Chapter Eleven
A couple of days later
Piston County
Devil stood in the main building of his wife’s fashion shop. She was serving a customer, and looked so damn cute. She was wearing one of the dresses, something that nipped in the waist and flared out over her hips. What he loved was how it showed off her amazing tits and cleavage. He loved her tits, and even though they had nursed their kids, they belonged to him, just like every single part of her did.
The moment she saw him, she smiled, and left the serving counter. “It is good to see you. I didn’t know you’d be here.”
“I just got back in. The guys have gone to their homes looking for their women, and I knew you’d be here.”
“Are you good to keep an eye on things?” Lexie asked, looking toward Natalie.
“Yep, I’ve got this.” Natalie was sitting on a chair, a sketchbook in hand, and she was going at the sheets like crazy.
“Every woman who walks in here is inspiring Natalie. She’s creating our next line just by imagining what the women would like. She’s a machine.”
“Sounds very busy.”
“It is. It always is.” They entered the back-room office where little Laurell was sound asleep. Jessica had David on her knee as she was reading to him.
“Slow day at the nurses’ office?” Devil asked.
Jessica was a nurse who had helped to save Judi’s life. She was also Snake’s old lady, but it wouldn’t have mattered. Devil would have made sure Chaos Bleeds was respectful to Jessica.
“You know it. Since this mysterious MC club has decided to go legit, we don’t have to worry about any kind of serious injury,” Jessica said, teasing. “Nah, I’m on a break, and seeing as Snake had to work at that sex club you’ve got going…”
“It’s Naked Fantasies! Not a sex club.”
“Women have their tits out, and earn money shaking their ass.”
“Still not a sex club,” Devil said. “I tell you, I’ve been to a sex club, and I know—” Lexie covered his mouth.
“He knows that if he wants to keep his man parts, he will keep talk of all other women out of it. I don’t want to hear who came before me, babe,” she said.
Devil stayed silent.
“I’m guessing you two want privacy.” Jessica lifted David up, and when she made for Laurell, Devil shook his head.
“I’ve got her.”
“Okay. I’ll leave you two.”
The door closed seconds later, and Lexie suddenly sat down in a chair.
“Babe, you need to go home, and we need to employ a nanny.”
“A nanny, no thanks,” she said. “I can look after my kids, thank you very much.”
He saw the perspiration on her brow. She looked exhausted and close to collapsing.
“This is not me being nice about this, babe. This is me telling you that we’re going to get a nanny, and you’re going to fucking rest. We’ve done this before.”
“And I’m fine. I can do this, Devil.”
“Babe, nothing has changed for me. I’d rather have you than any of the kids we’ve had, okay? I love you. You’re my entire world. Don’t argue with me.”
“I don’t want to argue, but this is our family.”
He leaned in close and kissed her head. “This is going to be our last one.”
“Devil?”
“No arguments. I’ve already gotten it arranged. Jessica is helping as well. This is going to be our last kid, Lexie. No more playing around.”
Laurell began to whimper, and Devil walked over to the small crib and smiled down at his little girl.
“How is Sinner?” Lexie asked.
He picked Laurell up, cradling her close. She was getting to be such a big girl now. So cute. He didn’t like having so many daughters. The thought of the men in years to come was enough to make him nervous. He had a lot of experience with killing people, and using all kinds of weapons. He even knew how to dispose of the body as well.
“Sinner’s doing well. His usual self to be honest.”
“Do you think he’ll be coming home anytime soon?”
“I don’t know. He’s … different.”
“In what way?” she asked.
“It’s hard to say exactly. I think the past few years it has put a strain on all of the guys, you know. With Lola it has made him face the fact that he has changed. Being out on the open road, it is helping him to deal with shit that he’s been putting aside.”
“I missed you.”
He smiled over at his wife. “I do believe he’ll be coming to Fort Wills with us for Christmas.”
“Yeah, why are we going to The Skulls clubhouse for Christmas?” Lexie asked, with a smile on her lips.
“Don’t give me that look.”
“You see, I think a certain son of yours struck a deal.”
Devil rolled his eyes. “I told Simon that if he got the highest marks in his class in everything, then I would allow him to spend some time with Tabitha over the festive season.”
“And?”
“His teacher told me that she is utterly surprised by the transformation in Simon. He is a model student. I arranged it with Tiny.”
