Later that evening Kayla, Grace and I are in my room getting ready with our favorite new drink- Twisted Tea.
Kayla pulls a short black cocktail dress out of her bag, when she puts it on it hugs her body in all the right places. There’s a strap that goes over one shoulder and her long blond hair flows in big curls down her shoulders.
“Wow,” Grace and I say in unison.
“Thanks,” she still has a beaming smile and her face glows with her happiness.
Grace looks at me timidly now, “Um Julia, do you think I could borrow a dress from you? I don’t really have anything nice enough for the club we are going to.”
I instantly feel bad. Kayla and I should have thought about that and asked her earlier.
“Of course, I have a couple you can choose from.”
She ends up choosing a yellow silk strapless dress which looks stunning against her golden skin. Grace is an incredibly beautiful, yet simple woman. Most of the time her long blond hair is tied back and her face free of makeup. One of her best features are her eyes. They are a unique, warm, amber color, almost the same color as whisky.
I suddenly get an itch to do a makeover, “Grace, can Kayla and I do your hair and makeup?”
“Sure, my makeup selection is pretty sparse though,” she says, embarrassed.
“Don’t worry, we got you covered,” Kayla says pulling out her massive makeup bag.
With that we start on our creation.
“I still can’t believe you’re getting married Kayla. I am so happy for you,” Grace says while I curl her hair and Kayla does her makeup.
We told Grace earlier about our little escapade last night. We were all able to chuckle about it, even though last night it wasn’t very funny.
“Thanks Grace. I was hoping you would be a bridesmaid? I’d really like both you and Julia beside me.”
Grace gasps with excitement, “Oh my gosh, really? You want me to be a bridesmaid?”
Kayla nods.
“Oh I would love to! Thank you Kayla for asking me,” Grace gets emotional and hugs her.
“I want to have a celebration supper for you and Cooper with some friends. Are you free two weeks from now? Grace, is that enough time for you to book it off?”
“That would be great, thanks Jules! I’ll make sure Coop books it off.”
“It works for me too. I’ll make sure I book that day off from the diner and then I can help you prepare.”
All of a sudden we hear my door bell ring. Grace and Kayla look at me in confusion.
“It’s probably Sawyer and Cade. I think they’re hanging out with Jaxson tonight.”
Kayla’s smile brightens, “Ah the famous Seal boys I have yet to meet. Glad I’ll finally get the chance. They’re all I have heard about all week from clients who have spotted them around town.”
“Oh they’re something alright,” Grace mutters under her breath.
I giggle at Grace’s remark and I remember Sawyer at the diner… “I think Sawyer has a crush on you Grace.”
Grace scoffs but her cheeks turn pink, “I think Sawyer is the type to have a crush on anything with boobs.”
I laugh again and don’t deny the accusation. He does seem that way but there’s something I saw in him, the way he looked at Grace at the diner. It bothered him that she didn’t melt into a puddle like every other girl does when he’s near them.
“Anyways, I’m not his type, at least not anymore.” Kayla and I look over at each other when we hear the sadness in her voice.
I tread carefully wanting her to open up, “Oh and why would you say that?”
She shrugs, “I can just tell. He’s a confident guy, which means he’s into confident girls. Girls who know what they want and aren’t afraid to go after it. Not girls who are damaged.”
I can tell she wants to open up but she’s nervous. I don’t say anything but move to sit behind her on the bed and put my arm around her, offering her silent comfort. Kayla does the same on the other side and we wait for her to continue, which she does.
She takes a big breath, “There’s a lot I haven’t told y’all.”
“You can tell us anything Grace, you can trust us.”
I nod my head at Kayla’s words.
“I told y’all that I lost my mother when I was 17, but I didn’t tell you how. She was raped and murdered.” Kayla and I both gasp at her admission, but we keep silent and hold her tighter, not wanting to interrupt. “We were really close, and she was all I had. I came home when it happened; they almost killed me too.”
The tears I’ve been trying to hold at bay start sliding free. I look over at Kayla and see one escape her too. “I’m so sorry Grace. I know what it’s like to lose someone you love so much.”
She smiles sadly at me, “I know you do Julia.” She takes another big breath, “The men who hurt her, hurt us, they’re in prison back in Florida, that’s where I’m originally from. The whole reason I came here was to find my father; I have never met him. My mother told me his name and where he lived last so it wasn’t hard to find him, he lives in Charleston. I haven’t had the courage yet to contact him. He’s kind of a big deal, he’s the lieutenant governor.”
