Even though I’m starving, I don’t poke my head out of Jax’s room until well after two in the afternoon. He’s been gone for hours.

His condo is quiet, so I tiptoe into the kitchen, finding myself in almost the same position I was in this morning. Except this time I know Jax isn’t going to wrap his arms around me.

Fighting the urge to cry, I grab an apple off the counter before I spread out some of my textbooks on the kitchen table.

I hate that I have to sit here at the scene of the crime, but I don’t want to get ink on his bedspread. Ignoring the burn in my cheeks, I reach for my journal and pull out my watercolor markers before I begin to sketch.

Using broad strokes, I draw the first thing that comes to mind: Jax and me together, on the couch, in the shower, on the bed. A tangle of arms and legs, hands urgent and demanding. Nudes aren’t my strength, but I don’t know how to get the images out of my head.

Drawing until my hand hurts, I finally take a break.

I may be able to limp around, but I can’t go home because I’ll never make it up four flights of stairs by myself.

After Jax left, I tried calling seven motels. Everything is booked through the weekend, so unless I want to sleep on the street corner in the middle of a snowstorm, I’m stuck here. My only hope is that Travis will get back early this evening and be able to pick me up. I grab my phone, and my mood gets a little darker when my thumb reveals no new messages.

Jax left with her. We almost had sex, and he left with another woman. Again!

#Unbelievable

My face heats up and my eyes water. I don’t know what happened. One minute he was calling me baby and was sweet and loving, and the next he was making for the door like his life depended on it.

Unless…

The nausea I’ve been fighting all afternoon burns in the back of my throat.

Did he remember his birthday? The club?

Surely that couldn’t have freaked him out so much he took off like an Olympic sprinter. There were so many times this week I almost told him what happened that night, but I’ve been afraid it would change our dynamic. That he’d see me differently. That it would ruin the friendship we’d been building.

A door creaks open from down the hall. Padded steps echo closer.

I turn my head slowly, my heart paralyzed.

Nick stands with his hands in the pockets of his jeans looking uncomfortable. “Hey, Dani. I’m so sorry about what happened earlier.” His big brown eyes are warm, and the sympathy in his expression twists something in my gut.

Grateful he’s not being a jerk, I smile weakly. “It’s totally okay. I’m sorry I have to crash here. I tried calling hotels but—”

“No, you don’t need to leave. I’m cool. My roommate nearly made you roadkill. Putting you up for a few days is the least he can do.” Nick’s eyes dart around the empty apartment. “Where is he anyway?”

A cold laugh escapes me. “Your guess is as good as mine, but I’m guessing it’s somewhere with Isabelle.” My eyes dart down to my journal, my face burning in humiliation.

“Shit.” An awkward silence spreads between us while I doodle circles in my journal. “I’m sorry about that too.”

I shake my head. “Don’t be. It’s not like I’m not well aware of his reputation. I’m the idiot in this equation.”

Nick clears his throat. “Listen, my little sister is coming over in a bit. We were going to order a pizza and catch the Celtics before the BC game. Wanna join us?”

His kindness is too much. I nod slowly. “Who are the Celtics playing?”

“The Heat.”

I look up and give him a small smile. “I’m a huge Celtics fan, but I love Dwayne Wade.”

He laughs. “I’m going to ignore that sacrilege and let you stay in my house.”

The heaviness that bore down on me all day starts to lighten. Two hours later, Nick, his sister Sammy, and I are all yelling at the TV.

“Can you fucking believe that call?” Nick mumbles over a mouth full of food.

“Okay, don’t be a hater,” I say, pausing to look him in the eye, “but Wade was fouled on the way to the basket. I don’t think it should have been a technical, though.”

“Good because I was about to kick you out of my living room.”

I laugh and reach for my soda.

Nick grabs the bowl of queso. “This is the best damn dip I’ve ever had.”

Grinning, I hand him the bag of chips. “It’s an easy recipe. I’ll write it down for you so you can make it any time.”

He nods as he continues to stuff his face.

Sammy nudges me. “I like you.”

“Thanks.” I nudge her back. She looks older than eighteen with thick, chestnut-colored hair and beautiful brown eyes like her brother.

She stares at me. “You’re not like one of Jax’s typical girls.”

Trying not to choke on my soda, I laugh. “I’m sure there’s a compliment in there somewhere because I’ve seen the girls Jax dates, and they’re all gorgeous.”

“They’re all bitches. And dumb. He’s an asshole for leaving you.”

My eyes widen.

She shrugs. “My brother told me what happened.”

“Gee, thanks, Nick. I didn’t need to be humiliated any more today or anything.”

