HIS JUSTICE
BOOK – 3
Chapter 1
Sally was furious if what her mom told her was true was real. Why had Johnny only said it was Mary? Why hadn’t he told her about all these other girls and their charges? What was he hiding? He had said that he had changed since she left, but she couldn’t believe he would change like this.
She watched for him to get home so she could confront him about what she had learned. She couldn’t imagine Johnny doing anything wrong to these girls. Or could he? Sally was very confused; surely he wouldn’t hide the truth from her, would he?
The motorcycle pulled up front and she made her way outside.
“Hey Johnny, can I talk to you for a few minutes?” She asked. She wasn’t sure if she wanted to hear the story or not. Her fear was that he would admit to it all and that she would have to question how she could feel so strongly for this type of person.
“Yeah sure, come on in.” He headed for the door.
She followed behind and tried to think of the best way to bring it up. “So what is this I hear about 10 girls saying you raped them?” She decided to just be straight forward.
Johnny stopped walking and turned around immediately, his face full of rage. “Who told you that? It’s not what happened. I knew you would hear something messed up about me.” He shook his head.
“Tell me then what happened, I want to know.” Sally probed.
“Does it even matter? By the look in your eyes you aren’t even sure about me.” He commented.
“Stop avoiding the question and just tell me what is going on.” Sally demanded. “It’s not fair that you aren’t honest with me. You said it was just Mary, and then I hear something about 10 girls. Did you have sex with them?” She questioned.
“I told you it wasn’t like that. They came to me, Mary and the girls. All of them together. They wanted to see if I could take care of all of them. I had sex with them yes. But when Mary went to the police later she got them all to change their stories. They all claim I raped them, but honestly it was all consensual.” He stated.
“I don’t know what to say, did you even. I don’t get who you are anymore. You used to be such a decent person. I’m not saying you shouldn’t or can’t have sex, but 10 girls at one time, why?” Sally queried.
“It’s a male thing you wouldn’t understand. I’ve already told you I wasn’t the same person as before. You said you didn’t want a geeky, good boy. Now that I’m known as a bad boy you want to look down at me? How dare you do that, you’ve helped to create this person who is standing in front of you.” Johnny stated.
“Me, how did I create you?” Sally asked.
“You made me fall in love with you that day when we had sex, even more than I was before it. Then you turned around and left like I was nothing to you. What was I supposed to do, be happy about it? Have you ever thought that maybe I was looking for another girl who made me feel like you did? No you’ve never considered anything like that have you? Perhaps you should consider what you and that man did in Paris too. Was it right? How could you sleep with him if you cared about me? See it works both ways doesn’t it.” Johnny finished as he saw her face crumple. “Look I’m sorry. I still have a lot of anger from you leaving. I don’t know if I’ll ever feel like you are completely committed to us as a couple.” He added.
“You’ve never asked me to be a couple. You’ve had sex with me 2 times now, after which you’ve never professed your love to me. If you don’t love me anymore just tell me. If this is simply something we are going to do for sex, I guess I’ll be fine with it.” Sally admitted.
“I don’t know what I want from you anymore. I would have jumped at marrying you before, but now I don’t know.” Johnny admitted.
Sally stood there shocked. “How did your feelings for me change?” She asked.
“I’m mad at you for leaving me. I can’t help it, I’ve tried to control it, but it just always wells up inside of me. I did hurt some people since you’ve been gone too. I’m not going to lie to you; I wanted to hurt you when we had sex before too. I could have easily squeezed your neck until you passed out, and I’m worried that I might. You’ve made me so mad.” He stated.
“You would hurt me?” She asked.
“I don’t know, sometimes I’m so mad at you for going to Paris and then sleeping with someone. But how can I be mad when I did the same thing here? Sally it’s really confusing to me. I love you but there is a part of me that hates you too.” He said.
She covered her mouth. “I don’t know what to say. I never met to make you hate me. I’ve always thought it was sweet how you liked me so much. But I could never imagine you feeling any other way but loving me. I’m so sorry Johnny; I didn’t mean to do it.” Sally said and a tear dropped from her eyes.
He saw her crying and walked over to her. “I’m sorry Sally. I really do love you; I hate to see you crying. But I’m not good for you anymore. I think I would only make people look down at you. They all see me as a rapist and nothing more.” He looked into her eyes. “I can’t tie you to me and ruin your life too.”
“It’s not your choice Johnny, it’s mine. If I want to be with you I should be able too. I don’t care what everyone else says in town.” She stated.
In her mind a plan was formulating to finding out the truth from Mary and getting her to tell it during the trial. If he was cleared surely their lives together wouldn’t be bad. Or they could move she began to think of many plans at once.
“You may after a bit, and I don’t know what I would do if I lost you again.” He said his voice serious and a bit scary.
Sally moved closer to him and rubbed her head on his chest. “Can we make love again?” She asked, trying to put all thoughts out of her head. She didn’t want to think about him pleasing anyone else but her.
He picked her up and she was shocked. “You’ve really been working out a lot since I left.” She purred.
“Yes I have. I wanted to be a man you would desire.” He stated.
Sally knew that it was wrong that he had changed so much for him, but she really did like this new bad boy. Johnny had always been such a little wimpy type of boy, now he could easily pick her up and carry her into his room. He threw her on the bed and pounced on her.
Their clothes were off immediately as he showed her again how much he had missed her. She didn’t think she would ever tire of this.
“Did you have fun with those girls?” She asked in the middle of their love making.
“This isn’t the right time to talk about that.” He stated.
“I just want to know, if you liked fucking them as much as you do me?” She pushed.
“No, it’s not the same. I just did it for fun, not because I loved them. It isn’t like it is with you. I orgasm much stronger when I’m with you, and I want to taste every part of your body.” He growled and tossed her on her back.
Sally couldn’t think as he probed her lower regions in many various and delicious ways. She grabbed onto his hair and pulled it as her body squirmed under his manipulation of it. “Oh Johnny!” She screamed loudly.
She couldn’t help it she knew she was in love with him. Even if she had never seen him that way before, the person he was right now had captured her heart. Sally wanted him to make love to her for the rest of her life. If only he would come around and figure out that she wouldn’t leave him again.
They lay tangled together later and she sighed. “That was wonderful.” She smiled and closed her eyes.
“It was perfect.” He stated.
Her mind floated in her dreams. She pictured herself confronting Mary and finding out the true story. Sally wanted to plead with Mary that she should tell the truth.