Chapter 18
Leo
“Don’t be so nervous Celia. I like the changes. Your curves go on for days now and I want to see all of you. I want to remember every inch of you as you are now. It is going to change and I am looking forward to all of them that are going to happen. I was shocked when Carlos told me, but all I could think about was you having my baby inside of you. I can’t think of anything better.”
She still wasn’t sure and I could see the hesitation in her eyes, but it was just as good as unwrapping a present. It was hard to read her mind, but it didn’t matter. What mattered was that I was going to be able to finally have her again. The first time I was able to take my time, but I was afraid that it wasn’t going to fly this time.
I had tried to move on after I found her gone, but it had quickly been clear to me that it was impossible. I didn’t want to be over her and no other woman did to me what she did to me. I didn’t want anyone else, but Celia and it had left a void in my life that hadn’t been filled. I needed her so badly now that it felt like it was killing me.
She was taking her clothes off and as I watched her, I tried to push her along, but she was just taking too long. I moved forward to help her, usually not this demanding, but damn it had been a long time, too long.
“Why are you acting so rushed today, Leo?”
“If you knew how long I had been waiting for this Celia, I am sure you would understand. I didn’t think I was ever going to see you again and I realized that if I couldn’t have you, I didn’t want anyone. It has been a long four months since you left my life and I am ready to get back to making up for it.”
She giggled and wouldn’t meet my gaze. I knew that I was pushing at a time that I should have been easing into it, but it really was impossible. All I could think about was getting back inside of her and the longer it took to get her clothes off, the longer it was going to be until that would happen.
I pulled the shirt over her head and took a sudden intake of breath. She was changing; I could already see the difference and when I pulled her bra off as well, those changes were much more pronounced. Her nipples were darker and the everything was fuller. When I bent down a little bit to take one of the tips into my mouth, she made a soft gasping sound that sent every last bit of my blood down to my genitals. How was I going to be able to control anything when she seemed bound and determined to drive me absolutely wild?
Celia was embarrassed by my reaction and it made me realize that I was going to have to temper my needs. It was hard to because the whole time I was looking at her, I was spellbound and didn’t want to look away. It was like the first time all over again and I hoped that she was really going to stay. A part of me wanted to lock her in, but I knew that I wasn’t going anywhere. If Grey called, he was just going to have to wait. There was nothing that was going to keep me from Celia, not this time.
“They are really sensitive Leo.”
She was getting a little red-faced and I found it impossible to stop the chuckle that came to my mind. I had a feeling that she knew that I wanted to bite them. I was sucking harder than I had before because she had liked it the last time. Now the same action made her gasp and I found it even more of a turn on. I liked that she was more sensitive, because that meant that she was going to feel things like I felt things. I was feeling like I was going to explode this time around. I wanted her to feel the same way.
“I will be gentle Celia.”
She paused. “I didn’t say that…”
I had to laugh. It was a relief to have her in my arms and this time I wasn’t going to let her go. This time around I was going to make sure that she stayed right where she was supposed to be.
As I was thinking this, the phone rang and she stopped, looking at it as if it was a shark in the water.
“I am not going to answer it, no matter who it is. Do you want me to turn it off?”
“No, just don’t leave me Leo. I hated waking up to you gone. It was one of the worst feelings.”
I promised her that I wasn’t going anywhere and I meant it. It was the last thing on my mind. I was in the business of keeping her, not losing her again.
When she was bare and I was practically shaking with need, I pulled her gently down to the bed and moved over her. I wanted to kiss every inch of her and started from her slim ankles and moved my way up slowly. I wanted to take my time, but it was damn near impossible with all of the sounds of need that she was making.
I got to the small slice of heaven that was in between her legs and just my hot breath was enough to make her wiggle. I loved the reaction, almost as much as I loved the taste, but this time she closed her legs and squirmed away like she wanted to get away from me.
I stopped and looked up at her questioning. “Please Leo. I don’t want to wait any longer. I want you inside of me more than anything else.”
I couldn’t help the way her words made me feel and I moved to the side of her and started to shimmy off the pants that were in my way. It was hard to tell how badly I needed her, but I hoped that I was doing a better job than I felt like I was. I was dying for her it felt like, literally and every time I looked over at her nakedness, it felt like it just took longer. There was no way that I was going to be able to slow down once it all started. I wanted to prolong it, but I knew as soon as I slid inside of her I was going to be lost. I was already there as it was.
Celia didn’t give me time. As soon as my pants were off, she was crawling on top of me and trying hard to pull the shirt over my head. I had it halfway off before she was licking and kissing on my chest, nibbling on my erect nipples about as hard as I had done to hers before. It made the hardness in between my legs even worse and she made a whimpering sound as she started to lower herself on to me.
“God, I missed this Leo.”
The shirt was over my eyes and I couldn’t see her face, but I could hear the hitch in her voice and it drove me absolutely insane. Did she not know how good she felt or the way she sounded made me a little crazy inside?
Celia giggled and covered the shirt on both sides so that I couldn’t remove it. She thought it was a game and I was unable to stop the pleasure that flowed through me. It was hard to do and I let her have her way as I focused on the feel of her insides squeezing every part of me. It was suffocating and I swear it felt like I was unable to think straight when she was like this.
Her movements were slow and deliberate and I felt her lips on mine through the shirt. There was something about the lack of sight that really got to me and it made every other sense so much stronger. It was hard to deny how I felt when she was riding me, but it was almost too hard to put into words. I felt like I was melting into another universe and I became glad that she couldn’t see me because I was going to lose it if I could see her.
Her hips started to move faster and it was all I could do to grit my teeth and think of anything else to get my mind off of the fact that I was falling for her every second. She felt perfect, beyond perfect and I was sure that it was because she was that very thing. I wouldn’t have felt this way if she wasn’t completely made for me and I knew then that it was all going to be okay. She had to feel the same for me.
The light in the room finally reached my eyes as she pulled the shirt over my head and braced herself against my chest after a quick kiss on the lips. Her eyes closed after our gaze met for a moment and she was breathing harder. She was ready to come and I started to rise up with my hips slowly, so that I could meet every bit of her need.
Her head fell back as she came and I could feel the liquid coming out of her. She was crying out in pleasure and her action was slowed down because of it. I could tell that she had reached her end, but I also knew that she was able to come more. I wanted her to be pleasured again and again, but I knew that I was going to have to take control.
I liked the view of her tits bouncing in front of me and I didn’t want to get her off of me any time soon. I pulled her down to me and started to kiss her, holding her a bit so that I could start pushing up inside of her. I wanted her to feel it like before, come like she had before and I wasn’t disappointed because it wasn’t long before she was crying out and moving back.
The sounds of her and the feel was more than I could handle and it wasn’t long before I was calling out her name. She was perfect in so many ways and I didn’t want it to end but I didn’t have a choice. I couldn’t hold back any longer. She just felt that good and the more I tried, the harder it was to stop myself. I never wanted to be outside of her again. I wanted us to stay connected like this forever.
She pushed on my chest to let her up and as I did, we both groaned and growled when she sat up fully on me. It was a moment that I wasn’t able to describe and it just felt so good. I stalled her for a moment, holding the sides of her hips so that she couldn’t move. I lifted up my hips once more to feel as deep as I could. She made a noise and I finally let her go, even though I didn’t want to. God, she just felt so good. For a time I had thought I had lost her and it was the worst feeling that I had ever had. I didn’t want to be without her, ever again and I wished that I could bottle up this moment forever.