My life has changed so much in a few weeks. I have a new family, an apartment, a job, and a boyfriend. I am truly blessed. Tonight, I am hoping Gage and I finally make love. We have been sleeping in the same bed since my first night here, but besides a few heavy make out sessions, we have abstained. It didn’t feel right considering we were in someone else’s house. Plus, I am very nervous. What if I am not enough for him? I have no experience with men. He says he values my innocence and will wait if I need, but I want to really belong to Gage. Lil explained to me that is how a biker truly claims his woman and I want that so bad. Gage is so sexy and when he kisses me I lose all my senses. I have never felt that way before, much more and I may internally combust with the want I have for him. It’s more of a need now.

I see the drive for my apartment up ahead and I feel the butterflies in my stomach. It is cool out tonight but when I am sitting behind Gage on his bike so all I feel is his warmth and my nervous anticipation. Gage parks the bike and helps me off and finally breaks our silence.

“Babe, you know you have nothing to be nervous about, right? I mean, if all I do is hold you in my arms all night long that is perfectly fine. I am not pressuring you for anything. I said this goes at your own pace and I meant it.” Gage is always so thoughtful. His kindness and the way he shows me every day he cares for me is why I have fallen in love with him.

“I know, Gage.” I look at his oh so handsome face, and I want nothing more than to jump him right here. Instead I let him know exactly how I feel about him. “You have been so kind to me, and patient. You show me every day how lucky I am to have you in my life. I’ve fallen in love with you. I know it seems fast, but my Grammy told me if I ever find a man that I could never imagine not having in my life every day then tell them. Tomorrow is never promised, and you never know when today will be your last chance, to tell the ones you love them. Gage Lawson, I love you.”

Gage pulls me into him and crushes me into his chest. “I love you, too, Katie Walton. I love you so much.” With that he picks me up bridal style and carries me up the stairs to my apartment. I fish the keys out of my back pocket and hand them to him. He sets me down long enough to unlock the door and pushes it open and then he picks me back up and carries me in and toes the door shut.

He carries me straight to our bed and lies me down and takes my shoes off. Then he toes his off and takes his cut off and lies it across the back of my rocking chair beside the bed. He joins me on the bed and takes me in his arms. I enjoy the feel of his strong arms around me and my head is on his massive chest. I run my hand down the front of his shirt and then stick my cold hand on his impressive abs and he jumps from the coldness of it.

“Damn babe! Your hand is like ice.” I rub it all over his stomach and chest, warming it.

“I would say I am sorry, but I’m not. You are my own personal heater.” His body feels so good under my hand, but it has nothing to with my body temperature.

“I’ll be whatever you want me to be.” With that his mouth consumes me. He is in control of me as our tongues tangle. He leaves me with no control over my own body. I am leaning into him and want as close as I can get. I feel his hands lifting my blouse over my head and then he is unclasping my bra. I want it gone. He’s sucking slowly on my tongue and my nipples have hardened. I so want his mouth on them. I whimper with the want for his mouth, but he reads my mind and trails soft kisses from my lips to my neck and finally to the nipples that want his attention. He sucks softly then teases me with soft tongue lashings, alternating between the two.

“Babe, you are so damn beautiful. Are you sure? We can wait.” If this man does not quit talking I am going to lose my mind. I already can’t think of anything but wanting him.

“I want you to make me yours. I need you inside me. Please.” I’m rubbing myself up against Gage and I can’t seem to get close enough.

“You don’t know what hearing you say that does to me. I’ve wanted you since I first laid eyes on you.” Gage is kissing his way down my belly and unsnaps my jeans. I try to help him get them off by wiggling my hips. They are finally off and Gage stands up and takes his clothes off. I see his cock and I am instantly shocked. He is pierced, and he has a tattoo on his pelvic area. I start laughing when I make out what it says. “A man does not like to hear his woman laugh when she’s looking at his cock. Something funny?”

I can barely stop laughing to answer. “Your gateway to heaven. Really Gage? You could have gotten a picture, or have it say something cool.” He smiles.

“I was drunk off my ass and only eighteen. I thought it was cool. Con has one that says cockman. I think mine is a little better.” Oh crap. He’s right. I’ll never look at Con and not be able to think about it and laugh.

Gage makes it back up in the bed beside me and the minute his hand touches me all the laughing is gone. My body is on fire for him. “Babe are you still a virgin?” I can’t say anything. I just nod my head yes. “There’s no way this is not going to be a little uncomfortable. Do you trust me?” I nod my head yes again. “I need the words, babe.”