He grumbles as he chows down, and I get that he doesn’t want to talk about it. Trying to change the subject, I pick the first thing that comes to mind.

“How was your ski trip?”

Setting the bowl on the coffee table, he turns to me. “It was killer. I have great video of it.” He pulls out his phone, connecting wirelessly to his Apple TV. A moment later, the screen is filled with a GoPro video, making it seem as if I’m living the experience firsthand.

“Wow. This is amazing footage.”

Nick races down the slope, and when he turns his head, the camera shows several guys behind him. I’m guessing they’re all soccer players too like Jax.

“This is nothing,” he says. “Wait until you see the night video.” He cues it up, and I’m completely riveted.

“I had no idea this kind of technology existed to do night footage like this.”

“Jax jerry-rigged it himself. He attached a camera with night vision on the helmet.”

The footage is exhilarating, putting me front and center on the slopes. “So you can’t buy this, the camera and helmet combo?”

Nick shakes his head. “You have to buy them separately and mount the camera.”

Excitement tingles in my chest, a dozen ideas exploding in my head. “Can I see it, the helmet?”

“Sure.” He jumps up and a minute later, he returns with a black ski helmet, which he places in my lap.

My fingers run along the edges of the metal attachment. “But this camera is so small. I thought GoPro cameras were larger.”

“They are. This is a prototype by a different company.”

“This is a great product.” I can imagine a dozen different applications. I’d love to take footage like this, but the idea of having to mount a camera myself or—even once I got it attached—having some huge piece of metal attached on my head is such a turnoff. But this, this has so many possibilities.

I’m still turning over ideas when a knock comes at the door. Before Nick gets off the couch, several guys saunter in. One says, “It’s time to order more pizza, man.”

Nick laughs and introduces me to his friends who are all on the soccer team. They break out a case of beer, and then we’re all back to the Celtics game. Guys are shouting, and it’s loud, and I’m having a great time. We argue about calls and plays. Popcorn gets thrown at me because I groan when Wade misses a shot. We talk trash, and by the end of the game, I’m feeling right at home.

Sammy and I chat the whole time, and she giggles in my ear about how she has a crush on one of the boys. We swap numbers so we can grab lunch together later in the week.

Finally, when the BC-Syracuse game starts, Nick turns to one of his friends and quietly asks, “Have you seen Avery around campus today?” His eyes dart to me, and I look away.

“Yeah, I saw him with that hot-ass blonde at that diner he likes a little while ago. Looks like our man is back in the saddle. What the fuck was up with that dry spell?” The friend laughs, and I feel sick.

And so very stupid.

Jax is such a prick. I don’t know what I’ve been thinking, who I’ve been kidding, but those rumors about him don’t do him justice. I’m not sure why I ignored four days of sexts on his phone from every girl in the Tri-State area. I need to get my head examined.

A text buzzes on my phone. It’s Travis. “I’m downstairs.”

#ThankFuckingGod

I write back that he should come up, and I scramble up to get my stuff together. Sammy comes into Jax’s bedroom while I throw all my shit in my bag.

“Dani, this sucks.”

“Yeah, it does. But whatever. I’m not his problem anymore. You can tell him that.”

She grabs my arm. “I still want to hang out this week.” I nod, too frazzled to think beyond the next few hours.

When I reach the front door, Travis is standing there talking to Nick.

“There’s my girl.” Seeing my best friend makes all the emotion I’ve held back burst to surface, and when he pulls me into a giant hug, I start to cry. It’s been too much. The car accident, my mom, Jax leaving. I just want to hide against Travis’s chest until this horrible week ends.

“Hey, hey, it’s okay.” Travis strokes my head, and I shudder against him.

“Just get me out of here.” I wipe my face with my arm and turn to Nick and his sister. “Thanks for everything, guys. I really appreciate the hospitality.”

Sammy and Nick both give me a hug, sympathy or maybe pity swimming in their eyes, making me feel worse. They’ve been awesome today, but I feel like some science experiment gone wrong.

Travis picks up my stuff with one arm and uses the other one to help me hobble down the stairs. When we’re in his car, I start crying again.

“I hate him,” I whisper as an SUV pulls up, and two scantily clad girls run into the building I just left.

Travis grips the steering wheel until his knuckles turn white. “I am going to kick his ass from here to Christmas the next time I see him.”

“So not worth it.” Shivering, I reach to over to turn up the heat.

The snow isn’t as bad as I thought it would be. The streets are already plowed, and tall snow banks line the sidewalk.

“Can I stay with you for a few days?”

Travis reaches over and pulls me to his chest. “You already know the answer.”