“Holy shit! Your father is John Weston Jr.?” Kayla asks in shock.
Grace nods, “Ya, that’s why I’m nervous. He knows about me but he has a family now- a wife and 2 other daughters. I’m just scared of what his response will be to me.”
I interrupt her now, “No matter who he is or what his job is, he’s lucky to have a daughter like you Grace.”
“Damn straight,” Kayla adds.
Grace smiles, “Thanks, I’m really glad I met y’all, you both have come to mean a lot to me.”
I choke up again at her thoughtful words, “We feel the same way.” Kayla and I both hug her now.
“Oh darn, we need to stop this,” Grace says sniffling, “I didn’t mean to put a damper on our girls night. I’m sorry.”
“You didn’t, don’t be sorry. We’re glad you opened up to us. I know there’s more you probably haven’t told us.” The look in her eyes confirms my suspicions. “Know we are always here for you and you can trust us with anything Grace.”
“Thanks,” she whispers quietly.
“Alright let me fix your makeup before we take you to a mirror,” Kayla says. I decide to touch mine up too since I’m blotchy from the tears.
When we finish we walk Grace to the bathroom with Kayla covering her eyes, then we reveal her.
She gasps, “Oh my god, I look… pretty,” she says, as if surprised by the fact.
“Of course you do, you always look beautiful Grace.”
She smiles, “Thanks Julia.” I can tell she doesn’t believe me which makes me sad all over again.
I’m the last one to get dressed, I go in and grab my dress, it’s almost identical to the one Grace borrowed but hot pink. I haven’t had a chance to wear it yet so I’m excited when I put it on. I grab my strappy silver heels, which thankfully aren’t too high because I’m not all that graceful in heels.
The 3 of us stand in front of the mirror, Kayla wraps her arms around Grace and I, “We look fucking hot ladies!”
I giggle and have to agree, we clean up good.
Kayla looks over at me with a smirk, “How much you wanna bet we’re gonna see the Hulk come out when we go downstairs?”
I roll my eyes, “Probably, he’s been pouting all day.” I’m not gonna lie, I’m a little excited for Jaxson to see me. I like it when he gets territorial and tonight I’m ready to test his control again.
“Well then, let’s get this show on the road. I love irritating that guy,” Kayla walks out chuckling.
Sawyer, Cade and I are at the table having a beer. I’m trying to be social but I’m in a pissy mood about Julia going out tonight.
Why can’t their girls’ night consist of staying in the house and watching a movie? I mean, do they need to go to the club? It pisses me off to think of all the guys that will be sniffing around her all night.
It’s been a long fucking week being around her constantly and not burying myself inside her like I want to. I haven’t whacked off this much since I was 14 years old. I’m not sure how much longer I’m going to be able to hold off.
Suddenly Sawyer’s eyes bug out of his head as he looks at something behind me, “Holy shit!”
A feeling of dread creeps in my stomach. I turn around slowly and look behind me to see the girls walking into the kitchen. My gaze zeroes in on Julia and I suck in a sharp breath at the site of her. My dick spikes along with my temper, “What the fuck are you wearing?”
She narrows her eyes at me, “It’s called a dress, haven’t you ever seen one before?”
“You’re not leaving looking like that.” Shit, I didn’t mean to have it come out quite like that.
She scoffs but before she can respond Kayla jumps in, “Easy there Hulk, we don’t want things going smash!”
The girls chuckle in unison like it’s some private joke. Sawyer joins too, although he’s laughing hysterically.
“Well I personally think you girls look fucking incredible.”
“Thank you Sawyer,” Julia responds sweetly while she glares at me.
What an asshole.
“Guys this is Kayla, Cooper’s fiancée,” Julia beams as she says fiancée.
Sawyer smiles, “Ah yes the famous fiancée. Heard you girls had quite the night last night.”
Julia and Kayla groan in unison.
Julia points to Grace now, “And ya’ll remember Grace.”
Cade nods and Sawyer lays on the charm, “Of course, I never forget a beautiful woman. How are you doing Grace?”
“Fine thank you,” she responds quietly without looking at Sawyer, which pisses him off. His torment slightly eases my shitty mood until I look at Julia again.
“Will you stop glaring at me?”
I glare harder.
“Whatever,” she mumbles then looks over at Kayla, “want to go wait outside? The cab should be here soon.”
What the hell? “I told you I’d drive you there.”
“And I said no thank you.”
“Why the hell not?”