“How is Tabitha doing in school?”
“Great, I think. She’s not as big a concern as Simon.”
“Thank you,” she said.
He smiled. “You told me you wanted Simon to have more options than you were given. He’s going to do well in school, probably end up in college, in the city as some loser billionaire, and you know what? I’ll handle it, because I’m the best dad in the world.”
Laurell gurgled.
“See. Tell Mommy that I’m the best dad in the world.”
“She doesn’t need to tell me. I know it.”
****
I want to go home.
This is so boring.
Yeah, I told you that you deleted like half of your stock footage.
Wow, could this day get any worse?
“Did you have a backup?” Lola asked. She listened to the man on the line, and she was so bored. It may be time to do something different with her life. She could have easily hacked into the guy’s server, and found exactly where he kept his damn stock photos, but he was too busy moaning on the line.
She couldn’t help but think of her phone call the other night with Sinner. Not the one where they were both at parties, but the one where they got to talk, and play. She missed his hands, and it wasn’t the same stroking her own clit, while hoping that Sinner would magically appear.
Lola wished that she could magically appear in front of Sinner. The problem was, he really did move around. Rarely was he in the same place at all. Devil was sending him money, and she knew that he was traveling with a group of men.
Sinner told her everything.
“Hey, girlfriend,” Belinda said, pulling a seat along with her as she moved into her space.
“Hey to you, too.”
“So, I was wondering if you’d be up for another party later.”
“Nope. I just want to go home. Have a bit of quiet time I think.” Try not to think about my parents.
They had left her a message as well. She always made sure to call when they were out of the house. Even this far away from them, she knew their schedule. Talking to them directly on the phone was awkward, even more so when she was in front of them, and having to make eye contact.
Deep down, she knew Whizz and Sinner were right. There was no denying it. They were both right, and she needed to do it, but right now, she just couldn’t handle seeing them.
“Yes, sir. I’m sorry, sir. That’s the file, correct. Okay then, have a great day.”
She hung up the phone, and rested her head on the desk.
“Wow, that is the first time I’ve ever heard you lose your temper with a customer,” Belinda said. “I hope you’re not losing your touch.”
“I’m not. Believe me, I’m not. I’m just over people and their problems already. I want to go home, and sit down, and relax, and pretend everything is fine with the world.” She stared at the clock, and willed it to be five o’clock. Sometimes she stayed over, and got some overtime in. That was so not going to happen tonight.
“Are you looking for a new job?” Belinda asked.
“I don’t know. I once had a job. A great one that I gave up to come here on my little problem solving mission.” She air quoted the end part of her statement. Lola was so pissed off, and angry, and fed up.
“I need a coffee.” She got up from her chair, and made her way over to the coffee machine. Her eyes hurt, and her temper wasn’t getting any better.
The coffee didn’t help, so she worked through the rest of the day, really pissed off, and angry. She turned down offers of a drink from Sarah and Belinda. There was only one thing she wanted to do, and that was go home, eat, shower, jump into bed, and read a good book, or maybe watch a sappy love story.
She was leaving her building when she paused to see Sinner standing there waiting for her. There was no sign of his bike, and for a second, she wondered if she was seeing things. This had to be the best way to end her shitty day.
“You’re not going to come and give me a hug?” he asked.
Lola didn’t care if they were being watched. She rushed toward him, and threw her arms around his neck, hugging him tightly to her. “How did you know?” she asked.
“How did I know what?” He held her so close, and she basked in his scent, in his touch, in everything.
“That I needed to see you?”
“I needed to see you, and I knew you wouldn’t have a clue where to find me.”
She pulled back just enough to stare into his eyes. “That’s because you’re always moving. You see, when you’re in the same place, there is no fear of that, because you’re in the same place.”
“But I like surprising you, and I can keep on doing that because I move around, and I know where to find you.” He pressed a kiss to her lips, and everything faded away. “You had a bad day?”
“The worst, and I was thinking of you, and this is perfect. Can you come home with me?” she asked.
“Yeah, I can come home with you.” He took her hand, and together they made their way over to her car.
Climbing behind the wheel, she watched as he pushed the passenger seat back.
“I’ve only had Sarah and Belinda in the car. I don’t like driving all that many people,” she said.
“These people small?”
