Camilla
“No, no more champagne,” I say, waving off the proffered glass. “Really. I’ve had enough.”
The server gives up and heads across the room to my mother and her friends. I watch him offer Paulina a drink and she takes it. Of course she does. I hope she chokes.
I turn to head to the patio for fresh air when I nearly bump into Daphne and Barron Monroe. Our parents have been acquaintances forever, although I don’t quite have an affinity for Daphne. She’s Barrett’s age, while Barron went to school with Sienna and I. He’s handsome, smart, wealthy … and he knows it.
“Careful,” he says, steading me by the elbow. He flashes me his best smile—the panty-dropper as Sienna calls it. “How are you tonight, Camilla?”
“I’m good. Tired,” I admit. “Have you two enjoyed your evening?”
“Yes, thank you for the invitation,” Daphne says. Or I think she says. It’s a bit of a slur. “I’m going to the patio, Bar-ron. Find me later?”
“Of course.”
She leaves us, wobbling on her heels.
“My sister could use a lesson or two from you about class,” Barron says, pulling out a chair. When I don’t sit, he cocks his head to the side. “You said you were tired.”
I didn’t plan on sitting, but it suddenly feels like an excellent idea. My feet almost sing as I sit and give them some relief. Barron sits across from me, looking all dapper in his black suit and yellow tie.
“Look,” he laughs, “we match.”
“You have good taste.”
“You are lovely tonight, Camilla. But, then again, you always are.”
“Thank you,” I blush. “You look handsome, per usual.”
“So,” he says, getting settled in his chair, “what are you doing next weekend?”
“Random,” I laugh. “I have no idea. Why?”
He considers my question, his long, thick lashes on display as he narrows his eyes. “I have a proposition.”
“Okay. Shoot.”
“I have to go to Paris for a few days. It’s a long flight and I’ll have some time off to explore the city, and you know, I was thinking it would be fun to do that with you.”
My mouth hangs open as I try to process this out-of-left-field offer. “Um, Barron, I’m honored you’d like to take me to Paris with you. But the answer is no.”
“No? Come on, Camilla. Who doesn’t like Paris?”
“I love Paris,” I laugh. “That’s not the issue.”
His charm seeps away as his lips form a thin line. “What’s the issue?”
“I’m in a relationship.”
His eyes roll in his head. “Oh, yes. I’ve heard about your plumber boyfriend. I just didn’t expect you’d sink that low.”
“He’s not a plumber,” I fire back, my chest rising and falling much more sharply than before.
“Does it matter what we call him?” he laughs. “What are you doing with him anyway, Camilla? You’re the talk of the country club and are making a complete ass out of yourself.”
My chair shoots back as I get to my feet. Leaning forward, my hands planting on the table, I get just inches from his face. “You are the one making a total ass out of yourself. Dominic may not belong to the country club, but he would never talk to me like this.”
“So he’s a civilized barbarian?”
“No, that’s me. He would knock your teeth out right now if he were here. I’m the one that will smile politely and ensure everyone at your beloved country club knows that you’ve been screwing the manager since we were fifteen.”
“Why would you do that?” he growls, getting to his feet.
“Because I think you love her. Because I think you’ll get kicked out of your precious little club and I think that would be amusing. Does it matter? The fact is, if you want to mess with someone I care about, all’s fair.”
“Is there a problem here?”
I whirl around to see my father standing behind me.
“Everything is fine, Daddy.”
“Mr. Landry,” Barron gushes, ignoring me, “how are you? It’s so nice to see you this evening.” He extends a hand which my father takes. “How’s business?”
“My business is fine, thank you for asking.” He gives Barron a nasty look and ushers me away. “What did that little son of a bitch say to you?”
“Nothing.”
He chuckles as we stop walking. I look up into his face, a mixture of my brothers. His hair has some grey to it now and the lines in his face are deeper and heavier.
“You are just like your mother.”
“How do you figure?” I grin.
He doesn’t answer, just laughs. “Speaking of which, here comes the devil.”
Our mother arrives and my father kisses her on the cheek. He whispers something in her ear and takes off across the room toward Graham.
“This turned out excellent, don’t you think?” she asks, surveying the room.