Kayla pipes up, “Because if you take us they won’t let us in after the scene you will cause.” She follows up her comment with a shitty impersonation: “Hulk like Julia. Hulk smash anyone who look at Julia.”
Sawyer laughs hysterically again, “I fucking love this girl!” To which all the girls burst out laughing at.
Whatever!
“See ya later boys, have a good night!” Julia blows me a kiss over her shoulder as she walks out.
I seriously consider hauling her sweet ass upstairs and fucking the sass right out of her.
Shit! I throw my chair into the wall and start pacing. What the hell am I going to do?
“You bring this shit on yourself, you know that right?” Sawyer asks breaking through my thoughts.
I glare at him, “It’s not that simple. I care more about her than I do about fucking her.”
“Actually, it is that simple, take both. It doesn’t have to be one or the other you idiot.”
“Lay off him, I get it,” Cade says stepping in.
Sawyer grunts, “Of course you get it. You’re a fucking idiot too. I tell you boys if I had women like Faith and Julia after me I wouldn’t be fucking it up like you dumb asses. I’d be fucking them all night long,” he says smugly, which both Cade and I nail him for.
Sawyer stops laughing then looks over at me seriously, “I’m telling you Jaxson, somebody is going to take that position sooner rather than later. You can’t expect her to be alone for the rest of her life. So if I were you, I would pull your head out of your ass and lay your claim before it’s too late.”
I know he’s right. I can’t expect her to be alone forever and the thought of anyone else having her makes me sick.
I look back at Sawyer to see him watching my torment with a stupid grin, “So are we going or what?”
I make my decision, “Ya, we’re fucking going, just let me change.”
He lets out a cheer, “Alright, busting up girls’ night!”
I send Cooper a quick text and tell him to meet us there rather than come here first. Shit! I pray I know what the hell I’m doing.
“Oh my god! This place is fucking awesome!” Kayla yells over the loud music.
It is pretty great! I’m so thankful Katelyn’s name got us in so quickly. The line outside is huge and it’s packed in here.
We walk up to the bar to order a shot, the handsome bartender welcomes us with a charming smile, “What can I get you ladies?”
“Three lemon drops please,” Kayla says ordering for us all.
“What’s that?” Grace asks the question I’m thinking.
“You’ll see.”
The waiter comes back with 3 shots and 3 lemon wedges with sugar on them. Or is that salt? We each grab a glass, Kayla raises hers, “Bottoms up ladies.”
“Wait! To the future Mrs. McKay,” I say with a bright smile.
She beams back, “Oh yours is much better.”
We clink our glasses together and throw back the clear liquid. YUCK! Grace and I both cough with disgust. We quickly grab our lemon after watching Kayla do it. I suck mine clean, hmmm, actually that was pretty good.
Kayla notices my expression, “See, it’s good right?” She starts laughing and grabs our hands, “Come on ladies, let’s dance.”
For the next hour we drink and dance our asses off. After 4 shots and 2 drinks I’m quite tipsy and it feels fantastic. We are all having a blast, especially Grace, and it makes me so happy to see a genuine smile on her face.
I laugh every time a group of guys come up to dance with us, if they get near Kayla she flashes her hand in front of their face, causing most of them to back off respectfully. Guys have been lining up to dance with Grace, some she has accepted, others not. I don’t mind anyone dancing with me, as long as they don’t grab inappropriately. There’s nothing more annoying than being treated like a piece of meat.
The next song that plays is Ke$ha’s ‘Die Young.’ All three of us squeal, loving this song, and we let loose. The guy behind me grabs my hips and that’s when I suddenly feel someone’s gaze boring into my back. Even before I turn around I know exactly who it is; oh this is going to be fun!
“Jesus Christ! This place is insane,” Cooper yells over the loud music as we make our way through the club.
“No shit!”
After waiting in line outside for almost 40 minutes a friend of Kayla and Julia’s spotted Cooper outside and got us in. If she hadn’t we would have waited at least another 40.
It’s just Sawyer, Cooper and I. Cade decided to go to the gym instead. Sawyer says he spends most of his time there nowadays, putting his energy into working out. I have a feeling I know what he’s trying to work out of his system.
My gaze searches for Julia as we weave in and out of people making our way across the crowded bar. Some chick purposefully rubs her tits into my chest as she passes by.
“Sorry,” she giggles annoyingly. I ignore her and keep walking. Once we reach the bar we order a round of beers.
“Holy shit there are some grabby skanks in here; my junk has been grabbed twice already,” Sawyer says, acting as if it bothers him to be assaulted.