“A little bit, yeah.” She chuckled. Starting up the car, she pulled out of the parking lot, and started the short drive home. “Usually I walk. I actually walk more here than I do everywhere else. However, with it being so cold and miserable, I sometimes take my car.”
“I hate to say this to you, babe, but this car is a pile of shit.”
“You would know. I bought it at a bargain price. I figured I’d only be driving short distances, and I could handle that.” She shrugged. “I could have gotten a bike.”
“Not a chance. You wouldn’t have been able to handle it.”
She gasped. “I’m offended.”
“It took you a long time to let me drive you, remember?”
Lola nodded. She had rarely ridden with Sinner, preferring either a car, or to walk. The back of his bike always looked so dangerous. “Maybe one day you’d take me out for a ride?”
“Maybe.” He gave her a wink, and it warmed her from the inside out. “Are you going to quit?”
“I’m thinking about it. I really am. It’s tiring work. I don’t know. The customers today were just really pissing me off. They were not listening, and I found that so annoying, so irritating.” She pulled into the parking lot for the apartment building. “We are here.”
It didn’t seem right to call this place home. They both knew it wasn’t.
Within minutes they were in her apartment, and Sinner had her pressed against the door the moment it closed. He captured her hands, lifting them beside her head. His lips were on hers, ravishing her mouth.
She moaned, arching up, kissing him with the same passion that he had given her. Her body heated, wanting him more than anything.
“I couldn’t go another second without kissing you,” he said. He released her hands, and she still held them beside her head. His fingers stroked the collar of her shirt, and trailed down the center over her buttons.
Her nipples hardened, and she licked her suddenly dry lips. When he made no move to do anything, she reached for his belt. Tugging it open, she stared into his eyes the whole time.
“What are you doing?” he asked.
“Exactly as I want to. Don’t hold back, Sinner. Do to me what you want to do. I’m not going to break. I’m a strong girl. I can take it.”
He grabbed her shirt and tore it open. Another tug had buttons flying all around the room.
She pulled his shirt over his head, and marveled at all of the ink on his body. She saw her name near his heart, and once again, she was struck by how much she loved him. Sinner had marked his body with her name. She traced her finger over the ink. Unable to hold back, she smiled. “You still have it.”
“You’re still mine, Lola. That hasn’t changed.”
She went to her knees before him, pulling down his jeans until they were pooled at his feet. He stepped out of them, kicking them across the room and out of the way. He ran his fingers through her hair, dislodging the pins that were keeping it secure on top of her head.
Once she had his cock in her hand, she flicked the tip of his cock, and then covered it with her mouth.
He hissed, the sound echoing around her apartment.
“Fuck, baby. Give a guy a warning.”
She pulled off his length, and smirked up at him. “I held your dick. What more warning did you need?”
He grabbed her hands and pulled her over his knee. He was on his knees, and had one foot on the ground, which he bent her over. Suddenly, he gave her ass a slap.
The burn warmed her ass, and went straight to her clit. She cried out his name, and wriggled against his knee. He slapped her ass again, and she loved it. Her pussy went slick, and she reached for his cock again.
“You like that, baby? You like being told off for being naughty.”
She glanced up at him, seeing the concern in his eyes. “Feel me, Sinner.” She opened her thighs for him, and he slid a finger between her swollen folds.
He pushed a finger inside her, and she groaned, wanting more. It wasn’t enough, never enough.
“What is it you do to me?” he asked.
Sinner pulled his fingers from her pussy, and she eased off his leg. “It’s exactly what you do to me.” She wrapped her arms around his neck, and held him close. They were both naked, his hard, muscular chest completely different from her soft one.
He ran his hands up and down her back, gripping her ass.
Pulling away from him, she took his hand and moved him toward the sofa.
“I don’t even get the chance to go into the bedroom.” He took a seat, and she smiled at him.
“I’ve spent many nights sitting in that very place, thinking about you. Every time I do, I think about everything I want to do to you, and I’m going to show you now.” She went to his jeans, and pulled out a condom. “You’re always prepared.”
****
Lola was the same person, but she was so different. Not in a bad way either. The woman before him was filled with so much confidence that it was turning him the fuck on just watching her.
Wrapping his fingers around the length, he watched her, amazed at what a beautiful woman she had become. She was no longer that scared little mouse.
She dazzled him with her smile and made him ache in ways that the old Lola never had.
“I’m always prepared.”
