Chapter 11
Emma
"Ouch!" Ryan slapped my butt. I was bent over the table about to take my next shot.
"Don't think I'm not mindful of what you're doing. If you think that beautiful ass of yours can distract me and keep me from winning, you might be right." He turned me around and kissed me. I felt the sparks fly through me as our lips touched and thought about just how much I was going to enjoy losing this bet. Despite my best efforts at distraction, I lost our game of pool.
Ryan had me bent over the table and began pulling my shorts off, tickling me.
"Time to collect my winnings. Anywhere, anytime, anyway!"
"Wait!" I was laughing so hard I could hardly talk. "Air hockey," I managed to let out in between bouts of uncontrolled laughter as Ryan continued to tickle me.
Ryan stopped. "Air hockey?" Intrigued, he glanced at the table. "You are not proposing that you can beat me at air hockey, are you?"
I struggled to gain control of my breath. "Of course I am," I bragged. "That's my game, and I am positive I will win!" This time I meant it. I really was good at air hockey. Char and Bob had a game in their basement, and I almost always won against Bob.
"Hmm…" Ryan stroked his chin "…why should I take your challenge when I have already won my prize?" He raised one eyebrow up and gave me a playful, knowing half-smile.
"Well, we still have tomorrow."
"Same bet?"
"Same bet."
"Deal." He held out his hand so we could shake on it.
"Wait, hold on. Just in case, even if I should somehow lose, I get an hour," I said.
"An hour?"
"Yes, an hour where you are at my mercy."
Ryan shook his head slowly. "Em, I already am." His words knocked down my defenses. For a moment, I almost forgot that there was no future here.
"No," I squealed as he deflected my last chance at getting a goal. "I can't believe I lost. I always win this game!"
"While your skills are incredible and you put up a good fight…" he pulled me closer to him, wrapping his arms around my waist "…you have no chance against me."
"I agree, Mr. Smith, you are quite skillful."
His face tightened, and he grew serious when I called him Mr. Smith. I tilted my head inquisitively.
"What's wrong?"
"I … Nothing, just a little exhausted. If we’re going to hike in the morning, we should get to bed."
"Um, sure. You're right. Tomorrow will be a long day." Wow, talk about an instant mood change. I guess he isn't planning on collecting his winnings tonight.
Sharing the bathroom, we got ready for bed. His mood seemed better but still pensive. I was sure he was holding something back. Should I push it? Ask him why the sudden change? No. If he wants to tell me, he will. I decided to try another tactic …
"Good night, Mr. Smith." I stood on my toes and kissed his cheek. He looked down at me, twisted a strand of my hair around his finger, smiled, and kissed me. The kiss wasn't passionate but loving and gentle.
"Good night, Em. I'll be done in a minute."
I let out a sigh as I got into bed. Maybe it was my imagination and his mood change had nothing to do with me using his last name. He probably was just tired. Despite his funky mood, I could really get used to brushing my teeth next to that man every night. Think short term. You could get used to brushing your teeth next to this man for a little while, my inner voice corrected.
I woke up the next morning with my arms around Ryan and his around me, our legs intertwined. The sun was beginning to filter into the room, and Sierra was restless. Noticing I was awake, Sierra leaped up and tried to snuggle her way between us. Ryan opened one eye and smiled.
"Sierra must know she is going hiking with us today."
At the mention of her name, Sierra crawled the rest of the way up to Ryan and planted a big sloppy kiss on him.
How could this be so comfortable this soon? There was no way this was gonna end up in any way but heartbreak. Mine.
I got out of bed to start some coffee. Ryan pulled me back down, kissing me.
"I'll make breakfast," he said.
"You cook?"
"I am an excellent cook, and you are in for a culinary treat."
"I lost our bets, and you're cooking? I love it!"
I ran to the bathroom for my shower before he had a chance to change his mind. By the time I was done drying my hair, Ryan had eggs, bacon, biscuits and gravy, and strawberries on the kitchen island. I sat down on the stool, eyeing the biscuits and gravy hungrily.
"This is a lot of food!" I leaned over and stole a small piece of bacon from the pile.
Ryan sat down beside me and passed me a plate. "I need to keep your energy up. Dig in," he said, feeding me a strawberry.
I took the first bite of my biscuits and gravy. "Mmm, this is yummy. How did you learn to cook like this?"
"You like?"
"I like so spill … who taught you how to cook?"
Ryan sighed. "Sometimes it's necessary to step up and do things for yourself. Turns out I'm pretty good at it."
I wanted to press him for more information, but the sadness in his eyes made me decide to let it go for now. We ate in silence since I kept shoving food in my mouth. After eating, we cleaned up the dishes, packed our backpacks, and set out for the trails.
Ryan liked to hike as much as I did, and I appreciated that he didn't feel the need to talk constantly the entire time. We seemed instantly comfortable with each other, joking around or just being quiet together. Except, of course, when it came to discussing his personal life. As we got close to the end of the trail, Ryan took my arm and turned me around, a cocky half-smile spreading across his face. Recognizing that look, my panties began to moisten. Wet panties were definitely becoming a casualty of being with Ryan.
"Anywhere, anytime," Ryan reminded me.
"People. What if other hikers—"
Ryan cut me off. "Sierra, stand watch." Then he pulled me behind the rock.
