Chapter 19
Adeline
We’ve been at the beach house for almost four days now, and there’s been nothing but radio silence from Gideon since that first day we arrived. We sleep in the same bed at night but couldn’t be further away in reality. I spend my days lounging on the beach in the tiny bikini Gideon bought me the first night we were here. Sometimes I’ll bring Max for walks, or just sit out on the sand and read one of the many books I grabbed from the massive bookshelf inside. Gideon’s like a ghost. Here one moment and gone the next. Every once in a while I’ll see him working on some sort of odd job around the house but other than that he seems to be completely stuck inside himself. I can’t really complain considering he was nice enough to invite me along, but I guess a part of me feels let down by the lack of attention. After a long day outside in the sun I decide to head inside.
“Gideon?” I call out. With all the sunlight streaming through the open shades the house feels incredibly dark. “Gideon?” I try again, walking slowly from room to room. I stop by the door of our shared bedroom, my heart longing to do more than just sleep bedside him.
“What are you thinking?” a masculine voice whispers into my ear from behind. I feel his strong body nestle up against mine and I relax into him completely.
“Where were you?” I side swipe his question, as his hands begin to trace up and down my stomach.
“Tell me.” he demands, ignoring my attempt at changing the subject.
“Why haven’t you talked to me?” I ask in a small voice.
“That’s not what you wanted to say is it, Snow?” he trails his fingertips up and down my arms. I lean my head back against his chest and bask in the feel of my body against his. “Is it?” he knows he’s right. He’s the only one who seems to be able to read me like a book.
“Why haven’t you kissed me?” I seem to get my courage back the more his finger explores my body. I shudder in anticipation as one finger dips below the top of my bottoms.
“There it is.” He says huskily into my ear. “Is that what you want? You want me to kiss you?” he teases as his lips hover over my waiting skin just below my ear.
“Yes.” I say breathlessly.
“You want me to kiss you here?” he says as his lips connect with my shoulder, “Or here?” his hand cups my bare pussy, sending a rush of hot need boiling throughout my body.
“Yes” at this point, I should give myself a pat on the back for even managing to squeeze that out. My brain is on fire, as is the rest of my body. All from Gideon’s touch alone.
“Which is it?” I feel his middle finger part my slit and gently rub at the hooded bundle of nerves that lies beneath.
“Yes I want you to kiss me,” I take a deep breath as my eyes rolls backwards from his penetrating touch. “I want you kiss me down there.” I tug on the arm massaging my clit for emphasis.
“You want me to kiss your pussy Snow?” he continues to play dumb as my body writhes beneath his magical fingers.
“Yes.” I’m a panting mess.
“I’ll kiss your pussy Snow, but first I want to feel what’s mine. Not only are you going to come on my face, but I want you right here as well.” His hand squeezes my lips and I gasp in surprise. “Spread your legs a little wider for me baby.” his foot comes in practically knocking my feet further apart, leaving me completely exposed to his ravaging hand.
One arm wraps around my chest and slides beneath the cups of my bathing suit top and attaches to my already hardened nipple. The minute his fingers pinch my already sensitive nipple, fireworks begin to explode behind my eyelids. My pussy floods with my juices soaking his hand completely.
“That’s it Snow, get nice and wet for me.” I feel his middle finger trace around my hole and slowly make its way inside. It feels intrusive at first, but after a few seconds my body relaxes around it.
“Gideon.” I moan his name. His finger picks up speed as does the growing feeling inside me. It starts down low, gradually growing larger and larger the more his fingers assault my pussy. His thumb latches on to my clit, rubbing in furious circles as he inserts another finger into my pussy. I feel full and satiated all at once.
“Come on Snow, let it go.” He picks up speed. ‘I want all of you, right now.” He commands. In an instant my body convulses around him. One pinch of my nipple sends me flying over the edge. I swear I lose all sense of reality. The only thing keeping me up straight is Gideon’s strong hold wrapped around my mid-section. I close my eyes for just a second as he runs his hand through my hair.
“Snow?” I hear his voice from far away. It’s a struggle to even open my eyes. “Baby, wake up.” I open my eyes and I’m suddenly on the bed.
“What happened?” my voice is husky.
“You had one hell of an orgasm.” He chuckles. My cheeks heat up with bright red fire as embarrassment washes over me. “Don’t be embarrassed Snow, that was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.” He tucks a stray hair behind my ear as I burry my head in his chest to hide from humiliation.
“Oh my god.” I groan.
“Not god sweetheart, just me.” he wiggles his eyebrows and I can’t help but laugh.
“That was…” I trail off trying to find the correct phrase.
“Amazing? Exceptional? Extrordinary?” he suggests.
“You’re such a pig!” I push against his shoulder rolling out from under him. My legs feel like jelly and my head is still dizzy.
“I wasn’t’ kidding Snow, you are all of those things.” He pins me against the soft mattress, staring deeply into my eyes. “And much, much more.” I bring my hands up to either side of his face and bring his mouth towards mine. Our lips erupt in a passionate kiss. His body rests against mine as his groin grinds against my already sensitive core.
“I don’t know if I’ll be able to stop.” He pulls away out of breath.
“So don’t.” I go for his lips again but he pulls away at the last minute.
“I’m serious Adeline, there’s no going back from here. I don’t just want half of you. I want all of you, flaws and fucking all.” His eyes are dark and stormy.
“I want you too.” I practically stutter against his mouth. His lips crash against mine as his large hand wraps around my back pulling at the thin strings of my bikini strap.