He couldn’t look away as she tore into the condom and removed the latex. She went to her knees before him and slowly began to slide the condom over his length. “You know, we don’t have to do this,” he said.
“I’ve not been to see the doctor for my shot.”
“I was bare the last time I was inside you.”
She smiled. “I think we’re safe. I’ve had a period since then.”
“What about those kids?” he asked.
“I thought we would start them when we were both back in Piston County.”
“You do want kids?”
“With you, yes. I want kids. I want to have that life with you that we’ve talked about all the time.”
“Have you gone to see your parents yet?” he asked as she straddled his lap. He held onto her plump ass. He was in no rush to get her pregnant, but he loved how open she had become with him.
“Nope, and I don’t want to talk about my parents.” She reached down, holding his cock, and then lowered herself over his length.
She sank down, and they both released a little gasp as she took him to the hilt. She sat on him, wrapping her arms around his neck.
He stared up into her eyes, knowing with all of his heart, that what they were doing was the right thing. They were going to make a better future for each other.
“Is this what you wanted?” he asked, squeezing her ass, lifting her up on his cock, and then pulling her down so that their bodies slapped together.
“Yes.”
“You want this? You want to fuck me, baby?”
“Yes.”
“Then ride me. Ride my cock because it belongs to you. It always has.”
She held onto his shoulders, and she started to rock on his dick, taking him in deep. Her pussy squeezed him as she slid up and down his length. He watched her tits bounce, and then his cock as it disappeared inside her body.
Releasing one cheek of her ass, he teased a finger between her folds, touching her clit. The moment he stroked that swollen nub, she screamed his name, and her cunt tightened around him like a fucking fist.
She lifted herself up so that only the tip of his cock was inside, and slammed back down. She did this over and over again. All the time, he stroked her clit, bringing her closer to orgasm with each flick of his finger.
“Please, Sinner.”
“You want to come?” he asked.
“Yes, yes, I want to come.”
He pulled her off his cock and moved so that she was over his face.
“Sinner?”
“I want to eat your pussy while you suck my cock. I bet this was part of your fantasy.” He moved her in such a way so that when she leaned over, she could reach his cock. Her pussy was soaking wet. He plunged his tongue inside her cunt, tasting her.
She removed the condom from his cock. He felt her lips on his cock, licking the entire length. He growled against her pussy, using his teeth on her clit, stroking from her pussy up to her clit, then down again, sliding inside her.
Sinner had been wanting the taste of her pussy for so long, it was like an ache, a yearning.
“You taste so fucking good,” he said, then sucked her clit into his mouth.
She bobbed on his cock, taking him to the back of her throat, where she sucked his cock in deep, before releasing him. She used her hands and mouth on his dick.
With two fingers inside her pussy, he flicked her clit, feeling her orgasm start to build just as his own was.
They came together, the scent of sex heady in the air. He licked the cream from her cunt as she milked him dry, taking everything he had to offer and then some.
She swallowed every drop of him.
When it was over, he moved her so that she was at the side of him, and he had his back that would hit the floor first if he fell off.
“Do you like my feet?” she asked, seconds later.
He laughed, and finally sat up, and she snuggled in close.
“I didn’t expect it to end like that,” she said.
“You didn’t like my mouth on your pussy?”
“I loved it.” She turned to look up at him. “I just love being with you.”
He was struck once again by her natural beauty. Lola was always one hundred percent natural with him.
“I’m not going to be able to make another visit before Christmas,” he said.
The smile that had been in her eyes seemed to fade. “Oh, of course, these are just a bonus.”
“I want to help a friend out. I’ll be at Fort Wills for Christmas, and I will even have a Christmas present for you,” he said.
“I’ve already got one for you. I picked it out a few weeks ago. I’m hoping you’ll love it.”
“I love anything by you, you know that.” He kissed her head. She stroked a finger over her name. He took her hand, locking their fingers together.
“Do you think you’ll be able to settle down after being on the road again? I remember Lexie once told me that Chaos Bleeds were always on the road. You never settled down.”
“We didn’t. We’d ride from place to place, causing trouble where we could. None of us had dreams of settling down.”
“What changed?”
“We got to see The Skulls, and how they had found a life together in one town. Not only that, Devil was trying to find his son, and then of course, he met Lexie, couldn’t be without her, and some of us guys decided to take this kind of road as well.”
