world.