Chapter Nineteen
AJ
It’s only been a week since the hearing, but my entire world has changed. Not only have we been functioning more and more like a family every day, but Harper has started crawling into Sawyer’s lap for books or to watch her shows just as often as she does with me and Chad.
He was a little surprised the first time she did it, but when he leaned down to kiss the top of her head, Chad’s grip on my hand tightened, and I knew we were doing the right thing. Not just providing extra love and attention to the children but giving each other something none of us expected to find before meeting each other.
I’ve found a loving home that I’d only previously seen in movies.
Chad’s said we’ve given him the stability and trust he’s never felt from anyone else before.
And Sawyer has come out of his shell, opening up to all the world has to offer—in and out of the bedroom.
While my guys are cleaning up after dinner, I step into the bedroom to call Troy. He’s been having a hard time hiring enough people to keep the place running smoothly, but I trust him to figure it out.
“Hey, Dad. How’s life treating you?” He loves to tease me about my upgraded role in Harper and Austin’s lives. I’m not officially their dad, but if the hints Chad has dropped come to fruition, I might be added to the adoption records once that time comes.
“I’m great. Just wanted to see how the hunt for your next employee of the month is going.”
“Shitty. The few people that I like have a million scheduling restrictions. It’ll take me longer to figure out who can work when than to just do all the work myself.”
I hate myself for abandoning him, but I just can’t leave right now. “I wish I could help you, man. I’m so sorry to stick you with all that.”
“It’s fine, man. I don’t mean do dump my shit on you. I’ll find someone. May just need to bump up the hourly rate or something.”
“That might do it. Don’t be a cheap-ass.”
Troy laughs into the phone, already sounding more relaxed. “You know I am. I can’t help it.”
“Do you want to save fifty bucks a day, or do you want help?”
He huffs out a long breath. “Yeah, you’re right. If someone great comes along, I’ll make them an offer they can’t refuse.”
“Atta boy. Spoken like a true business owner.”
I hear Harper calling out to me, so I rush to say goodbye. “Alright, man. I’ve got some stories to read. I’ll talk to you later.”
“Don’t be a stranger, AJ. I already miss you around here.”
“Yeah, me too.” I hang up and walk inside, hoping Troy finds someone to cure the loneliness I know he’s feeling right now.
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As soon as the kids are asleep, we cuddle on the sofa to relax with a few beers. We don’t drink every night, but there’s been a tension in the air tonight that seemed to call for a little liquid muscle relaxer.
“I’m ready,” Sawyer says out of the blue, looking from left to right at us. “I want to feel one of you inside me while I’m inside the other… If you guys want to do that.”
He’s still insecure about his place in our life, but Chad and I are committed to getting him past his fears so he can fully accept our love.
Chad turns his body so he’s facing both of us and takes Sawyer’s hand in his. “Are you sure?”
“I’m sure.” Sawyer’s cheeks pink up. “I’ve watched a few videos, and now I want to try.”
Smiling, I brush a soft kiss across his lips. “Well, the videos are mostly choreographed, so it might not be exactly the same. But we’ll be gentle if you want to do this.”
His pleading eyes leave me no choice to agree to anything he wants. “I think we can arrange that.”
Looking at Chad, I raise an eyebrow in question. He knows exactly what I’m asking.
“You ready to take the monster?”
Sawyer ducks his chin and shoves his shoulder into Chad, embarrassed by the nickname we’ve given his nine-and-a-half-inch cock.
“I’m up to the challenge.” I wink at Sawyer to let him know we’re teasing out of love then turn back to Chad. “And having your cock in my mouth will distract me from any pain I might feel.”
“Oh…” Chad and I both turn to Sawyer, ready to address any concern he has. “Nothing. Well, I was just thinking maybe Chad would be inside me at the same time. Like a train.”
Like a fucking train. This boy is gonna be the death of me.
Without another word, Chad and I both stand up and drag Sawyer back to the bedroom.