“Like you care.” The guy has screwed more than I have, which is saying something.
“Hey I do! I have standards you know.”
I grunt and I’m just about to say something when the breath gets knocked out of my lungs at the sight of Julia on the dance floor, looking like every guys wet dream. A new song starts that makes her and the girls go crazy and start dancing. And fuck can she dance. Her arms are thrown over her head as her hips move in rhythm to the beat. There’s a group of guys not far from them, one comes up behind her grabbing her hips to dance with her.
Rage rushes through my veins, the fucker is dead. I slam my beer down and start over when Cooper grabs me, “Hold up, don’t go getting us all kicked out now.”
My chest is heaving with anger when I look back to Julia. She freezes as if she can feel my furious gaze on her. She turns around, surprise flaring in her eyes when she spots me. Then she smiles smugly knowing what it’s doing to me to see this guy with his hands on her.
I shake my head slowly at her, my eyes warn her of what will happen if the asshole doesn’t take his hands off her. Turning around she says something to the guy causing him to make eye contact with me. He quickly looks away when he sees me glaring at him. Julia moves her hips to the rhythm until she is facing me again. Her smug smile becomes seductive as she dances her way over to me.
Heat explodes through my body, coiling low in my stomach, and everyone falls away as I watch her body move in time to the music.
Once reaching me she turns around and shoves her beautiful tight ass against me. I suck in a sharp breath and grab her hips firmly, my fingers digging into her flesh. She smiles at me over her shoulder when she feels my raging hard on. Reaching one arm behind her, she curls it around my neck bringing my mouth close to her ear. Her scent penetrates my senses; the smell of lemons mixed in with her usual sweet scent. When I nip her pierced earlobe, she gasps and lets out the sexiest fucking moan, making me almost explode in my pants. I run my mouth along her slender throat, feeling the rapid beat of her pulse against my lips. I suck and lick at her delicate skin wanting to brand her with my mouth, so every fucker in the place will know she’s mine. She whimpers and grinds against me eagerly with her sweet little body.
Damn! I’m so fucking turned on right now it’s taking every bit of control I have not to slip into her from behind and fuck her right here.
When the song ends she turns around wrapping her arms around my neck. Surprise flashes in her gaze when I pull her flush against me; the glazed look in her eyes is a mixture of alcohol and lust.
“What are you doing at my girls’ night? I thought I said ‘no penises allowed’.”
A growl erupts from my throat before I can stop it, “And what about the prick who just had his fucking hands on you. He has a dick.”
She smiles, “Why yes he does. What are you going to do about it Jaxson?”
My blood pressure spikes along with my dick at her challenge. I lean in close to her ear so she can hear me over the pounding music, “I’m going to take you home and bury myself so deep inside that sweet pussy of yours. My scent will cling to every part of you. Then every fucking guy in the world will know you’re mine.”
I barely register her gasp before my mouth descends upon hers possessively. She whimpers against my lips, giving me access to slide my tongue in her hot, wet mouth. The kiss is desperate and every slide of our tongues is achingly perfect. I decide I need to get her out of here now. This night has been coming for a long time and I can’t wait anymore.
Pulling back I stare into her glazed eyes that are burning with need and questions, “Is that what I am Jaxson, yours?”
I cup the back of her neck and bring her face close to mine, our foreheads almost touching, “You’ve always been mine Julia, in every way that matters.” The uncertainty in her eyes causes my chest to tighten. She doesn’t believe me and I don’t blame her. I let out a breath, “I don’t know what the future can hold for us Jules, but I think this week has proven we can’t go back to what we had before.”
Bringing her hands up she wraps her slender fingers around my wrist that is cupping the side of her neck. “Then we’ll make a new us.”
I nod and tamp down the panic that threatens choke me.
Please don’t let me fuck this up.
“Let me take you home. I can’t wait anymore.”
Her eyes search mine and I hold my breath in anticipation of her response. She nods, “Alright, let me go say goodbye first.”
Leaning down I press a hard kiss to her mouth before letting her go. I look over to Sawyer, “I’m taking off. You’re ok to catch a ride with Coop?”
His eyes are glued to the dance floor and he looks seriously pissed off. When I follow his gaze I realize he’s glaring fire at the guy dancing with Grace.
“Ya, it’s fine,” he waves me off, not once looking away from the guy.
I chuckle and say goodbye to Cooper. As I walk towards Julia I see the asshole who had his hands on her earlier, eyeing her with eagerness, as if she’s come back to dance with him. I speed up and his look vanishes when he sees me charging at them.
