The ride to Kai’s house is agonizing. I don’t know what’s come over me. Yeah, I was a little nervous letting him go down on me at a wedding, but it’s like it unleashed a whole new me. For the first time in my life, I feel spontaneous and free. It’s a good feeling.

“Why are you smiling like that?” Kai asks.

I tear my gaze away from the window and my thoughts and smile at him. “Just thinking.”

“About what?” Reaching over, he slides a hand up my thigh. It was only about an hour ago he had those fingers of his inside of me.

Heat rises to my cheeks. “You. I can’t help but be nervous about tonight.”

“Why is that?”

Shrugging, I focus back on the road. It’s dark and the city lights blur as we pass by. “I’m not exactly experienced with men. You can count the number I’ve been with on one hand.”

His fingers grasp my chin. “Hey, look at me.” We pull up to a stoplight and I look into his eyes. “We can take it slow tonight, if you want. It might not be a bad idea to.”

I can’t help but snicker. “Worked up, are you?”

He chuckles. “You know I am. I’ve never had to jack off in a public restroom before, much less a wedding. But it was fun.”

“If you don’t last long tonight, you can make it up to me in the morning,” I say with a wink.

His eyes widen. “Does that mean you’re staying the entire night?”

“We’ll see. I don’t have any extra clothes with me though.”

He squeezes my thigh. “You can wear some of mine.”

I know it sounds crazy, but I’ve always wanted to wake up in a man’s shirt after a long night of love making. I always saw it happen in the movies. Maybe it’s the hopeless romantic in me. Picking up the pace, Kai speeds down the highway and it doesn’t take long to get to his apartment. I’ve been to his place so much the past couple of weeks, it’s become a second home. When we get inside, I shiver from the cold. Kai rubs his hands down my arms to warm me, but it doesn’t work.

“Looks like we need to get in bed so I can warm you up,” he teases, kissing the side of my neck.

More shivers rake down my body. “Maybe so.”

I squeal as he picks me up in his arms and carries me to his room. I love his room because it smells just like him. The comforter on his king size bed is a charcoal gray that also matches the color of the walls. It’s very sexy and masculine.

“You sure this is what you want? There’s no turning back once we do this,” he murmurs in my ear.

I shake my head. “I’m more than ready. I just want to be with you.”

A low growl rumbles in his chest and it makes everything inside of me tighten. He sets me down and turns me toward him. Cupping my cheeks, he stares deep into my eyes and rests his forehead to mine. “I believe I’m falling in love with you, Alex. All I ever think about is you and of the next moment we’re going to be together.” I try to pull back, but he holds me tighter. “I’m not trying to scare you.”

“You’re not,” I murmur, placing my hands over his. “I love you, too, Kai.”

Groaning, his eyes darken with raw, primal need. “That’s all I wanted to hear.” He moves closer and puts his fingers underneath my chin, lifting gently. “There are so many things I want to do to you right now.”

He trails his hands down my shoulders and over the skin of my back until he reaches the zipper to my dress. “Like what?” I ask breathlessly.

Unzipping my dress, he lets if fall to the floor with a mischievous smirk on his face. “Like how I’m going to make your body scream for my touch … and how I’m going enjoy making you come in every way possible.”

Eyes wide, I don’t have time to speak before he closes his lips over mine, silencing me. My clit throbs in anticipation, aching for release. I want him … need him. In one swift move, he lifts me up in his arms and I straddle his waist, holding on tight as we fall on the bed.

Covering me with his body, he spreads my legs with his knee. I still have on my strapless pink bra and pink thong, but Kai’s gaze is focused solely on mine as he kisses me, claims me. He rocks his body against mine, lifting my left leg around his waist so he can press his cock harder between my legs.

The momentum builds to the point I can’t contain the silence any more. “Kai,” I gasp, my chest rising and falling rapidly.

Digging my nails into his arm, he knows I’m about to come. Quickly, he slides his hand down my thigh to the inside of it, and finally over my thong, rubbing my clit with his thumb.

I’m not fully there yet, but as soon as he slides his fingers inside of me it’s all over. My body tightens and I scream out my pleasure, grasping onto his arms and squeezing until the tingling subsides, leaving me breathless and aching for more. Lifting his fingers to his lips, Kai puts them in his mouth and closes his eyes, moaning as he tastes me on them.

Ripping off my underwear, he throws it across the room before lifting me up in his arms so he can unlatch my bra. Roughly, he kisses me and I can’t help but moan when he throws my bra off to the side and pinches my nipples. He bites my lip and sucks it hard, making a strangled cry escape my lips as he massages and squeezes my breasts.

I’m in heaven.

I’ve never felt this level of intensity with anyone before, not even my mystery man at the club.

I can’t wait any longer to have him inside of me, so I grasp the button on his pants and open them.

Chuckling, Kai slides off the bed and lowers his pants and boxer briefs to the floor. “Is this what you want?” he asks. “I figured you’d want to take things slow.”

