Merle

It was surreal to have him in front of me and to have his eyes on me like they were now. I still couldn’t believe that he was here for of me and when his hands moved onto my body, there was nothing that I could do but melt where I was. God, it had been so long since I had any kind of an intimate moment and it wasn’t that I wasn’t able to find someone, I could, but no one was going to compare to Charlie, so I hadn’t even tried.

Now he was here and his hands were on me, his lips were on mine and he was pulling my clothes off until I was standing naked in front of him. I didn’t know what to say when he pulled back and stripped the rest of his clothes off as well. It was hard to just stand there and watch him, but soon my eyes were riveted to the hardness that swung in between his thighs. It was something that was hard to miss and I just couldn’t. I knew that there was going to be some soreness because of how big he was and how turned on his was, but I didn’t care. It was going to be a good reminder of how it felt to have him inside of me. It really was the best feeling.

Charlie pushed me down onto the bed and my body bounced a little bit on the mattress. He covered my body quickly and it wasn’t long before his lips were back to kissing me and his hips were pressing his thickness against my core. I was dying for him to move inside of me and I lifted up my legs so that he could slide in.

Still Charlie rubbed against my slit and hole, not pushing in like I wanted him to. I whimpered and whined from the lack of getting what I wanted and he just kind of chuckled. “I forgot how impatient you are.”

“Then give me what I want.”

He surged forward and my eyes shut as my head went back. Yeah, that was exactly what I wanted. He always knew my body better than I knew myself and it was hard for me to deal with all of the emotions that ran through me. I don’t know why, but it felt impossible to hold it all in and I started to call out. He was right. It was going to be me that was going to find it hard to hold it all in.

His lips covered mine as his hips moved in me deeper and harder than before. He wasn’t going to take his time. Charlie finished it me off quickly and I was left holding onto his neck as tightly as I could. I knew that if I let go, I was going to spin out of control. I was never able to keep it together with him and in this instance I didn’t want to even try.

***

The afterglow was almost as good as the main event. I was panting and trying to catch my breath. Charlie was next to me, pulling me against his hard, hairy chest and I heard the contentment in his breathing.

“Damn I have missed you Merle.”

“Me or that?”

I said it lightly, but he got this serious look on his face and made me look at him. The smile died on my lips and the laugh in my throat because it didn’t feel like the time to be joking around. I knew that there was something important that he was thinking about, but I didn’t know what. I couldn’t think about the way I felt right now, in this moment. I didn’t have the energy for much more than that.

“I missed you, our conversations that we had long before we got together like this.”

I nodded my head like he was just joking. “Well we didn’t just have a conversation Charlie.”

He grinned, “No, I guess we didn’t. I want to have one now.”

“About what?”

“About us. How long are you going to be staying here?”

“Another couple of weeks, something like that.”

“Then what are you going to do?”

It was a question that I had been asking myself that a lot lately and I don’t think that I was any closer to an answer than I was before. I didn’t know what I was supposed to do. I just knew that Charlie was ruining the moment. I didn’t want to think when I was feeling so damn good.

“I don’t know yet.”

“Come back to Alaska with me?”

The idea caught me off guard and I wasn’t sure why he would say such a thing. We don’t even know each other that well and though we had amazing sex, I mean amazing, was it really enough?

“I’m supposed to be going to back to school once my parents are better. That should be soon. I don’t think I am going to be here much longer.

“They have schools in Alaska.”

“No, I can’t just give up on all of that, even for you Charlie.”

He didn’t like my answer and kissed me like he was going to kiss me into submission. I would be wrong to say that he didn’t have a chance, especially the way that he kissed me. It was hard to deny how good it felt and it gave me the wonder inside that it could all just work out like he says it is supposed to. I didn’t want to believe it, but the longer I was with him; the more I thought that maybe it was.

“Come back to Alaska with me or I am going to stay here with you. One way or another, we are going to be together. I am not leaving you again.”