I grab Julia from behind and she gasps in surprise when I pick her up. “What the hell are you doing?!”
“Time’s up Julia, say goodbye to your friends.”
She sputters in protest but I ignore her. “It’s about damn time,” Kayla yells, laughing at my retreating back.
“Put me down right now Jaxson, you’re embarrassing me.”
Again, I ignore her. The cool night air hits us as I push open the doors and rush Julia over to my truck. Opening the passenger door I toss her inside, her hair is a tangled mess around her pissed off face. “Ugh! You are such a Neanderthal, what the hell…”
I slam my mouth down on hers, silencing her protest. Her response is instant and she starts making all her sexy noises that drive me fucking crazy. I tear my mouth from hers and shove my hand up her dress. I groan when I feel her panties soaked. “I’m done waiting Julia, I need to get you home and sink into your hot pussy before I lose all control.”
Her eyes flare with heat and she arches when I cup her firmly, “Oh, okay then.”
I chuckle at her breathless response. Pressing one more kiss to her lips I pull my hand away and slam the door.
Silence and sweet hot anticipation fills the truck most of the way home. I feel her looking at me, when I glance at her she’s staring at me with a grin, “Wanna know something?”
“What?”
“I’m just a wee bit drunk,” she says giggling, holding up her thumb and pointer finger with a small space between them.
I grunt amused, “Tell me something I don’t know.”
I feel her shift beside me, “Does it make you want to take advantage of me Jaxson?”
Something in her tone makes me look back at her.
Oh fuck!
Her body is angled towards me, her back leaning against the door. One leg is brought up on the seat, bent at the knee, giving me the perfect view of her sweet pussy hidden behind a pair of black silk panties. I inhale sharply when she starts trailing a single finger up the inside of her thigh.
Jesus! I’m going to fucking come before I even get us home. I clench my teeth, not finding her cute anymore, “Stop that shit now Julia! I mean it. Turn around and sit properly till we get home.” She giggles her ass off, finding my response fucking hilarious.
Thankfully it’s only a minute later when we pull up to her house. I slam on the brakes and barely have the truck shut off before I’m out my door. I grab Julia when she’s halfway out of the truck. Slamming the door, I pin her against it, and crush my mouth to hers. She threads her fingers in my hair and her moans fill the air while the kiss consumes us. God, I fucking love the taste of her. I could kiss this girl for the rest of my life and it still wouldn’t be long enough. Sliding my hands up the back of her legs, I slip them up her dress and grab her ass. She moans and bites down on my lip… hard. Growling I lift her off her feet and she wraps her smooth toned legs around my hips while I slam my aching cock against her.
“Jaxson.” The breathless sound of my name falling from her sexy lips is almost enough to make me come. I rip down the top of her strapless dress and kiss the swell of her breast, trailing my mouth over her stiff nipple through the black satin, I bite down hard.
“Ahhh,” she arches and digs her nails into my shoulders. Jesus Christ! I love the way she comes apart for me. Not being able to wait a minute longer I spin around and start racing to the door. I keep one arm around her while I dig in my pocket for the keys. She’s trailing kisses along my throat and jaw while I try to unlock the door. The goddamn thing is nothing but a hassle.
“See Jaxson, this is why we shouldn’t bother locking the stupid thing.” Her breathless taunt spikes my dick harder, which I didn’t think was possible. I bring my hand up and wind it in her hair, tugging her head back so I’m staring into her seductive eyes, eyes that are screaming at me to fuck her.
“What did I tell you about that smart-ass mouth of yours Julia?”
She smirks, “Maybe you should shove something in it then to shut me up.”
Ho-ly fuck!
I’m assuming my facial expression is funny, because she laughs her fucking ass off.
I grip her hair a little tighter, “Is that what you want Julia, my dick in your mouth?”
Her laughing dies abruptly, “God yes.”
Her breathless response makes me whimper, yup, fucking whimper like a pussy. I move back to the door in a hurry and finally get the damn thing unlocked. Once in, I kick the door shut and haul her sexy ass upstairs to her room.
I slide her down my body till her feet reach the floor and take a step back. “Take off your dress.”
She raises an eyebrow at my command but does as I ask. Before she unzips the dress though she bends down to take her shoes off.
“Leave the shoes on.”
She snaps her head up and smirks, “Mmm bossy, bossy, you’re lucky I like you like that.”
She wants to see bossy, I’ll fucking show her bossy.
