Chapter Seven
Flora
The pain was like nothing I could have prepared for. But knowing I was feeling this with Johnny made it not matter.
“Tell me you’re okay, baby. Are you sure you’re okay?” He sounded so concerned.
“I’m fine, Johnny. Don’t stop.”
Johnny wasn’t moving, clearly distressed that I was uncomfortable. But I wanted him to know that I didn’t want things to stop, that I didn’t want things to end because of this. I wanted him to go all the way, to just lose himself in this moment like I surely would.
“I’m fine. I promise. In fact, I’m more than fine.” I smiled then.
He made this low sound deep in his throat and started moving again, back and forth.
His motions were slow and easy, but consuming me down to my very cells. I reached up and grabbed his shoulders, the muscles tight beneath my hands, clenching and relaxing with each thrust and retreat. I dug my nails into his skin as the discomfort started to morph into pleasure.
He started pulling out a little faster and pushing in a little harder. Beads of sweat covered his temple, and I felt perspiration begin to dot the valley between my breasts. The only thing I focused on was the air leaving me and his deep moans. I held on, not wanting this to end. I smoothed my hands along his arms, his big body moving fluidly over mine.
“Tell me it feels good.”
“It feels so good.” The words were broken up as they spilled from me. My back arched on its own, my breasts brushing his chest, my nipples rock-hard.
“Fuck, this is better than I’ve ever fantasized about.” He leaned down and kissed me until I was breathless. The feeling of his hardness to my softness, of his masculinity to my femininity, made me crazy with desire.
“More.” I needed his mouth on mine. He kissed me hard and passionately. He was possessive, intense. He claimed me in the ways I’d always dreamed about. My inner muscles clenched around his girth, trying to take him in further.
“So good, Flora. You’re so fucking tight, hot, and wet.” He pulled out, only the thick head of his dick at my entrance now.
“Keep going.” I gasped those two words. I was so close to going over the edge, to just succumbing to it all.
He thrust back into me, harder. I arched my back, thrusting my breasts out.
“So good.” He thrust into me again, pushing me up on the mattress from the force, my back burning slightly from the friction.
Johnny was everything I had ever wanted, had ever dreamed about. He would never know how much he really owned me, heart and soul.
“This is how it’s supposed to be. Always.” He groaned out those words.
I lifted up, using my elbows to brace my upper body on the mattress, and watched his cock move in and out of me. His dick was long and thick, and when he pulled almost all the way out, I saw the glossiness of my arousal coating the length. It had me panting, the sight so erotic I knew I wouldn’t be able to last long once this started.
“You like watching this?”
I could only nod.
“You like seeing what you do to me?”
Again, all I could do was nod.
He shifted a little more, grabbed my hips, and pulled me down, using my body to thrust in deep.
I tipped my head back, my eyes now closed, and groaned in pleasure. He ran his thumbs along my pussy lips, gently, softly, and I snapped my eyes open so I could watch him. “More,” I begged, not ashamed.
“Watch what I do to you.”
I looked down at where we were connected, and saw him pull my lips apart, exposing every intimate part of my pussy.
“Does that feel good?”
I could only nod.
Johnny moved his thumbs lower until he had them right by the entrance.
“Johnny.”
He groaned right before he placed his hands on my waist, and dug his fingers into my flesh.
“Don’t hold back,” I cried out.
Johnny started pushing in and pulling out of me faster, harder.
“So good” was all I could say in that moment. He pushed into me again and again and again. “Johnny,” I cried out as pleasure consumed me.
The sound of us having sex was dirty, but in such a good way it heightened this moment. I watched in a daze as he leaned back, placed his thumb on my clit, and rubbed the bud back and forth. His actions were fluid, and so damn arousing.
He watched me, his focus right on my face the whole time. “Let me feel your pussy clench around my cock.”
His words were all I needed to push me over that edge.
And I came for him right then and there, impossibly hard, totally consuming. “Don’t stop.” I had to force those words out, my pleasure threatening to make speaking impossible.
He groaned harshly. “No fucking way will I stop. I can’t even if I try.” He thrust in deep. “We were made for each other.”
I was surprised by his admission, but warmth moved through me at how good it felt hearing those words.
He leaned back and looked at where he was between my thighs, where his body met mine. “Perfection.”
God. I could get off just from his words alone. When he looked at me again I could see he was tense; maybe his control was slipping. He started pushing into me and pulling out, our gazes connected, the air so hot and thick I was gasping.
“I’m—God, I’m coming again.”
“So good, Flora.”
As I got off, my inner muscles clamped down hard on him, drawing him in deeper, needing him that way. I cried out as my climax peaked. He started fucking me faster, his groans becoming harsher.
“Fuck.” He pushed into me harder.
I cried out, my orgasm slamming into me.
“I’m coming, baby.” He tensed, getting off right along with me. His huge body went rigid above me, and this deep, guttural sound left him. His neck muscles were strained, his eyes closed, and his entire body was like stone.
It turned me on, made my orgasm even more intense.
It was long seconds before his body finally relaxed. Johnny rested his full weight on me, and I sank into the mattress. I loved the feel of him on me.
He rolled off, allowing air to fill my lungs, but a sense of loss to consume me too. I didn’t care if he suffocated me with his weight. I wanted him on me always.
He pulled me in closer, our sweaty bodies pressed together, my heart pounding hard, almost painfully. I felt his come start to slip from my body, the warmth reminding me of what we had just done, that although we were both virgins we hadn’t used a condom. Pregnancy was still very real, even if it was unlikely due to where I was on my cycle. I had to be smarter next time, even if I wanted to be with Johnny forever, to be his wife, the mother of his children.
I shifted on the bed so I could look at him. He had this aroused, glazed-over look covering his face.
“I’m sorry. I should have worn something, to be safe.” He closed his eyes and groaned. “But you feel too good, so fucking perfect I couldn’t help myself.”
“I couldn’t help myself either,” I admitted. I trusted Johnny.
Before I knew what he was doing, he had his hand between my legs. I gasped. The sensitivity between my thighs was intense.
“I want you to always know that this is mine.” He added a little pressure and I cried out in pleasure. “No one else will ever touch you, ever have you.”
Good.
A shiver worked its way through me, claiming me, controlling me. He smoothed his fingers through my folds, my wetness so pronounced I was almost embarrassed by it.
I braced my elbow on the bed, rising up and placing my mouth on his. Being forward like I was right now wasn’t like me, but it felt good, right.
“I may not ever have said anything to you, never admitted how I felt to anyone, but it’s only ever been you for me, Flora.” He cupped my cheek, his hand so big, so warm, with calluses from hard, manual labor covering the digits. He pulled me closer, his big body so hard, so warm. “I won’t let you go.”
Good. I didn’t ever want him to let me go. I’d been waiting for this moment for too long.
He loved me. God, he really loved me.
He crushed me to him, the air leaving me, his body tense against mine. “I’ve been waiting for a long time for this, Flora. I don’t want to lose it.”
I was the one to take control now, to spear my hands in his short, dark hair, pull him close to me, and bring my mouth to his. “I don’t want to lose it either.”
“It’s crazy, but it’s real,” he said, and I couldn’t agree more. “I love you, Flora.” He kissed me hard, possessively. “I fucking love you and I’m keeping you as mine.”