“You don’t understand Snow, I don’t know if I can take things slow with you.” His warning should sound off alarm bells in the back of my head, but nothing seems to be working. I’m more of a rip the band aid off quickly rather than peel it back slowly kind of girl anyway.
“I don’t want slow.” I proclaim. “I want fast. I want going over the ledge on the fastest roller coaster, hearts beating in your ass kind of fast.” The sound of Gideon’s full belly laugh sends trickles of warmth down my spine. I could listen to that sweet sound of dripping honey any day.
“Is your heart beating in your ass now?” he whispers as his fingers pull at the strings of my bikini bottoms. His lips suckle at the skin just above my nipples while his stormy eyes stare holes through me.
“Sort of.” I say breathlessly. Gideon falls back on his heels taking my bottoms all the way off. My top was gone a few moments ago, and now I’m completely naked. Somewhere deep down I feel vulnerable, but the aching need inside of me is too strong to care.
“What about now?” he asks as his shorts are removed next. My mouth waters at the length of him. I don’t even know how all of that is going to fit inside of me.
“Maybe.” I tease. He crawls up my body. Inch by agonizing inch he leaves me breathless.
“And now?” his lips are a hairs breath away from mine. I close my eyes and give myself the contact I need. This kiss is different. I can feel it from deep down in my bones.
“Yes.” A million times yes! My heart has been beating out of my ass since the first time I met Gideon. He’s made me nervous, needy, excited, giddy, breathless… He’s everything wrapped in one.
“This will hurt.” His voice breaks slightly with his warning. I nod in return, watching as he lines his length up against my pussy. He slides it back and forth, up and down spreading my wetness all around. My breathing picks up from anticipation. I feel as if it might swallow me.
“I’m a- I’ve never done this before.” I blurt. I feel the embarrassment creep up my neck and onto my cheeks before Gideon can even respond. I sound so stupid I could slap myself.
“I know, Snow.” He centers himself as I take a deep breath. “Just relax baby.” his words calm me just enough for him to make his grand entrance. I grip onto his shoulders and try to burry my head in his chest. My body feels invaded by him. Inch by inch he pushes in deeper and deeper. The further he goes the more pain I feel, all the way until he presses against my hymen.
“You ready Snow?” I can barely even breathe let alone talk. All I can manage is a weak nod. In one quick thrust he breaks the thin barrier and buries himself deep inside of me. I feel full and a part of me feels as if it’s been torn to shreds. It stings mostly, and even more so the faster Gideon seems to move. We stay locked tight for what seems like hours but can only actually be a few minutes. I feel his body relax as he slides out only to thrust back in. I wince on impact but after a few more strokes my body seems to push back.
My teeth bite into the skin on his shoulder as my nails dig into his back. His hips pick up speed as I hang on for dear life. Gideon was right. There was no way he was going to go slow. I don’t think he has a slow bone in his body.
“Gideon!” I moan his name. It even surprises me.
“That’s it Snow, I want to hear you scream my name.” his hands grab onto my hips as an all too familiar ache starts to build deep inside my core. His pounding is relentless. Each thrust has my body humming with lust and desire.
“Gideon!” this time my voice is louder, as he only seems to spur it on. “Fuck, Gideon.” I trail off. It’s as if I’m climbing a mountain only to be rewarded once I reach the top. And man do I want that reward.
“Come on baby, give me what I want Snow. Come for me, come all over my dick.” His dirty talk turns my cheeks red and my whole entire body seems to blush. I’m so close I can feel it.
“Gideon, I’m coming!” I nearly shout. My legs shake, as my body convulses. My pussy tightens and begins to pulse around Gideon’s thick length. I feel his hot seed fill me to the brim as he collapses completely on top of me. Our breathing is hot and heavy. We’re a jumbled mess of naked limbs. It all just feels so natural. When I’m finally able to catch my breath I sigh in contentment.
“Jesus Christ.” Gideon mutters as he slides out of me, leaving me feel completely empty. All these years I never knew what I was missing. I feel as if I just gave Gideon the biggest piece of my heart I know I’ll never get back. “Never get attached Adeline.” My mother’s words play over and over in the back of mind but I’m afraid it’s too late. I think I’ve already fallen.
“Snow?” Gideon’s voice pierces through my reverie and I bring my eyes up to meet his stormy ones. His brow is furrowed. I reach out to trace my finger along the thick patch of hair to smooth it out. He looks so much better when he’s relaxed.
“Hmm?” I continue to trace along the contours of his face, memorizing each piece and locking them away in the back of my mind.
“Were you listening?” he asks. He must know by my blank expression that I wasn’t paying attention at all. “I asked you if you were alright?” he looks concerned as he searches my eyes for any sign of discontentment.
“I’m fine.” I reply. I don’t know how to openly tell him exactly how I fell. I feel cherished, free, full…satiated. I’m feeling every single emotion under the sun.
“Are you hurting?” he asks as his lips brush against my temple. The gesture makes my heart turn to mush.
“Just a little sore, I’ll be fine.” I can tell he’s a little worried. It hurt at first; the initial thrust was more shocking than it was painful. Even though I knew what to expect it all still took me by surprise. “Where are you going?” I ask in confusion as Gideon gets up from the bed and begins to dress himself.
“I have to make a phone call.” He states firmly. I can’t help the way my shoulders slump and my heart aches at his abrupt change. He seems distant. As if his entire mood has shifted in the blink of an eye.
“Okay.” I watch as his body retreats from the bedroom, leaving me completely alone.