Three drinks later, I am officially shit-faced. Maddie and I are sitting at the bar of my hotel, realizing that we need to eat something, when Jax and Daren walk in.

“I’m pissed at you,” my brother barks as he approaches.

I giggle. “Get in line.” I order two beers for the guys, knowing they’ll want to join us.

“Why didn’t you tell me you had an interview today?” Jax asks. “Why do I have to hear everything from your roommates?”

Daren elbows him. “Dude, lay off.”

I wave a finger. “Jax, you had a game yesterday. In a different state. I thought you were busy.” I hiccup so hard it hurts, which makes me laugh. “Have you two met Maddie? Maddie, this is my asshole brother Jax, and this is his asshole best friend Daren.” I wave back and forth between them.

She turns to look at me, obviously shocked that I was telling the truth when I said Daren and I are still friends. Jax barely glances at Maddie while Daren can’t seem to stop staring at her, which is no shocker because she is gorgeous.

“Take a load off. Have a drink.” I grab Maddie’s hand, yank her off the stool, and wander to a table that can accommodate four. The guys sit down across from us.

“Thanks for not making me sound like a douche in your interview,” Daren says to me, making me grin.

“Not a problem. It’s bridge under the water.” Shit. That’s not right.

Maddie’s cell buzzes, and she grabs it, putting it right up to her nose to read the incoming text.

Daren motions to my drink. “Have you eaten today?”

“I had a delicious bite of a chocolate sundae this morning, but otherwise, no. I don’t think the rum and coke I had at dawn counts as food, huh?”

He calls over the waiter and orders several things while Maddie excuses herself to make a call. A minute later, she runs back.

“Sit down,” she tells me, making me crack up.

“I am sitting. You’re the one standing.”

She realizes her mistake and shakes her head. “Okay, shut up,” she says even though no one is talking. “Jason Wheeler was just arrested for kidnapping.”

* * *

The news reports that FBI agents kicked in Wheeler’s door at ten this morning, arresting him for the abduction of Olivia Lawrence. Daren has the bar turn on the flatscreen, and we watch the coverage in silence.

The camera rolling from the street in front of Wheeler’s mansion shows a gated driveway and ten-foot hedges that wrap around an expansive property. The blue and red lights of police vehicles flash up and down the street as neighbors watch in strange fascination.

I keep waiting to hear the gruesome details, bracing myself for the worst. I think about all of the homicide shows I watch and how authorities always expect a kidnapping to result in murder after forty-eight hours. I feel ill, hoping that in the end it wasn’t painful. Maybe now she’s at peace.

And then the most amazing thing happens.

A girl with tangled, long brown hair and pale skin walks out of Wheeler’s house.

Olivia is alive.

Everyone in the bar cheers. Tears stream down my face as I watch her reunite with her family. My heart throbs as I think about what this is going to mean to Kade.

He picks up on the second ring.

“Kade, did you hear the news?” I sound out of breath.

He’s quiet. “Yeah. She’s alive.” He sounds choked up, and I give him a minute.

“It’s going to be okay, buddy. She has a long road ahead of her, but I’m sure she’s going to need some good friends.”

He doesn’t hesitate when he says, “I plan to be there for her.”

“Call me if you need anything. I mean it.”

He takes a shaky breath. “You’ve been amazing through all of this. It makes me feel like a bigger asshole for all the dumb shit I’ve said to you over the years.”

I laugh even though it makes more tears tumble down my cheeks. “Here’s to new beginnings. I’m tired of letting the past determine my future. It sounds like you are too. Maybe we can help each other with that.”

Glancing up, I see Daren smile at me, and I return the look and reach out and squeeze his giant hand.

“Thanks. I needed to hear that,” Kade says.

When I get off the phone, Daren laughs. “You’ve turned into a big softie.”

“Shut up. If you tell anyone about that conversation I’ll shank you with my toothbrush, and you won’t be the big football hero anymore. You’ll be the guy who got beaten up by a girl.”

His grin widens. “There’s the feisty little girl I love.”

I scowl, half-heartedly I admit, and give him the finger. His laughter grows, and eventually I give in and giggle.

Daren gets everyone a round of drinks to celebrate as my phone starts lighting up with messages. I talk to Harper to let her know where I am and that I’ll be home in a couple of hours, and then Gavin starts texting and calling. And calling.

“Are you going to get that?” Daren asks after the fifth call.

“Nope.” I peel the sticker off his beer and flick it at my brother across the table.

“But isn’t he the one you talked about in the interview? The one you—”

“Yes, but that doesn’t change things.” It doesn’t change the fact that he slept with Angelique. And probably lied about it. And broke my fucking heart.

“Don’t you want to see what he wants? Maybe he—”

“Daren, I’m pretty sure what he wants is a five eight redhead.”

Daren sits back in his chair, finally understanding what I’m saying.

My head is starting to hurt. I guess downing half a bar will do that. Now that I’ve eaten, though, I’m sober enough to make it back to my room.

Grabbing my purse, I stand up. “I’ve got to go pack. Guys, can you make sure Maddie makes it home okay?” They nod, offering to drive her back to campus.

I give Maddie a hug, and we agree to go for drinks again soon. Jax puts me in a headlock until I punch him in the ribs, and Daren kisses me on the cheek and says I’d better come to a game soon before he kicks my ass.

I take my throbbing headache back to my hotel room, and even though there’s a crater in my chest the size of Idaho from what happened last night at Gavin’s, I know I’m resilient enough to survive.

* * *

Dropping my bag by the door with a heavy thud, I watch as Jenna and Harper hop off the couch and run toward me, engulfing me in hugs. Ryan waves hi and stretches out his arms thanks to the space the girls vacated.

“We’re so relieved you’re okay!” Harper says in a rare show of dramatic emotion.

“It wasn’t like Wheeler was lurking right outside my door,” I say, trying to calm them down. The truth is, I don’t know. He could have been stalking me. I think back to the times I smelled clove cigarettes on our front stoop, and it makes me wonder.

“By the way, you were brilliant this morning.” Harper smiles encouragingly. “You were so poised and confident. I was really proud of you.”

“Thanks. The reporter didn’t grill me as much as she could have.”

“Girl, what happened to you last night?” Jenna asks, her forehead knitted together.

Taking off my coat, I decide I can talk about what happened now that Wheeler has been arrested.

“The FBI interviewed me for about four hours. They wanted to know everything that went down with Wheeler, what I knew about him, when we met. It was intense.” I glance over to Ryan. “Sorry I missed your show. I really wanted to come. I was dressed and everything.”

He waves it off. “Not a big deal. You’ve seen us play plenty of times.”

Yes, but I’ve never seen Gavin.

“I’ve had a long day, so I’m going to unpack and take a shower.” My head still hurts, but it’s faded to a dull ache.

“Hey, why aren’t you calling Gavin back?” Jenna asks. “He’s been looking for you. He’s called me like three times.”

“Well, he can deal with it.” I grab my bag off the floor and head for my room.

“Clem, don’t you want to talk to him?”

I turn back to her, anger and hurt suffocating me.

“Not since Angelique opened his bedroom door last night just wearing his t-shirt, looking freshly fucked.”

I look from Harper to Jenna to Ryan whose mouths all drop open. With that, I walk into my bedroom and shut the door.