“But there are still some that decided to stay as nomads?” she asked.
“You got it. I’m with a bunch of men right now. They’re good men, but they would ruin everything the club has built up at Piston County.” They really would. Just thinking about Rock and Lucius was enough to make his head spin.
They didn’t believe in conforming, and Devil wasn’t interested in keeping men down when they wanted to fly.
“I guess I just find it hard to believe that you’ll be able to settle down so long after you’ve been away.”
“What about you? Do you see yourself back in Piston County? This can go both ways, you know that? You’ve had your life away from the clubs, and from one town. Does the city life agree with? Does being without me agree with you?” he asked. He had to know these things, and he wanted her to know that she could talk to him, openly and honestly.
“I see us back in Piston County together, growing old together.” She squeezed his hands. “Do you hate me?”
“I thought we had talked about this, babe?” he asked. “I don’t hate you at all. In the beginning I was hurt, but now, with what we’re experiencing together, there is no way I could hate what you’re doing. You’re a strong woman, and I love you. We’ve both got places to be, and one day soon, we’ll join up with each other.”
When he had left, Roxy had started to get worse. The reason he didn’t think he was going to get the chance to be with Lola again was he didn’t know how long he was going to be with Lucius.
The brother really wasn’t taking her illness all that well. Roxy had warned him, and now that they were seeing the effects, Sinner knew something bad was going to happen.
“How about we not fight about the future, and we just bask in the now.” He held her close, knowing that he would go fucking crazy if he ever lost Lola. They were apart right now because of her choice.
If he ever had her taken away from him, he would lose his shit, and it would fucking kill him.
“I want lots of kids,” she said, suddenly.
“What?”
“When we have kids. I want lots of them. A whole houseful like Lexie. I want to be a good mother.”
“You’d be an amazing mother.”
****
Natalie tilted her head to the side, and admired the dress in the mirror. Old Ladies MC clothing was shut, but there was one dress that she had made with herself in mind, and she had never tried it on. Always been nervous about doing so. Being alone, with no fears of anyone coming in the shop, she gave a little twirl.
Her hair was piled high on her head. The chest area was designed to push breasts together, creating a nice cleavage. She had always been a bit of a boy, preferring jeans and long shirts. Working on a ranch never gave her much time or excuse for dressing up like a lady or a woman.
“You look beautiful,” Slash said, making her gasp and turn toward him.
“Hey, I didn’t hear anyone come in.”
“I came around the back. I have a key.” He held up his key, and gave her a smile. “You’re trying on the merchandise.”
“I’m going to pay for it. I’m just, I don’t know. I feel silly.” She gripped her hands, and smiled at him. “I made this for me.”
“I know. I saw the drawing. I was surprised you never modeled for it. It’s perfect for you.”
“It makes me feel like a woman.”
His gaze ran down her whole body. “Hate to say this to you, but you really are a woman.”
“Why are you so nice to me?” she asked.
“What?”
“You don’t know me, and I know you’ve got a club full of women, not to mention everyone in town that wants you. Why are you being nice to me?”
“I like you. Does there have to be a reason?” he asked.
“I’m not used to people sticking around because they like me, Slash. They come and go as they please. I’m no one important, and I’m selling the ranch to the club.”
“This is not about the ranch, or wanting you for a reason, or any shit like that. I’m not the kind of guy who does shit like that.”
She tilted her head to the side, and looked at him. “Then why? I know that Butler likes spending time with me, and watching me draw. Lexie thinks I’m funny. Paris has her reason, but I don’t know why you do.”
Natalie liked Slash a lot, and he was there. Butler had warned her that Slash had feelings for her, and like all guys, it had made her nervous. Was he expecting something from her?
He spent so much time with her, and she had truly believed he was her friend.
Slash stepped close to her, and she couldn’t help the gasp that left her. He cupped her cheek, and tilted her head up so that she was staring into her eyes.
“I think you’re the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Yes, I want you, and no, I’m not going to rush you, or tell you that you need to make a choice.” He kissed her lips with such tenderness that it surprised her. “I want to warn you though. Butler’s lying. He wants you just as much as I do.”
She was nervous.
No man had ever wanted her before, and now there were two.
She licked her dry lips, nervous, kind of scared.
“This changes nothing,” he said.
It did though.
It changed everything.