Standing back up she unzips her dress letting it fall off her, pooling at her feet. My cock jerks at the sight of her body, minimally covered by black satin and silver fuck-me heels. A low growl erupts from my throat, “Damn woman, you’re fucking sexy.” I reach out to pull her to me but she moves out of my reach.
“Uh uh,” she smirks, shaking her finger at me, “Not one step closer till you take some clothes off too.”
I don’t smile back because right now there’s nothing funny about how hard she’s making my dick. I reach up behind my shoulders and pull my shirt off. I start stalking towards her but her sharp gasp stops me in my tracks. The smile on her face vanishes.
“Oh my god Jaxson.”
I’m thinking her shock is of the scars I have on my chest, it’s not as bad as my back but it’s still not a pretty sight, except she grabs the beat up pendant that’s hanging around my neck.
Shit, forgot about that. I clear my throat, “I had to get a new chain for it, it got a little beat up.”
Her expression turns sad, “I guess it didn’t do much good huh?”
I shrug, “I don’t know about that. I’m still here aren’t I?”
I’m not sure why I just said that. The truth is I don’t believe in that shit, but the thought of Julia losing her faith bothers me.
She smiles sadly at me, “Ya you are, and thank God for that because I would die without you Jaxson.”
Her choked words send a sharp pain through my chest making it hard to breathe. No one has ever cared for me the way Julia has, and as good as it feels, it also scares the living shit out of me.
My abdominal muscles twitch when she lays her warm hand on my stomach. “Let me touch you, I want to know your body,” her gaze is pleading.
Control is something I never give up, but for Julia, for a few minutes, I will give it up for her. My pulse kicks up when her smooth hand trails across my chest as she walks around to my back. I feel her trace the angel with her fingers, then she begins kissing all my scars, as if trying to erase them from my body. She wraps her arms around me from behind. Her breasts press against my back, making me wish they weren’t concealed by the black satin. Suddenly my back becomes wet and I know it’s from her tears, which makes me feel as if someone just punched me in the fucking throat. Even though it’s hard for me to do I let her hold me because I know she needs this, and well… maybe I do too.
Eventually she makes her way back to my front, tracing the scars on my chest, pressing her warm lips against each one. Her body shakes as she tries to hold in her anguish and it fucking tears me up.
I thread my fingers through her hair and bring her pained gaze to mine, “Please don’t cry for me Jules.”
“I wish I could take them away.”
“You do,” my voice is gruff, even to my own ears. I bring my mouth to hers and taste her salty tears as they fall to our lips. The kiss starts out tender and slow, but as always it soon turns hot and desperate. I grab her ass and pull her flush against me. Her hand trails down my stomach, and soon she has both my belt and pants undone. My head drops to the wall and I let out a tortured groan when she reaches in and grabs my painfully hard cock.
She strokes me firmly from base to tip, her soft thumb running over the smooth tip, “I want to taste you Jaxson.”
I suck in a sharp breath. I really fucking want her to taste me.
She smiles seductively as she drops to her knees in front of me and it’s the sweetest goddamn sight I’ve ever seen.
Pulling my pants down she leans in, pressing a soft kiss to my shaft, causing my dick to jerk against her lips. She smiles, “I like knowing I affect you like this.”
Her warm breath hits my dick making me want to weep, “Baby, my dick is in this state whenever you’re in the same room as me.”
Her eyes heat, “Well then, you should have let me take care of you long before now.” With that smart-ass remark she licks my shaft from base to tip then closes her warm wet mouth around my dick, knocking the breath from my lungs.
“Fuck me!” I drop my head to the wall and close my eyes while she sucks me off with her hot mouth. She takes me as far down as she can, the tip of my cock hitting the back of her throat, then sucks her way back up swirling her tongue around the tip. She grips the bottom of my shaft and strokes me where her mouth can’t reach.
Grinding my teeth I try not to think about how she got to be good at this; the thought makes me see red. Opening my eyes I look down to see her watching me. I have pictured Julia’s lips around my cock countless times but none of them came close to the sweet picture that’s before me now. Threading my fingers through her hair I wrap it around my fist and start controlling her rhythm. “You’re really fucking good at this Julia. You have no idea what it does to me to see you on your knees, sucking my dick.”
She moans at my words and the vibration against my dick almost makes me come.
“Shit! Stop!” I tug her hair, pulling her mouth from my cock. Then I haul her up against me.
