Chapter 4
Sally could barely sleep on the trip back to the states. She was nervous again, wondering how people would look at her. They would surely think she failed; well she had in one way.
But it hadn’t been a failure at anything but choosing the wrong person. “I should never have left Nebraska.” She murmured to herself.
She saw her mom at the airport and ran into her arms. “I’ve missed you so much mom. I should never have left, it was horrible. I’m such an idiot.” Sally cried as her mom hugged her.
“Its okay sweetie, we all make mistakes. I’m sure it wasn’t that bad. Maybe one day you can go back and try it again.” Her mom tried to cheer her up.
“Mom I can’t I would rather do anything else. I was such an idiot and fell for his story. It’s was all my fault though, I should never have listened. Men, they are simply bad for me, or I’m not what they want.” Sally stated.
“Oh my dear, I should have known a boy was behind it.” Her mom commented.
“He was a man; he knew he was playing with my emotions. Just like Johnny, they are both horrible.” She tried to be mad at the two men, but felt angrier at herself.
“Johnny?” Her mom questioned.
“I don’t know it’s hard to explain. Can we just go home; I want to be in my own room.” She said.
“Sure honey, let’s go.” Her mom helped with her bags and they left.
Sally wasn’t sure why she had spewed so much to her mom, but knew her nerves were raw and on edge. She didn’t feel any better when they pulled into the driveway and Johnny was coming home as well.
She saw him on the motorcycle and immediately remembered that day again. Sally felt the tears begin to fly out of her eyes. She tried to sneak into the house so he couldn’t see her.
“Sally is that you?” She heard from behind her.
She didn’t want to turn around; she knew he would see the tears in her eyes and the streaks running down her face. He walked up behind her and touched her shoulder, she didn’t have a choice.
“Hi Johnny.” She said as she turned around.
“What’s wrong why are you crying? What happened why are you back so quickly?” He questioned her quickly.
“I can’t talk about it right now. Please don’t make me.” She pleaded. Her mother had taken her bags inside. It was just the two of them.
“No tell me now, I want to know. Why are you back?” He asked.
“I couldn’t do it. I was just too confused, and made a bad decision. I thought I could get you out of my mind, but it didn’t work. He only used me and threw me away, much like you did.” She said the last part with anger.
“I didn’t throw you away. You told me that you were leaving. What was I supposed to do? I couldn’t make you stay, you wanted to leave. If you wanted more you would have stayed.” His face filled with anger.
“Why didn’t you say something to me about how you felt? You had no problem before we had sex to tell me every day. But after you didn’t say a word about how you felt.” She stated.
“Exactly what should I have said? Don’t go to Paris? I love you and want you to stay? To have you look at me every day of your life like I was the one who ruined your dream.” Johnny demanded.
She thought about it for a moment and knew he was right. “So tell me what you feel for me?” She asked.
“Sally I’m not the same guy you knew before. People talk about me behind my back; they feel I’ve done many bad things. Perhaps I did do some of them, but I’m not a bad guy. You really shouldn’t worry about me and should move on.” Johnny stated.
“I asked you what you feel for me, not what people are saying about you.” Sally moved closer to him. “Tell me that you don’t care anymore and I’ll leave you alone.” She demanded.
He looked down at the ground. “I can’t tell you that, it’s not true. I’ve loved you since we were kids and always will. But you choose to go to Paris over me, and I didn’t stop you. How do I know you won’t still blame me in the future?” He asked.
“I won’t blame you for anything. I came back on my own. Can you please just hold me?” She asked.
He pulled her into his arms and kissed the top of her head. “This is what it should have been like this that day, instead of what happened.” He said. “I wanted to hold you so badly, but you told me you were leaving. I love you far too much to keep you in a prison. Remember you often referred to Kearney as a prison before.” He stated.
She looked up into his eyes and kissed him. “Please just take me inside and show me how you feel.”
Johnny wanted to take her with all of his soul. He led the way into his house. They went straight to the bedroom and he undressed her.
“Your body is so beautiful. I would give everything to look at it every day of my life.” He said.
Sally knew she should ask him about the trouble he’d been in since she was gone. It had only been a short month, but her mom had warned her of him.
Her mother had always told her how good of a boy Johnny Young was; now she was warning her. She couldn’t help it though; she pulled him close to her and felt him enter her. All thoughts of anything else were replaced quickly with the pleasure he elicited from her body.
Sally screamed out as he pulled and pushed her around the bed and slammed into her repeatedly. He grabbed her from behind and pummeled into her as hard as he could. She yelled out as her climax hit hard and she felt her juices flowing out of her.
Johnny fucked her hard and made her scream out more than once.
“Can you choke me just a little bit?” She asked him.
He quickly circled her neck and lightly pushed against her throat. Soon she was bucking back on him as she could feel a massive orgasm that started to overwhelm her. Sally screamed out and Johnny let go of her neck as he felt her body quaking with the force of her climax. He let his sperm go and she could feel it hitting the walls of her inner kingdom.
They were both spent and were lying there soaked and breathing hard.
“So what are people saying about you? Or better yet what is going on with you?” Sally asked him.
“I’m shocked you didn’t ask before sex. Obviously you didn’t hear the stories yet.” Johnny commented. His face was a mask of anger.
“Tell me.” Sally stated.
“I would love to tell you that it is all okay. But honestly I go to court in a few days. Mary called the police and said that I tried to kill her.” Johnny commented.
“What? Why would she do that?” Sally asked.
“I would rather not go into the details right now. Not right after we’ve had such nice sex. Can we wait a few days and talk about it?” He asked.
“Aren’t you worried that people will tell me their version of the story?” She questioned.
“Fine, I was choking her during sex and it went a little too far, she passed out. After she woke up she swore I did it on purpose. But it wasn’t true, I swear.” He commented.
“I understand.” Sally said. She had often talked to Mary about her preferences and she knew Mary liked it rougher than Sally did. So the fact that their sex had gone too far didn’t seem too ridiculous.
“I’m glad your back.” He kissed her and rolled off the bed. “I have to go and meet with my attorney now though. You can show yourself out.”
She still wondered what his feelings were for her, but not so much that she didn’t think he’d be back. But he could be going to jail, she thought. What would she do then?
Sally went home to find her mother pacing.
“Are you okay, did he hurt you?” Her mother asked as soon as she came in the door.
“Mom he wouldn’t hurt me.” Sally laughed.
“Sally he’s being charged with rape of ten girls.” Her mother stated.
“What? He said it was just Mary.” Sally said shocked.
“No there were several of them that came forward. I wasn’t kidding you shouldn’t be around him.” Her mother said.
Sally went up to her room. “Why didn’t he tell me the whole story? Why had he left most of it out? Was Mary even involved in it?” She had far too many questions and unfortunately a burning desire to sleep with him again. But if he was a monster was it smart on her part?
THE END