We’re sitting around the fire behind Brad and Harley’s cabin. I look at Brad and he nods. It’s time for us to get our girls alone. I won’t lie, I’m nervous. I’ve waited to be with her; I know it’s her first time and I want it to be perfect.
I know she’s been frustrated with me. I haven’t been able to explain it to her so she understands. She’s my world; I want nothing but great things for her, and that includes her first time. I know it’s going to hurt her, and that kills me. I refuse to rush, and this is really the first true opportunity I’ve had to take my time. Although I’m not a virgin, there are still experiences I have yet to have with a girl. I want those with her, and I want to take my time to enjoy them, to enjoy her.
“You ready to go?” I ask Aves from where she’s sitting on my lap.
“Yeah.”
“We’re going to head out. See you all in the morning.”
Avery stands and I follow, grabbing her hand. “You need help with the fire?” I ask Brad. It’s not much of one as we’ve been letting it die down, but I still offer.
“Nah, I’m going to throw some dirt on it and call it good.”
With that, I lead my girl through the backyard to our cabin. Once inside, I make sure both the front and back doors are locked. “You ready for bed?” I ask her.
“I’m ready to snuggle with you,” she says, wrapping her arms around my waist. I rest my chin on top of her head.
“I’m always down for some Aves snuggles,” I say, causing her to laugh.
“I think I’m going to take a shower before bed.”
My mind immediately goes to the gutter, wet soap sliding down her body. I close my eyes and try to block the image. “Okay, babe.” I kiss the top of her head and release her.
Not three minutes later, I hear her call out, “Dylan!”
I make my way to the bedroom, pushing open the door, “You…” My voice trails off at the sight before me. Avery, my beautiful Avery, is standing before me completely naked. Her legs are crossed and her hands are covering her breasts, a slight blush coating her cheeks.
“I thought that maybe you might want to take a shower with me… you know, save water and all that.” Her final words are so soft I barely hear her over the thunderous beat of my heart.
“You sure you want that?” I ask, taking one step toward her.
“I want you.” She exhales, uncrosses her legs, and drops her hands from her breasts.
I don’t move. I stand there, staring at my girl naked. It’s my first look at all of her and I’m trying my hardest to memorize every curve, every inch of her gorgeous body.
“Dylan.” There’s a quiver in her voice.
“You take my breath,” I say honestly.
She holds her hand out to me, asking again for me to join her. This time I don’t hesitate to place my hand in hers. She walks us to the bathroom, then turns to face me. Neither of us speaks as she grabs the hem of my shirt. I lift my arms above my head and allow her to pull my shirt off. She places her hands on the waistband of my shorts, but I’m painfully hard and I don’t want to scare her. “I can do that.” I unsnap my shorts and pull them and my boxer briefs off at the same time, kicking them to the side.
Her gaze never leaves mine. “The water should be ready,” she says.
I nod, place my hand on the small of her back, and follow her into the shower. She keeps her head down, looking at her feet.
“Aves, we don’t have to do this,” I tell her.
Her head pops up. “I want to, I just… I don’t know what to do. Will you show me?”
“Baby, I’ve never been in this situation before.” I place my arm around her back and pull her naked body to mine. I hold her like I have a thousand times before, but this time it’s different. We’re skin to skin. I rest my chin on the top of her head as she wraps her arms around my waist, her head on my chest. My erection is pressed against her belly.
“You’re trembling,” she says.
“I’ve thought about this moment a million times. Now that we’re here, I don’t know what to do. I want to devour you, taste every inch of you. This is new to me too, Aves.”
Lifting her head, the corners of her lips tilt in a slow smile. “So we learn together?”
“Yeah, we can learn together.”
“I’ve never seen one,” she says, her head still resting on my chest. “I can feel you, but I’ve never actually seen one.”
I’m sure she can feel the thunderous beat of my heart in my chest. I swallow hard. “You can look. I’m yours.” No truer statement has ever been said.
“Can I touch you?”
My cock twitches against her belly. “Only you.”
Slowly she steps back and looks down. Again my cock twitches. She doesn’t move, and to be honest I’m not sure either of us is breathing. Tentatively, she reaches out and traces the tip with her index finger. “It’s so soft,” she whispers. “I don’t know what I expected, but not… soft.”
My knees weak, I turn my back to the wall and lean against it. Avery continues her exploration, taking my cock in the palm of her hand. “Aves,” I moan.
“Am I hurting you?”
“No, babe, you’re not hurting me. You are, however, driving me mad. Having your hands on my… that’s different, you know. It’s different than through our clothes. Your hands are soft and warm.”
“You’re hard and soft at the same time.” She runs her hand up and down my shaft, slowly pumping.
I grit my teeth, fighting like hell not to lose control. Two seconds with her hand on me and I’m ready to blow. “Aves.” I place my hand over hers. “That feels better than I could ever explain, but if you keep doing that…”
Her eyes widen. “This makes you feel good?” she asks, pumping me again, this time a little faster.
“Yeah,” I breathe, resting my head back against the shower wall. She doesn’t stop, her hand sliding up and down my shaft in a steady rhythm. “Aves,” I moan, fighting my release. “Babe, I’m close.”
She doesn’t stop, and within seconds I’m releasing into her hand. My eyes are closed, my head still against the wall of the shower while I try to catch my breath. That’s why I didn’t see what was coming next. When I feel her lips press against the head of my cock, my eyes shoot open and I look down. It’s an image I will carry with me until my dying day. Avery is kneeling before me, licking her lips as she tastes me for the first time. Her nose is scrunched up.
“Aves.”
“It’s not what I expected,” she says, climbing to her feet.
“What did you expect?”
“I don’t know, but it was warm and salty. It’s not terrible.”
“Come here.” I can’t keep from smiling as I pull her wet, naked body to mine. “I love you, Avery.”
“I love you too.”
I grab the body wash and pour some into my hands, rubbing them together before placing them on her shoulders. Slowly I run my soapy hands down her arms, her breasts, over her stomach; I don’t leave one single inch of her creamy skin untouched. Once I’ve completed my task, I guide her under the spray and watch as the suds roll off her. It’s the most erotic moment of my life.
“My turn,” she says as she gives me a shy smile.
I nod, standing stock-still while she runs her soapy hands all over my body. After we’re rinsed off, I turn off the water and step out of the shower, grabbing a towel and wrapping it around her before handing her another for her hair. I make quick work of drying myself off, then step out to give her a few minutes.
I don’t bother with clothes, not because I expect her to have sex with me but because I have plans to hold her all night long. Sure, I think about what it’s going to be like when I slide into her for the first time, but I can wait for that. I want her to be sure. Losing your virginity is a big deal.
I wish I would’ve waited.
For her.