Chapter Sixty-nine

Was she really giving me permission to do what I had wanted to do to her since she left me? I didn’t believe her.

She slowly ran her tongue up my neck like she knew I didn't believe my luck was that good.

‘Come on, hun, don’t make me beg. You already have me topless.’

She pressed her body into me, feeling her breasts against my chest.

When I didn’t move because I was still in shock and pissed off, inhaling sharply, she grabbed my hands from her waist, and she put them over her breasts.

‘I can feel you calming down.’ She moved my tank top and kissed my mark, sending instant lust through my blood. ‘So, the question is, are you going to fuck me anytime soon?’

Her voice was flooding my mind, a soft sexual swirl to her words.

I was still trying to calm down. Didn’t matter I had my hands on her breasts. It wasn’t enough. I needed… Fuck, I don’t think anything was going to calm me down. Maybe hearing her say she won’t leave. Maybe that would calm me down.

She wanted me to fuck the frustration and anger out of me. I don’t think she can take that.

‘I think I can.’

She was in my head. If she was in my head, she knew how little control I had right now over my temper. Maybe I should go for a run, change, blow it out, but that meant leaving her. Topless. I groaned, but I do not see another option.

‘I know another option.’ Her voice was sweet and alluring and was casting a spell over me. I had gone so long without hearing it now, every word had me hooked. Maybe if I focused on her voice, I would calm down.

I was so angry and pissed off with the whole situation. Dad could have cost me her. I’ll be telling him my decision as soon as I get back.

‘What decision is this?’

She was still in my head. Now I knew how she felt. Fuck, I need to calm down. A run was the only option. It meant leaving her, but if I stayed here a second longer with my rage like this, I could hurt her.

‘I have another option.’ She dropped to her knees, and I didn’t know what she was doing, one second she was undoing my pants and pulling them down, and the next second she was taking me in her mouth.

“GEEZ CHRIST, ALLIE!”

Her mouth was so warm, and she didn’t simply suck, she took all of me. Sucking and licking and killing me. My hands went in her hair as she continued to suck and take more of me. I don’t know how long she did it, but she had me on the edge of coming multiple times, but as if she knew, she would pull back and then start her attack again.

I had never loved being attacked more.

God, that tongue of hers.

She started to pick up her speed, and I knew what she was doing. This time she wasn’t stopping.

“Allie, you need to stop. I’m going to come.” I had never come in a girl’s mouth before, and I wasn’t about to start with hers, but she wasn’t stopping. “Allie, stop!”

‘Just relax, Zane. I know what I’m doing.’

I went to pull her away, but she just sucked harder as if to tell me not to dare do that. I wasn’t doing it. I struggled not to come. I wasn’t doing it.

‘Zane, relax and let me finish you. Stop fighting me.’

I grunted. Not happening.

‘If you let me taste you, I’ll let you taste me.’

My eyes opened at that. Was she serious?

‘Really serious, hun, but only if you let me finish you.’

Tasting her, that had me considering it. Then her assault went up a degree, and I knew I didn’t get a choice. My eyes clenched shut, my body nearly convoluting, my hands got lost in her hair, as I came in her mouth. She took it all, swallowing and then giving me a final kiss before getting up.

I was opening my eyes when she reached for the vodka bottle.

“You calmer now?” she said, smirking after swallowing a mouthful of vodka.

I nodded my head. My anger was gone. It had disappeared as soon as her mouth wrapped around me. I kicked my shoes and pants off. Suddenly I knew what I wanted next.

“You.” I looked at her, taking in her perfect breasts. “You’re next.”

She laughed so sweetly and shook her head. “That was all about you, hun. I didn’t do it expecting something in return.”

I’d never had a girl call me pet names, but I loved hearing it off Allie’s lips.

I took the bottle from her. “Sweetheart, you just started something I’m planning on finishing.” My hands gripped her ass, and I lifted her up, her legs wrapped around me. I knew I shouldn’t ask it, but I had to know. “How many guys have you finished like that?”

She was far too good at it for it to be her first time.

She pulled back to look me in the eye. “How many guys I’ve let come in my mouth?”

I nodded my head walking her into the bedroom.

“Just one.”

Blake.

‘No, just you.’ Her words echoed in my head. She kissed my neck. ‘You would be the only one I would let do that.’

Thank Christ for that. I took her lips, she tasted of vodka, and it wasn’t a turn-off. It only turned me on more. Wait a sec. “How drunk are you?”

She laughed as I lowered her to the bed. “You would think by now I should be passed out, but it hasn’t even touched the edge. Why?”

I took a deep breath in. “Just making sure you aren’t about to wake up in the morning regretting all this.”

“I do regret something.”

I pulled back looking at her. I saw it in her eyes. Was she already regretting what she just did?

‘Not that, Zane. I regret not believing you when you said you didn’t sleep with her. I should have believed you.’

I kissed her lips. It didn’t matter now. I had her back.

‘It does matter. I didn’t trust you. I’m the one going on how important trust is, and I didn’t trust you.’ She pulled her lips away from mine. Looking at me, I saw the regret in her eyes. ‘I’m sorry.’

“Like I said it doesn’t matter.” I pushed the hair from the side of her face, planting a kiss on her cheek. “I’ve got you back, don’t I?”

She inhaled quickly and exhaled slowly. When she wasn’t saying yes, I knew my answer. I didn’t have her back.

Her fingers ran over my jaw. “You’ve got me back for tonight.” She was saying that like that was enough. One night with her. That was all I would get of her?

“Not good enough, Allie.”

“It’s all I can give you.”

“Why?” I sat up. “You gave Blake your heart, why can’t you give it to me?”

Her face softened, and her eyes shone with only love. She was still looking at me, right? Yep. She was. I had never seen her look at me with such love.

“You have my heart, Zane. You’ll always have it.”

“But?”

“But I can’t promise I’m not leaving.”

“WHY!”

Why couldn’t she promise me that?! Wait a minute. It didn’t matter anymore. My decision from earlier only coming back to me now.

I stole her lips before she could answer me. I basically just shouted at her, demanding an answer. She couldn’t promise she wasn’t leaving. Well, she could leave, but I was going with her.

Her lips melted against mine and she kissed me back.

‘Why aren’t you yelling at me?’ Her voice flooded my mind coated in concern.

Not wanting to pull my lips from hers, I decided I should give her an answer. ‘Because I made a decision.’

‘That being?’

‘Can’t talk now. I want that taste of you that you promised.’ I got an instant rush of excitement as I pushed her G-string off.

‘I don’t know if you deserve that.’

‘Maybe I don’t, but you do, sweetheart.’

I moved her up the bed. Taking my tank top off, I then slowly kissed down her stomach.

‘Do not tease me.’

I smirked. That was exactly what I was going to do. ‘Don’t worry, sweetheart, you’ll be finishing.’

She moaned as I licked over her. All women I had been with before Allie, I never cared if they were pleased or not. Not even Ebony. I just took, but I knew I did have some skill when it came to it and I was going to make sure I used all that skill on her.