Chapter Six
Johnny
I was going to come if I didn’t stop her. And I wanted this to last, wanted her to get off first. We stared at each other for long moments. Flora was so beautiful, so fucking perfect. She was soft and sweet where I was hard and rough.
“I’ve been ready for this, for you, my entire life.”
My cock jerked at her words. I knew once I was in her, finally had her as mine, I wouldn’t last.
I wouldn’t be able to let her go.
She was the one who pulled me down close, so our mouths were inches apart. We breathed the same air, shared the same heat.
I rested my forehead on hers and closed my eyes. The thought of staying like this forever filled my head, making me content, happy. When I was with Flora nothing else mattered. I was a fucking fool for letting so much time pass between us, for fighting how I felt about her.
I’d fall to my knees and worship her, give Flora the world if that’s what she wanted. I’d do anything to make sure she was happy. And I’d spend the rest of my life proving to her that I was worthy of her affection, of her love.
My cock was so damn hard, and pre-come was a constant at the tip of my shaft. I stared at the only woman I’d ever loved. Her mouth was red and swollen from my kisses. I wanted them like that always...because of me.
I reached down and placed my hand on her pussy, my fingers touching her clit and lips, her gasp filling my ears. I should have been sweet, gentle. Hell, it was the first time for both of us, but I had been imagining this moment my whole fucking life, it seemed.
“This is mine, isn’t it?” I spanned my hand over her pussy, her heat and wetness making my cock jerk, making me harder than I’d ever been in my whole fucking life.
“Yes,” she whispered softly, heatedly.
“Say it again,” I demanded. “One more time for me, baby.”
“I’m yours, Johnny. I’ve always been yours.” She looked right into my eyes as she said the words.
“That’s fucking right. No one else will have you but me.” I growled low, like some kind of animal. I started teasing her clit, rubbing that bundle back and forth, watching the pleasure move across her face. “No one else will ever know what you feel like. No one will ever have you but me.”
“Only you.”
While I rubbed her clit, I moved my thumb down to her pussy, teasing the entrance, gently dipping the digit in. I wanted her to feel me everywhere.
“How good does that feel, Flora baby?”
She was breathing so hard, her chest rising and falling rapidly. “So good.”
I leaned down again, taking her lips in another hard, deep kiss. She opened her mouth wider for me, and I plunged my tongue inside. I needed to take her virginity, to give her mine. I needed her to take mine.
This needed to be good for her, slow for her. This needed to be a moment she’d never forget, so that she’d know, without a doubt, how much I cared for her.
How much I loved her.
I reached between us once more to grab my cock, rubbing the tip up and down her pussy. I pressed my hips tighter against hers. Because of Flora I was losing my fucking mind, but God, I wanted to go fucking crazy for her, just wanted the oblivious pleasure that only she could bring.
“Are you ready for me, baby?”
She nodded. “I am so wet for you,” she moaned.
I closed my eyes. “Just hearing that could make me come right now, Flora.” I thrust all my inches into her, and then retreated back. I did this over and over again, back and forth, slow and easy. She was so hot, so wet and primed for me.
She had her nails on my skin, the pain she gave me increasing my pleasure.
She looked up at me, her eyes wide, her mouth parted. Her lips were this gorgeous shade of pink, slightly glossy and swollen from my kisses. I slammed into her maybe a little too hard, and she gasped.
I stilled, instantly regretting not controlling myself better.
“Too much, baby?” I leaned down, kissed her, and wished I could make this perfect for her, wished I could make it so it wasn’t uncomfortable.
“I’m okay.” She smiled at me. “Don’t stop, Johnny.”
I started moving in and out of her slowly, gently, trying to be as easy as I could. This was my first time too, though I only felt pleasure. The thought that I was hurting her fucking gutted me.
I had my hands on the bed beside her head. My biceps and forearms were clenched tight, my upper body braced, holding myself up over her. I thrust in and out, my balls slapping the soft skin of her ass every time I pushed inside.
I wanted her as my wife, as the mother of my children. That thought nearly knocked me on my ass. It was so powerful, so real, that all I wanted to do was just that.
But I didn’t want to rush her, didn’t want her to feel trapped, even though I knew she cared for me and I’d fallen hard for her. The last thing I wanted was to ruin anything with Flora. I knew I wanted her in my life, as my wife, the mother of my children. That was so real inside of me, so powerful, that I couldn’t even think straight, rationally.
I’d do right by her, make this as real for her as it was for me.
But the male side of me, this primitive, instinctual side, needed to fill her with my seed. I wanted—needed—her take all of it. This obscene part of me wanted to lean back and watch the product of my release slip from her pussy when I pulled out. I wanted her to be marked by me in the most primal, basic ways.
“Fuck.” The feeling of her cunt squeezing my cock and the look of pure ecstasy on her face sent me close to the edge.
Not yet. Do not fucking come yet.
I looked at her breasts, the large mounds shaking as I plowed in and out of her. Her nipples were red, her chest blushed from her arousal.
“God, yes.” She breathed out those two words.
I leaned down and licked her nipple, dragging my tongue along the stiff peak until she arched for me, giving me more of what I wanted. She tasted so sweet, so fucking good. I pulled one hard tip into my mouth and sucked.
There was no way I could control myself. There was no way I could stop. Flora was mine, had been even when I was denying it to everyone, including myself.
I sat back on my knees, my cock still deep in her tight pussy, and placed my hands on her inner thighs. I spread her legs. My heart slammed hard against my ribs as I stared at where we were joined.
Fuck, she was gorgeous. Every part of her was so damn perfect that I would fall to my knees day in and day out just to make that known.
Mine.
“I was an idiot for not making you mine sooner.”
I looked at her face, hearing the low growl leaving me. Her eyes widened, her breathing increased, and I felt her nipples tighten further. Yeah, she was right there with me. Right fucking there.