“Yeah. Absolutely.”
“What’s wrong, dear?”
“It’s been a long week,” I admit. “And then I just had Barron Monroe come up to me and … let’s say I said everything I wanted to say with a smile.”
“As long as you maintained the smile,” she winks. “How are things with you? You know your siblings talk …”
“Too much,” I sigh. “I guess you know about Dominic.”
“I’d love to meet him.”
I look at her and force a swallow. “I know Paulina and Raquel saw us at lunch the other day, and according to Graham, didn’t say very nice things about him.”
She considers her words, looking anywhere but at me while she does it. Finally, after I’m about ready to burst into tears, she focuses on me. “We live in a very idyllic world, Camilla Jane. We are blessed that we can avoid a lot of common struggles in life. Now, I could go on and on about why that’s true, about how hard our families have worked and planned and saved, but I don’t think that’s necessary.”
“No, it’s not. I get it,” I say, thinking back to all the ways those things were reiterated to us growing up.
“It’s very easy,” Mom continues, “to forget what it’s like for other people. When we are sitting in a beautiful home, wearing expensive clothes, eating whatever we’d like, it’s easy to look at those struggling in different ways—because we all struggle, Camilla, and pass judgement.”
“I think your friends pass judgement incredibly easy.”
“That they do,” she sighs. “They’re spared in a lot of ways by the exclusivity of our world. If Paulina or Raquel had to wear their sins and mistakes on their clothes, sort of like the way Dominic may display some of the things in his life unwittingly, let’s just say they’d be a lot less judge-y.”
My bottom lip trembles and I let her pull me into a tight embrace.
“I told both of them that. I explained that if you were happy and healthy and he treated you right, I couldn’t care less about anything else. We then had a quiet conversation about how I’m more concerned about you not sporting black eyes than I am about you wearing diamonds.” She pulls away and wipes away a fallen tear from my cheek. “Don’t spend a minute worrying about them, Camilla. They were probably jealous, if I can read between the lines.”
Giggling, I dab beneath my eyes and breathe a little easier than I have for a while.
“Can I meet him?” she asks.
“That’s probably not going to happen too soon. He and Graham aren’t really seeing eye-to-eye, although I think they’ve called a truce.”
She places her hand on my shoulder and looks me in the eye. “I raised your brothers to be the men they are. I’m proud of them. Immensely. But sometimes they can get a little …”
“Overbearing?”
“Yes. Probably so.” She takes her hand away and plays with her pearls. “I’m going to tell you the same thing I’ve told each of your siblings when they’ve come to me for advice. As long as you’re happy, we’ll adapt. And if you are happy, if you can’t imagine them never lighting up your phone again, you need to hold on to that. It’s precious.”
“It’s not that easy with him,” I voice. “He doesn’t feel comfortable in places like this. So much of what I do, he doesn’t want a part of. And he doesn’t want me to be a part of his either.”
“Sounds like your father,” she laughs.
“Daddy? How?”
“When we started dating, the man wouldn’t let me near a campaign meeting,” she sighs, rolling her eyes. “He said it was no place for a woman like me. Even though I came from that kind of world, as you know, my father being as much of a business man and statesman as his, he tried to shelter me from the ins-and-outs that he saw that maybe I didn’t. It caused some conflict.”
“How did you fix it?”
Her smile lights up the room. “Well, first of all, I tried to remember that it came from a good place. Would I have wanted him to show no regard for my safety? No. Of course not. Then I showed him how strong I was. I learned about campaigns, I brought tea and water into the strategy rooms and didn’t flinch. I showed him if this was what he was going to do, which I knew when I started dating him, that I was going to do it too. At least in a support role. Because that’s what makes a relationship, Camilla. The support. The shoulder. The ear that listens. That’s where the love and respect and true collaboration lie. Not in anything else.”
I glance at the clock on the wall. “Mom, would it be terrible if I left early tonight?”
“Typically, yes. You know I think we should be the last to leave.”
My heart sinks.
“But,” she whispers, “I heard you had a sore throat and just couldn’t take it anymore.”
I kiss her cheek. “Thanks, Mom.”
“Get out of here before your daddy sees you.”