“What is it, what’s…”
I attack her mouth and spin her around pinning her against the wall. She moans wrapping her arms around my neck. I flick open the clasp of her bra and let it fall from her body. We both groan when her bare tits press against my chest. I tear my mouth from hers and lean down, sucking a soft pink nipple into my mouth. I graze the tight tip with my teeth and tug, “Oh god, that feels so good.”
I feel her wet panties against my stomach as she moves frantically against me, trying to find release. She whimpers when I move away from the contact, “Please Jaxson!”
I walk us over to the bed continuing to kiss her slender neck, her sighs of pleasure shoot straight to my dick. Fuck, I can’t wait to pound into her. I stop for a moment and take in her beauty as I lay her at the end of the bed. Her brown hair fans out around her, her high firm breasts are flushed and red from my mouth. “Jesus, you’re fucking beautiful.” I know I say it a lot but it’s the goddamn truth. Dropping down in front of her my face comes directly in line with her sweet pussy. I kiss her soft toned stomach just above her panty line. Her fingers thread through my hair and I smile when she tries pushing my head down.
I look up at her, “What do you want Jules?”
She moans in frustration, “You know what I want.”
“Maybe, but I want to hear you say it.”
She looks at me shyly, “I want you to kiss me.”
“Where?”
She slides a shaking hand tentatively to the black satin, “Here.”
I lean in pressing a kiss to the wet satin, her scent penetrating my senses. Fuck! I forgot how good she smells.
She shakes her head and whimpers, “I need more.”
“Then tell me exactly what you want Julia. I want to hear you say it… all of it.”
Her face turns a brighter shade of pink, “I want you to lick my… pussy.”
I growl and grab the side of her panties, ripping the thin silk from her body. Her gasp of surprise turns into a pleasure filled moan when I bury my tongue in her hot, wet, flesh. Her sweet taste exploding on my tongue.
“Oh god yes!”
I fucking love how loud she is!
I groan in approval when she lets her knees fall open, giving me complete access. Her back arches and her fingers pull my hair as I fuck her with my mouth. I can tell she’s close already and thank god for that, because the taste of her and the sound of her cries are about to make me explode. I flick her clit and suck the swollen bud between my lips, causing her to shatter. She screams my name and trembles as she comes against my tongue. She’s still gasping for breath when I pull my mouth away. Slowly I kiss my way up her perfect body, trying to regain some control before I humiliate myself. She makes it extremely fucking difficult by moving restlessly under me. “Easy baby, we have all night.”
She grabs my face, “No! Listen Jaxson, I don’t want you to go slow, I want you to fuck me right now, hard and fast.”
Well fuck me!
My control snaps. I raise up on my arms and grab under her knee. Positioning myself at her entrance I look at her with my jaw clenched, “Do I need to wear a condom Julia?” I’ve always worn one, but knowing Julia can’t get pregnant I want nothing in between us as I take her.
“No, I want nothing…” she loses her breath as I slam myself right into fucking heaven. “Ahh!”
Shit! I still, worried I hurt her, “Are you ok baby?” The words are difficult to form with my ragged breathing.
“God yes! Don’t stop!”
She doesn’t have to fucking tell me twice.
I start pounding into her relentlessly, my dick surrounded in the hottest perfection I’ve ever felt. She whimpers and wraps her other leg around my hip and I groan when her heel digs into my lower back. I clench my jaw, trying to restrain myself from coming.
Our gazes stay locked on each other, never wavering. She reaches up and touches my lips, tenderness and sadness taking over her expression.
I slow my rhythm and lean my forehead against hers, “Talk to me baby, what’s wrong?”
She shakes her head softly, “I just can’t believe this is happening. I’ve waited so long to feel you inside of me again.”
“I’ll never stay away again Julia, I can’t. I need you as much as I need my next fucking breath, so get used to feeling me, because you’re mine.”
I thrust into her possessively with slow hard strokes.
She moans and digs her nails deeper into my shoulders, “Yes yours, always yours.”
Damn fucking straight.
I crush my mouth to hers again, savoring her taste. When I move to her throat she leans into my shoulder and bites… hard. It makes me fucking come unglued. I begin fucking her with a desperation I’ve never felt. The bed pounds against the wall with each hard frantic thrust of my cock.
She gasps as her muscles start contracting, “Oh god, Jaxson, I’m coming.”
“Fuck ya, you are!” Her hot pussy spasming around my bare dick is like nothing I’ve ever experienced. I clench my jaw, waiting for her to finish. When she does, I let go and come harder than I ever have before, completely filling her up. I fall against her and we lay in a sweaty tangled mess while trying to catch our breath.