“No,” I moan breathlessly. “If you make me wait any longer, I’m going to go insane.”

As soon as I get a good look at his body, I visibly tremble, which earns another chuckle to escape his lips. He towers over me on the bed, and spreads my legs wide so he can rest between them. Reaching toward the dresser, he opens the top drawer, pulls out a condom, and expertly slides it down his long, thick cock.

“I guess I can’t leave you waiting then.” Smirking, he lowers his lips to my breasts and flicks one of my nipples with his tongue. I gasp and arch my back, waiting on him to do it again. This time, when he closes his lips over me, he bites and sucks hard while massaging me with his strong hands.

Groaning, he opens my legs wider and pushes his cock in just an inch; it’s enough to get me panting. More, I want to scream.

As if he hears my silent plea, he rocks his hips and slides in farther … and farther until he’s fully inside of me, filling me. It hurts like hell—the burn making me clench and grit my teeth to keep from crying out—but it’s a pleasurable pain. Slowly, Kai moves along to a silent rhythm and holds me tight, alternating those lips of his to each one of my breasts, suckling and nipping them with his teeth.

“You feel and taste so damn good,” he growls, moving his lips to my neck. Holding my face in his hands, he brings his mouth to mine and thrusts his tongue inside, claiming me in every way he possibly could.

He picks up his pace and thrusts harder inside of me, lifting my legs and wrapping them around his waist; I gasp when I feel him go deeper. Instead of pulling out and pushing back in with long strokes, he stays deep and rocks his hips hard, keeping a continual rhythm against my clit.

“Oh my God,” I cry, closing my eyes. “Please keep doing that.”

His low growl vibrates in my ear, and I can feel him getting harder inside of me. He’s close and so am I. Squeezing him harder with my legs, I hold on tight and bite his lip this time, feeling his cock pulsate.

“If you keep clenching down on me, baby, I’m not going to last.”

I’m not going to last either. Rocking my hips, I let my orgasm send me over the edge, crying out when Kai digs his fingers in my back as he, too, releases inside of me. Slick with sweat, his muscles tense and flex beneath my hands as I hold onto him, silently waiting on the pain to hit when he pulls out.

“Are you okay? I could see it in your eyes that it hurt you in the beginning.” Gently, he pulls out and rolls over to his side so he can slide the condom off and throw it away before holding me in his arms.

“It hurt,” I admit nervously, “but I figured it would once I got a good look at you.”

He smiles, but then it disappears. “When was the last time you’ve been with a man?”

Sadly, I look into his eyes and sigh. “A while. I’ve only been with one other man.”

His eyes widen. “If I’d known that, I wouldn’t have gone so hard.”

“It’s okay, I promise.”

Brushing the hair off my face, he holds onto my chin and kisses my lips. “Stay here, I’ll be right back. I know what’ll help you.”

Sliding off the bed, he hurries into the bathroom and shuts the door. Water begins to run and I can hear him moving around. A few minutes later, the door opens and I expect the light to blind me, but it doesn’t. There’s a soft glow coming from inside.

I start to get up, but Kai stops me by lifting me up into his arms. “I got you, baby,” he murmurs.

“I can walk you know,” I tease as he carries me into the bathroom.

The room is lit with candlelight, and the bathtub—big enough to fit ten people—is surrounded by dozens of them, and steamy from the hot, bubbly water.

“It smells amazing.” The scent reminds me of chamomile and lavender.

After setting me in the water, he climbs in behind me. I immediately relax when he puts his arms around me. I lay my head against his chest and breathe him in, trembling as he runs his warm hands over my heated skin.

There’s nothing sexual about the way he’s caressing my arms and my back, but my insides clench and light up like fire. I want him again. My body is sore, but I need more.

The bathtub is filled almost to the brim with water, so I slowly turn around to face him, straddling his waist. Furrowing his brows, he gazes down at my lips, and then back up to my eyes.

“Are you okay? Do you want to get out?” I shake my head and reached down into the water, wrapping my hand around his cock. Immediately, it jumps and hardens. Kai moans and leans his head against the tub. “Are you sure this is what you want? I don’t want to hurt you.”

The harder his cock gets, the harder I massage him. “I’m not worried about that. Just sit back and let me do the work this time.”

Holding his face in my hand, I kiss his lips and plunge my tongue inside so I can taste him. I moan into his mouth and slide my body against him, holding him close. My clit throbs uncontrollably, and I know I won’t last long once I get started, even if it does hurt.

“Do we need to use a—”

“No,” I growl, biting his earlobe. “I’m on the pill. Guess I should’ve told you that earlier.”

Moaning, he lifts me up in his arms and tilts me back so he can suck my nipples. “Then what are you waiting for?”

I lower onto his body and slide all the way down. The soothing water helps the tenderness, but I can still feel him stretching me. It feels so amazingly good I don’t want it to end.