Clothes come off without words in the synchronized dance of undressing each other we’ve been working on since our first time together. Once we’re all naked and our supplies are in place, Chad holds Sawyer’s face in his palms and kisses him hard, sucking his tongue the way he likes his dick sucked. When he comes up for air, Chad tugs me close to his body and gives me the same passionate kiss that Sawyer just received. My toes curl and my fists clench as the anticipation of what is about to happen keeps me tense as a tight wire.
Looking into Chad’s hooded eyes, I give him a loving smile. “I want to be on my back so I can watch both of my men make love to me.”
Chad’s breath hitches as he nods his head in agreement.
Lying in the middle of the bed, I spread my legs wide, presenting myself to my guys. Sawyer gently places his hands on my thighs and rolls me back even farther, curling my body so he can lean down and lick my opening.
Fucking hell! Chad taught him well. My cock is already oozing as I wait for him to get started. I don’t have to wait long while Chad and Sawyer open me up, working in the same manner they’ve set as a routine between them. Once they’re satisfied that I’m ready to take the beautiful monster between Sawyer’s legs, my heart starts to beat even faster. My eyes are glued to Sawyer’s dick as Chad helps him roll on a condom and get lubed up.
I can feel my ass constrict, preparing for the massive length that’s going to invade me. Chad takes Sawyer’s dick in his hand and guides him towards my ass. When the tip of his sheathed cock puts slight pressure against the ring of muscle, I instinctively moan and feel my body open to him, suddenly hungry to find out how this mammoth dick will feel inside me.
Sawyer’s cock slips inside me and I grunt, grabbing the sheets and bearing down as he breaches me for the first time. The mixture of pleasure and pain sets my nerves on fire. I roll my eyes backward and moan again. “More…” I lift my ass up and push back down, taking a few more precious inches of his cock inside of me.
“That’s it, babe. Keep going.” Chad’s encouragement gives Sawyer what he needs to push in the final few inches. His cock presses against my prostate and keeps going.
I’ve never felt so full in my life.
“Fuck!”
Sawyer’s eyes meet mine, and he looks worried. “Shit, I’m sorry. Did I-I…hurt you?”
Lust pours from my gaze as I grab his arm and pull him down toward me. His eyes go wide as I kiss his lips and push my hips up again. “No, baby. You feel so fucking good. Fuck me, please.” The last part comes out as a whimper.
I’ve never wanted anyone as much as I have these two men. Now that I have them, I don’t plan to ever let them go.
Sawyer once again pushes in and out, filling my loosened ass with his long, virgin shaft. I watch as Chad begins to kiss around the nape of Sawyer’s neck, reminding him that he’s safely nestled between us.
Sawyer’s caught off-guard, and a tremor rolls down his body. His gaze becomes heated as Chad’s hand moves from Sawyer’s shoulders, to his chest, around to his back, and down to his ass.
“Is this where you want me, baby?” Chad asks in a sultry tone that causes a shiver of my own.
Sawyer nods at the same time he thrusts into me. I groan, desperately wanting to reach for my throbbing cock, but I know that as soon as I touch it, I won’t be able to stop. And this time is about fulfilling Sawyer’s fantasy.
Making his first time the best.
And cementing his place in our relationship.
Chad flips open the bottle of lube, spreading an ample supply on his thumb and fingers. I watch his hand move back to Sawyer’s ass, and I can imagine him beginning to explore the untouched pink flesh. Sawyer’s eyes flutter at the contact, and it’s the most gorgeous thing I’ve ever seen. His moans fill the room as Chad begins to loosen him up.
“Oh god.” Sawyer arches his back and rolls his head. “Yes, please.”
“I think he likes it, Chad.” I can’t wipe the grin off my face at watching Sawyer’s reaction. His face flushes slightly, but when Chad penetrates deeper, it causes Sawyer to buck forward, hitting my prostate again. “Fuck,” I holler out. “I like it too.”