“Wow, that was… wow,” she says, still gasping for air.
I grunt, “That’s the biggest fucking understatement ever.”
Her laugh causes me to groan when her muscles tighten around my half-hard cock. I never want to fucking move from this spot, I want to say inside her for the rest of my life.
I’m in serious shit.
“Jaxson?”
“Ya?”
“I can’t breathe very well.”
“Shit! Sorry,” I quickly lean up on my arms and pull out of her. The disconnection making me want to cry like a pussy. Like I said… I’m in serious shit.
After we clean up we lay together in comfortable silence. Julia’s sweet soft body is draped over my chest while she traces the tattoo that runs from my arm to my shoulder. My hand does its own tracing along her lower back and beautiful bare ass.
“Jax?”
My hand stills in surprise. It’s the first time she’s called me that since I’ve been back and I didn’t realize how much I missed it till now.
“Ya baby?”
“Can I ask you something?” Her voice is laced with nervousness and I start feeling trepidation about where this conversation is going.
But I relax my body, “Ya Jules, you can ask me anything.”
“What scares you the most about doing this? Like… I mean, with me?”
Huh? “Sorry babe but I don’t know what you’re asking me?”
She lets out a deep nervous breath, “I mean what scares you the most about us changing our relationship? Is it… is it because of not having the freedom of getting to be with anyone else?”
She barley finishes her sentence before I have her flat on her back under me. The quick action causes her to gasp in surprise.
Anger takes over my expression but I soften quickly when I see the vulnerability in her eyes, “Jesus. You really fucking think that?”
She shrugs easily when I know she’s feeling anything but, “I’m just asking. You can’t really be that surprised I would think it. I mean I’ve only been with one other person and…”
I slam my hand over her mouth to shut her up. “First off Julia, don’t ever mention you and your goddamn ex again. I know I wasn’t around but I don’t want to fucking hear about it… ever! Secondly, I thought you understood you were different to me than everyone else. I mean Christ Julia, I pretty much have you fucking tattooed on my goddamn back…”
She pulls my hand away and has her own pissed off look, “First off Jaxson,” she mimics my own words back to me with sass, “I do know that I mean more to you than your fuck buddies. That’s not what I was asking. I can tell you’re scared to do this with me and lets be real, it’s no secret how much you like women, or your freedom to do what you want with them. Secondly buddy…” Buddy? Did she just fucking call me buddy? “you’re right, you weren’t here for 6 years. So don’t you dare tell me that I can’t mention my ex, Justin is his name to be exact, and…”
That’s fucking it. I crush my mouth to hers, silencing whatever else was about to come out of her sassy mouth. The kiss is angry, desperate and fucking hot. I slide my hand between our bodies and grab my hard cock. Bringing it to her pussy I slide it between her lips, finding her wet and ready. She whimpers when I stroke it against her clit. I tear my mouth from hers and we both gasp for breath, “I told you I don’t want to hear about him! I’m going to fuck him right out of your mind. By the time I’m done with you, you won’t even remember his fucking name.” My dick fully coated with her lube now, I slam myself inside of her and fuck her without abandon. I fuck her harder than I have ever fucked anyone in my entire life.
“Oh god!” she screams and moans, her hands clawing at my shoulders, desperately trying to keep their grip, but slide off from the sweat. Her muscles contract around me, loving ever frantic thrust of my cock. Her eyes are closed and I can tell she’s getting close.
“Look at me Julia!” She snaps her eyes open at my harsh command.
“You feel this? Do you feel how perfect this is? This is the only pussy I want to feel around my dick, the only one. I could be the last man on the fucking planet having my pick and I would always, only, pick you.”
I stare deep into her eyes willing her to see the goddamn truth. Suddenly she smiles and it’s the biggest happiest fucking smile I’ve ever seen on her. “Well, you certainly know how to make a girl feel special.”
Her response surprises the shit out of me, making me falter, and I can’t help it, I burst out fucking laughing. I’m not a dude who bursts out laughing… ever. Especially when my dick is inside the only thing that has ever mattered to me.
I lean down and give her a deep hard kiss then rest my forehead against hers, “Jesus woman, you drive me crazy.”
She smiles again and wraps her legs around my waist, “Good, now finish the statement you were making.”
I grab her legs from around my waist and place them high on my shoulders. Her eyes flare and she moans from the new position. I smirk back at her, “Oh I fucking plan on it.”
And by the time I finished with her there was no way she remembered Dr. Med Student whatever the fuck his name was…