“Yes, I trust you, but I want this more than anything. Please.” I see the concern in his eyes.

“Anytime you need to stop or want to stop say so. I will be as gentle as possible, but it is going to hurt a little.” Gage is being so sweet and tender. I pull him to me because I just can’t wait anymore. I kiss him softly on the lips and suck his bottom lip in my mouth as he opens for me.

I’m not sure I am doing it right, but I can’t get close enough. He groans and takes over the kiss, deeper and dominating. He’s towering over my body, laying between my legs. Just when I think I will have to pull away for air he kisses the side of my face down to my tip of my nipple. When he takes it in his mouth I squeeze my thighs together, but he doesn’t stop. He’s sliding down my stomach and kisses my belly button and slides lower. I start to sit up, his hand keeps me down. He is looking at me with lust in his eyes. “Lay back, babe. I’m going to make sure you’re ready for me.” He kisses further and he’s between my legs. When his tongue swipes across my clit, my back comes off the bed. I can’t believe what Shine is doing to me.

I am horrified but I don’t want him to stop. I need more. Something is happening to my body. There’s something building. My legs are having spasms and my insides are clenching. Noises are escaping me.

“Babe, you taste so good and you are so wet.” He licks across the tiny bud and slides his finger inside. He repeats it and then he has two inside me. I’m pushing down on his fingers. He sucks my clit in his mouth again and then he is up and reaches for his jeans. He has a condom and has it on in no time. “Are you sure, babe? Once I’m inside you, I don’t know if I can stop. I want inside your pussy so bad.” I look at his cock and it looks huge.

“Please. I need you.” That all it takes. He is back in between my legs and I feel his cock at my entrance as he pushes slowly in. I need him now. I am about to lose my mind. “Now, please.” He pushes all the way in and I feel the burn and the pinch of pain when he bottoms out. He goes completely still. The pain doesn’t last very long. He starts to kiss me, and I can’t help but to wiggle and he took that as his permission to slide out and back in. Better. I push up and that was all it took for him to take over.

“God, babe. You feel so damn good. So tight. I don’t know how slow I can go this time. I need you too much.” With that he slides back out until only his head is left in and then slowly slides back in. Damn. That feels great.

“Faster, Gage. I need you to go faster. Please, go faster.” He looks in my eyes to make sure and he sees I need more. He sets a pace pulling almost all the way out and sliding back in. I wrap my legs around his back and pull him as close to me as I can. He rotates his hips and I feel something mounting inside me. I am meeting his every thrust. We are both covered in sweat. He brings his hand in between us and starts massaging my clit and that’s all it takes. I feel it. Spasms and contractions. I am scratching his back and when I finally release I shout out his name. “Damn, Gage! Yes! On my god, yes!” I feel Gage letting go as he reaches his own release.

“Katie, I love you! Oh shit!” He thrust for two more strokes and relaxes. He rolls me over to the side to keep his weight off me. “Are you ok? Did I hurt your ribs again?”

“Only in the best way. I love you, Gage. I never knew it could be so beautiful.” He pulls me in his arms and hugs me. Then he gets up and I thought I did something wrong. He sees the look on my face.

“I’m just getting rid of the condom, babe.” Oh yeah. I hadn’t thought of that. “Babe, I’m going to the doc to get checked out and I want you to get on the pill, because I don’t want anything between us. I was so tempted not to wrap it up with you, but I want you to know I am clean first. I want us to have a family one day, but I know it is important for you to finish school first. Plus, we need time to get used to each other before we bring a child into this world.”

Gage is always thinking of my feelings. I am a lucky woman. “I know we are supposed to wait until morning for gifts, but it is close to midnight.” I’m watching Gage dig under the bed and he comes out with a big box. It isn’t wrapped. “I didn’t wrap it because it isn’t really a Christmas gift, but open it and then we’ll do the rest later.”

I’m so excited I rip the thing open. It’s beautiful. A leather cut with the Demented Revengers MC emblem on it, my name Katie Bug, and Property of Shine. I love it.

“It’s beautiful! I love it.” Gage has a big grin on his face and he helps me put it on.

“You’re mine now. You will never be alone again. You are my old lady.” I am one lucky woman. I feel more loved than I ever have. Gage grabs his phone and snaps a picture. “For my eyes only, babe.” I don’t take it off. Gage wraps me in his arms and we drift off to sleep.