Chad continues to work on opening Sawyer up. When he has him ready, Chad tears open a condom and reapplies some lube. Leaning into Sawyer’s back, he scrapes his teeth over the sensitive flesh. “I think you’re ready for me, babe. Can I get inside you?”
“Please, Chad. I need you.” Sawyer’s answer is desperate and needy. And I understand the feeling completely. My cock continues to throb as I watch these two beautiful men as they come together for the first time. Chad lines up behind Sawyer, wrapping one hand under his arms and around his chest. Chad lines up his cock with Sawyer’s waiting hole, and my breath stops.
As Chad pushes in gently, Sawyer’s face changes from one of nervousness to thoughtfulness. “Is this okay, baby?” Chad asks.
“Yeah.” Sawyer’s voice is thick with emotion as he nods. “Keep going.”
Chad looks at me for agreement. I wink at Chad and clench around Sawyer’s shaft, distracting him from the pressure as Chad slowly pushes deeper inside of him.
Responding to the dueling sensations, Sawyer bucks forward, nailing me deeper than ever.
Goddammit. I grab my cock and finally allow myself to stroke it, hoping to relieve some of the pressure building without actually shooting my load too early. I want Sawyer to get the full effect of being with both of us at the same time. If I finish before Chad even begins, it won’t be the first time we’ve been hoping for.
After a few seconds of getting used to the fullness in his ass, Sawyer finds his rhythm and resumes moving in and out of me while riding Chad’s cock.
“Fuck, baby,” I say in awe. “You’re a natural.”
“God, you feel so good.” Chad’s loving words are spoken into Sawyer’s ear but his eyes are glued to me. I clench again, staring at Chad for a long moment before he licks around the shell of Sawyer’s ear and nibbles on his lobe.
Sawyer moans, his pace increasing. “I’m getting close. What do I do?”
“Fuck, Sawyer.” I’m ready to burst at any given moment but we need a little more time. “Hold on a few more seconds.”
“Jesus fuck, that feels good!” Chad’s hoarse curse is like a lightning bolt straight to my balls. “Fuck yeah, baby. Ride my cock.”
Sawyer intensifies his movements again, pistoning between me and Chad like we’re a well-oiled machine. Perfectly tuned to create this beautiful work of art.
His eyes close as Chad pinches one of his nipples and trails kisses up his neck.
“Oh, god. Chad, you’re going to make me come.”
“Come for us, baby.” Chad pushes harder, sliding me deeper into the mattress with every thrust. “I’ll be right there with you.”
“Me too, Sawyer. Give it all to us.” Without thinking, I tighten the grip I have on my shaft and tug harder. The slick weeping from my cock helps me glide smoothly up and down, making it easier to crest the edge.
There’s a difference in Sawyer’s eyes as he looks down at me. And I know he’s there.
“Oh… My…” His breaths are heavy, and he can barely speak as he convulses inside me. I can’t take it any longer. With one final stroke, I let my own orgasm erupt, causing an even stronger response in Sawyer’s weakened body. Stream after thick stream of come covers my abs and chest as I paint myself with my release.
Sawyer reaches down, scooping up some of the cream and licks his fingers. “Mmm, yes.” When he pounds into me again, I realize that was just an intense beginning of his orgasm. He’s still going. His cock throbs and he pushes forward, finally emptying inside of me.
Reaching backward, Sawyer brings Chad’s lips to his, sharing my seed with him. Chad’s guttural moan is followed by load groans as he begins to flood Sawyer’s ass with come.
When Chad finally relaxes against Sawyer’s back, both of my men collapse on top of my chest, spreading my warm come between us. Chad slides off Sawyer, curling into my side and kissing my lips then turning his lips to Sawyer’s and kissing him.
The three of us lie there, breathing heavily for a full ten minutes before a tiny cry in the hallway lets us know we’re back on dad duty. But looking between the three of us, I don’t think we’d have it any other way.