Wrapping my hair in his fingers, he pulled my hair back and tilted my face up. "I have been walking behind you, dreaming about your gorgeous butt all day." He undid his pants and slid my shorts off.
We heard Sierra barking wildly and could hear people talking on the path, not too far away. We both started giggling and scurried to get our clothes back on, our escapade foiled.
"Sierra, come here, sweetie," I yelled.
She ran behind the rock, looking for us, and I put her leash on so she wouldn't scare any hikers. Sierra was a big baby, but she looked intimidating. As we reentered the path, the hikers passed by us, nodding.
We reached the bottom of the trail around 2:00 PM and ate at a local brewery that allowed dogs on the patio. Sierra was content with her hamburger, while Ryan and I shared some appetizers.
I sat there taking in the beautiful day, trying not to ruin it by thinking about Ryan leaving.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing." I shook my head.
"Em, I may not have known you for very long, but I can tell when something's wrong." He rolled his eyes as he took my hand.
"I was thinking about when you have to leave. Usually, after two days with someone, I can't wait to be by myself."
"Oh, so now you can't wait to get rid of me?" he joked.
I leaned over and kissed him. "No, the problem is I'm not ready for you to leave yet."
"Em, let's not spoil today. I will be back, and we can talk on the phone or Skype."
"I know. So why don't you order me another glass of wine and then when we get back to the house you can order me to do something perverted," I teased.
I got up to go the ladies room and was halfway there when I heard someone call my name.
"Emma? Emma, is that you?"
Michael was sitting at a table with his buddies. "It is you!" Standing up, he wrapped his arms around me and leaned in for a quick kiss. "Char with you?"
I didn’t want to be rude or embarrass him, so I responded with a return kiss and hoped Ryan wasn’t watching. "Michael, what are you doing in Boulder?" Michael grabbed hold of my hands as I stepped back.
"Came up this morning to do a little tubing. After lunch, we're going to hit some trails.” He let go of my hands and put his arm around my waist. “Hey, why don't you come with?”
I took a step back, forcing Michael to release my waist. "Sorry, Michael, I'm … um …"
"With someone." Ryan finished my sentence as he came up behind me and slid his arm around my waist. The same waist Michael had his arm around two minutes ago.
"I'm Ryan, and you are?" He reached out to shake Michael's hand.
"Michael," he said as he shook Ryan's hand and looked at me, obviously confused.
I glared at Ryan as I released myself from his arm wrapped around me.
"Michael, I was on my way to the ladies’ room. We'll talk soon, I promise." Without looking at Ryan, I walked away.
I stayed in the bathroom for several minutes, trying to calm down. I had planned to tell Michael about Ryan, but not like this. Last week he asked me if I was dating anyone. I had said no, which was true at the time. When I came out of the restroom, Michael was gone.
I walked back to our table and flung my purse down on the empty chair.
"What was that all about?" we shouted in unison. If I weren't so upset, I would have found it funny.
"We need to leave," I said, gritting my teeth.
I didn’t consider myself to be the type of person who got angry easily. I usually held my anger for when someone severely crossed a line, but I was angry. Ryan couldn’t have known it was Michael until I introduced them. Michael was acting very familiar, so maybe Ryan thought he was coming to my rescue? Still, he could have waited until I returned and allowed me to explain. It wasn’t like I was in any kind of danger. My irritation was growing.
Ryan paid the bill while Sierra and I went to the truck.
We rode to the house in angry silence. Once inside, Ryan poured us both a drink.
"Let's go sit on the deck. I think we should talk."
I agreed and went outside. "What was that all about? You did not need to stake your claim! I would have explained when I got back to the table," I yelled.
"You are forgetting one thing." He stared at me, unflinching. His eyes seemed to grow darker with each word. The tension between us was accelerating, but there was no mistaking the passion radiating from him. The air surrounding us seemed electrified.
"And what's that?" I snapped, my voice trembling as I tried to remain calm.
"You're mine. At least until you tell me differently. And I see nothing wrong with laying claim to what is mine. I also think it's time you told me about Michael and what he means to you."
The contrast between the anger in his voice and the lust in his eyes frightened me and made me hot. How could I need to feel him inside me when I was so damn angry?
"I am not your property. You don't own me!" I screamed. Talking calmly when angry had never been my strong suit.
"You are not listening." His voice was stern, yet calm. "No, you are not my property, but until you tell me it's over, we are monogamous, and I will not share your body or your emotions with any other man."
I was dumbfounded—and so turned on. I needed him to take me. Evidently, he had the same thought. He pulled me from my chair, tossed me over his shoulder, and carried me into the house.
"Are you serious?!"
"Not another word," he said and threw me on the bed.
His kiss was not gentle but carnal, filled with desire and need. Ryan took off his own clothes as fast as he could, and he had mine off seconds later.
I needed him just as much and pulled his body on top of me, begging him to fuck me. He entered me, and I gasped at the force he used. He moved fast, slamming himself into me. Then he turned us over. I rode him as hard as I could. Staring at me, Ryan grabbed my waist and forced me up and down on him faster and faster until we both climaxed. I lay there, my head on his chest, breathing heavily, totally happy, still angry, and utterly confused.
After a while, I eased myself off him. "I don't know what we're doing, but I know I am nowhere near ready to stop doing it."
The tension drained from his face as he pulled me closer. "Me neither, Em. Me neither."