When Calvin dropped me off at the dorm there was a note from Sierra saying she and Curtis were headed to the library, dinner, and then the gym so she wouldn’t be back until after 8:00. Nothing from Steve, I hadn’t heard from him all day but the night before he had mentioned having lots of homework. Regardless, I figured I would have a few hours to myself, plenty of time to try out my other blog toy, the nubby finger vibrator.

I decided to try and get in the mood by reading a couple of the sex stories on the blog. I started with the first timers but quickly discovered they were really depressing. All they talked about was the awkwardness of fumbling through the first experience. I didn’t want to read about how painful the first time was, nor did I want to think about the disappointment of waiting forever only to have it be over with a one pump wonder.

I moved onto the spicing it up stories. The first story made me tingle a little, but only when I pictured in my mind it was about me doing that stuff to Steve. The girl was giving her husband road head while she had Altoids in her mouth. The Altoids became her favorite sexual enhancer because it made him climax faster, which according to her was a major bonus. The top bonus of using Altoids was that the mint disguised the taste of his cum. I appreciated the information and cataloged it for later use. I ultimately decided I wanted to try it, but it did make me a little nervous when it came to tasting cum. In terms of turning me on, reading it didn’t give me enough tingle to want to literally put my hands down my pants.

I decided to see what the kinky bitches had shared. The most recent letter was submitted by a young girl who has been dating her boyfriend for two years, they starting having sex very early in their relationship. She recently discovered that her boyfriend’s roommate was watching them when they were intimate. The first time she figured it was an accident, but when it happened the second time she saw that he was actually masturbating while watching. Each time the roommate became bolder and she started craving him, she wanted him watching and in return she wanted to see him stroke his cock. After weeks of them watching each other she realized her boyfriend had to know what was happening. Finally as she rode her boyfriend she invited the roommate closer and closer until he stood right in front of her face stroking his cock. She was so turned on that she leaned out and ran her tongue over the head of his huge cock. Apparently the sight of that turned her boyfriend on because he wrapped his hands around her grabbing her ass as he slammed into her harder than anything she had ever experienced before. She continued using her tongue to explore the roommates cock as her boyfriend ran his finger up and down the crack of her ass. They hadn’t explored there before and she quickly discovered she loved it. Any inhibitions she had flew out the window as she took the roommates cock deep in her throat. She released him from her mouth only to beg her boyfriend to finger her ass. The story ended with her swallowing the friends load while climaxing around her boyfriend’s cock and the boyfriend filling her pussy with his cum. She signed off saying she would keep us posted as they explored the new dynamic of their relationship.

Holy shit I was turned on, I didn’t even want to explore what or why but I was finally ready to explore with my nubby finger vibrator. I pulled up my favorite picture of Steve and attached the nubby to my middle finger. I turned on the vibration and slid my hand into my panties, I was shocked at how wet I was just from reading. As soon as the vibration hit my opening my whole body twitched and my hips moved on their own accord. I alternated between lightly touching myself and applying direct pressure on my sweet spot. As the pleasure mounted, I lost control of myself, I couldn’t help the moans that came out and I couldn’t keep my eyes open. With my eyes closed I envisioned myself naked straddling Steve and his hands roaming all over my body; as his finger ran down the crack of my ass my first orgasm radiated from my core. It was beyond anything I could have imagined and something I knew I would give anything to experience in real life with Steve. As the pleasure subsided I was shocked at how wet my fingers were. The next thing I realized was that my whole body was overcome with a peaceful feeling unlike anything I had ever experienced before. The peacefulness was quickly followed by tiredness, as I fell asleep with a goofy smile on my face I told myself I would submit a product review for my new favorite toy the first chance I got some alone time.

After my meeting with Calvin, I felt like I was one step closer to having Hannah. It took serious effort for me to keep my mind from wondering off. I feel like I might be losing my mind, like I’m going crazy. One minute I am doing homework and the next I am daydreaming about marrying her. My daydreams are so vivid; I am instantly turned on.

I may be a virgin, but it doesn’t mean I don’t take care of my own business. Before I met Hannah, I could get by stroking one out in the shower twice, maybe three times a week. Now? Now, it is a little ridiculous, I spent more time stroking it now than I did when I was in middle school. I can’t help it; just thinking about her gets me hard.