This is it. This is the moment of truth.

Point of no return.

No going back now.

I think I was right to tell Dan the truth. Honesty is always the best policy, after all, and I would have hated to keep him in the dark only to have him realize that I was some kind of sex-defective weirdo in bed.

So now that he knows the truth, he’ll take it easy on me if I’m horrible. Which is what I want. For him to take it easy on me.

I’m lying on his bed like he told me. I guess sex always starts like this.

No, that’s not correct. I think back in his office was when we actually started having sex, but it’s not my fault that it never happened.

Okay. I guess it is my fault.

But now?

Oh, jeez. His shirt is coming off.

“Baby, why are you covering your eyes?” I hear him say through the darkness.

“What?” I respond. “Oh. I didn’t even realize.”

“You’ve never seen anything like this before, have you?” he asks as his hands land on his belt buckle. There’s a snap and a zip and his pants fall to the floor, and out comes his dick.

My pussy clenches up when I see it and a string of nerves unfurls deep inside my stomach, radiating out through my body.

“You know I haven’t seen anything like that,” I respond.

His dick is hard and big, and I know it’s going to hurt when he slides it into me. But I have to get this over with, and he’s perfect for the job. Anyone who would come on that hard to a girl he barely knows is certainly not the relationship type.

And why make this more complicated than it has to be?

He kneels down between my legs and spreads them open at the knees, making me vulnerable and exposed for him. My panties are still on, but it doesn’t matter. I’m fully on display, and it’s making my head spin.

“Relax, baby. Lay back. Let me do all the work.”

He kisses me between my legs, through my panties, and it’s making me very wet.

“Remember,” he says. “You’re the boss. I do all the work here. That’s the way it should be.”

He strokes my clit gently through my panties and it makes me hot all over. I close my eyes and lean my head back and drift to another planet as his fingers make their way around the elastic waistband and he slides my underwear slowly down my thighs.

I can feel everything. The soft silk against my skin, the way his breath plays against my inner thighs.

He kissed my clit, bringing it into his mouth and circling it with his tongue. It’s exquisite, and it’s making me forget every thought inside my head. Every worry I have about this experience, every ounce of anxiety is melting away at his kiss and his touch.

I feel the pressure within me building up, but I don’t want this feeling to end so soon. And when he presses a fingertip against my opening, I feel a shockwave of pleasure course through me, rocking me all the way to my core.

But then he eases up, and I stay there on the edge of what feels like a mind-blowing, earth-shattering, cancel-all-your-plans-for-the-week orgasm.

“What the matter?” I gasp, opening my eyes to see him between my legs with a devilish grin.

“Nothing’s the matter,” he says. “But did you really think I was going to let you get off so easily?”

I groan and throw my head back on the pillow and cover my eyes with one hand as he eases one finger inside me, slowly curling it up to touch the fleshy bit inside.

“That okay?” he asks, teasing me with kisses along the insides of my thighs.

I can barely give him a response, but I’m sure it’s in some alien language from outer space, because it’s just not possible to feel this good. I’m pretty sure I’m on another planet right now.

“Baby, you’re so tight,” he says, putting a gentle kiss on my clit. It’s superficial, and he’s teasing me so bad it almost hurts. “Makes me think of all the positions I’m going to fuck you in.”

He sinks another finger into me and pushes hard and deep inside, sucking my clit into his mouth. Now it’s like he’s racing my body toward an orgasm, and I can’t keep it together.

Nope. Can’t keep it together. His fingers feel so good dragging along inside me, and just as I’m about to come, he speeds up, sucking hard and fast on my clit.

“Baby, come for me. I need that sweet little pussy all over me,” he groans, pulling his fingers out and sinking them back in, rubbing hard against my clit with his other hand.

I’m seeing stars and speaking in tongues as I moan his name over and over. It’s like in the movies. I grip the bed and I swear I’m catapulted from whatever planet Dan sent me to and now I’m in another dimension.

There must be a tear in the time-space continuum. Because this is absolutely unreal.

“Baby, come here,” Dan says, lying next to me and scooping me up, spooning me against my back.

“I’ve never done this before. You know that, right?” I say.

“Yes, I know. You told me. You were a virgin,” he says, stroking my hair and smoothing it down against my back. “Technically, you still are.”

“No. I don’t mean that. I mean I’ve never been in bed with my dress still on next to a naked man.”

“Well,” he says, chuckling. “I guess there’s a first time for everything.”

His boner is pressing up against my ass, and I can’t help but arch my back and press up against him.

“More?” he asks, flipping me onto my back and kissing my lips hungrily. I can taste myself on his lips. “Let me take your technical virginity from you, then.”

He gets up and goes over to one of his nightstands and pulls out a condom. The gold wrapped glistens in the moonlight. I've never seen one of those us close.

The wrapper tears and he sheaths his thick, hard cock.

“Someday, baby, you’re going to be doing this for me,” he says, kneeling in front of my spread legs. “We’re going to think of all kinds of creative ways for you to put a condom on me. With your hands. With your mouth.”

The thought of having that thing inside my mouth is almost scary. It’s so big, and while I’d love to lick it, I’m not sure I’d be able to take the whole thing.

Which, of course, brings me to the topic of him and me actually having sex. He said he’d do it gently, but that’s kind of not what I want. I want hair-pulling, butt-slapping, all out sex.

But with this? I’m not sure I can take all of this so fast.